End of Mystery

Chapter 197 Maybe I’m Really a Monster (6,000 words)

Mr. Ye's words made Yang Jia stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say, and even felt a little absurd.

Aboriginal people, foreigners...

After waking up, isn't he a stranger?

She didn't even understand why Mr. Ye would say such strange words, after all, she had never noticed that Xiao Xiao was any different from other people... except that occasionally he would do something she couldn't understand, and she would occasionally appear to be mentally healthy There is a problem, but this phenomenon is very common among foreigners, especially Xiao Xiao discovered it by himself and led him into this world.

What problems will there be for those who have personally brought in, personally guided, and grown up under the watchful eye?

"Before that, everyone thought that the one who woke up was the stranger."

Seemingly understanding that Yang Jia would have doubts in this regard, Mr. Ye said softly: "That's because no one has encountered such a situation before."

"But you can recall what it was like when you woke up?"

"..."

As soon as Yang Jia remained silent, she immediately remembered all the details of the past.

No stranger can forget that wonderful feeling at that time.

"It's like waking up from a big dream, suddenly realizing the difference between yourself and others, realizing the falsity of this world, and even having a serious sense of rejection. From the moment of awakening, the feeling of being out of place has always existed. The feeling of loneliness goes deep into the soul, until I met the same kind, until I learned to get along with the aborigines with a false face, it was slightly relieved..."

"..."

"That's probably the problem."

Mr. Ye’s gentle electronic voice slowly explained: “We seldom doubt our cognition, even if there are people in Dante’s organization who take the perspective of aboriginal people as the main body and understand the world like the Blessed Theology, they will Just to find some loopholes, the ultimate purpose of their theory is actually to falsify, just want to prove the falsity of this world from the perspective of the aborigines.”

"But what if, in fact, this is because our cognition has been distorted?"

"If there is another kind of person who really enters a foreign land from the identity of an aborigine, he can see the same things as us, feel the creep of this city, and use strengthening elements, but he has always been an aboriginal What about one of them?"

"All the strangers are awakened by being selected by the mysterious source."

"But what if there is a kind of person who enters our world while maintaining his own will?"

"..."

Yang Jia has always been a very firm and rational image.

But now listening to Mr. Ye's words, she couldn't help frowning, and suddenly interrupted, "What exactly do you want to say?"

"I want to tell you how he is different from us."

Mr. Ye said: "There are some fundamental differences between him and foreigners."

"Based on my current understanding of the city's will and foreigners, I can't clearly explain the difference, but I can feel a sense of crisis. I don't know what he will bring, but when I see the mysterious road When Yin helped him awaken and sent him to our circle, he realized that maybe the fate of Heimen City was different from what we thought."

"..."

Yang Jia suddenly realized the key point: "You recognized him when you first met him, which means you already knew him?"

Mr. Ye was slightly silent: "I knew him when the Black Forest Pioneer Project started."

"..."

Yang Jia's expression changed drastically in an instant.

What Mr. Ye said, if he refers to the four years before Xiao Xiao started to have headaches, the problem is more terrible than he thought.

Four years ago, the old president was still alive, and he hadn't even awakened yet.

And Mr. Ye is so loyal to the old president, so he explained that four years ago, Mr. Ye knew about this plan and that there was someone like Xiao Xiao in this plan. Then, the old president, the old president whom I respect the most , must also know these.

She didn't even notice, her voice trembled a little: "What exactly does the old president want to do?"

"As you know."

Mr. Ye said: "The old president has always wanted to build a Noah's ship and take everyone out."

"Four years ago, he thought so, and four years later, he still thought so. However, when the old president found the mysterious guide a year ago and learned more about the truth of this world, I think he should have discovered it. Some things, it shook him, but before he had time to tell me, before he had time to adjust his plan, he was forced by the hell group to self-destruct."

"It is also because he concealed part of the secret, so even if he left behind a complete plan after his death, we cannot carry out this plan instead of him. We can only wait and wait for the mysterious Luyin to send us a The new president..."

