Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other

Growing up, I only tried to be taken care of, but I never took care of others.

Moreover, he was actually a man other than a consort.

But when life is alive, there are more than one or two immeasurable things?

After Xu Fang drank the bowl of medicine, he vomited unstoppable. It took Qinggu's great effort to suppress the toxicity that broke out in his body, but he did not wake up after that.

Qinggu said that if he doesn't get better within three days, he is afraid that he will not be able to recover.

I stayed by the side of Xufang’s bed day and night, wiped him, and fed him porridge and water.

Xu Fang's expression deteriorated, and her pulse became weaker and weaker. Apart from shaking her head, Qing Gu didn't say anything anymore.

After leaving the room, I asked her, is there no other remedy?

Green aunt said, he himself doesn't have the will to survive, what can I do?

I said at a loss: "He promised that I would try to wake up, how come I don't have the consciousness of survival?"

Qinggu said: "Although he is in a coma at the moment, he may not be unconscious, but every time he finds his pulse, there is no wave. Alas, what can he do even if he wakes up? You feel guilty for him even outsiders like me. Can't you see if he is out? When he wakes up, it will only put you in a dilemma. It's better to just leave it like this. Maybe you can leave a thought in your heart."

I:"……"

Green aunt said: "You don't believe it? Do you believe it? You keep saying in his ear from now on, "As long as you wake up, I will marry you". Maybe you will wake up tomorrow?"

Me: "...Auntie, if you say that, I will suspect that you are colluding..."

Although the educated young aunt is a dead horse and a living horse doctor, I was persuaded.

It is the night breeze and the night breeze.

I looked at Xu Fang in the moonlight next to the bed for a long time, made up my mind, and then slowly said, "Xu Fang?"

His brows and eyes remained motionless.

"I have known each other for so long, I never told you my name, right?"

"Well... when I was born, the garden in front of my house was full of begonia flowers, the flowers were so beautiful and charming, and my father wanted me to be like his son, so he called me to be his son."

"Actually, when I was young, I lived very happily every day. My parents loved me very much. There was also a big brother who loved me very much. He even loved the stars in the sky and was willing to pick it for me."

"But somehow, later, my father became more and more busy, and my mother became more and more indifferent to me. My eldest brother was busy sharing the worries for my father. I felt so lost that I had nowhere to say. Once I ran away and fell into the mountains. The trap of helplessness has never existed in my life."

"At that time, a man fell from the sky and saved me."

"My heart never left him again."

"After a lot of things, I am no longer an ignorant little girl, but even if he treats me badly and treats me badly, I have never lost the heart that I gave it."

"Xu Fang, you are the second one to save me from the distress when I feel helpless."

"You treat me very well, really well. I have lived so long, and this is the first time I heard someone tell me that I am more worthy of being treated better than anyone in this world."

"In the past few days... I occasionally think, if the person I met at the age of thirteen was you..."

I deliberately stopped and didn't say any more. After a while, Fang continued:

"If you just fall asleep like this, your past and your future will all disappear. You are dedicated to me, but I don't necessarily cry for such a stranger. If you wake up, what will happen in the future? Although it is unpredictable, at least, there is a future."

I pondered for a long time, but after all, I didn't say the last word.

Although, I am afraid that I will exhaust my life and I will not be able to forget him.

In the end, I was tired and fell asleep by the bed. The next morning, the sun was awakened. When I opened my eyes, I met the other pair of eyes, which were clear and bright.

When Qing Aunt came and smiled, I sore my nose and asked Xu Fang, "Aren't you going back to the light?"

Xu Fang's pale paper face burst into a warm smile.

I always thought that after Xu Fang woke up, I could tell him frankly that all I told him that night were white lies. I was trying to save you. Now that you are ill, I am relieved and I am gone. Don't be sad tomorrow will be better.

After speaking, you can get away with it.

But the fact is that he fainted not a while after waking up that day, fainting, fainting, Qinggu said: "Poisoning sequelae, this is a normal phenomenon, don’t worry, he will heal slowly. It’s just not too much stimulation, especially mentally."

When I heard this, I silently shrank my hand to collect my burdens.

After such a flash, I lived in this town for another month, and my leg injury was almost healed, and I was able to go shopping without crutches.

