Dear Mr. Lu

The morning sun shone in from the window, and the light sleeper on the bed slowly opened his eyes.

The first feeling is that the arms are being pillowed, and there is a weight and heat in the arms that have never been seen before.

Lu Chong looked down at the young man in his arms. He was in a deep sleep, his fine hair was messy covering his forehead, and the bruises on his face and mouth became more striking after a night, and it was shocking on his fair skin. And the lips were much redder than usual, slightly swollen, and even two places were worn out, which was the evidence left by the crazy kissing last night.

Lu Chong watched silently for a long time, then carefully pulled out his arms, lifted the quilt and got up.

He was wearing crumpled pajamas, while Luo Wencheng was naked from the upper body.

After Luo Wencheng's pain ended last night, both of them were covered in sweat. Luo Wencheng was already in a state of dehydration and exhaustion, Lu Chong fed him water again, took him to wash up, and then applied medicine. After finishing his work, it was almost two o'clock.

Because Luo Wencheng's arms were inconvenient, Lu Chong didn't even change into his pajamas. At this time, when he lifted the quilt, he saw many bruises and purple marks on his body. Although they were all caused by fighting, on his young and beautiful body, Still showing a charm and temptation.

Lu Chong glanced twice, then retracted his gaze silently, tucked in the quilt, and quietly walked out of the room.

Uncle Ding happened to be in the corridor, and when he saw Lu Chong coming out of Luo Wencheng's room, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but he was not particularly surprised.

He was also aware of Luo Wencheng's situation. It was both hurt and painful. The husband stayed with him all night, serving tea and water and taking care of him carefully. what.

Lu Chong was stared straight, his face remained calm, and he just said to Uncle Ding: "Wake him up, prepare some light food for him, and also, call Dr. Wang over."

"He has been waiting for a long time." Uncle Ding said. In fact, Dr. Wang was called over in the middle of the night last night, but it was never useful, but the husband didn't say let go, even though Dr. Wang lived in the villa next door, he didn't go back.

"Okay, let him come to my study."

Luo Wencheng slept until noon.

There was no temperature around him, and he lay on the bed in a daze.

He remembered the madness when he rushed to force the kiss yesterday, touched his lips that were still aching, how could he be so bold?

But Lu Chong's enthusiastic response later made him a little overwhelmed and pleasantly surprised.

He recalled the scene at that time, and his face gradually became hot. Even the shower later, although he came by himself, but because half of him is really weak, half is pretending to be weak, and the actual situation of being half disabled, Lu Chong is almost equal to accompany him all the way, and he will be there later. Ointment, kneading medicinal wine...

Luo Wencheng closed his eyes, grabbed the pillow that Lu Chong had been lying on and hugged him in his arms, took a deep breath, the ecstasy and restlessness in his heart almost overwhelmed him.

Ahhhh, how can you be so good?

He couldn't even believe that he had successfully confessed. Well, he doesn't seem to have made a clear confession, and Lu Chong didn't give him a clear answer either.

But it has been confirmed that Lu Chong likes him, and the relationship between the two has taken a big step forward. Is there anything better than this?

After the excitement was over, he lay down carefully, his whole body was in pain, Wei Xingheng's fists and feet were not covered, especially his right shoulder, which was always aching. Luo Wencheng felt a little regretful, if it wasn't for his physical injury, if it wasn't for the inconvenient right hand, would last night be more than just a kiss?

Oh, Luo Wencheng, what are you thinking?

He shook off those unhealthy thoughts and began to think about serious business.

Think about his future.

Now that the relationship has been determined, death is definitely not possible.

He remembered that at the end of the one-year period, he had two ways to go, either to die directly, or to surrender the hope and love in his heart just like when he was reborn.

When he was first reborn, he found it very funny, because he felt that it was impossible for him to have such things as love and hope in his life. Who would have thought that he would have these things again in just over half a year. He felt that his heart was now filled with these two things, it was almost overflowing, and his whole body was bubbling with happiness and excitement.

But thinking that after the one-year period expires, he will lose his love for Lu Chong, and his heart that is hot right now seems to be splashed with ice water.

