BE Crazy Demon Survival System

"You have entered the Olympiad training team?" Xu Qichen's eyes were bright. "It's amazing. I heard that as long as you enter, you can send T to big. Jingjian seems to be only you and a kid from high school."

Seeing that he was happier than himself, Xia Zhixu's heart was warm. He bent down, took out a can of Coke from the vending machine, and sighed, "I don't know what to send, but I'm going to Beijing for a month The training camp is very troublesome when I think about it. My brother said that I can't bring a mobile phone. It's a kind of isolation from the outside world."

Xu Qichen smiled, "It's okay, a month will pass quickly, if you can really send it, you don't have to care about the homework of the month."

What he cares about is not homework at all.

Xia Zhixu's eyes drooped, "After I'm gone, you have to eat well. Let Chen Fang help you if you have anything to do. Xia Xiqing's mouth is a little bit owed. You must pay attention to your body when you are already thirty-eight... "

"I know." Xu Qichen smiled, "How do you look like an old father who is going to travel."

Unknowingly, the two walked from the cafeteria to the cherry forest. The leaves were teetering in the wind, and the flowering period had already passed. Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something, "Oh, right, does the person you like know that you are going to the training camp?"

Xia Zhixu was stunned for a moment. It turned out that he still remembered his confession in Yinglin. He looked at Xu Qichen, Xu Qichen didn't wait for the answer, so he laughed first, "It's me who talks too much."

"What major would you study in university?" Xu Qichen changed the subject, "Mathematics? Or finance?"

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I don't want to, I want to learn computer."

Xu Qichen was a little puzzled. Xia Zhixu smiled and said, "Science and technology are the primary productive forces." He looked at the sky, "Maybe there are many things that cannot be done now, which can be achieved through technology in the future. How about you?"

"Literature. Teacher Zhang said that for some of my previous awards, there should be no major problems in applying for the W or F majors."

"Don't you want to go to school in Beijing?" Xia Zhixu frowned slightly.

He always thought that they could go to Beijing together.

"Very thoughtful." Xu Qichen smiled, "If you want to apply for a better one, you have to take part in this national gathering cup. But Teacher Zhang said that if you just want a university with a strong cultural atmosphere, you don't have to be obsessed with it. A certain city..."

What he said was a little vain, because he was afraid that Xia Zhixu would see that he wanted to go to school in the same city as him. However, Xia Zhixu became bored all of a sudden. She opened her mouth and kept her mouth shut. Teacher Zhang said that what he said is the golden rule?

The two went up the stairs, and as soon as they reached the fourth floor, they saw Zhang Zhengxin coming out of the class. He saw the two people say hello first, "You two are really anxious."

Xu Qichen was a little embarrassed, "Oh, yes, Teacher Zhang, I put the application list for the Huihui Cup on your desk."

When Xia Zhixu saw the two talking about business, he said that the teacher could enter the classroom. After all, he was still a little angry. As soon as he entered the classroom, he was surrounded by a few people. Everyone did not know where they heard about his Olympiad training. One by one asked the long and short questions. Xia Zhixu sat back in his seat, glanced out, and found Zhang Zhengxin and Zhang Zhengxin. Xu Qichen was still standing at the top of the stairs outside the door.

Not knowing what they were talking about, Xu Qichen looked at Zhang Zhengxin with his eyes, listening very carefully, completely like a proud student.

As Zhang Zhengxin was talking, she reached out her hand and touched the top of Xu Qichen's head, smiling very softly.

Xia Zhixu felt that she was probably crazy, and she felt particularly dazzling when she saw this scene.

I am a person who has no talent for literature. I can’t seem to be his soulmate anyway. I can talk with him about those delicate sentences or the profound humanistic core. Even when I see his award-winning works, I can only post From the bottom of his heart, he also sighed barrenly, "It's so good."

Like a person to the extreme, it turns out that it will wear down self-confidence.

On the day Xia Zhixu set off for Beijing, it rained and the whole sky sank. Xu Qichen looked out the window and couldn't help but walk away.

"Oh, my dear nephew went to Beijing, so I'm really reluctant." Xia Xi cleaned up the books on his desk. "I called him last night and were busy. I don't know who to chat with. I talked for so long."

Xu Qichen lowered his head and silently pulled out a book from the drawer, and glanced at Xia Xiqing beside him.