Although Xu Fang did not allow me to act alone, he was afraid that the victims who escaped from time to time would be infected.

The outbreak of the plague in Lincun has not been resolved. Nearly half of the people in the entire village have died of illness. The epidemic spread so quickly that even the Chinese emperor of Beijing was helpless. I guess it is time for the court to be cruel.

Thinking about going, I went out while Xu Fang was resting and met the local magistrate.

Although there is no object that can identify me, Huang Zhixian knelt down tremblingly when he saw me. I expected it to be true. With my father’s temperament, I ran away by myself, and he would send someone to paint me well. The portrait was sent to the official offices in the north and south of the world.

Originally, I just wanted to know the situation of the epidemic and disaster relief. Unexpectedly, I learned the news that my father and daughter were sick.

I can’t wait to rush back to Beijing right away. Seeing the sunset, I can’t make time to take the boat, so I decided to return tomorrow morning.

Because of anxious heart, I immersed myself in thinking on the way back, and couldn't care about the back, forth, left, right, and inadvertently just heard the sound of "careful" and people threw him down.

When I looked up, I found that the person was Xu Fang.

Looking closer, he found that there was a person lying on his body. The person was dying, and the next moment he automatically fell to the ground and foamed at the mouth.

The passers-by had already been scared to flee without a trace.

Seeing that I was innocent, Xu Fang hurriedly let go of me. He seemed to be afraid of being infected by others, for fear of infecting me. He carefully stepped back two steps, frowning at the fainted refugees.

I took a few more glances and said, "Relax, his hands and feet are white in complexion, and there is no sign of measles on his neck, but he is hungry and fainted and has not contracted the disease. Besides, it is impossible for officials to get sick. People left the village."

He just breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay if you're fine, why did you run out of the street alone?"

I looked up and watched the sun shine on his face through the shade of the trees, the light spots were very beautiful.

At that moment I realized what a big mistake I had made.

In order to save people, he said so many specious words, and I couldn't bear it for more than a month.

Princess Xiangyi's dream can wake up at any time, but the dream she weaves for Xu Fang will never come true.

I carried a basket of vegetables and stuck out my tongue: "I want to add some meat, but I don't know that the plague makes the chickens and dogs restless, so I have to continue to be vegetarian."

Xu Fang took over the basket, as if I would break my hand after a while, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

He took me to the river to buy fish.

I watched him walking towards the distant sky, and remembered the first encounter with him, the river was still the same.

Under the shade of the trees by the river bank, there were a few girls who made paper lanterns. Xu Fang had already bought the fish and came back. Seeing me stunned, he said, "Are they making sky lanterns?"

"Ok?"

He said: "The Qiqiao Festival will be in two days. We have a custom here. The unmarried girl will make a sky lantern and write her name and wish into the sky. When the sky lantern is lowered, if a man picks it up, , You can bring a lamp to find that girl, if the girl looks like it, or she has a marriage."

I wondered: "What if it is picked up by an ugly monster?"

Xu Fang smiled and said, "She can refuse."

"If the girl who puts the sky lantern doesn't agree with the man's heart, can she go back to her door?"

Xu Fang thought for a while and said, "I guess the one who came to the door was probably the one who was secretly in love..."

I said: "This is a little harder, isn't it? Since it's a custom, there must be sky lanterns that night. They want to find a needle in a haystack?"

Xu Fang smiled when he heard the words: "Then, I don’t know, but I heard that in previous years there have been men who have found the sky lanterns made by their sweethearts in the sky, and they have spread it as a good story. If it is the direction of the heart, or Go wherever you can."

I laugh while saying nothing.

Xu Fang joked: "What? Do you want to try?"

I shook my head and said, "Didn't you just say that this was played by unmarried girls... I am not kind even if I am married and blended..."

Xu Fang wanted to speak but stopped, and I said first: "... Besides, I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for the Qiao Qiao Festival."

Xu Fang looked at me in confusion.

I said, "Tomorrow I will set off to go home."

Xu Fang was stunned and didn't seem to react to what I said.

