Break-up

Chapter 14: That feeling is too bad, like being abandoned by the world.

    Gu Yanting returned home, leaned against the wall and threw himself on the sofa, drunk before falling asleep, suddenly remembered that Tang Yi did not allow him to wear shoes into the living room.

      Kicked the shoes off, his eyes were blurry, and he couldn't see which pair of slippers belonged to him. He always felt that they were all swaying back and forth. He reached out and grabbed a few times before he caught a pair.

    When putting on shoes, Gu Yanting subconsciously smiled in the direction of the sofa. In the past, if he didn't change his shoes and entered the house, he just laughed and corrected in time. Tang Yi frowned and looked coldly. You can always wrap his head around him verbally. This time, his head was a little dizzy. After he finished laughing, Tang Yi's various instructions automatically sounded in his mind.

    —If you drink alcohol, you have to go to the toilet first.

    —After vomiting and urinating, you should wash your hands and brush your teeth before going to bed.

    —In bed, lie down and sleep against the wall.

    Usually the toilet that is only a few steps away is extraordinarily far. Gu Yanting carefully touched the toilet all the way, feeling that everything around was playing hide-and-seek with him. to the front. But he didn't dare to walk hard or wave his arms at will. These things were carefully picked by Tang Yi. Once he broke a vase after drinking, and it took Tang Yi four months to find an identical one.

    Gu Yanting bent down and shrank his arms, just like an old sweet potato thief. By the time he walked across the line of fire to the toilet, half an hour had passed. It took him another half an hour to induce vomiting in the toilet to pee and wash his hands. When he came out of the bathroom, he didn't forget to gently close the toilet door, and then used the posture of stealing sweet potatoes again, carefully touching the bedroom all the way.

    Wrapped in the quilt and rolled it up and leaned against the wall consciously, Gu Yanting thought, "My wife is too fierce." With a contented tut, "I can finally get a good night's sleep."

    However, this sleep was not as sweet and sweet as expected.

    There were many noisy and chaotic scenes in the dream, all kinds of people without faces, Gu Yanting couldn't see his own face, but he knew who those people were.

    As if she was five or six years old, Gu's mother was holding his hand and taking him to a neighbor's house.

    "This boy is so handsome!" The neighbor aunt smiled and touched his head, grabbed two candies from the table and put them in his hand.

    Gu Yanting frowned and looked at it. He didn't know how long the candy bar had been in place. Gu's mother hugged him very embarrassedly and thanked the other party. He didn't want to pick it up. The neighbor aunt smiled and praised, "This child is quite shy."

    Gu Yanting is not shy, when Gu's mother peeled off the candy wrapper for him, he clearly saw the sticky piece of candy sticking between the candy wrapper and the candy cube. He knocked off the candy, and said with some disgust, "There is no brand!"

    Gu's mother and the neighbor aunt were all stunned.

    Gu Yanting snorted again, "There is no shelf life, it's all gone bad and melted!"

    The neighbor's aunt's face suddenly became like a candy wrapper, red and green, so embarrassed that she couldn't even squeeze out a smile. Gu's mother pointed at him angrily and said, "You, you, you!"

    

    A fat beating is inevitable in the end, Gu's father goes home and drags his shoes off and kicks him, Gu's mother hesitates to say anything and pulls the frame, repeatedly saying, "Don't, old Gu , don't hit him, he's not... you don't hit me! What should we do if the children hate us later!"

    Gu Yanting did not suffer from beatings from childhood to adulthood. He grew up while being beaten, but he gradually understood the painstaking efforts of his parents. His academic performance has been poor, and he has fought in groups several times in elementary and junior high schools. Later, in the middle school entrance examination, he turned on a plug-in and performed exceptionally well, and he was two points away from the admission line of key high schools.

    Papa Gu was so happy that he kept his mouth shut. He was kind to him throughout the summer vacation, and he often cooked pork ribs for him.

    It's just that when he can't see, Dad Gu will suffocate his head in the corridor and smoke one by one, as if he has encountered a big trouble.

    In the end, Gu Yanting was inexplicably admitted to a key high school. Some people say that he bought it with money from his family, of course Gu Yanting doesn't believe it, but everyone wants to enter the key high school after sharpening their brains. Although it is possible to find someone to "accommodate" within five points, and the standard of one point and fifteen thousand, the price is clearly marked and the old man is not deceived.

    But two cents is 30,000 yuan, which is enough for them to eat and drink for a whole year.

    Gu Yanting didn't have a good time in high school. He said that he would rather be a chicken head than a phoenix tail. The people who didn't have enough scores were put into a separate class. Except for him, all the classmates in the class are quite affluent. His trousers, which can only be stretched to reach the ankles, and the shoes that occasionally push out small holes, are all out of tune with the bright and shiny class atmosphere of this class. His foundation is far from the progress of the key high school, and he is also very difficult to study.

