BE Crazy Demon Survival System

Xu Qichen's fingers were held by him, and the cold fingertips became hot.

Of course he is willing to live with Xia Zhixu, but he has been taken badly, and now he wants to tease him.

"No." Xu Qichen rolled his eyes, with no expression on his face, "I am still used to living alone. It is troublesome for two people to live with different living habits."

Seeing his stern words, the look of expectation on Xia Zhixu's face diminished a little.

Xu Qichen glanced at Xia Zhixu, feeling a little happy about his success, so he shook the hand he held his own, and asked tentatively, "What's wrong, you're not happy?"

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "No, I'm mentally prepared."

What he said was also the fact that Xia Zhixu had the lowest psychological expectations for everything that happened with Xu Qichen. All this was as good as a dream, so he always planned for the worst.

He lowered his head, the corner of his mouth pulled out a smile, but the emotions in his eyes were very complicated and unspeakable, but he still squeezed Xu Qichen's fingers one after another, "I was too anxious."

I don't know why, Xia Zhixu was still very scared, always wondering if he was too eager, for fear of stepping forward and scaring Xu Qichen away.

Xu Qichen raised his head and saw the slight change in his expression. His heart twitched and it hurt.

He sat up all of a sudden, straddling Xia Zhixu with his legs apart, his arms around his neck, and he began to panic, "I just teased you. I really want to live with you, really." He tilted his head to see Xia Zhixu's expression, "Don't be sad, I really lied to you."

Both people were silent for a while. Then Xia Zhixu raised his eyebrows dubiously, touched his forehead, and rubbed the tip of his nose, "Then moving?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "Move."

His hands gently rubbed the thin soft skin on Xu Qichen's hip, "When?"

"Today." Xu Qichen smiled and kissed Xia Zhixu's lips.

Xia Zhixu grabbed his hip bone. For no apparent reason, his hands began to tremble, very slightly, but Xu Qichen quickly noticed it. He looked down, but Xia Zhixu started coughing again.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Qichen touched his face, "Are you sick? His complexion is not good."

Xia Zhixu shook his head, hugged him and said nothing.

"Where are you uncomfortable? Let's go to the doctor first." Xu Qichen followed his back for him, very worried.

"It's okay, it's just a smoker." Xia Zhixu buried his head on Xu Qichen's side of his neck and kissed the skin there, "It's fine to get past."

"When did you start committing the crime?" Xu Qichen held him comfortingly, "Is it just now?"

"It's been a while."

When writing the article, Xu Qichen checked relevant information and knew that smoking cravings can be big or small, chest tightness, heart palpitations, emotional instability, and even more serious physical reactions.

He touched the back of Xia Zhixu's neck, held his shoulders away, and looked at him face to face.

"Know Xu, shall we quit smoking?" Xu Qichen's voice was very gentle, like a gentle breeze that couldn't blow the curtain higher, "Don't smoke anymore."

The two were close at hand, Xia Zhixu looked at him with dark black eyes, her long, dense eyelashes flashed twice, her eyes drooped silently, like a child who had done something wrong.

Such Xia Zhixu reminded Xu Qichen of his classmates gathering, his heart was tightly held by a pair of invisible hands, and he was sad.

"Didn't you say that you smoke because your heart is empty?" Xu Qichen touched his chest, his heart beating very fast, like a palpitation reaction, "I'm going to live in now. You can't smoke anymore. Smoked to me."

Xia Zhixu was finally amused. Although he was still bowing his head, the little tiger teeth showed up, "Heart and lungs are not connected."

"What I say is what."

I also learned to play rogues, and have grown a lot. Xia Zhixu hugged his midfielder, "Okay, little ancestor has the final say."

"In short, don't smoke. Smoking is a chronic suicide." Xu Qichen's tone was serious. "You smoke because of me, so I will be responsible for helping you quit smoking."

Xia Zhixu patted his forehead, smiled and said, "You think it's so simple."

Xu Qichen's eyes looked diagonally upward, and he would make such small movements every time he thought about things, "I heard...when you are addicted to cigarettes, you can do other things to distract, so you don't want to smoke that much. For example, watching movies and listening to songs."

Xia Zhixu shook his head bluntly, "I tried it, it's useless."

