About the fact that I unintentionally raised my sister to be a cripple

Clean this up.

It's basically always Raku Sakakibara's job at home.

I remember it was when my dad ran away and my mom started working multiple jobs, he took the initiative to take on the housework.

Day after day, year after year.

After a long time of cleaning, it has become a habit.

"Aren't you tired of having fun?"

The holidays are coming to an end, and in the dog days of summer, Raku Sakakibara is busy cleaning his home.

The floor-to-ceiling glass windows were a bit difficult to clean, so Sakakihara placed a bucket beside him. He stood on the small bench and reached out to wipe the dirt above.

Amami Nozuki sat quietly on the sofa, putting her hands on both sides, tilting her head and looking at the busy Sakakibara Raku.

"Obviously it's finally Saturday, and Le just took the day off after work."

"You can't be idle even on vacation."

Sakakihara wrung out the dirty rag and looked up at the floor-to-ceiling glass window illuminated by the sun. The city outside the high-rise buildings was distorted by heat waves.

"If these things are not wiped off, if they accumulate for a long time, they will turn into mold spots that are difficult to deal with."

"Le, aren't you tired?"

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"Le must be very tired."

Sakakihara sighed helplessly, "Yuki, you've asked me this question five times!"

At this moment, Qiyue, Liuli and the others were still cleaning the bathroom and corridor.

Zhixue just wants to help.

But she was a bit clumsy, and she always forgot where she put things, and the more she organized, the more messy she became.

Sakakihara was so happy just now that he simply let her sit and rest in the living room.

This is very good.

Can.

Next, she looked at herself with a helpless look, and kept asking herself if she was tired.

This made Sakakihara Rakudu feel a little guilty.

Are you isolating her? He left her alone to rest and turned a blind eye to her pleas.

This is not okay.

Seeing that the glass in the living room was almost wiped, Sakakibara wrung out the rag, washed his hands again, and came back to sit next to Amami Nozuki.

"Ahem, yuki."

"here I am."

The girl's long beige hair fell behind her shoulders, and she looked at her calmly and cutely with her eyes motionless.

The big white flower that I handmade for her seems to have become an accessory that Yuki will wear every day.

Sakakibara reached out and grabbed a chocolate candy placed on the coffee table, unwrapped it and put it into his mouth, and asked with a smile:

"How is yuki's recent condition?"

"Very good." The voice was small.

"Where is the disease? Is it still serious?"

Tianhai Zhixue shook her head, "The doctors said that she is in good condition recently, but she just needs to exercise less, but I can do the cleaning! Just let Le and I clean together."

Raku Sakakihara selectively ignored her next sentence, "Doctor? That's right, you still have to go for regular check-ups because Suzu accompanies you?"

Tianhai Zhixue nodded.

Face her sincere little face.

Sakakibara suddenly remembered the problem he had faced with Qijiu recently. That was that he didn't care enough about either of them.

Seventy-nine times I don’t care anymore.

Isn’t this even more true for Yuki?

Was he really neglecting her?

As a result, I even forgot that she was going to the hospital for a check-up.

If you count the days carefully, Yuki will also have to go to the hospital today, right?

Due to Yuki's personality, she likes to stay quietly. When everyone is talking, she can't interrupt, and she doesn't know what to say.

This made her have no sense of presence among everyone, and she was easily left out.

After this back and forth, Sakakihara Raku felt a little more distressed when she was staring at her for a long time.

He reached out and touched the girl's head.

"What have yuki been doing recently?"

"Practice music, make videos, play games with sister Liuli and sister Qiyue, and occasionally go out to play basketball."

"How are you doing?"

"very good!"

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Even though that was her answer, Sakakihara Raku didn't quite believe it.

The reason lies in the way she looks at herself.

Admiration, expectation, liking, there are all of these emotions.

What is yuki looking forward to and thinking about now? Sakakihara Raku felt that the way she kept looking at him made her words clear.

He smiled helplessly and said, "How about we continue cleaning the balcony together?"

"good!"

Tianhai Zhixue stood up immediately, as if waiting for him to say this, she quickly went to the place where she had just put her things, holding a broom and a dustpan.

"Yuki, you forgot your apron."

"apron."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her head and glanced at her clothes, then quickly went back to find her apron.

