About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

"July, July? Are you listening to me?"

Tianhai Qimingyue stood on tiptoes and picked out a novel from the library bookshelf. The gold-rimmed glasses reflected the words "Avalanche" on the cover of the book.

She opened the book cover with a nonchalant expression, glanced at the introduction above, and turned a blind eye to her sister who had been following her all afternoon.

On the contrary, Tianhai Jiuliuli is very anxious now.

"Did you hear what I just said in July?"

"heard it."

so far so good.

Tianhai Jiuliuli breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

I have been talking about Lejun yesterday for most of the day, but fortunately I don’t have to repeat it again.

Tianhai Qimingyue: "My sister has been nagging in my ear for most of the day. No matter how much I don't want to hear it, I will always hear one or two words."

". Then you don't have anything special or want to act immediately in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue gently opened the book cover and read the introduction of the book carefully, "What he did is none of my business. Even if he went out to find the lady, it has nothing to do with me now."

This tone.

Why does Amami Kuruuri feel so similar to yesterday's Sakakibara Raku?

She asked tentatively:

"Are you angry with Raku Sakakihara-san in July?"

"Angry?"

Tianhai Qimingyue was still slowly flipping through the book in her hand, her light blue eyes reflecting the small font above.

"I don't know what nonsense my sister is talking about. There is no need at all."

"July."

"Sister, there's no need to waste time on me. I'm in very good shape now. It sounds like he's doing well too, although that guy might as well be dead."

"."

What a vicious curse.

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know what to reply for a while. He could only force a smile on his face and tried to continue the topic with some embarrassment:

"Then why don't you try to take care of it in July? I'm not sure what Lejun is thinking now. His recent state is very strange. Basically, except during class time, he will choose to play basketball and then he seems to play basketball again in the evening. He didn't even try to apologize to Qi Qiyou for a long time recently, right?"

"Sister, why do you make it sound like I want him to come to me and apologize? It's him who did the wrong thing, he's the one who's insincere, and he's the one who chose the status quo. My request is reasonable and he won't accept it. , and are unwilling to compromise, then the mainland is the best choice."

Angry words

Although it seems from Tianhai Qimingyue's tone and demeanor that these words are completely sincere.

But Tianhai Jiuliuli had a vague hope that Qi Qiu was just saying angry words.

What do you mean, everyone goes their separate ways from now on?

Isn't Lejun the person you have been chasing for so long in July?

In July, didn’t you still argue with me for half a year because of Lejun?

Why, why do you act so completely indifferent now in July?

Tianhai Jiuliuli saw the expression on her twin sister's face that she shouldn't have at all.

I guess the two have probably completely broken up.

That day in the infirmary, the two of them probably said something very outrageous.

The energy of July has reached Lejun.

Lejun was also angry until July.

"seven--"

"Okay, sister, I've had enough of that person's name appearing in my ears. If there is nothing else, sister can leave. If sister wants to go back to find him and reconcile, feel free, just don't call me."

After Tian Hai Qi Mingyue finished speaking, she held the novel in her hands, immediately turned around, and walked along the narrow bookshelf aisle towards the front desk of the library.

Tianhai Jiuliuli watched her leave in a daze.

Just leave now?

She felt that this scene seemed familiar.

Lejun was like this yesterday. He left without finishing his words, as if they both had something important to do.

What makes Tianhai Jiuliuli even more difficult to accept is that he clearly cares for Lejun in his heart, but he has been taking care of Qiyue in his actions.

But why is it that I feel like I'm in a dilemma between two people, and I can't please anyone?

*

Tianhai Jiuliuli walked back to the classroom feeling a little exhausted and haggard.

When she turned around, she saw that her sister was not very willing to pay attention to her cold look.

She moved forward and saw Le Jun's response that was neither salty nor bland.

On the one hand, she needs to take care of her sister, and in terms of sisterly love, she chooses to share the same hatred with her sister.

On the other hand, she felt that what Lejun did was not something she could not accept. As long as her sister let it go, she would accept the apology.

But now?

Now my sister and Lejun are completely at odds!

He reconciled with Lejun, which was a complete betrayal of his sister.

I don't want to reconcile with Lejun, and I feel uncomfortable seeing his inexplicable state. I really want to use my identity as my girlfriend to take good care of him.

uncomfortable

uncomfortable

uncomfortable

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't find any words to describe his current situation.

Caught between two people, I don't know what I should do.

She felt herself lost.

Or, do nothing and just let nature take its course?

Anyway, you are in a dilemma between two people. Whatever you do will offend one of them, so it is better to do nothing.

As long as you don't take the initiative, you won't make mistakes!

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt as if she had found the direction of her actions, and there seemed to be light in front of her eyes!