It's really a tricky thing.

"Hmm... what about this?" Xu Qichen suddenly held his chin, pressed his lips, and kissed him gently, unconsciously shifting his hand from his chin to the back of his neck, and tilted his face. The kiss went deeper. He closed his eyes and couldn't see Xia Zhixu's slightly dilated pupils. He only felt his broad palms gradually move up his spine during the deep kiss.

At the moment before the initiative was taken away, Xu Qichen let go of him, his lips were red, and he was panting slightly.

He once again stretched out his hand to stroke Xia Zhixu's left chest, and muttered to himself thoughtfully: "Why do you seem to be jumping faster..."

Isn't that...

Xia Zhixu didn't quite understand Xu Qichen's brain circuits. The symptom of flustered was that he was suppressed a little, but he woke up with some other desires and urgently needed to be satisfied.

He slammed Xu Qichen on the sofa with his hands, and Xu Qichen's body bounced slightly on the soft sofa. The dark brown hair was lifted up slightly and fell back to his forehead. His beautiful transparent pupils were straight. Looking at Xia Zhixu.

"I think your method is quite effective, I'm much better."

The first is to affirm him.

"But I think the effect is not enough."

No matter how small it is, it is easier to succeed.

"Then what to do?" Xu Qichen's eyes were clear and clean, full of concern.

Sure enough, he was hooked.

"I think..." Xia Zhixu reached Xu Qichen's ear and whispered quietly, "I should do something more distracting."

Xu Qichen was inexplicably moved by the hard bite.

The warm air sprayed to his ears, making him itchy, and his body shuddered slightly, feeling like an ice cream under the sun, which could only melt irreversibly in his arms.

Xia Zhixu kissed Xu Qichen one by one, holding his lower lip every time. When he loosened it, he would pull slightly, and then lower his head to kiss him, back and forth several times, like a hook Like Xu Qichen, he subconsciously hooked his hand to the back of Xia Zhixu's neck, and unconsciously lifted his waist slightly, trying to reach him.

Xu Qichen had learned to take off guard automatically, which made Xia Zhixu feel the happiness of being trusted and needed.

The sweetness of the candy spreads very slowly, remaining between the lips and teeth, and it seems to be catalyzed by the heat released by the blending of the lips and tongue, becoming more and more sticky, sticking to their hearts. Xu Qichen likes to be kissed by him, and there is always a beautiful illusion of giving him all his breath.

At the end of a long kiss, Xia Zhixu moved to his side neck, which still had the crimson hickey left behind last night.

He kissed the hickey gently. The skin on this piece is very thin. When the lips are pressed on, he can feel the pulse beating. The tiny vibration makes the lips numb, and he **** hard, as if he can touch it. To the warm blood surging under this skin.

Xu Qichen couldn't restrain his breath, stretched out his hand and grabbed Xia Zhixu's hair, "This...is...how do you quit smoking?"

"Only this can completely distract my attention." Xia Zhixu raised his head, and the corners of his mouth curled up. "You said you wanted to help me. I'll beg you to quit smoking."

Please...

Just like this, Xu Qichen fell into his trap again. Despite his tolerance, he irresistibly lost himself in desire.

Xia Zhixu thought it was amazing, because Xu Qichen when he was drunk and when he was awake were completely two people, and they had completely different experiences.

One is innocent and tempting, and one cannot refuse.

The other is restrained and stubborn, making people want to occupy.

The space on the sofa is a bit small. Xia Zhixu hugged Xu Qichen tightly, and the two people stuck together intimately. Xu Qichen was exhausted and was about to fall asleep, only to hear Xia Zhixu whispering in his ear, "Compared to nicotine, it is more difficult for you to quit. This way of quitting smoking is to fight poison with poison."

Xu Qichen thought of the Brokeback Mountain he had read before, and said weakly the most classic dialogue in that book.

"IwishIcanquityou."

Xia Zhixu kissed him on the forehead, "No, I don't want to quit you at all."

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the two of them went out and drove back to Xu Qichen's place, preparing to pack the moving luggage together.

Obviously it is such a close relationship. Xia Zhixu was still a little nervous when he took the elevator upstairs, just like when he went to his house on the night of the New Year many years ago.

