COS Dazai Osamu’s I Got Into the Conan Crew

Tsushima Shuji neither likes nor dislikes rainy days.

but…

Whenever he heard the sound of rain falling, he would always be extra calm.

It's just like……

A movement familiar to the soul.

So whenever it rained, he would open the window, listen to the sound of the rain, feel the occasional cold raindrops falling in, and at the same time, listen to his own voice.

The sound of blood dripping.

From the lowness when it first dripped on the floor, to the sound of blood dripping down when a pool of blood had accumulated.

are all different.

Like a slow, gradual lullaby.

In such a voice, Tsushima Shuji fell asleep.

In the dream, he saw the memory of the past again.

A...a memory he forgot.

"Shouldn't you be thinking about developing me into a better tool?" the young boy asked blankly.

It doesn't matter to talk about yourself as a tool.

"Why do you think so?" The man with black ribbons on his eyes looked down at him.

"This is the best solution." The boy looked calm.

"Of course not... Raising a child is not the same as raising a tool..." The man explained with a smile while thinking about the words.

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"So Xiuzhi you are also different, and...you are perfect." The man said so.

"I thought you'd find a tool to polish it..." the boy said.

"Should diamonds be polished with diamonds?" The man chuckled faintly.

"But... are diamonds the only thing in the world that is incomparably precious?" The man's tone was filled with sincere doubts.

It's Mr. Sen's words...

Diamonds should be polished with diamonds.

Tsushima Shuji watched all this from outside the memory screen.

"This sentence... so familiar..." He looked at his younger self with a blank expression.

"Sorry, I said too much." The man crouched down and covered the boy's eyes with his hands.

Tsushima Shuji stood aside and fell into a deep sleep as he watched his younger self fall softly.

And the man picked him up.

He smiled when he passed by Tsushima Shuji.

"Cure you are much more precious than diamonds."

"You are..." The man seemed to say to the boy who was lying on his shoulders, who was already sound asleep, and also seemed to say to Shuji Tsushima beside him.

Then, the dream shattered.

Tsushima Shuji stood in a pitch-dark space, and when he looked up, it was pitch-dark above, and there was no starlight at all.

"Ah... I remembered a little bit again." He sighed.

Sure enough, it was Mr. Sen's fault.

This sentence is so memorable.

But what did the adoptive father say...

what…

Really.

Who the **** is disturbing my sleep?

…

"Tsushima, Tsushima, wake up, Tsushima, cheer up—" Edogawa Conan kept shaking Tsushima Shuji.

Seeing that he couldn't wake the other party no matter what, he gritted his teeth and turned to run outside.

Call the police and find an ambulance.

"It's annoying..." A low voice sounded.

Edogawa Conan stopped.

"Tsujima? You're awake, great, I thought you..." No way.

Edogawa Conan heaved a sigh of relief and turned his head to look at the boy.

The other party sat up and lowered his head.

When he turned around and approached, the boy raised his head.

Leng Dan's eyes stared straight at him.

Almost instantly, Edogawa Conan smelled the smell of rust, or rather... a strong, sickening smell of blood.

As if the whole person was soaked in blood, the red liquid kept pouring into the nasal cavity.

Countless unknown and indecipherable information poured into his brain, and someone's whispers echoed in his mind.

He was clearly unbearable, his eyes were slack, and red liquid began to come out of his ears and nose, as well as his eyes.

He stood there blankly, as if he had become a statue.

"Ah...it's Conan..." Tsushima Shuji blinked and said.

I have to keep playing, but I can't just die.

So at that moment, countless messages and whispers receded like a tide.

Edogawa Conan blinked.

"Tsujima...?" He looked at the boy stiffly.

"What's the matter with you? You're suddenly in a daze." Tsushima Shuji asked with concern.

"I don't know either." Edogawa Conan bowed his head stiffly and looked at his hand.

Why did he just...

Suddenly stunned?

"Really... It's not a good thing to sneak into someone else's room without saying a word. You must have been frightened by me." Tsushima Shuji pressed the switch of the light next to him, and the room suddenly became brighter.

A puddle of blood was clearly on the ground.

The blood at the feet of Conan Edogawa was also evident.

But the face is clean.

"What are you looking for me for?" Tsushima Shuji got out of bed and naturally found a roll of bandages from the suitcase.

Sitting aside, he tied another clean bandage on top of the blood-stained bandage.

Looking at his actions, Edogawa Conan completely recovered his senses.

"I just want to ask what you are doing! Are you... committing suicide?!" Edogawa Conan asked in a low voice, gritted his teeth.

Although when he first met Tsushima, the other party had already shown suicidal tendencies.

The other party was seen hanging or jumping into a river more than once.

but…

Such a wrist cut scene...

It was the first time I saw Edogawa Conan.

At this moment, his mind was full of lightning and thunder, and the boy's pale face.

"No, it's just too hot, let's pour some blood and calm down." Tsushima Shuji denied suicide.

"I still have to live to destroy the organization, how can I easily commit suicide?" He smiled and said it for granted.

fraud.

Edogawa Conan shouted inwardly.

This guy from Tsushima... obviously he is really begging for death! !

"It's just a little blood. I usually vomit so much every day. It's totally fine." Tsushima Shuji waved his hand to comfort the elementary school students~www.wuxiamtl.com~ You haven't said why you came to me? . ' the boy continued to ask.

"I just came to see you." Edogawa Conan said.

He no longer wanted to ask Shuji Tsushima's attitude towards the organization.

I also don't want to ask whether Tsushima Shuji can give up the idea of ​​joining the organization.

Tsushima Shuji is a lunatic, and completely insane.

Edogawa Conan lowered his eyes.

Tsushima Shuji's desire to die... also intensified.

The Tsushima Shuji that he saw at first, obviously...

According to Ayumi, it is a big brother with crying eyes.

He is a boy who silently asks the world for help.

He is a young man who struggles in pain, but is still strong and alive, and shows a child's expression because of some things.

instead of...

After cutting his wrists to commit suicide, he casually said that he just wanted to bleed a calm and calm young man because of the hot weather.

In his eyes...

There is no longer a so-called cry for help.

It seems that his world is completely closed, and even a window is no longer open to the outside world.

"Live." Edogawa Conan said to Tsushima Shuji.

In any case, even if the purpose is to destroy the organization...

Live on, Tsushima.

"Of course, I will live until the day the organization is destroyed." The boy smiled.

"boom-"

A gunshot echoed throughout the hotel.

"What happened?!" Edogawa Conan suddenly turned his head and looked out the door.

"The sound of gunshots... Could it be that someone killed someone with a gun?" Tsushima Shuji also stood up and guessed.

The sound of footsteps could be heard in the corridor outside the house.

Apparently he came after hearing the gunshots.

"Go and have a look." Tsushima Shuji stepped forward to open the door and came to the corridor.