I pretended not to see his expression, and naturally turned my head to look at the sky ahead, "I wrote a letter to my father some time ago. I originally wanted to report peace, but I didn’t expect to receive a report from him today. Letter, he said that he thinks I want to get sick. If he doesn’t go back, he will be an unfilial daughter. He will be cleared out of the house, alas." I sighed and said with a sigh, "So I will take the first boat tomorrow morning. Jiang, um, it may be early, if you can’t get up, don’t have to send me off, tonight... eat grilled fish to see me off?"

Xu Fang said nothing.

I looked back at him: "Would you like to buy wine and drink?"

He still didn't speak. Just as I was thinking about something to adjust the atmosphere, his voice sounded above his head: "You finally said it."

I stayed for a while.

"From the day I woke up to today, I finally found a reason to have to go, right?"

When the words were sorted out, my heart was relieved instead.

Xu Fang asked: "Should we... never see each other again?"

The night breeze was blowing the broken hair on his forehead. I was a little flustered. I actually wanted to say something like "meeting for thousands of miles", but when the words came to my mouth somehow, they turned into: "Well, it would be better to never see you again."

Compared with illusory fantasy.

I closed my eyes: "Xu Fang, we will never see you again."

I waited for him to answer, but did not hear the answer. In silence, he asked, "Why?"

"I won't force you to do what you don't want to do. You know that." Xu Fang's voice couldn't hear any emotions: "I think, at least we are friends, why would you tell a friend again? Don't meet like this?"

His eyes overflowed with sadness, and I dared not look at him.

"Because facing such a friend," I said, "I will feel guilty."

He looked at me quietly: "If you are afraid of guilt, would you say this to me at this moment?"

I don't know how to respond.

"You are not guilty, but afraid." He stared at me, "You are afraid that if I am by your side, one day, I will shake the position of the person in your heart."

At that moment, I was panicked, and Xu Fang's words inexplicably poke through the confusion and anxiety that have been going on since these days.

His dark eyes rippled, "You think you are deceiving me these days, but actually..."

I don't like him talking to me like this, "Stop it."

He continued: "You lied to yourself."

I was impatient: "Who do you think you are? Do you know who I am? Yes, you saved my life. I am grateful to you, but without me, you can stand here today and today. Huh? Xu Fang, even if we are even, let's not owe each other." After saying this, I turned and left.

But let him grab it.

He didn't speak, but I couldn't shake his hand, so I turned around and said, "Yes, I am afraid. The better you are to me, the more I am afraid of you, and the better you are to me, the worse he appears to be. He saved me, but he didn’t save me like you. He is occasionally considerate, but not as meticulous as you. He has so many and so many good things in my heart. Once compared with you, he looks like that. It’s so weak and so small. Do you think I am afraid that I will like you?" I shook my head, "No, Xu Fang, no."

"I'm afraid I won't like him anymore." As he said that, tears fell unconsciously, "Xu Fang, I can't imagine, I can't imagine that one day I will not like him, I already like him here. To the point, what do you want me to do?"

The strength of the hands gradually diminished.

Xu Fang looked at me with a nearly retreating look.

I let go of his hand and dried my tears with my sleeves. I ignored him and walked back. He followed me quietly and said nothing.

Until the door of the house, I thought that the fish tonight would not be able to eat, but he suddenly stood in front of me, "The night I was dead, I heard a word from you, so I desperately wanted to open my eyes. "

I looked up very slowly.

"You said, if the person I met at the age of thirteen was me and I didn't meet anyone else, it was just me..." he asked, "Will you like me?"

A sad mood surged in my heart. I have asked myself this question countless times...

I finally sighed: "I don't know. I only know that there is no if in this world."

That day, I stayed up all night, and the strange thing was that the aunt didn't return all night. I heard the **** crowing in the morning. I left a letter and left with the baggage.

Xu Fang didn't come to see me off. Although I was expected, I often remembered that if he had come that day, would I not experience such a terrible aftermath?

On the way to the pier, I accidentally caught a glimpse of the rushing figure of Auntie Green. I saw that it was still early, and thinking about her care during these days and the treatment of her leg injuries, it would be better to say hello before leaving.

She shuttled through the woods and stopped. I was about to catch up. When I fixed my eyes, I found that there was someone standing in front of her. The next moment I saw Qing aunt kneeling down on one knee, and said respectfully: "Master."

The man was dressed in a black robe and stood with his hands behind his back, with a slightly low and old voice: "What happened to the young master?"

