Thinking, Shang Li took her hand and said softly, "Xiaoqiu, can you tell me? What happened? Xiaoqiu, don't run away, okay?"

    It seems to be touched by the nickname "Xiaoqiu".

     

    Memories flooded my mind.

    Zhong Qiu seems to have returned to that sultry summer.

    At that time, she was only fourteen years old and still in junior high school.

    Life in junior high school was not smooth.

    The classmates laughed at her shabby and often bullied her.

    The class leader is very good, and often helps her, but it makes his suitors dissatisfied.

    Those girls are crazy.

    They called her shameless, seduced the squad leader, and took off her clothes to take indecent photos of her.

    She was so frightened that she dared not go to school.

    She wanted to tell her mother, but she was too tired.

    In order to support her, this illiterate woman works three jobs a day, which is really too tiring.

    She had to play truant.

    She can only ask her sister for help.

    Sister Qu Ran was given to others by her mother after her father died.

    The mother did not let the two sisters meet, for fear that her adoptive parents would find out and be bad for her sister.

    But they kept meeting secretly.

    Sister is very good, very sensible, and very good at hurting people.

    She will quietly save the pocket money given by her adoptive parents to buy snacks and clothes for her.

    She also said that when she grows up, works and has money, she will be able to live with her.

    At that time, the two sisters were never separated.

    What a promise!

    So, after she skipped school, she called her and cried and said, "Sister, let's go together. You said, take me with you. We live together. Sister, I Miss you. I want to be with you."

    My sister was preparing for the college entrance examination.

    With such good grades, she will definitely be admitted to a good school.

    She also wants to be a doctor and save lives.

    But knowing that she had skipped school and ran away from home, she came to her.

    She doesn't want to go home or go to school.

    My sister persuaded her and stayed with her.

    They live in a dilapidated hotel.

    My sister put her arms around her and rubbed her hair like a mother.

    She described to her the life she wanted: "Xiaoqiu, hold on for a while, okay? When my sister is admitted to university, and then part-time work-study, you can rent a house and talk to you. Let’s live together. You like flowers, so we’ll plant a lot of them. We’ll also have a big dog, okay?”

    What did she say?

    It seems to be bad.

    She was spoiled by her sister too wayward.

    Next day

    My sister packed up and wants to take her home.

    She refused and ran away again, but did not dare to run far.

    Sister found her again.

    In a small alley next to the hotel.

    It's getting dark.

    It's raining.

    My sister held an umbrella and called her name over and over again: "Xiaoqiu, Xiaoqiu, sister is here, come out, sister won't send you home. Are you hungry? Sister I'll buy you a cake to eat, okay?"

    Look, my sister loves her the most!

     

    She was too frightened to move.

    The man grinned and cut open her clothes little by little with a knife.

    She was too scared.

    The voice whimpered: "Sister, sister, save me—"

    My sister rushed over and begged: "Don't hurt her, she is still young, not yet an adult, please—"

    But my sister is not an adult either.

    The cold fruit knife cut off her underwear belt.

    Her clothes fell apart.

    My sister broke down and cried: "I can, please change me, please, don't hurt her—"

     As she spoke, she took off her clothes, revealing a tender and slightly plump body.

    The man saw it and agreed.

    My sister just replaced her with herself.

    Even when she was insulted, she was still shouting: "Run! Xiaoqiu, run quickly—"

    The rain was pouring down.

    "Boom—"

    The thunder was so loud.

    The alley is so long.

    Her legs are too short to run to the end.

    She is too stupid to run and fall.

    She...killed her sister.

    When she brought someone back, her sister was gone.

    In addition to her sister's clothes, there is a man's body on the ground.

    Sister...killed.

    She destroyed her sister who loved her the most....

    My sister's youth and my sister's life were all destroyed by her own hands!

    The police investigation said that your sister was too defensive and intentionally killed.

    After the suspect became incapacitated, he was stabbed seven times in a row.

    Very bad nature.

