About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

That night.

Sakakibara was hiding in his bed, holding his cell phone in both hands. In the darkness, only the bright light of the cell phone screen illuminated his face.

Complex, tangled, uncomfortable. Can't sleep.

A feeling called guilt brewed in my heart.

In the chat column with Tianhai Jiuliuli.

[Sorry] These three words are repeated over and over again, deleted and re-entered.

Or not.

Sakakibara took several breaths, and finally felt that he should not tell this matter to Jiu Liuli.

He turned off his cell phone and poked his head out of the bed.

Started looking at the bedroom ceiling in the snowy night.

His eyes overlapped with a figure in his mind.

He recalled Jiuliuli's appearance.

Nine colored glaze.

Jiuliuli. Every time she sees him, she is full of dependence and love.

There is love in those eyes, there is guilt, there is also the need to be inseparable from yourself, and you want to be good to yourself.

Thinking about it.

Sakakibara recalled how she got up at four in the morning to help her organize her clothes.

well.

Although he is indeed a scumbag.

While I like Qi Mingyue, I feel equally reluctant to let go of Jiu Liuli.

Tsk

There was a rather soft push on the door.

Immediately afterwards, a faint voice sounded in Sakakibara's ears.

"Come over here and move your position for me."

Turning his head, Sakakihara Raku discovered that Nanami Nanami came to his bed wrapped in a quilt.

"How did you come?"

"I want to chat with you. Okay, come over here and let me have a place to lie down."

"."

Sakakihara Raku was originally going to say "Why do I let you lie here with me?" to Nanami Mingyue.

But then I thought about it.

Qi Mingyue would come to him if he didn't have a perfect plan?

impossible.

This is absolutely impossible.

She must have all kinds of tricks to force herself to move to her.

It's better to just get out of the way.

Sakakihara thought so and moved towards the other end of the floor.

"You know the truth."

Tianhai Qimingyue glanced at him, then lay down on the right side of his sleeper bed and wrapped herself in her own quilt again.

The two of them looked at each other in the dark room.

The atmosphere is weird.

Sakakibara couldn't help but ask: "Why did you come to see me again at night? Aren't you cold?"

"I came to talk to my boyfriend."

".Who is your boyfriend?"

"Someone promised to be my boyfriend for an hour."

?

"But hasn't that time already passed?"

"Don't be ridiculous. You only kissed me for two minutes. How long was that? After we kissed, we went home. You didn't fulfill your promise at all."

"Your boyfriend measures time by the length of the kiss?!"

"That's right."

Sakakibara didn't want to talk to her about these useless things.

Although there is a beautiful girl sleeping next to him, he feels very happy both mentally and physically.

But Sakakibara didn't want to fall into her trap.

"Tell me the truth, why did you come to me at night?"

Tianhai Qimingyue covered herself with the quilt, stretched her snow-white neck, leaned her head on the other side of his pillow and said, "You must have been thinking about your sister just now, right?"

"You still have the nerve to say that? I feel like I'm completely sorry for Jiu Liuli right now." Sakakihara Raku wanted to sigh deeply.

But he felt that he was not qualified to sigh.

"So, you are a scumbag."

"Yes," Sakakihara Raku did not deny, "I am a scumbag."

"Do you like me?"

"I just like you Qi Mingyue."

"what do you like?"

"Your face, personality, and legs are so beautiful that no man can be tempted by you, including me."

Because of his frankness, Tianhai Qimingyue had an imperceptible smile on his lips: "In my opinion, there is no difference between you and the group of men in the playground who constantly look at me and want to do something wrong to me. They are all lustful men."

"What man is not lustful? It's just that some people have principles."

"Like you?"

"Yes, for example, I am a little worse than Liu Xiahui. I can't sit still in my arms, but I can hold back even if you take off your clothes and run into my bed. Do you think I have any principles?"

"That's true." Tianhai Qi Mingyue was noncommittal, "But a scumbag must have the consciousness of a scumbag. It's only a matter of time before you cheat. Do you have to understand that being sorry for girls is not the most basic trait of a scumbag?"

"Oh, if. I mean if, if we date, you will be the first person I cheat on."