Of course, this light only existed for a moment.

Just the fact that there were so many warblers and swallows around Sakakihara Raku, Amami Kuruuri felt that he couldn't tolerate it

Can those people have me and July? Is it as good as me and July?

It’s okay that Qiyue and Zhixue are on good terms with each other. After all, they are also on good terms with him.

But why does Lejun accept gifts from other strange girls so casually?

Just seeing Lejun smiling and chatting with the girls she didn't know made Tianhai Jiuliuli feel like something was tingling in her heart.

It's not that he's jealous, but he feels that Sakakibara doesn't care about his feelings at all now.

Tianhai Jiuliuli stopped in the corridor at the entrance of the classroom and turned his head.

By chance, I saw Raku Sakakibara playing basketball on the playground in the afternoon.

Even though I don't want to use any exaggerated description to praise him, his performance on the basketball court can indeed be described as a perfect match.

Watching him pass several people with a basketball, run from his own basket to the three-point line of the opposite basket, jump and shoot, and hit the basket at an absurd distance.

Even if the opponent's two forwards and two defenders defended in advance, they didn't expect him to be able to jump and shoot from that distance.

Then, it was time to cheer, which Tianhai Jiuliuli disliked very much.

Even though she was on the fourth floor of the teaching building, she could still hear girls on the playground deliberately booing, saying similar sounds like "Sakakibara-kun!" and "Sakakibara-kun is so handsome!"

But that guy responded enthusiastically to his little fans, waving and so on.

“This is so”

Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't even maintain his smile, and his forehead couldn't stop beating wildly.

calm

You must stay calm, Liuli.

This is just a very ordinary greeting, and there is no excessive contact at all.

What's the point of arguing between myself and some little girls who are completely non-threatening?

Could Lejun be the one who was moved by one or two cheers from them?

This is just Lejun deliberately angry with Qi Qi.

This is just Lejun deliberately being angry with Qi Qi.’

"Ah hoo~~"

Tianhai Jiuliuli took a deep breath and then tried to spit it out.

no.

We must think of a way.

Otherwise, with the current situation, he would only be caught between Qiyue and Lejun, and he would feel uncomfortable on both sides.

"Um."

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded to himself and made a decision immediately.

Of course, you can't just think of a way.

There must be some basis. As for this basis, it is natural to first find a like-minded person to understand the situation.

*

"Huh? Sister Liuli wants to reconcile with my brother?"

Unfortunately, or just in time, Suzu Sakakibara, who was going to practice basketball with Amami Kururi in the afternoon, was caught.

Suzugo Sakakihara put on her sportswear in the locker room.

"Ring, lower your voice."

Amami Kuruuri specially asked Sakakibara Suzu to pay attention to Amami Nanamigetsu who was changing clothes opposite.

Sakakihara Suzu quickly covered her mouth and glanced at Nanamigyue opposite.

Then she lowered her hand again.

"No, sister Liuli, if you want to reconcile with my brother, what are you afraid of, sister Qiyue?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli pulled her to the corner of the dressing room and whispered:

"They have completely broken up. If I reconciled with Lejun, wouldn't it betray Qiyue's camp? So I can't let her hear it. No, when did I say that I would take the initiative to reconcile with Lejun?"

"A complete breakup? Is it so serious?"

Sakakihara Suzu looked like she was just informed. After thinking for a while, she waved her hands and continued, "Oh, oh, sister Liuli wants to solve the current situation, reconciliation is essential. And if Sister Qiyue doesn't hear it, sister Liuli won't Is this considered a betrayal of the camp?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli had his own way of saying it, "Ling-chan, this is called a white lie."

".Then what does Sister Liuli mean when she says there is no reconciliation?"

"It's not that we are not reconciled," Tianhai Jiuliuli's words were very ambiguous. "Mainly, I want to find an opportunity to truly understand the situation with Lejun. I want to know how he views and handles Zhixue in his heart and in his actions. of.

"What he said that day about Zhixue was indeed too much. I was angry when I heard it."

After listening, Sakakihara Suzu nodded, "I understand, Sister Liuli wants to go to me and ask for an explanation before making a decision, right?"

"right."

"Understood. What else does Sister Liuli want to ask me?"

Amami Kuruuri glanced at Amami Nanamigetsu who had finished changing her clothes, pulled Sakakibara Suzu and said, "Let's go out first. We have a lot to talk. Let's talk as we walk."

"OK."

Sakakihara Suzu did not refuse and followed Amami Kuruuri out.

On the way, she heard Sister Liuli tell them all about the current situation of the two of them and their situation.

Sakakihara Suzu understood the embarrassing position that Tianhai Jiureli was in.

She became enlightened.

Make a fist with your right hand and hammer it on the palm of your left hand.

