Barracks of Rebirth

Chapter 83: scars of the past

Watching Zou Ze leave, Ji Liang turned to look at Ji Xin'an, and the meaning in his eyes was obviously to ask, 'What's going on? ’ But this time it was much calmer.

Ji Xinan felt that if she did something outrageous, she would be arrested. It seemed that she really did not have the potential to do bad things. But this time, Zou Ze was just making trouble, so he didn't show any guilty conscience.

"Dad, he is just my master's son. We are just ordinary friends. It was just a joke. Don't misunderstand." But what happened last time, Ji Xinan was afraid that her father would worry about her, so after Zou Ze left , Ji Xinan hurriedly explained to Ji Liang.

Ji Liang listened to her explanation, and when she saw her worriedly looking at him again, he felt relieved and smiled lightly. "I'm not mistaken, Dad believes you won't do anything to deceive us."

"Dad, you're so kind." Ji Xinan felt happy when he saw what he said was uncompromisingly believed by him, she wrapped her father's arm coquettishly and rested her head on his shoulder.

"When your master is healed, I will invite their family to come to our house for a meal. You are true, we have known each other for so many years, and you are teaching you things and finding a place to train for you. I don't know, if it wasn't for his injury this time, we might not have known you had such a master." Ji Liang nodded Ji Xin'an's forehead, although there was a little blame in his tone, but he didn't really blame her. After all, when the child is older, he should have his own social circle.

"Didn't I forget? I'll introduce you to each other after a while, but I'll have to wait for the master to install the prosthesis." Ji Xinan said with a smile that he was indeed negligent, but he really couldn't blame her. It's only been a few days since I came back, and my parents are both at work, so they don't meet at all.

Ji Liang also understood what she meant, so of course there would be no objection, "As long as you don't forget it this time."

The father and daughter went home talking and laughing.

After more than a month of recovery, Zou Weiguo was finally discharged from the hospital. Although he could be discharged from the hospital, his injuries in other parts of his body were almost healed, and the wounds from the amputation had not fully healed. Go home and rest for a period of time. After all healed, you can put it on the schedule.

So even after returning home, Zou Weiguo still needs someone to take care of him, and Liu Lihua is taking care of him alone, and Zou Ze is really worried, so Ji Xinan came up with an idea to pay a special **** to take care of him, so that someone can help Liu Lihua. It's easier, and she doesn't have to take time off like this to stay at home. After all, she also has her own job, so she can't always go to work like this.

Of course, Zou Ze agreed immediately after hearing it, but Zou Weiguo and the two did not agree. Although Zou Weiguo's medical expenses were paid by the army, it was impossible for anyone to pay for the care, and there was no precedent for this in the army.

But if I hire someone by myself, money is another problem. Both of my family are soldiers. Although I have some savings over the years because of the relatively small expenses, my monthly salary is a certain amount and how much can I get. And after this injury, there is a lot of money to be used. Of course, if you can save it, you need to save it.

Zou Ze laughed after hearing the two's worries, "Mom, you don't have to worry, you don't need to worry about the money, I'll pay it out."

"Where did you get the money, just the pocket money you usually save? It's not enough to pay for a month's salary for the caregiver." Liu Lihua didn't care at all after hearing what he said. How could she believe that he would have money.

"Mom, how can I ask you for pocket money in the past few years, I am really rich." So I told them about myself and Ji Xinan about releasing records, starting a company, and developing a tourist area.

"You two are peace of mind and frustration? You also run the largest entertainment company in the city?" Zou Weiguo doesn't like these popular songs, maybe he doesn't know it, but that doesn't mean Liu Lihua doesn't know how popular the two of them were back then.

Before they could nod their heads, Zou Weiguo spoke again, "The 'Xanadu' in the suburbs has your shares?" If it was the former Zou Weiguo, he would definitely not know this, and he would not know what it means, but he lived for so long. In the hospital, he spends a lot of time watching TV, and he must watch local news every day. He can't be more familiar with the 'Xanadu' that often appears in the news.

"Things you mentioned are all ours, but not all of them, just some shares." Ji Xinan took the words and explained with a smile.

After receiving a positive answer from Ji Xin'an, Zou Weiguo was speechless in surprise. Ji Xin'an and Zou Ze started to make money from junior high school. They were only two years old at that time. They couldn't compare, and the 'Xanadu' who wanted to get well and took Liu Lihua to play with them had their shares.