He has already comprehended the power of that mysterious voice, saying that he took away your hope and love was not vague at all. At that time, his complex emotions towards the Luo family seemed to be hollowed out in an instant, leaving only clear and solid hate.

He was worried that it would be the same for Lu Chong at that time, he clearly remembered all the little things he had with this person, and he knew that he loved this person, but he just couldn't feel any love and cherish for him in his heart.

What will happen then? Luo Wencheng couldn't imagine it.

Does he want to keep Lu Chong silently pretending to still love him, and then silently accumulate love for him again by his side, or tell him the truth and let him help him work hard with him?

The former may easily cause misunderstandings. Lu Chong is such a sensitive person, he should be able to tell whether he is sincere to him, but the latter is too hard, and it is too unfair to him, right?

And it was like this in the first year. After another year, is it necessary to repeat this process again? As long as he is still alive, does every new year of life have to be exchanged for the love and hope of the previous year, and every year, will he and Lu Chong have to start again?

Can Lu Chong persist? And myself, under such circumstances, can I really fall in love with Lu Chong again every time within a year?

If you can’t keep going, you will die, if you can’t fall in love, if you don’t have new love and hope in exchange for life, you will die yourself. This is a road with no end and no end, full of foreseeable hardships and pains. Before that, he was worried With this in mind, he struggled to suppress his feelings.

Luo Wencheng was lying on his side, holding a pillow in his arms, looking at a point of nothingness in front of him.

His eyes became silent and empty, feeling uneasy and at a loss for such a future, but soon, his eyes became firm again.

For Lu Chong, he is willing to try and work hard, and if it is Lu Chong, he will also be willing to help himself and accompany him all the time.

Luo Wencheng took a deep breath, and said to himself: "Cheer up, Luo Wencheng, there is no obstacle you can't get over, and now is the best and best situation."

He got up, changed his clothes with some difficulty with one hand, and combed his hair.

This is the hair that Lu Chong personally washed for him. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it, and he seemed to be able to feel Lu Chong's ten fingers gliding through his hair softly and unfamiliarly.

He rarely tidied up his appearance in front of the mirror.

Is the collar turned up? Is the shirt wrinkled? Is your hair messed up?

The bruise on the right cheekbone and the bruise at the corner of the mouth looked so unsightly at this moment, greatly compromising his appearance. And the slightly swollen and ruddy lips made him fall into a secret ecstasy. That kind of happy and sweet mood with a hint of anxiety made him no longer like himself.

Enough looking at the mirror, and his mood was ready, he raised a smile that seemed quite calm and calm, to make himself look less impulsive, and then opened the door and went downstairs.

However, he didn't see the person he wanted to see.

Uncle Ding told him that Lu Chong had something to go out.

What can Lu Chong need to go out to do in person?

The corners of Luo Wencheng's mouth dropped slightly, and then he said to himself nonchalantly, comparing newcomers with old ones, they can't win.

Lu Chong is undoubtedly a long-lasting person, which is one of the reasons why he likes him, so he doesn't mind and doesn't want to explore his past. As long as he has him in his heart and he is standing by his side, that's enough. He will try his best to change the object of Lu Chong's long-term love from the person he used to be to the person he is now.

After he finished his breakfast and lunch, that doctor Wang came with another doctor, saying that it would be a daily consultation to see how his injuries were recovering.

Luo Wencheng was stunned for a moment, knowing without thinking that this was Lu Chong's arrangement, he accepted it graciously, but he was keenly aware that another new doctor had been secretly observing him, and in a few short conversations, he even asked Do you feel anxious, have you ever had any psychological shadows.

Of course, the other party asked very secretly, and most people would think it was just an ordinary conversation, but Luo Wencheng was not an ordinary person.

He is very sensitive to the emotions of others.

He wanted to understand the other party's purpose, so he said directly: "You don't need to talk anymore, I will tell Mr. personally about some things."

The man and Dr. Wang looked at each other, and they both smiled wryly, Luo Wencheng was too defensive.

Luo Wencheng sent the two of them off politely. He was not offended because he knew that Lu Chong also cared about him. He decided that he would tell Lu Chong truthfully what he should know.

