About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

"It's so late, where did Lejun go?"

"Who knows, maybe I go on a date with Ling."

Compared with her sister's worry, Tianhai Qi Mingyue was sitting on the sofa in the living room and casually flipping through the narrow Wenku novel in her hand.

On the dining table are neatly arranged dishes and dinner that has cooled slightly.

Tianhai Jiureli stood in front of the sliding door of the balcony, and the Tokyo Tower sandwiched among the buildings in the distance shone with misty light.

".And why didn't Lejun even reply to a line?"

Tianhai Qimingyue adjusted her gold-rimmed glasses with both hands and raised her eyes to look at Tianhai Jiuliuli's back.

There was an inexplicable pause.

"Sister, are you worried?"

"certainly."

"What my sister is worried about isn't just why he didn't reply."

"."

"elder sister?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli withdrew his gaze from a distance and lowered his delicate eyebrows, "."

Tianhai Qimingyue closed the book, and she understood what her sister was avoiding.

"I understand how worried my sister is right now, but she needs to understand that there are some things that you can't escape from."

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly looked at his twin sister, who had the same face as his, "How does Qiyue view this matter?"

"What's up?"

".July, you must understand what I said."

"I can't answer that."

"Can't answer?"

"I really can't answer it. This matter is too complicated. Whether it's someone or us, the emotions are all a mess."

"."

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't want to admit it like this.

But that’s the reality.

Treating Zhixue, he, Qiyue, and Lejun all have feelings.

The time we have spent together for such a long time is not a false sense of sympathy for her in the past, and I hope that I can be nice to Zhixue within my ability.

Same goes for July

More than two weeks ago, Zhixue took the initiative to leave and left this home without taking anything with her.

He and Qi Qi watched her leave with their own eyes.

With reluctance and guilt, I obviously wanted to stay here and continue to spend every day with everyone. But when I left, I couldn't even look back.

Both myself and Qiyue can feel the emotions in yuki's heart.

So in the past two weeks, Sakakihara Raku has always been in a trance, and neither he nor Qiyue said anything.

On the contrary, I miss Zhixue equally in July.

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt sad. She sat on the sofa next to her sister and tried to ask her: "Qiyue, is it possible that we can get yuki back?"

"No."

Tianhai Qimingyue answered directly. He was quiet for a long time, "Grandpa has already made it very clear about the matter between us and Xue. Since my brother has made a choice, there is no reason for Yuki to stay any longer." In this home.”

"I think there is still a little room for change."

"Sister," Tianhai Qimingyue looked into Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes, "Yuki's feelings need to be dealt with, and to deal with this feeling, there will definitely be conflicts with us. Although I also don't want Zhixue to leave this home, but It was Yuki herself who took the initiative to choose to withdraw. We should respect her choice."

However, Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed first, "It was her own active choice that was not wrong, but it was also a choice that would make her uncomfortable. Zhixue was not even willing to go against us. After knowing that she had done something wrong, she still He kept apologizing to us."

"Sister, what you said is very strange. It is equivalent to speaking for your opponent. Sister, your heart has become so soft now?"

"I know, but... weren't we rivals before, Qi Qi."

"."

The seven bright moons in the sky were silent for a moment.

"So sister wants someone to agree to Zhixue's feelings? Can sister accept betrayal again?"

".No. Nor."

"What exactly is my sister thinking?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't look into her sister's eyes anymore: "I just think there is still room for change."

Snapped.

Tianhai Qimingyue combined the library in his hand with one hand.

"It's not that I can't understand my sister's feelings. My sister is struggling now, just like my sister was struggling with whether she should accept me or not. But there are some things that cannot be made exceptions. There are one, two, but not three. Let the matter develop to the end, it is very likely It caused all the relationships between us to collapse.

"Forget what happened before, someone is not aware of it. Although he needs to be responsible for it, from the root of the matter, it was not his subjective action."

Tianhai Jiuliuli said in a low tone: "I understand."

"Sister, don't forget, someone has promised to go to England with you, sister. As for yuki, I hope she can forget or let go of this experience. We will have the opportunity to meet again in the future."

"."

*

Snapped--!

Outside the downstairs of Shirogane Takanawa Apartment, Raku Sakakibara quickly closed the car door, without even holding an umbrella, and stepped resolutely into the street in the rainy season.

"Eh! Eh--! Wait a minute!"