When she came back, the apron was already on her body, but the knot at the back was not tied well.

Sakakihara asked her to turn around, tied her apron again, and tied her hair into a bun.

"Le, let's clean together now!"

"Just cleaning, what are you looking forward to so much?"

"Because I can be with Le."

As Amami no Yuki spoke, she enthusiastically carried the broom and dustpan, and took Sakakibara Raku to the balcony.

She was so enthusiastic that Raku Sakakihara felt a little unlike her.

The balcony outside the living room is relatively large. There are flowers and plants that Sakakibara brought back before and they are placed nearby. There is also a small sink.

There is already a lot of moss under those flower pots, and there are also some mildew spots where the moss extends, which is more troublesome to clean.

Amami no Yuki removed the dirt in the corner and swept the floor. Sakakihara Raku was wiping the balcony with a rag. Occasionally he saw her clumsy hands and feet wiping the sink with waterproof sandpaper, so he smiled and went to tell her what she should do. To save effort.

With two people together, the efficiency is much higher.

Halfway through, Sakakibara discovered that Nanami Nanami suddenly stood in the living room at some point, quietly looking at the two people outside.

July?

Sakakibara was a little curious about Qiyue's sight at this time. He looked back at Amami Nozuki who was in a serious state, then opened the glass door of the balcony and walked inside.

"Is the bathroom almost done?"

"It's almost done. My sister is spraying detergent. We have to wait for an hour before continuing to clean."

Sakakihara stayed on her expressionless face for a few more seconds. She also tied up her hair during the cleaning today, with the same bun.

He caught a bit of July's strangeness.

"What were you looking at in Qi Qi just now?"

"Look at the snow." Tianhai Qimingyue answered decisively.

Sakakibara looked back at Shimoyuki again, not understanding, "What's wrong?"

"Look how serious she is."

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't have many words, but the look in her eyes at Yuki clearly showed that there were many words in her heart that she had not yet said.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly sighed and said:

"I have been thinking about our relationship during this period. I don't know, brother, if you feel that the relationship between Zhixue and I has become much weaker than in the past."

"There's nothing we can do about it," Sakakibara Raku said.

Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head, "It would be fine if it was from both sides. The problem is that Zhixue is still as fond and fond of me as she was in the past, and she still feels guilty about me. Her feelings for you are even more subtle to the point of caution."

"Qiyue, you feel it too," Sakakibara looked into her sky-blue eyes.

"Don't you happen to see it now? Just because you can clean with her, you are very happy and enthusiastic. How can I not understand? During this time, you have been cold to everyone, and my sister and I can feel it. Got it. My sister and I can still get some responses, but Yuki just needs you to stay with her for a while."

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What I said in July is so heartbreaking to hear.

Zhixue's emotions have become so small that just cleaning with her for a while can make her happy for a long time.

And her heart is always sincere, sincere and without any distracting thoughts.

Sakakihara Raku was silent.

Tianhai Qimingyue also closed her eyes, "It's very contradictory. I obviously can't accept that your feelings are shared, but I feel worried about Yuki's current situation. I think of what you said before. You are right. In the past, I and I There are too many similarities with Yuki now, and I see my own reflection in her - and this is where my hope for her happiness comes from."

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Sakakibara was not happy to receive July's words.

July used to be very contradictory.

She obviously wanted to save the "July" in the past, but because her feelings for herself were too deep, the two ideas had irreconcilable conflicts.

She could neither tolerate her own betrayal, nor could she bear to see Zhixue suffer forever.

Sure enough, people are always complex and multifaceted.

Sakakihara suddenly remembered something.

"How about you take Yuki for a checkup in the afternoon of July? It just so happens that she has to go to the hospital for a review today."

Tianhai Qimingyue understood what he meant and looked over, "You have to understand that what Zhixue is most eager to accompany her for a check-up is you. I used to visit Zhixue when she was sick. But even though she had just finished the operation, she still I'm in anesthetized coma, but I'm still calling your name."

Having said this, Tianhai Qi Mingyue saw Tianhai Zhixue who was still trying to wipe the sink outside, and remained silent for a while.

"I wonder if you still remember Yuki's mother's diary?"

"Remember."