I hid behind the tree a bit, startled in my heart, young master? What young master?

Just listen to the green aunt: "Most of the poison in the body has been resolved, and the body is recovering."

poison? Isn't Qing Gu talking about Xu Fang?

The man asked: "Did he think of anything?"

The green aunt replied: "The memory after forced detoxification has not recovered as expected, or it will take some time."

The man sternly reprimanded: "Do your best."

Qinggu said yes, and then said: "Why didn't the master meet him in person and tell him the truth..."

The man said: "His temperament has changed drastically because of his memory loss. It is hard to know what he will do when he knows the truth. During this period of time, the emperor is watching urgently. Here, it's okay, you take good care of him, and don't want anything to happen again."

"Yes."

Because the man stood on his back all the time, I couldn't see what he looked like. I saw Qinggu hesitate a bit, and the man asked coldly, "What else is there?"

The green aunt said: "The young master saved a woman who injured her leg a few months ago. She seems to be...satisfied with her."

"Girl? What's the way?"

The green aunt said: "The subordinates don't know, but she is definitely not an ordinary girl..."

When the story develops to this point, people who are eavesdropping will accidentally step on some branch and make a noise and be discovered. Naturally, I will not be stupid to this point. It's a pity that when my whole body and mind are focused on the front, I can’t find out behind me in time.的来人.

When I heard "Who are you, why are you hiding behind a tree and listening to others", I looked back and saw a little girl with braids ignorantly looking up at me. I missed a beat in my heart. Two of them.

When I turned my head again, I happened to meet the eyes of Qinggu, and the man in black also turned around. Although he couldn't see his appearance when he was masked, from his sharp eyes, I saw exactly-kill meaning.

When she wanted to escape, Aunt Qing had already fluttered to me. She glanced at me and didn't give me a chance to speak, so she fainted.

There is darkness between the sky and the earth.

I vaguely felt myself being dragged on the ground by someone wrapped in a sack.

I don't know how long I have been so groggy. When I can barely open my eyes, I find myself lying on the bed of a wooden house.

The wooden house is dilapidated, not Qinggu’s wooden house.

But Green Aunt sat in the wooden house, seeming to be waiting for me to wake up.

I wanted to stand up, but found that my hands and feet couldn't get my strength, my whole body was hot like fire, and every breath seemed to be very depressive.

Qing Aunt didn't come over, but looked at me quietly. I wanted to speak, but found that it was extremely difficult for me to even make a sound.

She was silent for a long time, and said: "You don't need to waste your energy any more. You have been infected with the plague. It is the plague that I personally gave you. Within two days, there is no doubt that you will die."

I lifted my sleeves and looked at my red sore arm.

The green aunt said: "Originally, we planned to kill you and the little girl directly and bury you. I don't want the county to have seen you. If you disappear out of thin air, I'm afraid that the first person who came down from the imperial city will search here. , Instead of ruining the master's plan, it is better to let you die here from the plague..."

She actually killed the little girl?

My palm was sweating, and I asked hoarsely, "This is... Chenjiacun?"

"You are really smart."

Chenjiacun has been sealed, and it is impossible for me to escape.

"Princess, you are already a dying person." The green aunt's eyebrows were full of pity, "You and I finally met, and you can talk about any doubts or unfulfilled wishes. It's better than death."

My chest panicked suddenly, I tried to take a few breaths but couldn't help coughing.

She said: "If you don't want to go too painful, you can't get angry."

I slowed down, leaning back on the pillow weakly, "You go."

"Don't you ask?"

I am dumbfounded: "What? Ask your master Xia Yanghou what conspiracy is, or why your young master's son has amnesia?"

Aunt Qing said in shock: "You..."

I looked at the ceiling, "I can recognize me at a glance, but I can’t hear my voice. It must not be an official in Beijing who often meets in the middle of the city. Since he is called the young master of Xu Fang, he is the father and son in nine out of ten, and Xu Fang has lost his memory for a year. Counting time, there is only one official who lost his son at the Lingnan boundary a year ago."

"Xiayang Hou Nieguang."

My weak voice said word by word: "And Xu Fang, it is the son, Nie Ran."

Qing Aunt looked at me almost with horror in her eyes.