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't care, and even raised the corner of her mouth slightly, "You can give it a try, I guarantee that the woman will cry and leave you on her own initiative."

"Then I will protect her."

"Oh, can you protect me?"

"I must protect you." Sakakibara said solemnly.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at him for a while: "I don't want to quarrel with you."

Sakakihara Raku could hear her softened voice.

This also means that Qi Mingyue does not want to suppress herself all the way.

She is actually considering her own feelings.

"Then what do you want to do?"

"I want you to hold me for a while."

"."

Nanami Nanami's straight ball caught Raku Sakakihara off guard.

"Have you ever slept with your sister in your arms? I met her once and her sister was not in her room at night."

"Well, that's it. I slept with Jiuliuli in my arms, and she woke up in my arms."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked straight at him for a long, long time.

It took so long that Sakakihara Raku noticed something strange in her eyes.

"Jealous?"

Tianhai Qimingyue did not look at him again at this time, but turned her head sideways, leaving only a long-haired back.

After another period of silence, she said amidst the sound of wind and snow blowing outside the window:

"Yes, I'm jealous. I'm jealous of my sister. Why can she do it? I'm obviously the same as her. No matter the age or appearance, it's obvious that I came first in love. You also promised me many things, but why should I Why do I have to put so much effort into walking with you? Why can my sister get a hug from you with just one word? Why do I have nothing and still have to watch you being affectionate and loving in front of me? Look at that one who looks like me. The same sister makes love to you in front of me?"

Sakakihara looked at her back with his eyes, her long flaxen hair stretched from the back of her head to the pillow.

She was wrapped in a thick quilt, but she looked so alone at the moment.

"Do you think I want to go to this point? Sakakihara Raku."

"."

"You can understand me."

Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly lowered her eyebrows and her voice stopped abruptly.

"Forget it, I don't want to talk anymore. I've said enough this afternoon. If you don't want to, just don't. Anyway, I'm used to it."

Sakakibara lamented in his heart, it was not that he didn't feel sorry for Nanamiyue.

But the truth is, I don't know what I did, Qi Mingyue likes me so much because of what happened when she was a child.

He didn't want to speak anymore and turned his back.

It was quiet for ten minutes.

The two of them stood with their backs to each other and said nothing to each other.

Sakakibara tried to close his eyes, but he really couldn't sleep.

"I said. Qi Mingyue."

no respond.

He took a deep breath and faced her back again:

"I know you're not asleep yet, Qi Mingyue. I'm curious, why did you fall in love with me because of what happened when you were a child?"

Still no response.

"You were only five years old at that time, right? You were just like a little girl. I believe no one will remember what happened when you were five years old. Even if I'm not that forgetful, I won't remember it at all."

There was a long silence, with only the sound of the wind and snow outside the window.

Tianhai Qimingyue wrapped her hands tightly around the quilt covering her shoulders, and finally gave a small response: ".That's why I said I was stupid."

Sakakihara Raku could hear that her tone was different from usual at this time, with a hint of loneliness as she was keeping warm alone on a snowy night.

"What happened when you were a child are really that important to you?"

Again no answer.

"Can you tell me more? If you tell me, maybe I will have more feelings for you, and maybe I will be a little bit more scumbag, instead of having a knot in my heart for you now."

Tianhai Qimingyue still didn't respond.

"Seven Bright Moons"

"Hate it," she whispered, "I hate it when you forget everything and still come to ask me. Why can you forget it? Why can you still ask me why with a nonchalant expression? Why am I the only one who still remembers it? Why did you make a promise that you would take me to see a wedding dress when you had the chance, but never fulfilled it?"

"."

"I am the only one who has believed it for more than ten years like a fool."

"It was my fault."

Tianhai Qimingyue stopped talking.

After that, Sakakihara Raku tried to talk to her a few more times, but failed.

She seemed sleepy and really tired.

Just like that, he slowly fell asleep on the other side of himself.

Sakakibara was happy to see that she really didn't want to talk to him anymore, and closed his eyes.

With doubts and curiosity about what he did as a child, he gradually fell asleep in endless thinking.

It was pitch black and there was nothing visible in sight.