Liu Lihua's shock is no less than his. She is not like Zou Weiguo, who often doesn't go home. She lives with Zou Ze every day. It's not that there is no abnormality, as he said, he has not cared about his pocket money and school money for several years, and he often buys clothes and other things by himself.

And she never cared about it. It seems that she is really dereliction of duty. Fortunately, her son is sensible and does the right thing. If she learns bad things from other children, the consequences will be serious. Think about it now. All feel scared.

If Zou Ze had done such a big thing before his family and was discovered, he would have been punished, but after experiencing this incident, Zou Weiguo also wanted to open up a lot, "Zou Ze is true this time. When we grow up, we don't have to worry about it anymore."

Liu Lihua was still sad because of her dereliction of duty, and she felt very emotional when she heard Zou Weiguo's words, but at the same time she was a little disappointed. In her eyes, Zou Ze was still the son she held in her arms, but in a blink of an eye, he already had his own son. business.

"Dad, I just wanted to play along at the beginning, and I only sang a few songs at the earliest. Did the others use me? I didn't expect it to develop to this level. If I had known earlier, I would have told me. Yours." Zou Ze saw that Zou Weiguo didn't speak to him as usual, but he was not used to it. When he saw Liu Lihua's disappointment, he was busy trying to explain something.

"You don't need to think too much. Dad is happy for you. You can have such a big career at such a young age. It seems that I really underestimated you before." Zou Weiguo looked at him with relief, although he could not inherit his own. He is very disappointed in his career, but he is also happy that he has achieved success in other areas.

"Master, Zou Ze's ability is more than that. You can wait and see him in the future." Ji Xinan saw that the two were a little lost, and understood what they were thinking, but she couldn't persuade him, so he praised Zou Ze. , and only then will they be happier.

"It's your sweet mouth." After hearing that, Zou Weiguo knew that Ji Xinan wanted to make him happy, and knocked her on the head with a smile.

Ji Xinan covered her head and looked at him dissatisfied, but she thought that the business was more important, so she didn't care about him, "This time you don't object to spending money to find someone to take care of the master."

"Then do as you said, and it will make your wife feel a little more relaxed." Zou Weiguo saw that they had been working hard to take care of themselves these days. Since they have such conditions, just listen to them.

Seeing that he agreed, the two smiled at each other, and after finishing the matter, the two could finally go to school in peace.

A few days later, after settling things at Zou Ze's house, the two finally went back to school to go to Tan. They didn't show up at the most critical moment of the third year of high school. It was over a month and the classmates in the class were very curious. , but Ji Xin'an and Zou Ze's Tai Chi skills were good, so they just perfunctory.

When Yao Wenhao saw Ji Xinan reappearing at the school, he felt all kinds of feelings in his heart, afterward, annoyed, and sad, all lingering in his heart.

He knew where Ji Xinan was these days, but he didn't have the courage to see her, but he hoped that she would come back sooner. Such conflicting mentality has always made him sleepless. Today, he finally saw her. I don't know if it's happiness or what.

"An An, I... I want to talk to you." Yao Wenhao saw that Ji Xinan was always surrounded by someone, and he didn't have the courage to stand up in front of others. After school, he found out that Ji Xinan was finally just himself I'm alone, so I took this opportunity to follow me.

"What else can we talk about? Do you think it's necessary?" Ji Xinan was very calm when she saw him again. She could probably guess what he wanted to say, since she met him in Zou Weiguo's ward. Himself, he must be clear about everything, but even that can't change anything.

"An An, don't go yet, I'll just say a few words, it won't delay you for too long." Yao Wenhao hurriedly blocked her way, afraid that she would just leave.

Ji Xin'an thought about it, and felt that it would be good to talk about it, so she nodded lightly and agreed to his request.

The two were standing on the side of the road. Many students who came and went after school would glance at them curiously when they passed by, so it was inconvenient to talk here, so they found a quiet place.

I don't know if it was a coincidence or what. The place where the two came was actually the cafe where Ji Xinan and Yao Wenhao's mother had an appointment last time. This time Ji Xinan did not enter the private room, but found a remote corner in the hall to sit. down.

After the two sat down, Yao Wenhao looked at the girl in front of him who used to only smile at him, with all kinds of feelings in his heart, he was stunned for a while.