"Your drawer has become a storage cabinet for extracurricular books. With so many extracurricular books, Teacher Zhang is used to you and confiscated them."

"Neither do you." Xu Qichen glanced at his desk. "Your drawer is full of picture books and comics. Let's each other."

"No, you won't be punished because you are a good student. I don't care at all. If he confiscates me, I will go to the office every day to make trouble, and he must give it back to me." Xia Xiqing smiled Laughing, putting on my backpack, "I won't tell you, I have to go to the studio for training, and I will have an art exam in a few months, and I can't fish anymore."

"Come on." Xu Qichen smiled slightly, watching Xia Xiqing leave the classroom.

The girl in the front seat turned around, "I really envy someone like Xia Xiqing with a good mind. I haven't seen how he learns, and cultural classes can always stay upstream."

Xu Qichen also agreed, especially in mathematics, he always got the first place in the class.

Maybe the Xia family has talent in learning mathematics.

He counted the writings on the desk and collected them all afternoon. He stood up to take it to the office, but was stopped by the front seat.

"By the way, Qichen, my friend wants to read the novel you lent me last time. Can you lend me a few more days?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "In the drawer, you can find it yourself. I'm going to hand in my homework."

"Thank you."

On the way back from the administration building, Xu Qichen suddenly thought of something.

He still has the new online shopping book he picked up from the school's mail room in the drawer in the morning. He just tore the package and there is no place to put it in the drawer. Aware of this problem, he involuntarily moved faster.

The mood became anxious, as if there was a pair of invisible hands digging what was buried deep in his heart and couldn't see the light. He began to complain about his carelessness, complain about his previous carelessness, and complain about why the stairs were so long.

Finally, he ran to the classroom wearing rough clothes. Xu Qichen looked up at the classmates in the classroom. He was still the same as when he went out, sleeping on ~www.NovelMTL.com~, and there was no big change.

His heart sank a little bit.

The girl in the front seat looked at him, "You are back." She shook the book in her hand, "I have been looking for it for a long time, there are so many books in your drawer."

A thin layer of sweat formed on Xu Qichen's back, which was extremely sticky and made his skin unable to breathe.

"Yeah... it's time to clean up."

He was a little grateful, but he didn't seem to be found.

The girl turned around and smiled, "Unexpectedly, you can read the original English book."

His back was stiff and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak.

"When I took this, I saw that you had several English original books stuffed inside. It's amazing. I still have trouble reading the original books."

She didn't seem to notice anything, the expression on her face was very clear.

The front seatmate who had been immersed in transcribing English notes suddenly turned around and pushed his eyes on the bridge of his nose, "Do you have the original English book? What book is it, can you lend me a look?"

Xu Qichen put his hand in the drawer and looked at the boy, "Hmm..."

The so-called original English books are actually Giovanni’s Room and Brokeback Mountain, both of which are **** literature.

There was some confusion in the boy's eyes, as if he was asking Xu Qichen why he hesitated. It was clear that the book at the same table was in his drawer just now.

He swallowed, only to feel the thorns on his back. I don’t know if it’s a coincidence that the class bell suddenly rang, and Xu Qichen said in a low voice, "If you take out the late self-study and the teacher sees it, it may be confiscated. I will bring you a few more books tomorrow and you will take them back to read."

"Oh..." The doubt on the boy's face was still not cleared, but he still turned around.

Xu Qichen seemed to be escaping from a famine, and while everyone was not paying attention, he squeezed the new book on the table into his schoolbag, zippered tightly, and held it with his back. After studying in the evening, I left the classroom with my bag.

The rain outside continued for a whole day without stopping. Xu Qichen was drenched in the rain with his schoolbag, and walked to the bus stop. He used to be with Xia Zhixu, but suddenly he was the only one left. He felt uncomfortable.

Since the car accident, Xu Qichen has become a complete pessimist. No matter what, he will use the worst possible judgment. The bleak autumn wind pumped his half-damp body, and even his spine trembled slightly.

He felt that what he was holding in his arms was not a book, but a timing, explosion, and bomb.

When others accidentally stepped on his carefully hidden tail, he realized that he was afraid.

"Why sit here alone?"

Xu Qichen raised his head and saw a car parked in front of him, the window of which was rolled down, Zhang Zhengxin.

"Teacher..." Xu Qichen coughed, "I'm waiting for the bus."