"However, I found out that this new president is the product of the incident that the old president participated in and regretted the most."

"..."

After saying this in one breath, Mr. Ye paused slightly, and there seemed to be a sense of regret in the electronic voice.

"That's what I'm going to tell you."

"I have to admit, now I feel very confused!"

"..."

"..."

"I am indeed a monster..."

Xiao Xiao looked at his father's terrified eyes, and there was only a complicated smile with unknown emotions on his face.

He had seen this terrified expression on many people's faces before, but he didn't care, and even enjoyed it, but now, it was his father who showed him this expression, so he also felt a little confused I hate this expression, and I feel that his scolding is a bit harsh, but there are countless words out, so I can only smile: "But who made a monster like me?"

"you……"

Seeing Xiao Xiao face such cursing with a smile on his face, Father Xiao became frightened like sifting chaff.

He seemed to have lost all his energy at once, begging bitterly:

"Anyway, please, I'm sorry, but your brother has nothing to do with this..."

"Please, let your brother go..."

"..."

"younger brother……"

The boredom in Xiao Xiao's heart became stronger, and he almost lost control of his expression.

Why is there always such a situation, the two parties can't even talk properly, and they can always push themselves to the point of collapse?

He could hear himself laughing and asking, "If I were a monster, what brother would I have?"

"If I were human, why would you ask me such a question?"

"..."

"What exactly do you want?"

Father Xiao also shouted, with hysterical madness on his face: "I am your father, do you really have to kill me, kill your brother? You killed Mingming without blinking, He is also a living person, but you just killed his uncle in front of your brother like that, you don't treat people as human beings at all, and you still say you are not a monster?"

"I understand why the Black Goat Club is afraid of you..."

"They were so scared that they even kicked me out because you turned into a monster..."

"You still look like a human on the surface, but inside you have long since turned into a monster, a crazy monster."

"You even want to kill your father and your innocent brother..."

"..."

"I haven't..."

Xiao Xiao tried hard to explain, still with that confused expression on his face: "Who can make such a decision so quickly?"

"Why are you urging me to make a decision now?"

"You sold me out without even asking me at the beginning, are you going to force me to make a decision now?"

"..."

Father Xiao was panting deeply. Probably, maybe, it was just because he was not a clairvoyant, so he couldn't feel Xiao Xiao's pain and confusion at this time. The pain was just a horrible and distorted expression. His rationality had already collapsed, and now he had slipped completely into the abyss all of a sudden.

He thought of his son, and the difficult decision in his heart suddenly became easier.

"Monster, monster, madman, madman..."

He yelled: "You are not my son, you are just a monster wearing the human skin of my son, you are a monster!"

He yelled these words loudly and frantically.

Then he stared fixedly at Xiao Xiao, and suddenly slapped a button on the top of his office drawer.

In the process of doing this, he kept his eyes on Xiao Xiao.

Cruel pleasure can be vaguely seen.

Father Xiao has been in pain recently.

He made that decision four years ago. Although in his understanding, he has never had the right to choose, and he has been worried and worried for a long time, but because there was no consequence at one point, he almost wanted to Forget about these things, he just saw that Xiao Xiao felt a little headache during that time, but other than that, there seemed to be no major changes.

When he was taken to the Black Forest, the other party only told him disappointedly that the medicine did not react and the plan was aborted.

But he successfully divorced, formed a new family, and managed to avoid this son. When he heard news from him occasionally, he just said that this son who had pretty good grades had dropped out of school and only hid at home every day to play games. The whole person is abolished.

Not too concerned, after all, there is a young son.

Time passed like this, and it seemed that everything could be diluted.

He didn't even mind seeing his eldest son on his birthday, although this meeting was because his ex-wife kept nagging on the phone, and he also felt that it was a bit too much for him to see his eldest son for four years, so he agreed... Of course, a more important reason is that the Black Goat Club is asking him about the old house, and he needs to ask the mother and son...

The request of the Black Goat Club has to be agreed. After all, my current business and contacts are all related to them.

