After being called by my name twice, I recovered from my deep thoughts.

"Um... Confused? Do you still know who I am? Call me by my full name once."

Dr. He frowned slightly, put the cigarette in his mouth on the ashtray, and seriously asked me about my physical condition.

It must be because I was suddenly in a daze, which made her think I was sick again. It makes people worry about me again, I am really...

I hurriedly put on a smile, and replied energetically as if full of power.

"No problem, your consciousness is very clear. You are He Mengyu from the psychiatry department, Dr. He, that's right. I'm really sorry, I was thinking about other things just now."

The doctor didn't speak, just kept staring at me, and after a while, he picked up the cigarette from the ashtray and put it in his mouth again.

The ashtray is very clean. Because the hospital is non-smoking, Dr. He didn't light the cigarette, he just held it in his mouth.

He always looks sleepless, has deep dark circles under his eyes, and smokes a cigarette. These are the three characteristics of Dr. He Mengyu.

"Well... It seems that there is no problem. Then, starting from today, you finally don't have to come to see my aunt on a regular basis."

"It's all thanks to you."

Dr. He is quite unconfident in himself, and often mocks himself for being a yellow-faced woman.

In my opinion, she is obviously a beauty, and her figure is enviable. A little care will definitely attract the attention of men. In addition, the identity of a doctor will definitely be pursued by many people. I really don’t know what’s good. Low self-esteem.

"Well... I didn't help you with anything, and as a result, I couldn't help you heal in the end."

"No, if you hadn't helped me control the time of onset, I wouldn't have been able to spend the past few years safely."

"Well... I can at most help to this extent."

"This is already a great kindness, and I will definitely repay you."

"That's not necessary... But it's really rare for you, Yuhui, to take the initiative to be in a daze. Do you have someone you like?"

The person you like...?

"...Maybe it is."

"Well, then let's work hard, you can finally enjoy your youth."

The doctor paused and continued.

"It's the experience of someone who has come here... I have had two opportunities before me and I haven't grasped it well, so if you really have someone you like, don't worry about anything, just take the initiative, or you will regret it later. It's too late..."

"That's right... Doctor, can't you be with the person you like?"

"Well...the people I like have been married for more than ten years...the children are as old as you, and the family is happy."

"Really……"

I always feel that I can understand a little bit of the doctor's melancholy mood, because the situation is somewhat similar... He already has a girlfriend...

Deng, Deng Deng.

There was a knock on the door that broke the silence, and Doctor He absently called out 'Come in'.

A middle-aged man with a serious face pushed open the door and walked in.

"An, Director An! Why are you here!"

When Dr. He, who was still with Erlang's legs crossed, saw the visitor, he stood up in a panic, the cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground, his eyes were a little wider than usual, and he neatly tidied up his clothes.

This is the first time I have seen Dr. He in such a panic. I remember when the hospital director came to look for her last time, she did not stand up from her seat, and her attitude was very casual... Could it be this sharp-eyed male doctor Is it the object of Doctor He's love?

Similar to him...

"Are there any patients? Then I'll wait..."

"Ah, it's okay, the diagnosis is over. Doctor He, I'll go back first."

"Huh? Ah, ah, Yuxi, be careful on the road, and call me anytime if you have any problems."

"Okay, I understand, then I'll say goodbye first."

After I nodded and said goodbye, I pushed open the door and left the room. Let's leave the two doctors alone here.

The people who clearly liked have been married and had children for many years, so Dr. He still can't forget them... That's right, it's normal to not forget them...

On my way back to school, my brain is no longer groggy. Although my father offered to pick me up by car with a worried look on his face, I refused. Now I have no problem, I can pay attention to the changes of traffic lights and passing vehicles, and can travel alone.

Recently, thinking has become clearer.

I will no longer be sleepy for no reason.

Can remember a lot of things.

She won't fall asleep suddenly.

The daily routine has become no different from normal people.

Both my father and mother wept with joy, saying that my narcolepsy was finally cured.

It's really hard for them... Ever since I got sick in junior high school, they have been taking care of me with me as the center. I can't express my gratitude.

When I first entered middle school, I suddenly contracted a strange disease.

Can't wake up.

Had to fall asleep.

Most of the day is spent asleep.

In the worst case, I slept for five or six days in a row.

Because it is very dangerous to fall asleep on the road while walking, so I studied at home for a long time. Later, with the help of Dr. He, I was able to stay awake for a while during the day, and was able to be picked up by my father. Even if I attend classes, I still spend most of my time sleeping in the health room.

I can say that I spent the entire three years of junior high school in my sleep.

Then after entering high school, his condition finally improved.