"Come on, I'll take you back. It's still raining. If you get sick, your aunt will die in a hurry." Zhang Zhengxin saw that he didn't move, so he got out of the car and opened the door for him, "Hurry up, be obedient."

Xu Qichen got into the car with some hesitation in his schoolbag, and Zhang Zhengxin turned the steering wheel, "Xia Zhixu goes to the training camp, you can only go home alone every day?"

"It's not..." Xu Qichen wanted to explain, "It's okay to be alone, just drop in. We usually get together."

"Very good, the friends we made in high school are the purest. Our high school classmates are still in touch now, and we go out drinking together when we are free."

is it? Xu Qichen held the wet schoolbag tightly in his hand.

These two words are too ironic for him.

Zhang Zhengxin drove him to the downstairs of the unit building. Xu Qichen got out of the car and asked, "Teacher, are you not going up?"

Zhang Zhengxin shook his head and smiled, "The influence is not good."

Xu Qichen gave a cry, and was about to turn upstairs, and heard Zhang Zhengxin speak from behind, "Why don't you go up and ask your aunt to see if she has time now, would you like to come down?"

His tone was very gentle, Xu Qichen smiled, "Okay."

During the time Xia Zhixu was away, Xu Qichen remained the same every day, reading and studying quietly in his small space, and chatting with Xia Xiqing, who also had free time, or writing something by himself. . He will still not participate in the social circles of any person or group, and will try to avoid caring about hot topics in everyone's mouth, and maintain his invisible posture.

Until one day, a girl from another class called him to the door of the classroom and handed her a love letter.

"I have liked you for a long time... Please read this letter." After speaking, she turned and left.

Xu Qichen really admires their courage, which is something he doesn't have.

He held the pink letter and returned to the classroom. Just two steps away, Xiao Yue, a female classmate who has always been gossiping, took the letter out. Yin and Yang sighed weirdly, "Oh, another poor little girl is thinking about it. It's on our talented Xu."

The tone of this sentence made Xu Qichen uncomfortable. He stretched out his hand and spoke lightly, "You give me the letter first."

"Look at it, anyway, you will definitely reject her in the end."

Xu Qichen frowned slightly, Xiao Yue in front of him once sent himself a confession text message on Valentine's Day in the second year of high school, but he refused. He took into account her privacy and did not mention it to anyone.

Seeing Xu Qichen not speaking, Xiao Yue opened the envelope and said, "Tsk tsk, two pieces of paper, you can really write."

A girl next to her also started to booze, "How embarrassed to write a letter to Xu Dawei without two brushes."

"Give it to me, don't read it." Xu Qichen's tone sank a lot, his face also showed obvious discomfort.

Seeing him like this, Xiao Yue felt panicked, and her voice became sharp, "Isn't it just a love letter, why are you still protecting it? Is it possible that you have changed sex? You like girls again?"

What she said in a hurry was like a knife, rawly cutting Xu Qichen's chest open.

Xu Qichen couldn't find it, his lips began to tremble, "Don't talk nonsense..."

"I'm nonsense? You think everyone is stupid. Who hasn't talked about it in private. Don't pretend to be a flower protector if you don't like girls. It's disgusting."

The pink letter was thrown on Xu Qichen's face by Xiao Yue and fell to the ground again.

Xu Qichen stood in the aisle for a while before stooping to pick up the letter.

It turns out that the previous things have never passed.

It became a seed, infiltrated by rumors in a dark corner, and grew wildly and brutally when it was lucky enough to cover its eyes, and grew into a treacherous plant that only one could not see.

Originally, all the insiders and suspicions were just secretly exchanging information underground, carefully avoiding him as the client. But since the quarrel with Xiao Yue, they seemed to have found a pass to discuss this matter openly. No one cared about his thoughts anymore. The rumors finally evolved into a viral infection method, spreading out unscrupulously.

"Hey, have you heard? Xu Qichen in Class 4 is **** and likes men."

"Really, he used to be in the same class as me."

"Although I am not very discriminatory against this... um... but it feels a bit weird to appear next to me."

"I'm going, the guy in class 4 really likes men, so scared."

"What are you afraid of? People who can still be a man like it."

"It's also hahaha."

People always feel that they are just discussing in good faith, but everyone tends to ignore one point. A soft knife is also a knife, and it hurts if you stabbed it in.

Xu Qichen couldn't help being teased insinuatingly even when he was receiving homework.