He suddenly remembered, "By the way, is your aunt still living in the former community?"

"Yeah." Xu Qichen was wearing Xia Zhixu's shirt with a little long sleeves. He lowered his head and rolled his cuffs. Xia Zhixu looked strenuously and grabbed his arm to help him roll it up. "Then your aunt and Teacher Zhang..."

"Do you still remember." Xu Qichen looked at him with a serious expression, "They were together again when I was a senior. They had always taken care of my emotions before, fearing that I might think of something unpleasant."

With a ding sound, the elevator door opened.

"Actually, I didn't mind for a long time. Speaking of which, Teacher Zhang was the most innocent. But for me, they endured not seeing each other. They obviously liked each other." Xu Qichen laughed, "Is it very stupid?"

Xia Zhixu touched his neck, "You shouldn't be treated like that, you are also very innocent."

Xu Qichen grabbed his hand, walked two steps backwards face to face, smiled and said, "I am not innocent."

Then suddenly stopped his retreat, causing Xia Zhixu because of inertia to prevent him from bumping into him.

"I really liked a boy." Xu Qichen kissed Xia Zhixu's lips, "I was very guilty at the time."

The two quickly walked to the door of the apartment where Xu Qichen lived. Xu Qichen turned around and opened the door, "So you know why I couldn't fight back and curse back then?"

With a click, the door opened. Xu Qichen stood at the door and turned his head to look at him.

"all because of you."

Xia Zhixu took Xu Qichen's hand, "Yes, it's all because of me." He took Xu Qichen's shoulders and looked around the house where he lived alone, "It feels like ours, but I still understand it well. Your preference."

Xu Qichen patted the hand on his shoulder, "Whatever is ours."

Xu Qichen's house is small, but the layout is very good, with plenty of sunlight. Compared with the bedroom, the study is the largest. There are two rows of large cabinets filled with Xu Qichen's books.

He is a strange person. It is obvious that the technology in this society is so advanced, but he still likes paper books very much. When the sun is good, the sun shines on the floor through the large glass windows, and he will like something he likes. His book was spread out and dried on the ground, and he sat on the floor with him, picking up a copy and reading.

"Oh, by the way, the empty house next to our bedroom is where I plan to make your study." Xia Zhixu said while looking at the study.

"What about your studio?"

"Next door." Xia Zhixu said with a smile, "Just across a wall, I am going to insert a glass in the middle so that I can see each other while working. Of course, if you don't want to see me, you can put the curtains. Pull up."

Xu Qichen also smiled, "I don't want to see you. I guess I won't use the curtain."

"Don't." Xia Zhixu twisted his cheek, "For my work efficiency, I should pull it up occasionally."

Seeing him seriously discussing with himself, Xu Qichen couldn't help but laugh, "We are still here now, and we are still discussing the decoration of the new house so enthusiastically, it looks like..."

His words stopped abruptly, and his face suddenly turned away.

Xia Zhixu was a little confused and asked naturally, "What is it like?"

Like a newlyweds.

When his mind was hot, such a strange metaphor appeared, which made him feel embarrassed, let alone speak out.

He smiled, "Like two little fools."

Don't tell him all your thoughts.

It was not early, and the two people discussed and decided to spend the night in this house first, and by the way, they would pack their things and call the moving company to help move the house early tomorrow morning. Xia Zhixu helped Xu Qichen tidy up the books on the bookshelf. His arms were long enough and his arm strength was also very good, and Xu Qichen hardly needed to do anything.

Xu Qichen cleared the desk. He opened the drawer and saw that Xia Zhixu had emptied an entire bookshelf. Worried that he would be tired, he asked, "Do you drink water?"

"Okay." Xia Zhixu took down the last stack of books and put them in the box, watching Xu Qichen walk out of the room.

Xia Zhi Xugan was a little bored standing there. He was curious when he saw that the drawer of his desk had been opened, so he walked over.

When Xu Qichen walked in with two glasses of water, he found Xia Zhixu standing at the desk with his back facing him, as if looking at something.

What's in the desk?

He suddenly thought of something, and quickly put the water glass on the shelf, "Don't look at my drawer!"

Xia Zhixu turned around, holding a gray hairband in his hand, with a slightly confused expression on his face.