"Grandma, what she cared about the most during that time was Yuki, who was not yet born. She was worried that she would lose a lot of emotions because she didn't have a mother. She told Grandpa to treat Yuki better when she was born. You also know the subsequent results. , grandma passed away, and the family was more or less angry at Zhixue, who didn't know anything."

"That's true. Yuki's autistic character is somewhat caused by her sisters' dislike, right?"

Tianhai Qimingyue acquiesced in this answer, "It can be said that for Zhixue, the only things that cared about her in the first half of her life were the few words in the diary left by her mother. This is why she valued the guitar and diary left by her mother so much. Important reasons."

"This is also the reason why Zhi Xue likes guitar."

Sakakibara heard something wrong with Qi Qi's tone, "Qi Qi, why are you suddenly saying this?"

Tianhai Qimingyue sighed:

"I don't know if I have been affected by something, but I have been dreaming about 'mother' recently."

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This is July and she wants to be a mother?

"I dreamed about Bertha, and I also dreamed about my grandma whom I had never met before. Needless to say, my mother's impression of grandma came from Zhixue's diary. You also know that my relationship with Zhixue Xue is the same age, and we had not grown up when grandma passed away, so for me, grandma is more of a mother figure."

Sakakihara Raku: ".The one left for Yuki, the final diary?"

Tianhai Qimingyue nodded:

"What was written in the diary were what grandma wanted to say to Zhixue when she was pregnant. She knew that she would probably be gone, so she wrote her blessings to her little daughter in advance in the diary. She told her to be brave , I hope she can find her own happiness in this world. Even if she is gone, her mother will always smile in the sky and watch her grow up."

"Then what? Does this have anything to do with your dream in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue continued:

"Recalling the words of mothers who care about their children, I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that my grandma was in the sky, looking at the snow all the time, but there was no smile in it. She watched her grow up alone. She grew up alone, her family didn't care about her, her grandfather didn't pay attention to her, and she was so confused that she was at the age she is today. It was hard for her to find someone who could really take care of her and care about her in life. This person .but still had to leave her."

Sakakihara Raku did not speak and listened patiently.

"This dream has always conveyed a picture to me - if you, brother, leave completely, grandma will see the old snow again, and how uncomfortable she must be."

After patiently listening to Qi Qi's words, Sakakibara couldn't answer.

"So, what do you want to do in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue replied naturally:

".I think now that I have accepted Yuki's current situation, I shouldn't treat her with the same attitude I had at that time. I was so good to her before, but I was more or less indifferent to her because of those things. I I think no matter what, I must make Yuki’s guilt about me disappear.”

The relationship between these people is really awkward.

There are too many things and emotions wrapped around it.

But no matter what, the fact that Qi Qiyue now has this heart means that there is hope for her and Yuki to return to their previous state.

Sakakihara thought of something again.

"In July, do you think Zhixue has nothing to do?"

"You mean planning?"

"You're already in high school, shouldn't you have any plans for the future? I still remember when I was divided into classes in the second year of high school, didn't I submit an application to the school? Everyone wrote in, but Zhixue didn't."

Tianhai Qimingyue thought carefully, "That's true. But yuki doesn't like playing basketball very much?"

"She just plays basketball as a hobby and has no lifelong pursuit of it."

"music?"

Sakakibara laughed, "That's right. In fact, our band was quite good last time, but there is a problem. We are all busy with our own affairs, and we don't have time to accompany Zhixue to create this band during this time."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue understood what he meant, "You want to say that since you don't have time to accompany her, why not let her find something related to do on her own?"

"That's it. My idea is related to Ling. It just so happens that Ling has been working as an idol trainee recently. How about we take Yuki over and take a look?"

It is related to music, and at the same time it is in line with the characteristics of Yuki, a little lonely person who likes a lot of people's attention.

Hmm. It is indeed possible.

By the way, speaking of A Ling’s idol, I haven’t seen how she is doing.

I just took the time to see how A Ling was doing.

Sakakibara then told Amami no Yuki about this idea, and Amami no snow naturally nodded blankly.

Then I heard that July was going to go with her for today's checkup.

There was more happiness in her eyes.

Sakakibara Raku could clearly see this feeling from the side. Didn't Yuki's look mean that she always wanted to be with Qiyue?