"You're the only one who didn't hand in the reading training. Give it to me quickly. I'm going to the office."

The boy who was urged to do homework was originally a low-achieving student. He only entered the key class because of his relationship. He looked up at Xu Qichen while playing the game, and said with a hippie smile, "Class representative, I'll discuss something with you, look at me. I’ve never laughed at you behind my back. I’m different from them. You just look at me for being so enlightened, accommodating?”

The boys around all laughed, exaggerating one by one.

Xu Qichen's face was pale, clenching his back teeth tightly, and standing beside his seat for a while, before speaking in a dumb voice, "Whatever you want, you can hand it over to Teacher Zhang."

He didn't have the courage to confront the girl who asked him to borrow the book and ask him if he had leaked his privacy, nor did he have the courage and energy to investigate the source of the rumors.

His ears began to be out of his own control. He heard people talking about the books he had read, some people talking about the same-sex movies he had seen, and even more so, looking for any corroborating evidence from the articles he had written and received praise. The clues of their guess.

Everyone is not malicious, everyone is just sharing secrets.

Xu Qichen felt desperate. If he was dragged down by these chaotic details, then he could frankly pick out the mockers hiding in the dark corners one by one and overthrow their "slander." But he can't.

Just like the heavy snow that he had been guilty of for many years, he could not deny that he was really excited and happy for the snow disaster that buried many lives from the heart.

He couldn't deny that he was indeed, and he liked a boy.

In the physical education class, Xu Qichen stood silently in the class team. People were too close to each other, so close that he had hallucinations, as if everyone’s eyes were on him, or he was blatantly contemptuous, or There is a vain kindness.

"Today is the pre-test physical test. You boys and girls are separated. The boys will take push-ups first, and count each other in pairs. The same goes for girls. I will go to the equipment room for the sit-ups."

The physical education teacher said that he left after dispersing. Everyone hasn't completely dispersed yet. It is still the boy who refused to hand in the homework. He joked, "Don't put me and Xu Qichen together."

The boys in the back row laughed.

Xu Qichen still did not speak, there was no expression on his face.

Xia Xiqing, who has always been absent from class lately, took physical education classes uncharacteristically today. Hearing the boy saying such things in the back, he frowned and said, "Did your mother ever teach you how to speak humans? Heart, teach you how to be a person?"

Xu Qichen tugged Xia Xiqing's arm, and just about to speak, the boy cursed back again, "It's up to you to talk to me. You are helping him like this, so I'm not afraid that he will agree with him."

Everyone laughed again. Xia Xiqing shook Xu Qichen's hand, rushed up and grabbed the man by the collar, with a low voice, "Who does it matter to you? What beam are you jumping on?"

"I just can't understand homosexuality!"

"Who the **** makes you used to it!" Xia Xiqing punched the man in the left cheek and kicked again, "Who do you think you are!"

The other classmates stepped forward and pulled the two apart. The boy was even more reluctant after being beaten, and continued to curse, "What are you so anxious about, maybe you are a **** yourself," he vomited blood. Mozi, "It's **** disgusting."

"I don't understand, what kind of person I like has something to do with you, what is the strength of talking about one by one!" Xia Xiqing's arm was firmly grasped by two people, and he couldn't move. "I just like a dog, and it's me. About that dog!"

Everyone's focus was attracted by the two of them. Xu Qichen, who was the center of the topic, stood on the sidelines and couldn't do anything.

In the end, the matter turned into a fight and trouble, and was stabbed to the teaching office.

The three people involved all entered the office. Xia Xiqing originally wanted to take it all, but Xu Qichen killed him because of himself.

Zhang Zhengxin couldn't bear to see Xu Qichen like this, so he discussed the mitigation of the punishment with Director Wang in the name of a composition contest, and in the end it was nothing.

But no one thought that in the eyes of the students underneath, such a major event was turned into a small matter, but it became a kind of shelter between the teacher and the good student.

It's like the aberration of a virus, which has been charged with a whole new charge.

Sitting on the training bus, hurried back to the quiet and thrifty Xia Zhixu, full of expectation. He has grown up so big, and there has never been anyone who can make him miss so much, feeling that his heart is no longer in this body. Sojourn to the chest of another person.

"Hey, Senior Xia, did you read the school's post?"

The younger brother who went to the training camp with him sat behind him, Xia Zhixu looked blank, "Post it, what's wrong, I didn't hold the phone."