"Although Xia Yanghou is a hero of the founding of the country, he is also a survivor of the previous dynasty," I met her eyes, "I can let my father watch but dare not move it, it is nothing but a reason."

"Hide our power and bide our time, wait for the moment, and oppose."

In the house, there was dead silence.

"Princess Xiangyi, she really deserves her reputation."

The next moment, the dagger in her sleeve pierced my neck quickly.

After a moment of silence, I saw her full of turbulent eyes.

She should have killed me without hesitation.

Why can't you do it?

However, she left without looking back without giving me an answer, without a trace.

I feel sorry for Nie Guang a little bit in my heart.

But when I finally moved to the door and wanted to push it out to see the scenery outside, I realized that I was wrong.

The door was locked tightly, leaving only a wooden window that could not be climbed out even if the frame was removed.

Rumbling.

As if I was not miserable enough, followed by thunder, the torrential rain poured down.

I put my head out of the window, and the whole village resembling a ruin, except for the dead corpse lying on the ground, not even a living person was seen.

The world was dark and gloomy, filled with the breath of death.

The torrential rain seeped in along the cracks in the roof, the big raindrops wet my hair, and the bone-to-the-bone cold wind blew my body, which was already scorching hot.

I dullly watched the damp spreading along the clothes, dripping along the corners of the clothes, supporting the table with one hand, and staggering a few steps, the whole person fell on the couch, and the soft hands and feet could no longer take any strength. .

That was the first time in my life that I was truly aware of death, that even though I was powerless, I was even more aware that something more terrifying than death was waiting for death.

I thought and thought, from running away from home to leaving Xu Fang, I tried very hard to figure out how to toss myself to death before going to death.

Who would think that God would not even give me this right. I woke up and fainted, and would wake up again when I fainted. In the end, except for feeling a little bit of my life passing by, I couldn't think anymore.

After such a day and night, until the next day dawned, after the sun had dried all my soaked clothes through the window, I found myself regaining a little energy.

But it’s not because my body has defeated the disease. When I opened my clothes and saw my body covered with rashes, when every inch of my skin was like a million insects and ants, I thought I was really complete. In this life, I finally gave the experience back.

Therefore, when I found that the sealed door was blown open by the storm last night, I didn't have the joy of escape in my heart.

I even curled up in the corner and didn't want to move.

Going out is on the streets with dead bodies, so death is really ugly.

In the end, a riot outside the door led me out.

The court has issued an ultimatum, and the village is burned at sunset.

As a result, the remaining villagers in the entire village were crazy and generally wanted to break through the officers and soldiers and rush out, but the ending was just a dead soul under the sword.

I leaned on the door frame and wondered if it was better to be burned to death than to think of a quick way to kill myself. A ten-year-old girl came out from the cabin opposite, holding a few bamboo grate and rash in her hand. Already spread on the cheeks.

Her expression was calmer than mine: "Sister, are you still alive?"

The dilapidated room was filled with cotton paper of various colors.

She said her name is Xiaoning.

Her parents had already died in the earthquake, and the grandmother who had been caring for her also died of illness not long ago.

She said that she would make a Kongming lantern to pray for the relatives in the sky.

Thinking of that day, the party invited me to spend the Qiao Qiao Festival, but I vowed to refuse.

I sat down to paste paper for Xiao Ning.

Mumbled, couldn't help but laugh.

... Laugh at that good fortune and trick people.

The time to die always flies faster than studying.

When the setting sun dyed the sky red, the two of us finally completed a light.

Xiao Ning was impressed by my red-orange-yellow-green-blue-violet lampshade, saying that I had never seen such a unique sky lantern when I grew up.

I triumphantly said that this is a rainbow lamp. Isn't watching a rainbow at night a great thing in the world? After that, she quickly wrote her wish on the top.

——It will be too late.

It rained heavily yesterday, and the weather is dry today. It is a good time to set the lights on.

The light of the mountains flickered westward, and the new moon moved eastward.

When I went out, I saw the sky lanterns in all directions, like a starry sky, full of brilliance.

Among these, most of them were released by young girls for the wishful man.

The village was full of gas and flames, and the hot breath came with the east wind.

Xiao Ning came out holding the lamp.

I sighed in my heart that some dead girls were let by heavenly parents.