His pace was so fast that Sakakibara Suzu, who was forced to pay the fare, almost failed to keep up.

Suzu Sakakihara held up a transparent umbrella and finally caught up with her brother. She also raised her hands high so that the umbrella could cover his head.

Others take one step per second, but he takes two steps per second!

Sakakihara Suzu had to speed up her steps in order to keep up with his walking speed.

"elder brother."

"."

"Brother."

"." Sakakihara focused forward and arrived at the downstairs of the high-end apartment building in a blink of an eye.

"Brother!"

Entering the hall downstairs, Sakakihara Suzu finally grabbed him.

Sakakibara looked at her, "What?"

Seeing his expression, Sakakihara Suzu was instantly dissatisfied, "Why! I've never seen anyone rushing to die after seeing the guillotine!"

"." Sakakihara ignored her and continued walking forward.

"Hey——! Hey! Stop, stop it!"

Seeing that she still couldn't stop shouting at him, Sakakihara Suzu sped over and ran over. While holding an umbrella in her hand, she opened her hands to stop him at the elevator door.

This girl's expression became unusually serious:

"Sakakibara Raku! I said, are you crazy?"

Sakakibara had never seen Suzu with such an expression before, and was stopped by her.

On the contrary, not crazy, but very calm.

"Not crazy."

"You're not crazy, you're still rushing to die! What, you think the two foxes are having a good time by your side, so you want to drive them thousands of miles away? I won't allow it! It's hard for me to get used to it. When you get along with the two of them, why do you want to destroy all the hard work I have built up over so long!"

"A Ling, don't just take things at face value."

"I don't understand! It's not superficial. I only know that you are seeking death if you go up here! Please calm down if you are seeking death!"

"."

Sakakibara closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"A Ling."

"What? Have you calmed down?"

"Who do you think I am?"

"Who?" Sakakihara Suzu's eyes drifted into the distance and she thought for a moment, "A bad person! But a good bad person."

"Why do you think I took care of you so much since I was a kid?"

".Because we are brother and sister?"

"Then how well do you think the other brothers in the family take care of you while I take care of you?"

".Of course not. My current personality is also what you are used to. You are so good at taking care of others."

"Then what's your opinion of my character?"

"What evaluation.?"

Sakakihara Suzu hesitated, she didn't understand why her brother asked this.

But it's not like she hasn't thought about this issue.

So she quickly bit her lip, looked at him and replied:

"I was raised by you, what can I say? Can I say that your character is useless and completely rotten? It can't be that it is denying my existence as a person who has received so much care and attention from you. It is the biggest fallacy in the world that you do not thank you for taking care of you for so many years, but instead deny your character. So, my evaluation is - no matter what other people think, I like it anyway!"

The lobby downstairs of the apartment is regarded as a casual coffee shop. Many people sit here drinking coffee and enjoying the plum rain.

So Sakakihara Suzu felt super ashamed to say such words so loudly.

She was so ashamed that her face turned red.

It is indeed quite shameful to have such family-level "likes" expressed so loudly by family members.

Most families in this world are embarrassed to say "I love you" to their closest relatives.

Ah Ling is still a public figure, so if someone takes a photo of these words and posts them online.

It’s definitely going to blow up the internet.

So when she said this, she was willing to risk everything.

"So, Aling, you also recognize my character, right?"

Sakakihara Suzu closed her eyes, opened her hands, and shouted hesitantly:

"No, no, that's right! Even though it can be very bad sometimes, you are the kind of person who insists on saying that there is something wrong with you. You just don't know how to keep your distance from other people! You are a standard scumbag!"

"Now that Suzu thinks so, she also understands and understands what kind of character I am. As Sakakibara Raku, I should also carry out Sakakibara Raku's character to the end, right?"

Only then did Sakakihara Suzu realize what he meant when he said this, "What do you mean?"

"Things are very simple and clear. People should be themselves. Since I can't care about Yuki, since I still miss the past days, and since I can't bear to see her become like that. Then you should follow yourself. In my heart, go and take her back."

"What! You bastard! I support you, right?"

Sakakihara Suzu muttered a little, and then immediately said righteously, "But what about Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli? They treat you like this! If you dare to go up and say this today, I will only be able to do it in the next few decades." I saw what a jerk you were when we were diving in Tokyo Bay!”

"It's not a conflict."

".? What are you talking about? This is basically a conflict!"