"I just saw that when I just went out of the camp, my classmate sent me a link to a post. It's a matter of your grade."

Xia Zhixu was not very interested, but the younger brother murmured, "Class 4 is a key liberal arts class, how could this be..."

"Class 4? What happened to Class 4?" Xia Zhixu grabbed the phone from his younger brother, and the page displayed on the screen was a post from the official post of Jingjian High School.

[High School (4) The teacher in charge of the class has an ambiguous relationship with the male classmates. There are pictures and the truth. Does the school leave it alone? 】

Xia Zhixu frowned and turned down and saw a photo of a student getting into a car. The photo was not clear, but Xia Zhixu recognized Xu Qichen at a glance. The car was also Zhang Zhengxin’s car. .

He felt cold behind his back, his fingers began to stiffen, and turned down, the main building unexpectedly listed the various evidences of the two.

[Zhang Zhengxin has several office interviews with Xu Qichen in the name of composition counseling. ]

[Xu Qichen participated in various competitions under the recommendation of Zhang Zhengxin. Zhang Zhengxin used power for personal gain and sought a place for him. ]

[Many people witnessed Xu Qichen getting into Zhang Zhengxin's car after school, and the two behaved closely. ]

...

The following replies are even more terrifying. Various IDs talk about the rumors between the two. Some people say that Zhang Zhengxin is very indulging in Qichen. No matter what mistakes he makes, he will not blame him or even cover him in front of the dean. Some people say that Xu Qichen approached Zhang Zhengxin because of the number of places in the liberal arts class, and even led the head teacher to his home.

The younger brother stretched his head, watching Xia Zhixu's expression getting more and more wrong, his hands began to tremble, and he patted him, "Senior, are you okay? What's wrong with you?"

After getting out of the car, Xia Zhixu rushed to the teaching building without even taking the bag, and climbed up the stairs desperately.

He didn't understand, he just left for a month, what would become like this.

How could he have something to do with Zhang Zhengxin, it's impossible.

He who stopped at the door of Class 4 shouted inside, "Where is Xu Qichen!"

At dinner, there was only a small group of people in the class, no one responded to him, everyone looked at him silently like a monster.

"Are you dumb? Where is Xu Qichen?!"

Then someone said, "He didn't come to school today..."

Xia Zhixu leaned on the door of Class 4, gasping for breath. He looked at the people in this class coldly, without saying a word, and left the fifth floor.

Approaching late autumn, the wind blew on his face, like a thin knife blade.

When Chen Fang saw Xia Zhixu's return, he immediately greeted him, "Zhixu, you're back." He saw that Xia Zhixu's expression was not right, and he cautiously said, "Do you know that..."

"Why did it happen like this?" Xia Zhixu faced him with a puzzled and painful expression on his face, "I have only been away for a few days..."

Chen Fang thought he was shocked because of Xu Qichen's sexuality. "I didn't expect that he would like it... Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Xia Zhixu wiped his face, he desperately needs to know the truth, "What about Xia Xiqing, where has he gone."

"Don't mention it, Xia Xiqing had a fight with a man from Class 4 about this incident. Director Wang called his dad and took him back." Chen Fang sighed, "His dad will definitely be the same when he goes back. You didn't run away after being beaten up. You didn't know who beat him up from childhood."

Xia Zhixu's mind was very messy, and he didn't have a clue. He wanted to delete that post, and wanted to find out everyone who was ridiculing and spreading rumors below, but he couldn't do it at all.

He couldn't even think about how Xu Qichen survived this month when he was absent.

"Hey! Where are you going?"

"I'll go to Xu Qichen."

Chen Fang stopped his arm, "Don't go, you listen to me. They all said that Director Wang went to his house today, and you will only make things more troublesome now."

"I know that you have a good relationship with him, and I also know that Xu Qichen is not that kind of person. But now you calm down, there has been an accident on Xia Xiqing's side, and Xu Qichen doesn't want you to get involved."

When the two were talking, Li Ming, who was in the same class, said through an aisle, "Hey, you are still thinking about your ‘good friend’, be careful, what if he entangles you."

He deliberately emphasized the three words good friend.

Xia Zhixu's eyes reddened all of a sudden, grabbed the chair next to him, and was hugged tightly by Chen Fang, "Don't! Calm down! Li Ming, you **** say nothing! Are you sick?"