"Isn't this the miserable place my brother often stays in? Sandwiched between two people, I can't help this side, and I can't help that side."

"."

Sakakibara Suzu smiled at Amami Kuruuri, "Sister Ruri, can you suddenly understand the difficulties my brother usually has between you?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed with emotion, "...I think it's even more difficult for Lejun. I'm just going nowhere."

"Then I understand," Sakakibara Suzu nodded in thought, "Sister Liuli wants to try to understand the current situation of my brother, and then plans to try to solve the conflict on my side first, and then solve the problem of Sister Qiyue's. On the side?"

"Suzuki-chan. Amazing."

"Humph~" Sakakibara Suzu became arrogant, her expression was extremely proud, "My brother used to come to me often to analyze the situation between you. Over and over again, I can't be more clear about the things between you two. .”

Even if everyone's relationship is not good, Suzu-chan can really make it better.

"Does Ling have anything to ask me? I'll try my best to answer."

The two of them walked to the playground together. Sakakihara Suzu thought for a moment, "I feel like sister Liuli, you still have a little grudge against trying to reconcile with my brother. What's the reason for this?"

"Because..." Tianhai Jiuliuli hesitated for a moment, "Because I really can't understand Lejun's recent actions."

"Can't you see where it is?"

"Look, Suzu-chan, when Lejun said he was responsible for Zhixue, he didn't seem to take care of my relationship with Qiyue. Obviously this is something that can be discussed."

Sakakibara Suzu interrupted directly, "Sister Liuli may be able to accept it. But what about sister Qiyue? I don't know much about anything else, but Zhixue's current situation is indeed very likely to follow my brother for the rest of his life."

"."

"Sister Liuli, will you be unable to accept it after listening to it for the rest of your life?"

"Yes, after all, everyone has to live."

Sakakihara Suzu spread her hands again and said:

"Zhixue's situation is really complicated. First of all, let me say that after so many days, I definitely have feelings for Zhixue. Zhixue was sick again at that time, and even chose to withdraw on her own initiative. Sister Liuli also had a similar experience situation, you never thought about quitting anyway, right?

"Besides, brother, he has so many feelings for Zhixue and turned her into such a state that he doesn't take care of her. Is it unreasonable?"

"Indeed. After all, it was Le Jun who facilitated this."

Sakakihara Suzu: "The reason why Yuzuki has so many feelings for my brother is because of his good-natured mentality, and on the other hand, there is something wrong with us. When Yuzuki needed to be taken care of before, he was the only one who needed care. He’s so proactive on his own, isn’t it good?”

When Tianhai Jiuliuli heard this, he had an inexplicable headache.

This thing is really messy.

Le did make mistakes, but he wanted to take responsibility.

But if he takes responsibility, he will cause harm to himself and Qiyue.

Take care of yourself and July, the snow that hurts.

Take care of the snow and hurt yourself and July.

It’s really difficult for everyone!

Now that Tianhai Jiuliuli is in the same situation, I really feel that this kind of problem is very big no matter how I think about it.

Tracing back to the source, can we say that Lejun was wrong to take care of Zhixue?

cannot.

Is it wrong to say that Zhixue, who has no love, likes Lejun?

cannot. Moreover, Zhixue also chose to withdraw voluntarily.

To put it carefully, everyone is wrong. What is wrong is everyone’s background, everyone’s identity, and everyone’s character.

Everything was mixed together to create the current difficult situation.

This made Lejun hurt Qiyue.

What Qi Qi said also embarrassed Lejun.

well.

After Tianhai Jiuliuli figured out the cause and effect, he just wanted to sigh.

No matter who is put in Lejun's position, it will be uncomfortable

On the one hand, it is one’s own conscience;

Sakakihara Suzu asked seriously:

"Does Sister Liuli know some of my brother's difficulties now?

"Of course, he is a scumbag, there is no doubt about it. But the reason why he became a scumbag is not all because of himself. He is easy to take care of others. There is nothing wrong with this, but the people he takes care of People will have expectations for him, and this expectation is too heavy.

"Once feelings are heavy, they will bind people. Not to mention that I have several feelings, and they are all conflicting! Under everyone's difficulty, this caused me to become very strange, and I can't understand it even now. Therefore, he still needs to consider additionally at this point.”

Sakakihara Suzu cleared her throat.

"In other words, if someone is negligent and hurts someone, they should be treated leniently! Although it was the choice he made himself, considering that it was not because he was purely bad in the first place, it must be considered appropriately."

"."

After Tianhai Jiuliuli heard this, he was completely speechless, "It's the same truth."

"Does Sister Liuli want to talk to my brother?"

This time, Tianhai Jiuliuli no longer hesitated and nodded immediately:

"certainly."