Dr. He has never been able to understand the reason why my sudden illness lasted for three years and then suddenly recovered. This made the strong Dr. He always take care of me.

But I understood what was going on, just because the long 'dream' was finally over.

From becoming lethargic, followed by dreams that looked like several lifetimes.

In different times, I had different identities, experienced different things, and repeatedly met and separated from familiar people...

I began to not be able to distinguish who I really was, my self became blurred, my memory was extremely chaotic, and I could not distinguish between dreams and reality.

Why does this happen to me?

Occasionally when I wake up, I always fall into the emotion of complaining.

Not only did it take away my time, and there were only a handful of things I could do, but it also left me in a trance, where I didn't even feel alive. Every day I can only sleep, sleep, and keep falling asleep... It's just like a corpse, isn't it?

Why don't I just die... Why do I dream of these things that have nothing to do with me?

I was puzzled, confused, and agitated.

It is really stupid to worry about these unreal false memories.

until I met him again.

As if awakened from a dream, he suddenly realized.

I thought it was just a dream.

I thought it was just a fantasy.

I thought it was just false.

It's just a virtual scenario that my brain makes up during sleep.

But when I met him, the moment I saw him, I understood that those are real, they are things I have experienced, they belong to my life, and they are the memories I accumulated from my ninth reincarnation.

When I saw him, those mixed memories and restless feelings all became orderly, and 'them' were all standing behind me.

It seems that just looking at him is enough.

It is the overflowing emotion that is engraved on the soul.

I understand the meaning of my existence, every reincarnation is for him, just to stay by his side, sometimes a lover, sometimes a daughter, sometimes a wife, sometimes a sister... no matter what your identity is , just wanted to be by his side.

In this life, I was just a childhood sweetheart I met with him when I was young.

The memory of that life after another appeared in my mind in the form of a dream, and then came to an abrupt end when I experienced the ninth 'life'.

The long dream is over.

I couldn't help but burst into tears.

After waking up from the dream, it's time to face reality.

After that, the memory of the previous life became weaker and weaker, and it was gradually forgotten by me like a dream. Only the memory of him remained in my mind like a documentary.

I understand what that means.

——Then it's your turn.

That's what she, she, they said to me.

It was as if it was completely entrusted to me.

Throwing all those things that I regret, things I didn't do, and regrets to me was completely unreasonable. It was very heavy but I had to accept it.

In that lifetime, you were the devil, with **** hands on the Central Plains, but you died for me.

In that lifetime, you were a feudal lord, the ruler of the world was powerful, but you never married because of me.

In that lifetime, you were a doctor, with kindness and benevolence to save the dead and wounded, but you were disabled and sick for me.

In that lifetime, you were a Taoist priest, and you practiced painstakingly to seek the Tao of Heaven, but you gave up Tao and returned to the world for me.

In that life, you were a businessman, and your family was rich and rich, but you gave up your wealth for me.

In that life, you were a knight, a chivalrous person who traveled the world with righteousness and righteousness, but you retired to the mountains and forests for me.

In that lifetime, you were a general, and you were a gallant and iron horse in the southern expedition to the northern expedition, but you shed thousands of troops in tears for me.

In that life, you were a genius, and you made a peach blossom romantic and suave, but you held back from the precipice for me.

In that life, you were a scholar, and you were the top student in high school, but you were relieved and returned to the field for me.

In the reincarnation of the ninth generation, I thought our fate was over, but I didn't expect that I would meet you again.

Reincarnation, this mortal fate is finally no longer worthy of you.

You seem to have forgotten me. You already have other people by your side. Is it because of the reincarnation of the ninth life that you don't want to meet me who made you suffer again...

In this life, I met you in the best years, and it must be God who wanted me to repay your persistence.

The man who came to my side was An Juncheng.

"If you treat me with sincerity, will I not bear the burden..."

Then I will treat you with sincerity, and believe that you will not fail me.

"Yes, please leave it to me... I will protect Lord Juncheng."

He is no longer obsessed with me, but it doesn't matter, he has paid so much for me, this time it is my turn to pay.

"Protect with your whole life."

This is my shared obsession with 'us'.

An unbreakable obsession.

Yu Hui will belong to you in this life, Lord Juncheng...

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Chapter 8 One Heart, No Chaos

When I woke up, I felt a chill in my lower body.

She shuddered, and reluctantly got up from the bed, wrapped herself in a quilt and closed the window that had been blown open by the wind.

I wanted to go back to sleep again, but I lost sleepiness, so I had to stretch out to get up.

When I woke up, I suddenly noticed something strange.

Did I not close the window last night?

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