Xu Qichen couldn't take care of anything else. He stepped forward and snatched the hairband from his hand. He didn't have enough confidence to talk and began to stammer, "You, why do you look at my drawer casually?"

"I'm sorry, I just opened this drawer just now..." Xia Zhixu frowned questioningly, "Is that hair band yours?"

"Yes, yes."

Xia Zhixu took a step forward, "But you don't play ball? Isn't your body not suitable for intense exercise? Why..."

Xu Qichen tucked the hairband into his coat, half turned around to distract the subject, "Well, get hungry, I just ordered pizza and it will be here in a while..."

"Is it for me?" Xia Zhixu grabbed one of his hands, his tone was not very firm, half inquiring and half tentative.

Xu Qichen wanted to say no, and wanted to deny it. The reason was that he was too naive and ignorant at the beginning. He angered him and even alienated him for this hairband. Although this was not his intention, I think about it now. , He was just because he had fallen in love with Xia Zhixu.

The gift that could not be delivered to him was originally worthless.

But when he walked to the store again and wanted to return the hair band, he felt reluctant.

This is the first time he tried to send his heart.

He didn't even know the specific reason, so he kept this hairband carefully for ten years.

Put it in the drawer of your desk, and you can see it every day, just like every time you close your eyes, you can see the hearty boy in a white shirt.

"Is it for me?"

Xia Zhixu's tone became weaker, and his certainty diminished.

Forget it, there is no need to hide.

Xu Qichen took the starting belt from his pocket, handed it to Xia Zhixu, nodded, "Yeah."

Although he seemed to be self-righteous when he asked, Xia Zhixu always felt that when he saw this hairband, he felt very familiar. It reminded him of the hairband that his brother left at home when he was freshman in high school. He only wore it. A few times he was abandoned because of "bad luck" and never used it again.

"This is really for me? Why..." He failed to finish the following words, too much thought in his mind.

Why didn't you give it to him? Why did you hide it?

"At that time, I saw that you brought your brother's hair band, so I thought I bought it for nothing, so I didn't show it to you." Xu Qichen truthfully explained the situation at the time, "In fact, it's nothing. I should have bought this in advance. I'll tell you, I..." Before he finished speaking, Xia Zhixu held Xu Qichen tightly in his arms.

Xia Zhixu didn't speak, just hugged him like this.

There are too many regrets between them, too many to describe it simply by coincidence, and too many to always feel that the script that God arranged for them is a setting with no destiny.

"Why do you want to send me a hair band?"

Xu Qichen smiled relievedly, "Why can I like you?"

"Then why did you ignore me later?"

He rubbed Xia Zhixu's neck again, "I like you, so I am angry."

At the beginning, so many unclear emotions, so many thoughts that I could not guess, are actually just natural blindfolds set by children who are new to love.

After the clouds saw the fog, I realized that love was at work.

"I'm so pitiful." Xia Zhixu put his hand down, supported Xu Qichen's thigh and hugged him up in a koala pose, and turned upside down. "When I was young, I was eaten to death by you. When you get angry, I don’t even dare to ask why, I try my best to please you and coax you, but it is because of this, alas."

Xu Qichen hugged his neck tightly, "Are you afraid of me being angry?"

"Scared." Xia Zhixu put him on the table, pressing his knees with both hands, "I just want to offer you to the incense table every day, and I will offer you delicious and delicious foods, morning, afternoon and evening. Xiang Tiantian kowtows to you. Little ancestor, as long as you are happy every day, I will be very happy."

Xu Qichen felt warm in his heart, as if he fell on a fluffy quilt that had been exposed to the sun. He stretched out a hand and gently touched Xia Zhixu's face.

I saw him suddenly laugh.

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Qichen asked.

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "I just think it's a pity that there are no cats in the Chinese zodiac." He grabbed the hand Xu Qichen used to touch his own, and squeezed his fingers, "You, it looks so similar. The kitten."

I cut myself off from the world when I was indifferent, and terribly cute when I acted like a baby.

Just give him a lot of tenderness and love, no matter how lonely stray cats will become docile, willing to follow you home, and gently stretch out their paws, touch you, open those beautiful eyes, as if To you.

[Be nice to me, I will be better. ]