"Zhi Xu, calm down, if you cause something, Xu Qichen will collapse."

Everyone in the class was hiding far away, Xia Zhixu looked like a wild beast on the verge of madness, his chest undulating violently, his eyes staring at Li Ming fiercely.

He will collapse.

Xia Zhixu finally put down the chair in his hand.

He didn't want to stay in this place for a moment.

Leaving the classroom in silence, sitting on the 729 bus that they took together every day, returned to the bus stop opposite home.

When Director Wang came to the door, Xu Qichen was the only one at home.

He didn't lie to ask for leave, escape from reality, he was indeed sick.

Director Wang saw that his eyes were very complicated, and Xu Qichen knew in his heart that he was a good student who could win glory for Jing and Thrift in his eyes, but in this month, everything changed, and he turned the whole Jing Thrift upside down. Become everyone’s talk.

"Director Wang, you drink water." Xu Qichen handed him a cup of hot water and sat on the opposite sofa.

"Xu Qichen, you are a good boy, I know it." Director Wang put the water on the table, "Actually, many of those rumors are chasing after the wind. I see it very clearly, and I believe you and Teacher Zhang have nothing. "

Xu Qichen licked his dry lower lip due to low-grade fever, and said dumbly, "Director, Teacher Zhang is innocent, please don't punish him. He really didn't do anything."

Director Wang sighed, "As you know, this matter has a very bad influence on our frugality. Now the whole school is discussing this matter. Many people are involved, like Xia Xiqing in your class, who could have won When it comes to extra points, now because of fighting and making trouble, the leader says that punishment must be imposed. All awards are not counted."

He knew what Director Wang meant, saying that Xia Xiqing was actually talking about himself.

"Look, there is one recommended place for the liberal arts and sciences. Xia Zhixu just participated in the training camp, and the science recommendation is basically set. In the liberal arts, whether it is awards or usual results, you are the first. Originally..."

Hearing the three words Xia Zhixu from Director Wang's mouth, Xu Qichen began to fall into his tinnitus. He couldn't hear the rest of the words clearly, only a dull pain in his chest.

Xia Zhixu's face appeared before his eyes. He smiled happily, talking about the major he wanted to learn in the future and what kind of person he wanted to be.

Fear began to bite into Xu Qichen's will.

He is so afraid, if things continue to deteriorate and continue to expand, will Xia Zhixu be involved?

Will someone associate him with himself?

They will be so good, many people know.

He hardly remembered how he sent Director Wang out, nor how long he sat groggy by the bed after returning to the room.

When the four-day low-grade fever finally ended, he finally walked out of the house.

It was another rainy day. Holding an umbrella, he walked to the bus station alone. He originally wanted to go back to school, but found a familiar figure standing by the station, supporting a black bicycle that he had only seen once.

"Xu Qichen?"

Xia Zhixu could hardly believe his eyes. From the day he came back, he would wait here every morning, hoping to wait for him that day, but when he finally waited, he felt it was his own illusion.

The person holding the umbrella in front of him has lost a lot of weight, and the broken rain in late autumn is like needles, densely pricked on Xia Zhixu's body.

Xu Qichen was wrapped in a black umbrella cover, his steps seemed very vacant, and there was no sound when he stepped on the ground.

Xia Zhixu dropped the bicycle and walked in front of him. He had a lot of things to say to him, but all was choked in his throat. Finally, he could only ask hardly, "How are you?"

Xu Qichen raised his eyes and looked at him. His amber eyes were very dark, just like the sky now.

"I know those are rumors, I know, you and Teacher Zhang..."

The person in front of him seemed to be stabbed hard by something, and said hoarsely, "No, I have nothing to do with him."

The sound of rain mixed with his voice, it made people feel cold.

"I know……"

"He was just pursuing my aunt, I explained it, no one believed it."

He held the handle of the umbrella tightly in his hand, and Xia Zhixu wanted to hug him, never before thinking like this.

"I believe, I believe everything you say."

As soon as he stretched out his hand, Xu Qichen took a step back, huddling in the corner like a tortured stray cat.

Xia Zhixu's hand trembled, and he finally closed it back, his voice low and hoarse, "Even if you really are..."

"I'm not."

Xu Qichen lowered his head and muttered to himself, "I am not, I am not."

Such repeated statements seemed to convince himself. He raised his head and looked into Xia Zhixu's eyes, "I am not gay, I am not."

