About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

"master"

"how?"

Soichiro Amkai dealt with the work at hand unhurriedly, and did not look away from his work without Sakura Takada's inquiry.

"The hospital called and said, Miss Zhixue, she still only ate a little bit today."

"."

As soon as he said this, Soichiro Tenkai stopped on the paper with his slightly wrinkled hand holding the pen.

He raised his head and looked at the old housekeeper waiting at the door of the study:

"It's been more than two weeks, right? She still likes to stay alone in the ward recently?"

"Yes. Master, Miss Zhixue has been staying in the ward. Miss Zhixue has no friends to begin with, no one visits her, and Miss Ling has been stopped all the time. Miss Azusa has been there, but Miss Zhixue doesn't seem to recognize her. She, Miss Xue, actually knows Miss Ling."

Amkai Soichiro understood the underlying meaning of the old butler's words and had no objection. He said calmly:

"If Ling is allowed to go see her, Zhixue will be worried about the past again. Since that kid chose Qi Mingyue, Zhixue must make corresponding preparations."

Sakura Guizhong lamented in his heart.

Every time he went to deliver food to Miss Zhixue, he would always see her staring blankly at the sky outside the window.

That look in his eyes was clearly looking forward to something.

But Miss Zhixue seemed to understand that that was impossible, so she looked away again, lowered her eyes and face, and continued to look at the hand in the hospital gown.

——When thinking of these scenes, Ying Guizhong felt a little bit unbearable.

"Master, don't you support Miss Zhixue? Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

Amkai Soichiro still looked calm and asked: "Do you still remember what I told you before, my thoughts?"

Ying Guizhong thought about it for a moment: ".Is this what you want the young master to do?"

Amkai Soichiro was speechless. He paused for a moment before continuing:

"The idea was to force that kid to make a choice, and at the same time let me see his feelings towards Zhixue. If he chooses Zhixue, it shows the importance of Zhixue in his heart. On the other hand, if he still chooses The bright moon means that Zhixue is nothing more than this in his mind.

"Guizhong, you understand that Zhixue's illness requires someone to take care of it with care and patience for a lifetime.

"And under the premise of that kid making this choice, he still wants Zhixue to stay in his whimsical way, which is naturally impossible to achieve.

"This is the choice he made, and it was also Zhixue that he gave up. It is not only her who needs to recognize the reality, but also Zhixue.

"Zhixue must also understand that she doesn't have much weight in someone's mind."

Uncle Ying said again: "But Master, Miss Zhixue's illness——"

Amkai Soichiro closed his eyes, "There is nothing we can do about it. I will visit her more in the near future. It would be better if she forgets everything, but she is back to the starting point. I am afraid that the disease will be delayed in the future. A long time.”

There was silence for a while, except for the sound of the rain hitting the windows and washing the leaves.

Amkai Soichiro suddenly raised his head: "Do you have any good candidates?"

"The master said that he can take care of Miss Zhixue?" Uncle Ying asked tentatively.

Amkai Soichiro nodded slightly, "Her illness will only become more difficult to cure if it is delayed. I'm afraid that the longer it is delayed, her mental condition will become worse and worse. She needs a family who can take care of her."

"."

Ying Guizhong thought carefully.

According to the master's opinion, people who simply hire people with money cannot be trusted at all.

And Miss Zhixue needs a complete family as the basis for her treatment of the disease.

"How about letting Miss Zi take care of Miss Zhixue? She just recently completed her studies and returned to China."

"Zi? No, she can do things just fine, but asking her to take care of people will never work."

"Sir, isn't Miss Zi a pretty good teacher?"

Amkai Soichiro frowned, shook his head with a headache and said:

"She hasn't even gotten married yet. She can take good care of herself. She spends a lot of time and drinks every night. As a parent, she is not qualified at all. Forget it, after Zhixue's condition improves, send Zhixue to her old age. Let’s go to the four homes, her home is more suitable. I will go and see her more in the near future. Let’s talk about the future. The most difficult thing about Zhixue is to find someone who can take care of her for the rest of her life.”

"."

The fourth child that the master refers to is naturally the fourth lady.

Eh.

The master is also old. He has to take charge of an entire family and group and take care of the jobs of tens of thousands of people.

Even if you want to retire and be with Zhixue now, it's impossible.

There is currently no one suitable to take over the Tianhai family.

Moreover, I have never been good at taking care of people.

In addition, there is an age gap between the master and Miss Zhixue. In front of Miss Zhixue, the master will never be able to face the emotions of his family as a father.