    My sister just went to jail.

    Seven years in prison.

    She wrote to her sister and apologized over and over again.

    Sister replied: [Sister is to protect her. So, Xiaoqiu, I don't blame you. real. It's ok. I am here and all is well. When I get out of prison, you will grow up. That's fine too. I can't wait to see what you look like when you grow up. Oh, by the way, don't think about me all the time, you have to study hard. be good. 】

    She responded.

    Study hard, be well-behaved and sensible.

    She wants to go to a good school, find a good job, earn a lot of money, and live with her sister.

    She's going to buy her sister everything she wants.

    She wants to repay her sister.

    Finally, seven years have passed.

    She happily went to pick up her sister home.

    But where did my sister go?

    Why is it gone?

    The prison guard said: "Your sister behaved well and was released early."

    She was surprised and delighted, and asked, "When did it happen?"

    Why didn't my sister tell her?

    For seven years, they have been communicating every month!

    Why don't my sister say something so important?

    Are you going to surprise her?

    But there are no surprises, all are shocks.

    The prison guard said: "Your sister was released from prison two years ago."

    A bolt from the blue.

    My sister has been out of prison for two years, why didn't she tell her or look for her? Is it because you hate her?

    She went to her sister's foster parents' house.

    The adoptive parents have severed their relationship with my sister for a long time.

    No one knows where she is.

    She wrote to her as usual, and after getting a letter of peace, there was no response.

    My sister doesn't want her anymore.

    Mom also left.

    She has no family in this world.

    No, I have to find my sister.

    She wants to make money and succeed.

    As long as she is rich and successful, she will be able to protect her sister.

    Year after year.

    Her saffron base is starting to generate revenue.

    My sister finally came to her.

    But why is she so thin?

    How can you wrap yourself so tightly in summer?

    She rushed up and hugged her, how could she be so frightened that she backed away?

    "Sister, what's wrong with you?"

    She looked at her, tears of joy.

    My sister was also crying, with a smile in her eyes: "It's good. Xiaoqiu, you did a great job. My sister is proud of you."

    She was a little shy and a little proud: "It is necessary. Who made me my sister's sister. Sister, I am rich, a lot of money, we can live together. "

    Sister smiled and replied: "Okay. Let's live together."

    It's all fake.

    My sister is a liar, and after seeing her, she secretly ran away again.

    She said in the letter she left: [Xiaoqiu, I am really happy to see you today. You are smart and resilient from a young age, and nothing can stop you. I believe you will do the same in the future. But I... also learned from your employees that you are very withdrawn, autistic, and don't interact with people, which is not good. You have to be happy from the bottom of your heart. I really miss and want that lively and cheerful sister. Don't indulge in the past. love your sister. 】

    My sister loves her so much.

    So, she never said how much she suffered.

    So, even if she's dying, don't tell her.

    "My sister is dead."

    Memories are tearing at Zhong Qiu's nerves.

     Her eyes were red and swollen, and she cried hoarsely, almost speechless: "After she saw me, she died. I should have suspected it. She will not appear for no reason. She didn't trust me, so she came to see me for the last time before she died. I didn't realize it, and she was still smiling like a fool in front of her, hahaha—"

    She laughed almost madly, but she was actually insane.

    She hated herself.

    This kind of hatred makes her slap herself every time she thinks of it.

    "Pop!Pop—"

    Like now.

    She almost abused herself and slapped herself with all her strength.

    Suddenly, red and swollen slap prints appeared on her tender white face.

    Shang Li quickly grabbed her hand and stopped her self-abuse: "Don't do this. Xiaoqiu, your sister will feel distressed when she sees it."

    This sentence undoubtedly stabbed her again.

    Zhong Qiu clutched her heart and choked: "Yes, she will feel distressed... She distressed me so much, haha, Shang Li, you know, she distressed me so much, but in the end, what did I do? I couldn't do it for her."

    She is rich and successful, so what?

