Ascendance of a Bookworm

Because of the memories that were connected at one time, my head was messed up, and because I was in sync with Ferdinand, I had to miss my down town family. I don’t really know what’s going on in Ferdinand, but it’s very unusual to squeeze, so I take a piggyback and turn my hand to my back. At the same time, Ferdinand left with a bang.

“What are you going to do?”

‘Don’t say that with such an unpleasant face. I think that’s about this line. Is it okay to ask who was embracing at the same time as my awakening? I thought so for a moment, but if I say something extra, it’s just a start to a dispute, and now I don’t move at all.

“Since Ferdinand just wants to settle down and relax, I will ask for an extension until I settle down”

“… Is it an extension?”

“Because I was in sync and my memories were connected at once, I was messed up in my head and emotionally.”

As a result of stopping asking and expressing my request, I got an extension of Gyu from Ferdinand, who had a very disgusting face. I finally found that I could afford to look around, still being in the corner, and being held by Ferdinand sitting with one knee up. It doesn’t make sense to be cold.

“Good …”

I twisted my body a little to make it easy to go and turned my hand to Ferdinand’s back. The familiar smell and the warmth of the people are pleasant, but Ferdinand’s heartbeat is very fast and I feel that my heart and breathing are shallow.

“… I’ll settle down while I’m doing this.”

“I am totally uncomfortable”

Sense of a sign that seems to be torn off with a sigh of voice, I hurriedly clung with my hands on my back.

“I don’t feel comfortable because Ferdinand doesn’t have enough time yet. I’m sure you’ll be full.”

“I don’t mean that”

Ferdinand began to tamper with my hair with the other hand, putting his power on one arm around my back, in spite of his tired voice. It is not as obedient as ever even though there is not enough gyu.

“Then what do you mean by Ferdinand?”

“… that’s … you suddenly lost tune, and you didn’t wake up at all no matter how much you called”

“I was told so in a really disgusting voice.” Perhaps Ferdinand wasn’t worried that this time he was going up the staircase leading to a much higher level.

“… I was so dangerous?”

“I don’t really understand why you who have been walking through life and death for the past few days can talk about ridiculous things”

dying when the magical power was in normal condition due to the power of the gods. I had to reduce my magical power, but I couldn’t use the recovery pills, and I always had the danger of being exhausted first. In addition to that, if my magical power was not restored as soon as it was depleted and my magical power was not restored as quickly as possible, I was more likely to die from exhaustion of magical power. It’s no wonder where and when you die for these days.

“I know. I was afraid of sleeping and my magical power recovering, but I thought Ferdinand would do something, but I wasn’t so pessimistic … … ”

I was relatively optimistic that it would manage to deplete even the magical power, but it seems that Ferdinand, who was left behind, was tough.

“As soon as your magical power is depleted, you have to take a sympathetic medicine, drink a medicine that liquefies my magical power, and then use magical tools to peek into memory and call for consciousness. Regardless, you didn’t respond very well, and if you didn’t get back to memory, and finally thought that you were able to grasp the clues, the blessings of all the attributes fell down and you suddenly fell in sync. “

Ferdinand also regained consciousness of what happened, but I seemed to be unresponsive without regaining consciousness. From the memory of the blessings of all the attributes, he felt desperate that there was some reaction to the power of the little gods that remained in me.

Listening to such a story from Ferdinand, it is hard to say, “I thought that Ferdinand was broken because I started to embrace the memory all together with prayers of all attributes, and when I realized, I was embraced.”

“Thanks to Ferdinand, my memory is back. I don’t need to worry anymore.”

Favoring the heartbeat of Ferdinand even though he said that while tapping his back and tapping on his back. The fingers that were moving to play with my hair stopped, and the arms that hold me gave me more power. It has become painful because it is comfortable. I looked up at Ferdinand to worry about something strange.

“Ferdinand, what about you?

“Rosemine, you are …”

Talking voice is interrupted and I can’t hear it. When I asked, “What?”, Ferdinand, who had been fainting for a while, loosened his arm and released his body a little.

“Do you want to return to the commoner?”

“Yes?”

I don’t know what Ferdinand said suddenly, so I blink my eyes and tilt my head.

“Now the deities of the gods are depleted, and you may be able to return to the commoner as if you have gone up to a higher height”

Drilled. At the same time, I want to jump on a proposal that is extremely attractive to me now that the memories of the commoner era are reviving. But I know well that I can’t return to the commoner.

“… Well, Ferdinand-sama, is it a declaration of life expectancy? Because there is only a little time left until death, it feels like a family …”

“That’s not true. I understood by being in sync, but what is most important to you is Rutz? If you can return you to the commoner, you may be able to follow someone you care about. I thought. ”

…… Ferdinand-sama, are you serious?

throat tingling and beats faster. My breathing has become shallower.