In addition, the master has always felt guilty about Miss Zhixue, and Miss Zhixue looks very much like her mother.

Under various conditions, it seems that only the fourth lady’s home is more suitable.

"."

Ying Guizhong knew that the master had already made a decision, so he said no more.

*

Plum rain.

Still going on.

Ah Ling was still running to Tianhai's house.

Sakakibara Raku could see that Suzu truly regarded Zhiyuki as a close friend.

But now she can't even contact yuki's line.

I can only become more and more anxious in my daily work and study.

She would often whisper in her ears, "Is yuki sick?", "Will yuki forget me?" and similar words.

The vision is beautiful

But every time I go to Tianhai's house, I can't get any news about Zhixue.

"Brother, you don't care about Zhixue's current situation?"

——A Ling asked herself during this period.

Sakakihara Raku could only answer - I don't know.

In other words, I have no way or reason to understand yuki's current situation.

You know, even A Ling runs to Tianhai's house every day and hasn't seen Yuki in person for two weeks. How can I know about Zhixue's situation?

It seems that this idea offended Sakakihara Suzu.

She immediately expressed angrily: "Brother, do you know how important you are to yuki? Although you have your own ideas, I feel unworthy for yuki."

Ah Ling doesn't want to give up.

Sakakibara thought he shouldn't think about it anymore.

Because neither she nor Qiyue and Liuli could say anything or give any reason for Yuki's return home.

——Letting Yuki go home is the best choice for everyone.

Everyone feels this way in their hearts.

Even though Sakakibara is enjoying himself these days, he always accidentally recalls fragments of Yuki's presence in this home.

"happy."

“Happy, fried ice cream~”

"Le, let's take a shower together~"

"Le, help me blow dry my hair~"

"Le, I really like the smell of Le."

"Le, I want Le's hug..."

Probably human beings are themselves a complex of contradictions.

To give a small example, many people feel that meat is delicious, but at the same time feel pity for the cries of animals before they die.

Sakakihara Raku felt that he had also entered this contradictory point.

On the one hand, he is admonishing himself that it is right to let yuki go home, but on the other hand, he is guessing and caring about yuki's current situation.

Last time in Hawaii, Yuki had a relapse.

They hadn't separated at that time, and being able to see each other the next day made Yuki forget a lot of things. But will this situation now make Yuki's condition more serious?

Or even become worse than the situation when we first met her?

When I thought that I was the cause of her relapse, I felt extremely guilty.

Immediately afterwards, I also felt that the sticky plum rain in the sky became particularly annoying.

School is over in the afternoon.

It’s still rainy season.

Sakakihara held an umbrella. After seeing the backs of Qiyue and Liuli under the same umbrella in front of him, he shook his head and decided not to think about Yuki anymore.

He tried to persuade himself that yuki returned home largely because of her own volition and not because of grandpa's coercion.

Based on this alone, after yuki leaves, he should not think about it anymore, but should respect yuki's wish to go home.

Sakakibara walked towards the two people in front of him, and the heels of his sneakers brought up the wet spots on the ground.

Nanami Nanami, who was walking in front, then saw Raku Sakakibara appearing beside him.

He held an umbrella and looked ahead, seeing Tokyo's bustling rainy streets and vehicles cutting through the rain and fog. Such a picture outlined the profile of his face.

The girl's sky-blue eyes stared at him for a while, then she slowly turned her head back, raised her head, and looked ahead.

"You know what I like most about you?"

The running engine of the vehicle cut through the monotonous sound of the rainy season. Raku Sakakihara looked at the fried chicken commercial shot by Suzu on the huge screen in the commercial street ahead. He was dazed for a long time before he realized that July was talking to him.

".ah?"

Sakakihara looked at the girl's slightly cold side face.

"Brother, you should focus a little more. I'm asking, do you know what I like most about you?"

Tianhai Qimingyue reached out and lifted the flaxen hair at the base of her ears.

Very beautiful and beautiful.

In the cold plum rain, there is even more of a picture of beauty in the rain.

"I care about people." Sakakibara answered without thinking.

Tianhai Qimingyue held an umbrella and still looked forward, "This is just one of the points. The most important thing is that you can always understand the mood of others and want to take corresponding actions. Even if sometimes the actions are not so perfect, It’s clumsy.”

"." Sakakibara didn't understand what Qi Qi suddenly said to him.