    However, he is still top-notch. When the English teacher in the school talks about the test papers, when they talk about words such as handsome and Mesmerizing, they will bring Gu Yanting's name out for a walk. For a time, in extreme embarrassment, he became the new male **** of the school's limelight.

    He was reluctant to make friends with girls. Under the contradiction of inferiority and conceit, he was gradually excluded by the boys and became a lonely person.

    Lin Rui is probably the first boy. He is well-dressed, looks as good as him, and at the same time warmly greets him.

    The direct consequence of the car accident was that he continued to rest at home for six months after the treatment. He heard from the doctor that there was a slight brain damage. Gu Yanting was not very clear about the consequences. This is tight-lipped, he doesn't feel any discomfort and that's all.

    Because of the beautiful face that fell from the sky like an angel that day, and the famine caused by the perpetrator Gu's father who could not find the perpetrator, Gu Yanting suddenly calmed down and began to concentrate on reading the book.

    When he went to school again, he happened to take the final exam.

      classmate.

    He only wears school uniform every day, and his shoes still have a thumb hole. But that feeling of inferiority is gradually disappearing. Later, he and the boys in the ordinary class gradually became friends and made more and more friends.

    Gu Yanting is very reliant on his friends, he would rather suffer a loss and be a big head, would rather this group of friends just eat and drink with him, and he does not want to be alone.

    That feeling is too bad, like being abandoned by the world.

    He didn't know what the innate fear was, but instinctively resisted.

    The situation in the dream became more and more chaotic and complicated, and he suddenly saw himself on a bridge, staggering towards a beautiful woman, calling for mother. Suddenly, I felt myself flying along the high cliff, up and down suddenly, and there was a turbid and turbulent river under my feet. I dreamed again that the teacher handed out the test paper, and everyone had to hand in the paper.

      In the past, full of tenderness.

    Gu Yanting heaved a sigh of relief, the anxiety and impatience all night were finally appeased, and he passed out comfortably.

    ---

    When Gu Yanting woke up again, the clock on the bedroom wall just clicked and it was stuck at midnight.

    It was raining outside. The other side of the bed was icy cold, and the chill of the autumn rain made Tang Yi's side icy cold. While Gu Yanting put his hand on his head and rubbed his temples, he habitually moved to Tang Yi's half to warm him up.

    Tang Yi is a little bit afraid of the cold, and the things about warming the bed in autumn and winter are all Gu Yanting's, otherwise Tang Yi would rather lie on top of him and sleep.

    The dull pain of drunkenness rushed towards his temple, as if the lid was about to be pushed open. Gu Yanting warmed for a while and then worried, lying on the left and right, and finally touched the mobile phone from the bedside table and sent a text message to Tang Yi.

    —wife, why are you still working overtime? What time will you be back?

    The phone was quiet, and no one answered after two minutes.

    Gu Yanting stared at the phone for a long time, and then sent - I'm warming your bed, when will you be back? Do you want me to pick you up?

    …

    No one responded.

    Gu Yanting suddenly became a little worried - Tang Yi didn't say he worked overtime? Why don't you text back? Did something happen?

    He sat up agitatedly, only to feel that the more he thought about it, the worse he felt, and he hurriedly put on his pants while dialing Tang Yi's cell phone.

    When I grabbed my jacket and rushed out, the phone that had been hung up three times in a row was finally connected.

    Gu Yanting's eyes were full of panic, and he tripped when he left the bedroom, almost planting a dog to eat shit, "Tang Yi, where are you?! I'll pick you up!"

    "Pick you up!"

    Tang Yi looked at the phone with a livid face, gritted his teeth and roared, "Gu Yanting, can you **** rely on it! And let me sleep!"

    The person opposite suddenly became quiet. Tang Yi suddenly had insomnia tonight, and he was obviously sleepy, but he couldn't sleep. After counting the sheep, I passed all the sons and grandsons of the sheep, and then I felt a little sleepy.

    I never thought that just after falling asleep, Gu Yanting would send text messages and make phone calls, all inexplicable words.

    Tang Yi contorted his face, the irritability of insomnia made him want to eat Gu Yanting's belly, but rationally, he still left a little kind of thought, waiting for the other party to explain the meaning of tonight.

    The dark night is extraordinarily quiet, and the sound of rain hitting the window is cool and cold.

    Tang Yi closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm himself down.

    Gu Yanting fell like something, and then fell into an inexplicable silence.

    Tang Yi waited for three minutes, but this time he was too lazy to talk to the other party, so he reached out and hung up the phone. A second before the finger was about to be pressed down, an intermittent question suddenly came from the microphone.

    "Tang Yi, let's not break up, okay?"

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