Raku Sakakibara spoke calmly, "Azu, it's just like what I said just now. You recognize this character of mine. Through our past interactions, and through what Qijiu said to me after school this afternoon, I can be 100% sure. .What Qijiu likes is my personality.

“If I can’t even be ‘myself’ perfectly, if I’m still hesitant about my inner thoughts, how can I take on the identity of Sakakibara Raku?

"In other words, Qijiu likes me who loves them, who can sympathize with and care about them. If I have lost my ability to care and sympathize with others, how can I shoulder the responsibility they have for me?" like?"

?

What does this mean?

Sakakihara Suzu didn't quite understand.

Is this guy talking about that "if I don't do it, then I'm not me" kind of thing?

"I don't understand what you are saying, but is this the reason why you want to betray Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli? Although I hope so, I still hope that you can have a legitimate reason and choose the right time, not now."

"A Ling, I've said it before, this is not a betrayal of Qijiu. In addition, let me explain to you what I mean again. If I choose to abandon my sympathy and choose to ignore Zhixue, then it will be equivalent to denying my past self. It’s not like you don’t know about me and Qiyue Liuli. When I accept them, and they like me, isn’t it because I choose to sympathize with their experiences? If I lose even the psychology of sympathy, will I be the same in the future? Will there no longer be any resonance or emotional communication with them?”

Okay, so hard to think about.

Sakakihara Suzu found that even if she racked her brains, it was difficult to fully understand what he meant.

Wait a moment.

Let’s start with what my brother said at the beginning.

one,

Brother, he believes that his character contains the qualities of compassion and caring for others, and believes that this is the basis for his emotional resonance with Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli.

two,

Brother also believes that if he chooses to abandon compassion and choose to ignore Yuki's situation, he will deny his past self.

Brother accepts Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli and helps them out of sympathy for their plight. If he loses his empathy, his empathy and emotional connection with them will also disappear.

three,

Brother believes that as his "Sakakihara Raku", he should be himself and follow his inner thoughts. He couldn't care about Yuki anymore, so he decided to take her back and implement his own character and heart.

In summary.

I want to firmly be myself, stick to my own character and heart, and at the same time implement the qualities of compassion and caring for others into my actions.

seemingly

It makes some sense.

This is also a commendable idea - "Stick to being yourself."

However, when facing Qiyue and Liuli, betrayal cannot be avoided no matter what. What is my brother planning to do now——

"Huh? Where is my brother?"

Sakakihara Suzu thought hard for a long time, and then suddenly realized that the person standing in front of her was gone.

She immediately turned to look at the LED panel of the elevator next to her.

Found the number above, just jumped to "14".

"It's over."

Sakakihara Suzu's pupils shrank, she quickly went to the elevator next to her and kept pressing the door button to go upstairs.

When the elevator slowly came up from the underground garage, Sakakihara Suzu was horrified to find that the elevator her brother was riding in had reached the sixteenth floor.

"Hurry, hurry, hurry"

As soon as the elevator door opened, Sakakihara Suzu hurriedly walked in regardless of the group of people inside.

Quickly press the 16th floor button.

3rd floor, 5th floor, 8th floor, 9th floor.

Every time the elevator paused on a floor, Sakakihara Suzu felt her heart beat faster.

The act of seeking someone's death is clearly a naked attempt to seek death.

Not only Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli, but also if their uncle knew about this.

Are you afraid that you will never contact him again in this life?

don't want

Although I want Yuki to go home, it doesn’t end like this.

This kind of ending is actually what I least want to see right now.

The elevator is fast

Hurry!

With such disturbing thoughts.

The elevator that Sakakihara Suzu took finally reached the sixteenth floor.

She ran out and ran to the door of her house as fast as she could.

He took out the key and opened the door, stepping into the entrance hall without changing his shoes.

"Brother!!"

She quickly rushed into the living room, only to see the scene in front of her——

Steam was rising from the cooked food on the table, and the rain was falling continuously outside the balcony.

Sakakibara Raku stood in front of Tenkai Kuruuri and Tenkai Nanemingetsu without too many expressions. He simply said these words to them:

"Liuli, Qiyue, I want to take Zhixue back to live with her."

Sakakihara Suzu didn't even have time to catch him. She could only see Sister Qiyue and Sister Liuli waiting for him to come home, and heard these words from the bastard brother.

Finished, finished.

It will definitely be finished.

She couldn't help but think so.