“What are you going to do to return to the common people? I’m already dead as Mine !? Alexandria’s foundation and library city plan …”

“You become Aub Alexandria once at the lord meeting, and I become a full fiancé. I have been externally organized so that I can become Aub Alexandria, and for some time now I think that if you died, it would be relatively easy to get back to the common people. I should carry out the foundation and library city planning. ”

If you return as a Alexandrian commoner along with Gutenberg’s movement, you are basically those who know the situation. Ferdinand said it wouldn’t be too difficult to provoke it, and it would be helpful.

“If it is impossible with Ehrenfest, I may be able to protect your family if I become Aubu Alexandria”

What comes to mind with the expectation that it may return to the family is the appearance of Ferdinand who continues to fight as an aub alone to protect my family. You can quickly figure out what will happen to this person who takes all responsibility on his own without showing weakness to anyone.

My chest hurts. I hold my chest. I don’t know what my chest hurts.

“Does Ferdinand do not have to be guilty or responsible for me? Because he has returned enough”

“… I wonder if your happiness is with that family. I just thought in sync with you earlier, so I have to think about the details, but it’s worth considering.” [19459002 ]

Ferdinand can’t say that it can’t be done at all. Considering the ugliness, it is difficult but not impossible at all.

In my head, I want to go back to my family saying “I can return because Ferdinand-sama can be back!” I shouted, “I’m going to put Ferdinand-sama all on my back !?” “I don’t want to!”

“That’s what Ferdinand said. I wanted to stay with my family even a little, and I’d like to be able to stay with you now …. But I’m just as happy with Ferdinand. I do n’t want to sacrifice Ferdinand to bring me back to the common people. ”

When I kneaded Ferdinand, Ferdinand disappeared and shook his head loosely.

“If all memories are connected, your magic stone phobia may be back. If you can’t handle magic stones, it’s even harder to live as a noble. I’ll be formulating as an aub that has almost the same magical power.You can do a decorative aub. It doesn’t change whether you are there or not. “

Ferdinand’s words are mostly correct, but some are incorrect. Alensbach was allowed to be reborn from a rebellious territory as a new territory because the incarnation of the goddess was abu and cleansed. If I am not an aub, how will Alexandria feel from other lords? Ferdinand cannot be sure of that.

“No matter how useless the ornamental aub, would you need a title of the incarnation of the goddess?” How much do you intend to carry the burden to bring me back to the common people? I think that I’m so stupid and irresponsible that I don’t notice it

“… I don’t think it’s stupid and irresponsible, but you should be with your family. You have only now?”

That’s why I’m not going to sacrifice Ferdinand. Ferdinand is an unbearable ambitious man who wants the status and power of Zent and Aub, a man who does not hesitate to get to the third wife, not the first wife, in order to stabilize Alexandria, and wants to surround the mistress in the end Then I would have returned to my family without any worries.

“Since Ferdinand is too worried, I can’t go back! I’m not good at relying on others, and every day I’ve taken my own work and pickled me, I’m sure I’ll be overworked in no time.” ]
 

“But if you decide not to return to the commoner right now, you won’t have any buds to follow Lutz and you will marry me.”

I fell off the momentum of Ferdinand who said that he was grimace. Why is the story of wanting to return to the family follow with Lutz?

… That? Is there something wrong?

“Well, Ferdinand-sama, when did it come to the marriage story?” When I returned to the commoner, there was no way that Lutz could marry me. It may be a candidate for a bride, but from the point of view of the commoner, it will be completely out of the bride’s candidate when it is unhealthy and the child cannot hope for it. “

The requirements for wives are completely different between nobility and commoners. I want to go back to my family, but I never wanted to marry Lutz. Lutz is an important person who keeps me here, but I think other girls are more suitable for marriage. I feel sorry for the other party.

By the way, I am not good at socializing and embroidery. There is no stranger who comes to me if it is not political marriage.

“Anyway, what does it mean to marry Ferdinand? If you don’t like it, you just have to get married.”

Aube’s marriage is decided by Aub himself and approved by Zent. You don’t have to marry me with a face that Ferdinand dislikes.

“… Yes. If you don’t like it, you shouldn’t get married.”

Ferdinand turns his eyes down and exhales slowly. Then I raised three fingers.

“Rose Mine, you now have three options. The first is to return to the commoner and marry the one you want. The second is to proceed as planned and marry me. The third is to order Egrantine to cancel the king’s life, destroy my engagement, and get engaged with another man who is suitable for Albu Alexandria …. Which option would you choose? “

…… Yes?

I immediately rounded my eyes to the option that was suddenly pointed.

“I’m very sorry, Ferdinand, but I don’t know what it is. I don’t think Ferdinand’s speaking is like me and Ferdinand are already engaged.

“When you got the cornerstone of Ahrensbach?”

“Hey?”

