Break-up

    Tang Yi:

    By the time you read this letter, 80% of me is gone. Maybe I went to the Western Paradise of Paradise, maybe I saw the Queen Mother of the West and ate the little pan peaches, or maybe I was slapped into hell, and slammed into the sea of ​​​​fire in a frying pan, just to not drink the bowl of Mengpo soup.

    Of course, it is most likely to be packed in a small boxy box, one meter eighty-five (may shrink a little when it gets old), the burned ash Not even a stick. Tsk, it hurts a bit to write this, and I suddenly died of reluctance.

    I forgot to introduce myself, I am twenty-eight years old. Today you told me about my life experience. You explained Shen Fan and every bit of information you found very slowly and clearly. I don't know what my performance looks like today, it should be very calm. Because I already guessed it.

    Just still sad.

      Fragments, such as when a little kid called me a wild breed, I remember very clearly, and I also remember the expressions of my parents when I first got home.

    I vaguely know that I was adopted by my parents, but they are really kind to me, which is enough to make up for all my shortcomings. When I was a kid, I would eat the stewed pork ribs at home. When I was in high school, I didn’t get enough grades. In order to buy it for me, my father also borrowed from the Western family and caused a lot of famine. It's not that I didn't think about my biological parents, but when I thought about it at that time, I hoped that I would earn money in the future and let my parents have a good life, and then when those two came to recognize me, I would take the money hard Slap them hard in the face and make them go away.

    But I know it today, but I find that I don't know how many times I've rehearsed the scene in my mind, and it doesn't work at all.

    I have an impression of the fish tank Vivi said today.

    The same fish tank that appeared in my dreams countless times is an absurd story. There was a middle-aged man with a gentle face. I called his father, and he would cook for me, teach me to read, and often trot over to lift me up, turn around in high circles, and then coax me. Like a little girl, she took out a big white rabbit toffee from her suit pocket and gave it to me.

    I'm not sure if he's the guy you're talking about, it's ironic if he is.

    When you said the first sentence, I knew what you were going to say, but when you said the three words of Zhou Dongzhuan, I still couldn't restrain my body from chilling. At that time, I opened my mouth to ask you for a glass of water, and you were stunned for a while, and then I realized that the water glass was in my hand, and there was only half a glass of water left in it, and there were faint signs of tipping out as the glass trembled.

    At that moment, the word "birth father" became more vivid and real than ever before, and it was also unprecedentedly hideous.

    I don't want to recognize him or hate him. But my heart is still blocked.

    However, after I calmed down, those strong emotions slowly dissipated, and I began to feel fortunate again. I am so fortunate to have met my current parents, and I am also fortunate to meet you.

    That is why I am writing this letter to you.

    Because you have been carefully observing my expression tonight, but you don't know how distressing your own expression is.

    You have been taking care of my emotions, and you have even thought about it, what if I don't want to recognize my relatives and force me, or I want to recognize that someone is obstructing me. You said that you already have your own small independent company, and you are not afraid of anyone’s threats. As long as I am happy, you will take the whole company with me, carry the knife when it’s time to go up, and the queen when it’s time to go down.

    I then understand why you suddenly want to acquire this subsidiary. You looked indifferent when you said this, but I laughed slyly.

    You asked me what was wrong.

    You laughed, but I got wet eyes when I bowed my head.

    At that time, I thought, the only regret in my life is not being able to write the word Tang Yi in the spouse column on my account.

    The matter of my biological father has been thrown out of my mind for a long time, and all the melancholy and helpless emotions have been replaced by even greater fear. I have never been more afraid of losing you, and I have never been more afraid of you being wronged.

    So I wrote this letter while you were asleep.

    As long as I am here, I will try my best not to let you suffer any grievances. If, in case one day, I go first. Tang Yi, the following things are all I have. This may be the last thing I get to for you, but don't be sad, I love you no matter where I am.

    [My surname is Gu, Ming Yanting, 28 years old, native place: T province. There is only one lover in this life, surnamed Tang and given name Yi.

      One motor vehicle, Volvo S60.

    If I unfortunately pass away due to illness or accident, all my property will be given to my lover Tang Yi unconditionally. 】May his life be prosperous and peaceful.