Sakakibara was enjoying an indescribable feeling, and his consciousness gradually came back to life.

The wind and snow made the old windows of my hometown rattle, and just hearing the sound was so cold that people couldn't help but want to shrink their necks and shake their shoulders.

The two good bedrooms in grandma's house were reserved for Suzu and Nanami Mingzuki, while Sakakibara Raku and his mother lived in the two second bedrooms with slightly worse conditions.

The environment wasn't too bad, except that the windows in his second bedroom were a little leaky.

After living here for the past few days, Sakakibara would subconsciously shrink down every time he heard this sound.

But today he felt a little strange.

Your body doesn't feel the slightest bit of cold?

Even if it's cold, I still can't hold on to the quilt on my body.

This made Sakakihara Raku feel a little depressed and sat up from the bed.

He glanced at the surrounding furnishings with still confused eyes.

No problem, it’s grandma’s house.

The wind and snow were blowing, and the strange feeling of not having a quilt made Sakakihara look down under him in confusion.

He suddenly realized that he was not wearing clothes yet.

No clothes? !

what's the situation?

Afraid that Nanami Mingzuki would molest him again at night, Sakakibara was so frightened that he hurriedly groped around.

But he soon found out to his surprise.

I can't even touch my chest!

Let alone his chest, there was no place on his body that could be touched.

His body is like a transparent spirit body, penetrating back and forth at will.

what's the situation? !

Haunted?

Sakakihara looked down again.

The one sleeping on the bed is actually me!

Two me.?

Or is my soul out of body?

Qi Mingyue was still sleeping next to him.

Sakakihara did not panic and began to think proactively. After pondering for a while whether he had missed something, he grasped the key point.

[Dream Corridor]

That's right.

It’s this prop.

He still remembered that it was the prop he obtained after ending his relationship with Qi Mingyue.

At that time, he was so entangled that he didn't pay attention to it at all.

Sakakibara quickly tried to see if he could still get the system panel.

Fortunately, the system can also be opened in this strange "spirit" state.

After finding the backpack, Sakakihara clicked on the strange thing with an indescribable shape.

【Dream Corridor】

[Quality: Purple (Epic)]

【No.: 21321】

[Source: Unknown]

[Introduction: Enables dreams to achieve 80% realistic effect]

[Special Note: Passive props cannot be used actively]

Dream simulation?

Sakakihara read the introduction and confirmed it several times.

Something is wrong.

If it is simulation

Then I shouldn't be at grandma's house now, but in a dream!

Sakakibara stared at the sleeping Nanami Nanami next to him, as if something suddenly occurred to him.

He closed his eyes.

Half a minute later, he opened his eyes suddenly.

The bedroom shrouded in shadow suddenly disappeared, and even the windows that were rattled by the wind and snow suddenly opened and closed.

Instead, there are golden beaches, azure seas, and endless sea horizons.

Sakakibara, who had no clothes, stretched out his hand to block the sunlight shining down from his forehead. Although he could not feel the temperature, the sunlight was stimulating enough to make people unable to open their eyes.

did not expect.

What was just a cold wind and snow has now turned into a summer beach during vacation.

Unexpectedly, I just tried to slightly change my position, but everything changed quickly with my eyes closed.

I was obviously at my grandma's house just now, and there was wind and snow blowing outside.

He could only say that it was indeed a dream.

So, you can control your dreams at will?

Sakakibara looked down at his naked body and tried to think of a white T-shirt and black shorts.

He stared at it for a while and found that it was useless.

Could it be because he didn't close his eyes?

On the second try, Sakakihara opened his eyes again.

"The clothes are ready."

Wearing a white T-shirt and black shorts.

Sakakihara Raku was still inexplicably happy.

So, isn't it true that I am the master of dreams and can have whatever I want? !

Immediately afterwards, he flipped through several more maps.

What home, bedroom, school, playground.

Everywhere, he could even walk slowly, walk up the stairs, walk along the ginkgo slope at the entrance of the school, look at the surrounding scenery, and look at the bricks and walls carved out of dreams.

It's really interesting.

Raku Sakakihara stood at the door of the school gate, looking at the pure summer sky.

In this case, can the characters in the novels I have read be realized?