    Sister did not spend a penny on her from beginning to end, and enjoyed her day.

    The child wants to be raised, but the parent does not wait.

    This is her eternal sorrow.

    Everything is meaningless.

    My sister died.

    Everything in the world means nothing to her.

    Zhong Qiu beat his chest, his eyes were desperate, he laughed and cried: "You still love me? Haha, what is there to love about me like this? Just a star!"

    "No. You are not."

    Shang Li reached out and embraced her in his arms, kissed her forehead, and comforted: "Xiaoqiu, you can't think like this, really, your sister loves you, if you think like this, she sacrifices and sacrifices are meaningless.

    You know, from the beginning to the end, all she wants is for you to live safely and happily. "

    "Yeah. Live."

    Zhong Qiu nodded and laughed at himself: "Sister also wants to live. She doesn't want to die. In prison, she was active, studied hard, and worked tirelessly for her ideals... But there is no way, She won't survive."

    Shang Li knew she was going to talk about the most cruel place.

    She couldn't even bear to listen anymore: "Stop talking. Xiaoqiu, it's all over. The deceased is gone, all we can do is not to forget her, and then take her Love and live happily."

    "No, no, I can't live."

    Zhong Qiu shook her head, her voice completely hoarse, but she still said: "Shang Li, I owe her too much. I have to pay her back. Can you help me? "

    Shang Li also shook his head, deploring: "Xiaoqiu, in front of your sister, how could you say such a cruel thing? Did you let her die in vain?"

    Zhong Qiu lost his voice.

    She looked at the tombstone, reached out and touched the picture of quyan on it, it was a picture of her seventeen years old, such a bright and beautiful girl...

    When she died, she became a skeleton.

     Guilt overwhelmed her again.

    Zhong Qiu said: "Look at this epitaph. There is an angel sleeping here. She lived a long and good life. It's all lies. I'm a liar. lying to her."

    Shang Li explained: "No. You didn't lie to her. For her, to love you and protect you like this, she has lived a long and good life. You can imagine, If that happened to you, she would suffer just as much as you.

    Death is the end, it is liberation, but the living are bearing greater and more lasting suffering. Do you want her to bear such suffering? "

    "I don't want to."

    "So, Xiao Qiu, let her go and let go of yourself."

    "Is that so..."

    Zhong Qiu muttered, and fell into her arms without waiting for her reply.

    The night was deep.

    A few crows wailed, breaking the silence of the night.

    Shang Li picked up Zhong Qiu, looked at the girl in the photo, and bowed deeply: "Don't worry, I will take good care of her. Love her and protect her like you do. "

    The girl in the photo is smiling slightly, and the pear eddies on her cheeks seem to be deeper.

    "Thank you for always protecting and loving her..."

    Shang Li finished speaking, hugged Zhong Qiu, and started walking.

     She didn't know how long she walked, and finally came to the intersection.

    The students were waiting for them in front of the car.

    Ding Jie even waved his hands and greeted him: "Mr. Shang, where have you been? Miss Qu, oh, no, how did Miss Zhong—"

    "Let's go."

    Shang Li walked towards his car.

    Ding Jie saw her and helped her open the car door.

    Shang Li first carefully put Zhong Qiu in, then sat in from the other side, and finally, held her head and let her sleep in her arms.

    Zhong Qiu seemed to be awake but not awake, murmuring: "Sister, don't go, please—"

    She had a dream.

    In the dream, Qu Ran came to find her.

    The places that were ignored at the time were particularly clear in the dream.

    She saw that Qu Ran was wearing a mask and kept a long distance from her, as if she was afraid of encountering some germs.

    Later, she excused herself to go to the bathroom.

    It's been a while.

    She has been waiting outside in reality, and did not follow to the bathroom.

    But in the dream, she pushed open the bathroom door.

    I saw blood in the sink…

    Everything follows.

    She is too slow...

    "Sister, I'm sorry, I couldn't save you..."

    She muttered, tears rolling down silently…

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