She handed me the pen and smiled brightly though she had difficulty breathing, "Sister, please write your wish on it too."

wish?

I shook my head, "I have no wish."

She tilted her small head and forced the pen into my hand, "I was thinking about things when I saw you making a lamp."

I'm thinking about something?

Until now, there is nothing I can't let go of, I clearly remember that I didn't think about anyone.

Oh yes, Xu Fang.

I was thinking about looking for the sky lantern that Xu Fang said. When he saw that sky lantern, would he find that I put it on?

I thought about it this way, but didn't realize that my hand had unconsciously put a pen on the lampshade.

"Song, Lang Sheng?" Xiao Ning's voice interrupted me, "Who is he?"

Song Langsheng.

The three characters on the rainbow lamp are clear and unforgettable.

Even though the mind tried to think of another person, the body betrayed the will.

Suddenly, my vision became hazy, and tears poured up, covering everything in front of me.

I still remember this year’s Lantern Festival, there were lanterns and festoons outside the palace.

When we came out of the palace banquet with my husband and I, because of the thick snow, we had to hike back home.

He is in front and I am behind, admiring the thousands of brilliance.

He didn't know if he was in an inexplicable mood or something, so he walked side by side with me.

Fireworks were set off in the distant sky.

He suddenly said: "I have seen fireworks in the daytime in the folks, and the scenery is not inferior to the night."

I turned to look at him, his mouth was smiling, and when he thought of his former lover, he was very upset, and said, "What's so great about this princess who has seen a rainbow at night."

Song Langsheng sneered, and he didn't even bother to talk to me.

I stomped and stopped, "What are you laughing at, don't you believe me."

Song Langsheng continued to move forward, and I followed busy again, saying, "I mean, the rainbow at night is much more beautiful than the day."

Song Langsheng simply laughed.

Xiao Ning lit the lamp oil, and I looked up and watched the sky lantern slowly rise into the sky.

The rainbow rays are dazzling.

If the consort is here, I will definitely tell him, look, I didn't lie to you, the rainbow at night is ten thousand times more beautiful than the day.

Even if Yeyue disappears, even if the flames are scorching people, even if the rainbow lamp has gone with the wind...

"Sister! Be careful!"

Xiao Ning's voice was so small that it seemed to come from far, far away.

The moment I turned my head, what I saw in my pupils was the blazing beams falling towards me.

I didn't avoid it.

Instead, close your eyes.

Thinking of someone, thinking of that person crazy.

When thinking of that person, the world is suddenly far away, everything will disappear, only one person is left.

However, suddenly his waist tightened, his body lightened, and he heard the roar of horses' hoofs.

"Princess……"

There was the sound that was familiar enough to burn on the apex of my heart.

Don't dare to open your eyes.

unbelievable.

Feeling being held tightly in the arms, feeling the warm body temperature, feeling one after another on the horseback, feeling these are not hallucinations.

When the horse reached the fence at the entrance of the village, officers and soldiers stepped forward to stop me, and the person holding me said with majestic words: "I am the Daqing boy horse Song Langsheng! Who dares to stop me!"

I turned my head.

Behind him were thousands of sky lanterns, but when the fire light reflected on his face, it seemed that the sky full of light was crushed by the clear pupils.

Such amorous feelings, such elegant and unparalleled, there is no second in the world.

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I couldn't help but want to touch his face to see if everything went to nothing.

But he saw the back of his hand covered with red sores.

When treating her injuries at the young aunt’s house, she once said: “This time the infectious power of the plague, as long as you come into contact with the patient, you will not be spared.”

I stopped reaching for him.

He rode the horse intently, and the light and shadow gleamed on his face.

The road shook and shook, and I didn't notice my unusual behavior.

In fact, I really want to ask him, haven’t you left? Why is it here?

I tremblingly removed the hairpin on my head, and my long hair was blown away in the wind.

But these are important? What is more important than his appearance?

I stab the hairpin at his arm that is holding me, and jumped to the **** of the mountain road while taking advantage of the gap, fearless in my heart.

However, I heard a shout: "Atang——"

My body didn't fall down the mountain, I looked back and saw that hand, the **** hand holding me firmly.

In a moment of loss of consciousness, he also jumped from the horseback, and his other hand also circled me, pressing me in his arms, and he fell on his back, rubbing on the bumpy ground all the way, but always Never let go of me.