    Gu Yanting

    December 26, 200X

    Chapter 60 He remembered what Tang Yixiao looked like when he asked him "let's try" slightly (below)

    Tang Yi imagined many scenes when he told Gu Yanting about his life. Either way made him nervous and sad, and he couldn't predict Gu Yanting's reaction, let alone the impact on the latter. So he became sluggish, but he didn't want Gu Yanting to be kept in the dark, or to be informed and used by people with ulterior motives.

    He hesitated and swayed for a long time, and finally after Christmas, he put everything he knew to a showdown.

    The reason was that he heard Gu Yanting's conversation when he passed by Weiwei's door that night. Gu Yanting was interested in a fish tank in Zhou's house. Tang Yi smiled and shook his head. Just as he was about to walk away, Gu Yanting asked Weiwei in a low voice, "Weiwei, is that so?"

    His voice trembled a little, but it was still clear, "Are there two peach blossoms on the base of that fish tank?"

    "It seems like..." Wei Wei said, "The flowers are so big."

    "Yes, is it going this way, that's it?" Gu Yanting raised his voice a little, then lowered it again, "No, it's this way, it's like this..."

    Weiwei doesn't have many vocabulary, so he can only vaguely say a lot.

    The texture of the fish tank, the size, the color of the base, the pattern of the carvings, the position of the missing corners, and...the simple lines drawn on it are small fish and the sun.

    He spoke slowly until all the details were lost.

    At the end, Weiwei had forgotten what he was crying about. He blinked, raised his face in surprise and asked Gu Yanting, "Uncle, what you said is exactly the same, do you have one too?"

    Gu Yanting did not speak.

    After a long time, Tang Yi heard him sigh softly, and replied in a low voice, "Well."

    —

    Tang Yi couldn't tell whether it was because of the faintly discernible choking in the low-pitched answer, or because the pressure brought about by this secret had already made him unbearable, and he didn't even have time to prepare and make a belly , Just when Gu Yanting came out of the second bedroom, he grabbed him abruptly and said, "Let's talk."

    The conversation went well.

    Gu Yanting was very silent the whole time, Tang Yi couldn't help staring at his facial expression when he spoke, so he saw his Adam's apple rolling up and down, and the trembling slightly until he could barely hold the cup right hand.

    When Tang Yi finished speaking, Gu Yanting suddenly smiled.

    He said, "Hey, I'm fine."

    Tang Yi couldn't help being a little surprised, and heard him say again, "It's almost New Year's Day, can you go home with me?"

    Good? Naturally is good.

      When he came back from a business trip this time, he went home for half an afternoon, looked after Gu's father and Gu's mother, and hurried back to the city in the evening.

    Tang Yi felt a sense of guilt that Gu Yanting "married his wife and forgot his mother" at that time. At this time, after contacting back and forth, it became a matter of course to review the family together.

    So he quickly bought a massage seat and a foot bath and let the manufacturer deliver it. Then he called Secretary Zhao to come and pick up Weiwei. When everything was packed and loaded into the car, Tang Yi suddenly hesitated.

    He slowly selected clothes one by one, and then took Gu Yanting for reference, and finally spent half an hour choosing the clothes. Gu Yanting was immersed in the joy of going home, and seeing that he was dressed, he went downstairs first. Who knew that just as he went downstairs and touched the car door, he saw Tang Yi stick his head out from the balcony and called him, "Come up again."

    Gu Yanting can only lock the car and go upstairs again. Tang Yi was frowning when he opened the door, but he said, "Can I do this?"

    "..." Gu Yanting didn't dare to be impatient, and nodded like a chicken pecking at the rice, "Okay!"

     Son, I'm going to change again."

    …

    Tang Yi was very nervous. In the past two years, he actually sent a lot of things to the Gu family, but most of them were made by others. On a formal level, the last time he met the second elder of the Gu family was with The time when Gu Yanting broke up.

     Baguai stopped in front of a staff dormitory in a cheese building.

    There are very few people living in this area, only a few families drying towels or clothes on the balcony with peeling walls.

    Tang Yi was stunned for a moment, then saw Gu Yanting pointing his finger at him, reminding him: "Look, that's my home."