Sakakibara closed his eyes and began to try to imagine "Yog-Sothoth", who is known as the one who unites all things.

Unfortunately this time, there was no change in the sky.

It seems that the characters in the novel are dying.

Or is it because I have no impression of "Yog-Sothoth"?

So Sakakihara Raku began to imagine the image of Sakakibara Suzu.

Short hair, jacket, sneakers, short skirt

‘A-ling, a-ling, a-ling, a-ling, a-ling~~’

Sakakibara opened his eyes suddenly.

And in front of her, standing under the ginkgo tree, was Suzu Sakakihara.

Sakakibara couldn't help but be curious, but the Suzu in front of him looked a little stupid.

"Can it really appear? A-Ling? A-Ling? Hey, can you hear me?"

It’s not to say that she is dull and stupid, but she is simply a piece of wood.

He just stood in front motionless, without even an expression.

"Hi, hi~"

He reached out and waved A Ling's face, but A Ling didn't react at all.

Sakakibara pinched her face again.

He found that although he could squeeze it, he didn't feel anything at all.

Tsk, I don’t know what the meaning of this dream is.

Sakakibara reopened the system with interest, and rechecked the [Dream Corridor] passive prop to see if there was anything he had missed.

Looking at it, he really found a side note.

[1. Relying on dreams, the events and scenes formed in dreams come from existing cognition and memory]

[2. Dreams cannot be 100% realistic]

[3. Unable to feel temperature and touch in dreams]

[4. Dreams cannot embody other people’s thoughts]

[5.80% fidelity includes vision, hearing, smell, and taste]

[6. Memories gained from dreams will not fade away]

[997. It is prohibited to rely on impressions to combine things that do not exist in reality]

[998. Dream nesting and superposition are prohibited]

[999. Users are requested to read the above instructions carefully when using this prop. Players will be responsible for the consequences of taking prohibited items]

[1000. If you need to enter other people’s dreams, please read Regulation No. 234-534]

[1001. Please take dreams seriously]

That's probably it.

That's quite reasonable.

Overall, this thing is of little use.

In other words, when you sleep, you can look at the scenery and so on in your dreams.

Ah, you can also review your homework.

Nothing else.

Picking someone out is just a decoration.

I can't feel it yet.

After glancing at the 56th method to exit the dream, Sakakibara's consciousness reawakened to the real world.

The wind outside the window made the slightly old windows still creak, and the wind and snow in the middle of the night seemed to have become lighter.

Qi Mingyue is also sleeping next to her.

Different from the beginning, she faced herself, and the sleeping look on her face was not peaceful, but peaceful.

She was so calm that one could not detect her usual strong yet cold personality.

Alas, Qimingyue.

Sakakihara thought of all the things she had done to herself in the past few days.

Are things from her childhood really that important to her?

Can Qi Mingyue really remember what happened when she was a child?

Sakakihara Raku was curious.

Sakakihara Raku doesn't have this part of memory. When he first came to this world, a child's body couldn't allow him to remember too many things.

So he would always forget things when he was little.

Now that I have grown up, this symptom has disappeared.

Qi Mingyue. Fall asleep. What are you dreaming about at this time?

Sakakibara stared at her delicate eyebrows and thin black eyelashes for a while. He felt more and more beautiful about her and became more and more curious.

He thought of the passive prop he had obtained.

How about going in and taking a look?

Entering other people's dreams is indeed a very strange and interesting thing.

What does Qimingyue dream about?

She is both a little devil and a cold young lady on weekdays. What dreams does she have at night?

The more he thought about it, the more curious Sakakibara became.

The gaze regulations he just read also told him that as long as he fell asleep, he could easily reach the dreams of others by establishing a "corridor" to the people who were also sleeping around him.

As long as the dream owner wakes up, the visitor can also wake up.

And because it can't interfere with other people's dreams, there is basically no danger.

Then go check it out.

Let’s see what Qi Mingyue is dreaming about.

Raku Sakakihara seemed to have made a decision. He stood up and closed the window again, then returned to the bed, wrapping his body firmly and warmly with the quilt.

Then he closed his eyes and began to slowly fall asleep.