But it was this meeting that vaguely made him feel that something was wrong.

At the beginning of the first day of junior high school, the eldest son seemed to have nothing to do with him. Except for being silent, he was no different from ordinary people. But it was not until a real gun fell out of him that he suddenly became alarmed, feeling a little bit of fear. A little bit emerged.

Then, after the misunderstanding in the hospital, he saw the mysterious ability displayed by the elder son, and learned that the elder son killed people without hesitation, he suddenly realized that there was a terrible change that came from Cause four years ago.

He became afraid, hid in the Black Goat Club, and began to understand the fear of the elder son. He learned that the elder son, who had not been out for four years, had joined the underground darkness from a dock worker in a very short period of time. In the world, he even became a gang leader. He ignored the law and killed people like hemp. He even became the leader of that mysterious organization without knowing it.

This feeling of fear lingered in my heart day and night.

The Black Goat Club was originally his last sense of security. When the staff of the Black Forest directly stated that they were completely unable to protect themselves, the promise of the Black Goat Club has always been his last hope. Until, the boss behind the Black Goat Club , suddenly with a taste of gloating, he drove himself out, and let himself face this terrible monster.

He knew that the eldest son had sent many people to look for him, but he couldn't hide it.

Therefore, he also had to prepare.

Facing someone who neither the Black Forest nor the Black Goat Club could fight against, he had nothing else to prepare for.

All he could think about was to keep his little son.

Therefore, his preparation was just to put a bomb in his drawer, and use what he learned in the Black Goat Club, as well as some small objects, to place some devices that can disrupt electromagnetic waves next to the bomb, so as not to be found.

He didn't really mind detonating it.

Because he was at the Black Goat Club and heard a lot about these people.

Falling into their hands, death would be the happiest result.

Anyway, this lunatic will not spare himself, so, in order to protect his child, this result is already perfect, right?

...

...

The moment the bomb was activated, Xiao Xiao saw his father's eyes.

As an insight, he saw fear, determination, and full of fatherly love in these eyes.

Of course, the last emotion has nothing to do with me.

The eye of the seer saw the bomb after his father pressed the button, saw the numbers jumping rapidly on it, and naturally understood his father's intentions in his heart immediately. Emerging from the bottom of my heart...

What did this long-lost conversation tell me?

I told myself that I became a foreigner, but there is actually a reason behind it?

Telling myself about becoming a foreigner, even from the perspective of the aborigines, is there a reasonable logic?

So, do the things seen by the aborigines represent the truth, or the things seen by the foreigners represent the truth?

The bomb quickly jumped to the critical point of explosion, but Xiao Xiao entered a state of mind explosion.

Everything seemed to have stopped, including the digital bouncing of the bombs and the roar of my father.

During this stagnant time, Xiao Xiao thought silently:

According to Yang Jia and the others, this world has always been false, just a pile of meaningless flesh and blood. I could not care about it at all, but sometimes I can't control my emotions. I treat my mother well because my mother treats her well. I'm good, this father didn't treat me very well, but at this moment, why do I still feel empty in my heart?

True or false, it doesn't seem to matter...

He listened to the sound of the bomb that took a long time to beat, and silently let go of his heart:

If everything I have experienced is just a collective fantasy carnival of lunatics, then in reality, I am actually powerless to change the logic of reality. This bomb exploded so close to me, there is no doubt that I must die.

After all, the power of fantasy can pollute others, but it cannot change reality.

But if the world of foreigners is real, everything in this world is just an extension of flesh and blood.

Then I can survive.

Because, that means, whether it is this room or this bomb, the essence is only flesh and blood, and living matter.

"call……"

Xiao Xiao exhaled slowly, his eyes became confused, and he began to feel the city.

When the hell organization began to attack Heimen City, the city gave itself a privilege. As a lord, he could become the center of the city for a short time, allowing the flesh and blood under his feet to transfer, change, and send himself to another place. But now, it was less than two hours before the hell organization retreated, this privilege still existed, and he still had the ability to transfer himself.