To me, Pokan, Ferdinand explains the contents of the king’s life given to Traokvar. When I got the cornerstone of Ahrensbach, I became a young, unemployed, single woman aub, and I seem to have to rejoice Ferdinand as a royal fiancé.

“That’s all, everyone …”

“It wasn’t something I would have to say during the battle, and it would have been better to avoid shaking your emotions with the power of the goddess at the end of a series of battles.

“Oh … So, the attitude of the aides has changed”

When I approached, I was complaining, but it was strange that my aides suddenly stopped saying anything, but the mystery was solved. Ferdinand sighed gently as he watched me hitting his hand.

“Errenfest said you were ideal as a marriage partner, so the aides began to move that way. Your diverted behavior is all the cause.”

“Wow !?”

I didn’t know that it was supposed to happen.

“I was going to be in trouble because of the detour. Ferdinand has a strong sense of responsibility, but I don’t have to take care of me so much.

“Don’t get me wrong, Rosemine, what I wanted and planned”

I stare at Ferdinand without knowing what Ferdinand said. What was the plan?

“I’ve always seen you interacting with you as a nobleman and a commoner who cares for a thin connection and the family you’re trying to reach out to. And, literally, even when I left Aarensbach, I was able to reach out without breaking my connection. “How long have I longed for a connection like your family?”

I whispered. The memories that Ferdinand showed me were yearning and envy for the family. Then we were full of regrets and pains that led us to leave our family.

“If you stayed at Ehrenfest, you might not have felt. If you kept the thin connection between you and your family, you would have been satisfied with it. But when you left Ehrenfest, I didn’t want to lose the connection with you …. So, to get you, it is the most efficient and feasible to use the royal engagement

Serito Ferdinand’s hand strokes my cheek. The back and trembling trembled.

“Traokvar, who gave the king’s order, has been dropped from Zent’s position, so I can’t disturb my plan even for those who have already given the king’s order. Threatens not to do anything extra. “

“Terrible … Ferdinand-sama”

Ferdinand’s fingertips, who were stroking his cheeks, pressed my lips to seal my words. There is not much power. I just touched it a little. Still, the objection was completely prevented and somehow I was reluctant to breathe.

“I tried my best not to challenge the surroundings as your companion of the goddess, because I didn’t want to give your real family position to another man.” [19459002 ]

Gokuri and throat screamed. I felt scared of the heat in Ferdinand’s eyes. I can’t return the same thing even though I’m directed to heat like that. I feel uncomfortable and want to get away from here right away. But the hand on my back doesn’t forgive me.

“The only person who can break my plan is Rosemine, who receives the name of the new Zent. Will returning to the commoner show you spending happy time with your family?” Will you accept my engagement and make me your family, or will you order the New Zent to expel the king’s life? … you choose “

I can’t take my eyes off Ferdinand’s thin golden eyes asking me for my reaction. That’s why it’s a problem to be forced to make a choice. Over this period, I don’t understand love feelings. I understand that Ferdinand wants me. But I can’t return the same feelings.

“… What do you do, Rosemine?”

After a while of silence, Ferdinand, who prompted the answer, turned his eyes down.

Gently exhale and raise the line of sight. The next time I looked, it was a compliment to have a thin golden eye. The hand on the back is lowered and the hand touching the lips is released. I’m used to not realizing my hopes. Above all else, he shook his head unconsciously as if he had given up everything.

… No.

I can’t understand the feelings of love, but I couldn’t tolerate just leaving. I reach out to Ferdinand because I don’t want to see Ferdinand who rarely speaks of my wishes. I hugged myself.

“Rosemine, what …”

“What is this period, I don’t know the feelings of love between men and women!”

“… I don’t think I’m hugging a man, but I know”

Ferdinand’s voice was mixed, and my body was slightly weak.

“My hope is to become your family, and I do not expect you to be sensitive between men and women now. If it was the same as before, that’s fine.”

“… Is it really the same as before?”

“I don’t care”

Lost even the family-like position that I got, and another man gained the feeling of a real family. Ferdinand said it was just uncomfortable and unbearable. Ferdinand’s hand touched a rainbow-colored magic stone hair ornament inserted in my hair. It is said that I am not seeking love feelings separately, and my body loses power.

“Wow, I’m very likely to return magic stone phobia, so I’ll do my best as much as possible, but I’ll be able to carry my luggage as an aub or a companion. Is that okay?” ]
 

“If you choose to return to the commoner, you might even lose the ornamental aub. If you miss this opportunity, you will not be able to return to the commoner.”

“I want to go back to my family, but I don’t think I can live a commoner’s life. I couldn’t draw one piece of water, so it would be a lot of luggage … Ferdinand-sama If you sometimes prepare a place where you can act as a family, that’s fine. “

Ferdinand’s arm was turned to his back again. You can hold them tightly.

“… Can I choose me, Rosemine?”

“I’ll give you the exact same words. Don’t regret it, Ferdinand-sama”