Seeing Yao Wenhao sitting down, he didn't speak, Ji Xinan leaned back on the back of the chair and looked at Yao Wenhao expressionlessly, "If you have anything, just tell me, I have something else to do later."

"An An, how have you been during this time?" Yao Wenhao woke up from his reverie.

"It's still the same, it's okay to say no." Ji Xinan took a sip of the coffee in front of him.

Regarding Ji Xin'an's cold face, although Yao Wenhao was already prepared, he was still a little embarrassed, but he still mustered up the courage to look at Ji Xin'an, "An An, I was wrong in the past, I should apologize to you."

"Didn't you say you're not wrong? How could you be wrong?" Ji Xinan sneered. Although she can face Yao Wenhao calmly now, it doesn't mean that she has forgotten his insults and brought it up again. Immediately thought of the sadness when he was misunderstood by him at that time.

"I'm sorry, it was all my fault at the beginning. In order for Yu Yao to have the opportunity to be with Zou Ze and to take advantage of your feelings, after I was found out by you, I didn't want to repent, and instead framed your relationship with Uncle Zou, Now that I think about it, I'm really nothing, I'm really sorry for you." Yao Wenhao lowered his head, facing Ji Xinan's cynicism and sarcasm, but he didn't blame her, he hurt her first, if Ji Xinan beat him now If he can vent his anger, he must be willing to let her beat him.

"What's the use of you saying that now, it's been so long." Ji Xinan turned to look out the window, and didn't mention whether to accept his apology.

"But even if it's the past, it's my fault and I have to apologize, and this matter has always been in my heart, tormenting me. If I don't say it, I may feel guilty for the rest of my life." Yao Wenhao raised his head, his face full of remorse. color.

"But so what? The damage you have caused me has already been done. Now that he apologizes again, will he not exist?" Ji Xinan said leisurely, only she herself knew that she could come over this hurdle. How easy.

"I know that no matter what I do, I can't make up for the hurt I did to you, and I don't expect to ask for your forgiveness. As long as you feel better, you can just beat me up." Yao Wenhao looked at Ji Xinan , with sincerity in his eyes.

Ji Xinan looked at his eyes, and her heart throbbed a little. Although Yao Wenhao's purpose of approaching her did not exist, they had fallen in love with each other after all, and they had good memories. Facing his sincere apology, the hatred at the beginning was not enough. Less, "What problems can I solve by hitting you? If you are just for peace of mind, then you should treat me as I forgive you." Ji Xinan chuckled, although she was a little soft-hearted, but in her heart, this relationship has already been It has passed, although the scars are still there, but I can't carry it all the way.

"You... can you really forgive me?" When Yao Wenhao heard Ji Xinan forgive him, his heart suddenly became excited, he didn't pay attention to Ji Xinan's tone, there was only one thought in his heart, Anan forgive him .

Ji Xinan nodded, "It's been a long time since things have passed, what's the point of always remembering those unhappy things, rather than always remembering and hating the past, it's better to let it go." Hate a person too Tired, she is still so young, she still has a good time to pass, and she has many years of ideals to realize. She had so much to do, and no time to hate him.

"An An, if you can forgive me, can you give me another chance, give me a chance to make up for you, I will treat you well, and I will not let you suffer any more grievances, and I will be honest with you and trust you , I will never make such a mistake again." Yao Wenhao stared at Ji Xin'an excitedly, his eyes full of anticipation, feeling that he suddenly went from **** to heaven.

"I can forgive you, but some things have already happened, and they can never be made up. The scar in my heart is already there, and it won't disappear no matter what." Ji Xinan shook her head lightly. Although they really loved each other, but after that kind of injury, no matter how moved they are, they will never look back.

"I'm sorry, I know that I hurt you too deeply, even if you give me a chance to repent, okay." Yao Wenhao felt a little distressed, not because of her rejection, but because of Ji Xinan, who had committed that kind of thing himself. mistakes, and misunderstanding her like that, she must have been deeply hurt at that time.