"Recently." Nanami Nanami paused for two seconds, and then met Sakakibara Raku's eyes, "You've always been a little distracted, right, and you don't laugh as much as before."

Sakakihara laughed, "No way."

"Smiling on purpose doesn't count," Tianhai Qimingyue ignored him and turned around to ask Tianhai Jiuliuli beside her, "Really, sister."

"that is!"

Tianhai Jiureli poked his head out from his sister's side, frowned slightly at Sakakihara Le on the other side, and then nodded, "Lejun is absent-minded, and he is not as happy as before. If it were before, Qiyue and I were walking on the road, you I always think of some jokes to make people laugh.”

"."

Hearing what Liuli said, Sakakihara's face returned to calmness, but he quickly laughed again, "How could it be! I'm still the same as before. I'll think of any jokes you want to hear!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli has a natural posture when walking, and her waist is straight and comfortable.

What was unexpected was that she did not look at Sakakihara Raku, but nodded slightly, put her hands behind her sister's umbrella, and fully confirmed:

"Lejun, as expected, something went wrong! You clearly didn't tell Qi Qi a joke to me after school before, so why can't you remember it now?"

Sakakihara was stunned: "Ruri, are you trying to trick me?"

"It's obvious that Qiyue and I are caring about you!" Tianhai Jiuliuli looked dissatisfied, like a little girlfriend, "I've been playing basketball lately, always looking for an empty seat to watch, right?"

Sakakibara was slightly surprised, "Ruri, how did you know?"

"Someone," Tianhai Qimingyue sighed and interjected, "It's not like my sister and I won't come to see you play."

"."

"Don't tell me you don't know."

I really don’t know.

Tianhai Qimingyue seemed to be joking on purpose, and sighed again:

"As expected. But even I didn't expect that someone could be so absent-minded. Someone, even if he has two girlfriends by his side now, he would still think about a woman who left him~~"

"." Sakakihara was silent again. On the one hand, he was indeed like this, but on the other hand, he shouldn't go there like that.

Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was held by her sister, cheered up: "Lejun, don't say it's not true!"

Sakakibara, who was holding an umbrella, withdrew his gaze from the green trees on the street, turned his head, looked at them, and said seriously:

".If you are angry about this, I will try to change it."

Tianhai Qimingyue frowned: "On the contrary, my sister and I don't want you to change."

".Why?"

"Because that's what you are. That's why my sister and I are involved in this relationship with you. You are worried about your sister's past and choose to forgive her. You feel guilty and self-blame because of my and your past experiences, and Choose to agree to me. This is all due to your characteristic of caring about others. In other words, without your current mentality, my sister and I would not be where we are today."

Tianhai Jiuliuli also said to him seriously: "Qiyue and I like Lejun just because Lejun is worried about others and how she is doing, okay. This is Qiyue and I, we have never had this before. feelings.”

"."

Sakakibara was speechless.

He looked at Tianhai Qimingyue's Xiaoao Xiaoao's side face, and then looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli's serious and majestic eyes.

I still don't understand what the two sisters mean.

He actually relied on these words to enlighten himself and make himself not feel so uncomfortable.

Sakakibara laughed.

Tianhai Qimingyue closed her eyes and said:

"Although my sister and I can't agree with yuki's thoughts, it doesn't mean that my sister and I don't have feelings for yuki. Brother, just keep this in mind."

All the way home.

Sakakibara put away the ingredients bought in the supermarket without cooking first.

Because I mentioned the idea of ​​"changing rooms" before in July

Just now Qi Qiu said that he would bring this matter up again, and Sakakihara thought that since Yuki had moved out, he should move back in. The bedroom converted from the utility room was indeed too small, and he could only study in the living room.

Come to the door of the room with the name "Snow of the Sky and the Sea" written on it.

Sakakibara stopped.

He looked at the name written by himself on the door, and suddenly a picture of him feeding yuki pepper appeared.

Sticking out his little tongue, he is so stupid and cute.

The picture was very warm, but when I thought about it, there was no girl in the room with the guitar in her arms and her clothes in a mess.

She could no longer hear the "Happiness" she shouted to herself when she opened the door and entered.

There was reluctance in my heart.

well..

The door to Tianhai Zhixue's room has not been opened for more than two weeks, probably for this reason.

He knew that it was all stuff from Tianhai Zhixue

But since I have to let it go now, let’s go in and sort it out, which can be considered a farewell to the past.

After hesitating at the door for a moment, Sakakihara Raku opened the door and walked in.