Luo Wencheng went to play with the ribs for a while, and then he had nothing to do in the afternoon. Because of his injury, he suspended classes at home again. After thinking about it, he went to make food for Lu Chong again. This time it was different from the past. Love and warmth are all meals made with love.

He even expected in his heart what kind of reaction Lu Chong would have when he ate these, and what kind of evaluation he would give.

Lu Chong came back very late, and there was nothing different from usual from his expression.

On the contrary, Luo Wencheng became a little nervous.

He is like a young boy who has just had a further relationship with his lover, young, shy, uneasy, and cramped, but fortunately, he is a person who has lived to be in his 30s after all, no matter how complicated his emotions are, as long as he is willing, He can make expressions impeccable.

Then he took the freshly made noodles and went to Lu Chong's study.

Knock on the door and go in smoothly. The spacious study room is very simply furnished. The man is standing by the window with his back to the door, his hands behind his back. He doesn't know what he is looking at or thinking, leaving only a tall and stern figure from his back.

Luo Wencheng paused, and called softly: "Sir."

The man turned his head and looked at him with peaceful eyes: "You are here."

Luo Wencheng didn't see any strange emotions in those deep eyes, and asked Lu Chong: "You haven't eaten outside yet, have you? Would you like some noodles?"

Lu Chong said softly, "You can leave it alone." He paused for a while and then said, "I heard that you have something to tell me."

Luo Wencheng really planned to tell him, even before he came in, he was typing the manuscript, but now he felt it was inappropriate.

There seemed to be nothing wrong with Lu Chong's eyes and tone, but he still felt something faintly.

Maybe it was because he stood there and didn't approach him, or maybe he went out for a whole day, and he didn't mean to look for him after he came back.

Or maybe, such a calm and flat performance is wrong in itself.

At this time, Luo Wencheng hated his sensitivity a little bit. He told himself not to be too hypocritical, but his joyful heart gradually sank.

He put the noodles on the table, and said for a moment of silence: "I haven't figured out what to say yet."

"Then come to me anytime you think about it." Lu Chong was also silent for a while, "Tonight, you will..."

Luo Wencheng thought of a lot in an instant, and then he said in a relaxed tone: "No, it was so serious yesterday because of drinking, and today will be much better." He didn't intend to rely on this to get anything from Lu Chong, although he He knew that as long as he said he needed Lu Chong, Lu Chong would probably come to accompany him tonight, but he was not willing to do that.

"I can make it through tonight by myself."

As he spoke, he casually glanced at the desktop. It was an open, very large blueprint. It was a conceptual drawing of an amusement park after it was completed. It was colorful and dazzling. Luo Wencheng could tell with just a glance that it was How beautiful and gorgeous.

Luo Wencheng's fingertips lingered on the side of the white porcelain bowl for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Then I'll go out first."

He went out calmly, and gently closed the door. At the last moment, Lu Chong suddenly said, "Wen Cheng, I'm thinking about something."

Luo Wencheng didn't know whether he was simply explaining what he said, or if he was worried about what he would associate with his indifferent attitude, so he said it to calm his heart.

He couldn't figure out what this man was thinking, especially at this moment.

Luo Wencheng agreed, closed the door, stood at the door for a while, and then walked to his room.

Maybe he still hesitated, or maybe he was thinking about how to make a break with the past.

Luo Wencheng walked slowly through the corridor, analyzing so calmly in his mind.

The relationship of more than ten years, the waiting of more than ten years, is really not something that can be said to give up, he said that he still has to think about it, it doesn't matter, he waits.

Seeing the door close, Lu Chong let out a breath slowly.

Is it still seen?

He lightly touched the concept map of the amusement park on the table.

"Lu Jiuding, tell me, is there really someone in this world who only likes one person all his life?"

"There will be."

"I don't believe it. Now I keep saying that the person I like the most, the person who vowed to live together and die together, will not like it after a while if I don't see it for a while. Adults are like this. If you love one for a while, what time do you want to talk about it?" It’s too cruel, it dilutes everything, and he said it’s too lonely, and find another human being, if you can’t do it, you can’t do it, and no one will blame him, if you insist on saying it so nicely, in the end, you will find all kinds of excuses .hypocritical!"