    Tang Yi turned his head to the side, and finally found a dark balcony under the guidance of Gu Yanting. Gu Yanting smiled and said after a while, "When I was sent here, my first reaction was that this place is really old."

    "I was a little **** at that time. I don't know if I said anything ugly or did any **** things. But I'm afraid it won't be much better." Gu Yanting's arm supported the car window, Squinting, he smiled and said, "My parents didn't throw me out, it's really kind."

    Tang Yi didn't expect that he would take the initiative to mention these, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

    Gu Yanting didn't pause for a long time, he glanced outside and said, "He has a wide network and a lot of money. If he really wants to find a lost mother and son, he won't have no news for so many years. It's not that difficult. So most of the time, he didn't want to look for it. My mother should have been the third child he raised in the south. Whether she knew it or not, this marriage was wrong after all."

    "I was sensitive and inferior when I was in middle school, and then gradually developed into autism. Most of it has something to do with this. I was five or six years old when I was put out for adoption, the age of fully understanding human affairs. His father and mother disappeared one after another, and only he was thrown around, and finally entered a completely unfamiliar family. That kind of feeling must be very uncomfortable. "

    Tang Yi did not speak, reached out and grabbed his hand, and squeezed it twice. He remembered the time when Gu Yanting sent text messages pitifully when he was on a business trip.

    "I just want you to know my past," Gu Yanting also grabbed Tang Yi with his backhand, and finally pulled his fingers together, "know my thoughts."

    "I know." Tang Yi smiled.

    Gu Yanting also smiled and looked outside with him for a while. When it was getting dark, snowflakes suddenly floated in the sky, and large tracts fell quietly and quietly. Gu Yanting rubbed his hands, restarted the car and drove out.

    When the two of them went all the way to Gu's house, it was completely dark. Gu's mother stewed a table of dishes, and Gu's father waited at home. When Gu Yanting and Tang Yi knocked on the door, they saw that the second old man was wearing brand new clothes, and they came to greet them as if they were New Year's Eve.

    The massage chair manufacturer has already delivered to your door in advance, and placed it in the most conspicuous place in the living room. While mother Gu blamed Tang Yi for spending money, she happily pushed Dad Gu up to demonstrate to Tang Yi.

    A meal was eaten and joked until nearly ten o'clock. Gu Yanting hurriedly washed the tableware and chopsticks, and pushed Dad Gu and Mom Gu to the bedroom to let them sleep first, and then carefully got into the second bedroom.

    Tang Yi was sitting in front of his small desk reading a book when he looked up and saw him smiling.

    Gu Yanting also smiled at Tang Yi. He didn't move forward in a hurry, but stood in the same place and looked at Tang Yi's profile with the light from the side of the lamp.

    The corners of Tang Yi's mouth are slightly upturned, and when he is in a good mood, he will bend into a very beautiful arc. In Gu Yanting's heart, it was a perfect lip shape, even if he looked at it from a distance, his heart softened.

    He remembered how Tang Yixiao asked him, "Let's give it a try".

    It was an autumn afternoon, Tang Yi was walking seriously on the Ginkgo Road in the school, the golden leaves fell on the ground, and there were many students on the road taking pictures. Gu Yanting followed Tang Yi and peeked at him, who knew that Tang Yi suddenly stopped when he reached the corner. Gu Yanting followed closely, almost bumping his head into his arms.

    Tang Yi smiled and rolled his eyes. Gu Yanting blushed unconsciously and took a step back, but was caught by him.

    "Gu Yanting, will you try it with me? If not, we will divide it."

    "Good."

    They have all gone through hardships and missed each other, and there are still all kinds of ready-made or imminent unpleasant things waiting for them. But this did not prevent them from finally coming together again, and nesting in this hut warmly and comfortably.

    It was snowing heavily outside, and a layer of water vapor quickly condensed on the bedroom window.

    Gu Yanting smiled and leaned forward, kissing Tang Yi's mouth gently, "What are you looking at?"

    "Read the book," Tang Yi squeezed his face with a smile, and turned to the last page to show him - "Only when we wake up, the genius will break the dawn. The dawn is not only the dawn. . The sun is but a morning star."

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