Wait for it to stop, stop for a long time.

He clasped my hand without slacking a point.

I turned my head and saw blood dripping all the way, seeing his whole back and his whole legs soaked with blood.

The strongest and softest part of my heart was defeated by him.

Tears couldn't be controlled at all. I don't know if it was because of fear or anger, I almost yelled at him: "Song Langsheng! Are you crazy?"

But when I looked up, what I saw was the seldom moving eyes that turned red, and shouted more angry and out of control than I was: "Yes! I'm crazy. If I'm not crazy, how can I be in your position?" When I was leaving the palace, I ran all over the streets and alleys of the capital? If I was not crazy, would I have nothing to do for four months except to find you? If I was not crazy, would I have three full days when I learned that you appeared in the yamen? Five horses who ran endlessly came to find you here?!"

Is he looking for me?

He has been looking for me?

If I was too shocked, I almost forgot to cry. I murmured, "What are you still looking for me for? You hate me so much, you want to poison me, and you want to leave me?"

"Hate you? Xiao Qitang, tell me, what do you want me to do not hate you?" Song Langsheng's eyes suddenly seemed to be broken by something, "Because of your father, I don't have a peaceful home in Beijing. Yes, because your father, my parents and beloved girl died on the way to escape... I was trying to wash my parents’ wrongdoings and went to Beijing as an official, but you kept appearing in front of me, constantly It reminds me that you are the daughter of my enemy. How can you tell me not to hate you?"

Although it is a fact that has always been known, when it is said from his mouth, it hurts like a knife in my heart.

His face was as pale as paper, he held my hand and kept bleeding and trembling, "I obviously have thousands of ways to refuse your coercion, but I still did this assassin; I can use this identity to do many things, but I'm afraid that it will cause you to do nothing; I just wanted to wait for the opportunity to find out the truth and show you that everything is gone..."

"But the truth is that my father did conspiracy. The truth is that your father did nothing wrong in accordance with the law. What do you want me to do?" His eyes were as bright as the moon, and his sadness was undoubtedly clear. When I was planning my birthday, the prince declared me into the palace. He threw all my past in front of me and gave me a non-fatal Wang Hun San, and ordered me to leave you alone within half a month. For you..."

"But I can't do it." Song Langsheng lowered his eyes, "Even if there is no more smooth way to make you amnesia, I still can't do it. Have you ever thought about how you can't hear you with my martial arts? Footsteps? If I were to poison, would I let you grab the horse's feet?"

My brain went blank: "Then...why?"

"Because..." He said very slowly, "If you forget me, there will be no Song Langsheng in this world."

His words, his eyes, at this moment, grabbed my heart like an invisible hand.

"Xiao Qitang, you always say that you like me, but you fled thousands of miles away to avoid me. Even if I leave you in the cold and ignore you, have you ever left you a step?" His voice was very, very hoarse, dumb. To the edge of almost breaking apart, "I have been looking for you, all the way, until I saw that sky lantern, that night rainbow..."

The last string in my heart broke, and I stared at him dumbfounded.

Song Langsheng's so boring person can actually say so many words at once, more than the sky lanterns on his head, and more than all his words after we got married.

It's all things that I have never known, and have never dared to imagine.

Unfortunately……

It's a pity...I'm going to die...

I took a few breaths, trying to keep my tears from falling in such a hurry, and not to tremble in that way, "...Come on, if you go on, I really want to die..."

It was as hot as a brand, I saw his red eyes became moist little by little, gradually turning into water waves, dripping into my eyes, sliding down with my tears, "then die together." "

Then die together.

The five words are unquestionable.

In the next instant, his lips were heavily blocked by a soft and moist thing.

My eyes opened to their fullest suddenly.

Is he... kissing me?

He, a fool, didn't know that he would really die if he was infected with the plague.

The smell of tears, the overbearing encroachment, the tumultuous lips and the despair, at this moment set off one after another, sweeping towards me, I want to push him away, I am trying to push him away, but, How could I push him away, how could I push him away!

On the Qiqi Qiao Festival of the seventh day of July, a raging fire rose in Chenjiacun that day, and the sky lanterns fluttered all over the sky that day.

That's Princess Xiangyi and