"Although I am so open-minded now, I still blame you in my heart just now. In this case, I can forgive you, which means that I want to forget these things and just remember the good things we once had. Looking back on this relationship after many years, I wish I remembered all the best memories, not the bad ones. But no matter how good it was, it's gone, and I can't start over if those things didn't happen With you." Every love has its beautiful and happy side, whether it's the betrayal of her boyfriend in the past life or the impure purpose of Yao Wenhao in this life, but they have all been happy, so that's enough, maybe she will still be there after many years. Will fall in love with another person, but he will definitely not be Yao Wenhao again, he has passed.

"Actually, I should have thought of such a result. It is a pleasant surprise to get your forgiveness. It's just a little unwilling. You used to love me so unreservedly, but now you can only do it like this. One result ends." Yao Wenhao lowered his head in frustration, maybe he himself destroyed their relationship, what would he do if he could do it all over again, he thought he would confess those things as soon as possible, if he said it himself If it comes out, Ji Xinan's character will not get to this point even if he gets angry, but unfortunately everything is not if.

"Actually, I can't blame you for misunderstanding some things. I didn't tell you clearly about the situation at the time. You should also know the real situation now, so I won't say more. It's all in the past." Ji Xinan smiled lightly, and when she said that she forgive Yao Wenhao, she really let go, and she felt a lot more relaxed.

"I can't let it go, maybe I pursued you for Yaoyao's sake, but when you really agreed to be with me, I forgot about Yaoyao and my original purpose, there was only excitement and excitement. , the days with you are my happiest time, I really like you, but I messed up all this, and I don't even have a chance to make amends." Looking at Ji Xinan who was close at hand , As if seeing the bright eyes and beautiful smile under the fireworks, that day may be the happiest day in his life, but happiness is so short.

"I was also happy at that time, but we really couldn't go back. Even if we were reluctantly together, we wouldn't have the same feeling as before." Ji Xinan didn't expect that the two of them would have such a day, and they talked about that time again. This kind of feeling makes people feel very strange, although some miss those good things, but there is only nostalgia left.

Such an answer to Yao Wenhao was expected. Since there was no hope, there would not be much disappointment. "An An, I know that you have been heartbroken by me and have no confidence in me, but I will not give up, even if you will never accept me again, I will be satisfied just looking at you from such a distance. ."

Yao Wenhao said the things that had been pressing in his heart, and it was a lot easier at once, but people were so dissatisfied. At first, he thought that as long as Ji Xinan could not blame him, he would be very satisfied. Now Ji Xinan has forgiven him, but he thinks more. He believes that Ji Xinan once really liked him, so he still has feelings for him. If he can change his past and treat him sincerely Ji Xinan, maybe he still has a chance.

"Although I can't ask you what to do, since I've broken up, I won't look back, so don't waste time on me anymore." Ji Xinan felt helpless when he saw that he didn't give up, he thought It doesn't matter what you say, but what you say is still counted.

"You can refuse to accept my pursuit again, or you can dismiss me, but you can't stop me from liking you, you can rest assured that even if you pursue you again, it will not interfere with your normal life, nor will you give You bring any trouble." He knew Ji Xinan and knew what she hated the most, if he really stalked her every day, not only would he not have a chance, but he wouldn't even have the relationship he has now.

Ji Xin'an shook her head helplessly. She had already said everything she could say. If he didn't affect her, then she wouldn't be able to control what he wanted. "I have something else to do. If you have nothing else to do, I'll go first."

"An An, are we still friends now?" Seeing that Ji Xin An had stood up to leave, she also stood up, looking at her expectantly.

Ji Xinan turned around and looked at his expectant eyes, her heart softened, she wanted to promise him, but she really didn't want to give him that non-existent hope, so she hardened her heart, "Yao Wenhao, we are still ordinary classmates. Well, although I forgive you, I don't want someone to remind me of the wound every day by my side."

Yao Wenhao's heart sank when he heard it, but he didn't blame Ji Xinan, he could understand her, what she had done was considered very generous, so he no longer stopped and let Ji Xinan leave.

Although the relationship between the two is not even a friend, but after Ji Xin'an's forgiveness, a stone in his heart finally fell. He wanted to win back Ji Xin'an's heart with his own efforts. Years, ten years if one year is not enough, he has to make up for the damage to Ji Xinan in his own way.

Looking at Ji Xin'an's leaving back, thinking that she was in a cold war with herself because of what university she was taking, it was like yesterday, but now that I think about it, even the quarrel was so sweet at that time, so I muttered to myself: "Maybe it would be a good choice to go to the military academy.

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