Xia Zhixu choked his throat, looked at his red eyes, and nodded hard, "I know, don't be afraid, I believe you..."

When a bus drove past, Xu Qichen seemed to be a drowning man who had been struggling for a long time. He finally found a piece of driftwood. He didn't even see what number of cars it was, and ran over.

When the car door opened, Xia Zhixu's heart was so flustered, he followed Xu Qichen in a daze and asked, "I believe you, are we still friends?"

Xu Qichen got on the car without turning his head, "I don't want to be friends with you anymore. I have no friends."

Xia Zhixu was stunned in front of the car door, unable to move.

It wasn't until the car door was closed that his out-of-body soul finally returned. He picked up the bicycle he had thrown on the ground and rode on it frantically to chase the bus that fleeing Xu Qichen.

"I disagree! Xu Qichen, I disagree!"

He shouted hoarsely, "You said we will always be friends! You said it!"

"I really believe in you! If you say no, it is no, I believe everything you say! Stop!"

The rain drenched his coat and sweater, and his almost crazy heart. Everyone who came and went on the street was watching his jokes.

The bus went farther and farther, and finally shrank into a tiny spot of light in the gray rain curtain, disappearing from the field of vision.

Xia Zhixu finally stopped and stopped at the traffic lights. He threw the bicycle aside, and the rain and tears poured out uncontrollably.

He lowered his head and murmured, "What did I do wrong, you tell me... Why did it become like this..."

He kicked on the isolation fence beside him, venting all his emotions.

"Who the **** wants to be friends with you! Who the **** wants to be friends with you!"

He didn't squat down slowly until he had no strength anymore.

"I don't want to be friends with you..."

If I knew it, I wouldn't be friends in the beginning.

Xia Zhixu, who had been on sick leave for a day, returned to the classroom in the evening with a blank face and self-study. Without saying a word, he bowed his head and did the questions in silence.

Chen Fang didn't tell him carefully until get out of class was over.

Xu Qichen transferred school.

Xia Zhixu seemed to have been expecting it. He did not show any emotional waves, nor did he care where he transferred to another school. He only replied indifferently, "Good time."

Good to go.

For many days after that, he was very calm, as if the name Xu Qichen had never appeared in his life, he was still the little sun envied and longed for by everyone.

Even Chen Fang thought he had let go.

Towards the end of the term, the two of them who had just come out of the office met a group of boys from Class 4, and they passed by in the corridor.

I heard the man say, "Damn, when will this punishment be finished? That dead **** walked away all by himself, really..."

Before finishing speaking, Xia Zhixu threw a stack of math study question books in his hand on the ground, pressed the man on the railing of the corridor and beat him to death. Without saying a word, he fisted and punched again. With a punch, he couldn't hide, and he vomited blood on the ground.

No one can stop him.

Not surprisingly, Xia Zhixu was called to the teaching office, along with the boy who was discharged from the hospital, and the parents of both parties.

Director Wang did not want to punish him. After all, he was a rare good seedling. He worked hard to reconcile and finally convinced the other parent to choose a private mediation method, and asked Xia Zhixu to apologize to the boy who was beaten face to face.

"I won't apologize." No matter how Director Wang persuades, Xia Zhixu still has only this sentence.

"I know... how do you..."

"You Jingjian teaches such students? Or outstanding students? What kind of character!"

Director Wang was a little anxious, "Xia Zhixu, you! Do you have to force the school to cancel your quota to be satisfied?!"

Xia Zhixu raised his head and looked at Director Wang, with a calm tone, "If you have any quota, you can take it. I don't need to be recommended to be able to get into T University. I do what I say."

Then he turned his face and stared at the boy.

"As for you, if I hear you say no to him again, I will see it once, call it once, and call it until you remember it."

After speaking, he walked out of the office.

Xia Zhixu was cancelled the recommended place, and the matter was also ended.

He felt very ironic, obviously the other party had already left, but when he calmed down, he still asked someone to inquire about Xu Qichen's news over and over again, wondering where he would go to study and where he wanted to apply for the application, the closer he was to the college entrance examination. , The more I feel flustered.

But he forgot that Xu Qichen's only connection with this world was himself.

On the day when he went to report at T University, standing at the school gate, he received a text message from Xia Xiqing.

[Xu Qichen stayed in the city, at W University, he asked me to say congratulations to you. ]