So, in the state of mind explosion, after thinking for a long time, he took advantage of this ability.

In the normal flow of time, the floor under Xiao Xiao's feet and the surrounding walls suddenly began to melt.

Everything in reality has turned into squirming flesh and blood, and the rules of physics can be easily broken in front of the nature of flesh and blood. Xiao Xiao sat still, but the flesh and blood under his feet already had the power to send him from this office to the office. outside the capacity.

And this also shows that the city is just a mass of flesh and blood to oneself.

The aborigines are just puppets, and everything they think is essentially meaningless.

Feeling these changes, Xiao Xiao felt relieved and reached out to grab his father's arm.

Before the bomb exploded, he still had to take him out.

But his face suddenly became terrified.

He grabbed his father's arm, but suddenly found that he was so heavy and solid that he couldn't move him. Even the butcher's chainsaw could chop everything up, but when facing the sports car of that perverted son, However, he was a little powerless. The current self clearly felt that everything was easy to do, but he just couldn't move his father who was yelling furiously in front of him.

Just like ghosts can't touch a living person.

Like the people in the fantasy, they can't affect anything in reality.

The next moment, Xiao Xiao immediately focused on the bomb, trying to turn the bomb into a mass of flesh and blood.

The same cannot be successful, everything is proceeding with a kind of realistic logic that cannot be interfered by oneself.

Xiao Xiao closed his eyes in pain. The next moment, he suddenly disappeared from the office and was sent outside the building by flesh and blood.

...

...

"Boom!"

A violent explosion suddenly sounded from that office. The terrifying explosion power and airflow tore apart the surrounding walls and desks. Father Xiao's wife and his son, who were sitting in panic in the meeting room at the far end, closed their eyes in horror amidst the huge shaking.

It took a long time before they realized what had happened, and rushed out of the conference room desperately.

But all he could see was that the office had been blown to pieces, the flames were still burning, and there was no trace of life.

Only outside that office, I saw Xiao Xiao sitting on an office chair with wheels, silently bowing his head.

"Old Xiao..."

"dad……"

Both she and the child yelled in horror, piercing their lungs. This moment of fear almost made them break through their fear of Xiao Xiao. This woman actually wanted to rush towards Xiao Xiao and shouted desperately: "You What did you do? You are really crazy, you can kill your father...you are a devil, a monster like you, how dare you do such a thing to your father..."

It took Xiao Xiao a long time before he raised his head, just glanced in her direction.

The eyes are red.

He didn't have any expression on his face, just looked at her for a long time, then suddenly showed a weird smile, and nodded slightly:

"Yeah, I really am..."

"..."

The woman and the child were shocked by the smile at the same time, as if they lost their souls.

Even the thugs who were recruited to be helpers were frightened by Xiao Xiao's smile at this moment, and no one dared to say a word.

Xiao Xiao, on the other hand, seemed to have suddenly lost interest. He pursed the corners of his mouth, didn't say a word, and didn't even look at the fat man in Tang suit who was coming up to him. He just got up and pressed the down button of the elevator in front of him. ... The elevator didn't respond, it was hit by the explosion just now, and there was a breakdown, but Xiao Xiao's expression suddenly became angry, and he slapped the elevator button hard.

The elevator suddenly operated normally, and soon appeared in front of him.

Xiao Xiao entered the elevator and fell straight down, never looking back at the scene of the explosion, or looking at anyone else.

...

...

"He killed Xiao Zhigong?"

In the secret stronghold of a club in Black Gate City, the Shepherd and the special investigators of the Black Forest Biological Laboratory were all stunned when they heard the news. After a long time, they sighed in a horrified tone: Crazy enough..."

"Does the power of the mother have such a deep influence on people?"

"..."

"How could he be so cruel?"

The voice of the short-haired woman in a suit was full of fear: "How can such a person be controlled as you wish?"

"I can even believe that he is the most failed drug tester in the history of the Black Forest..."

"..."

"How is that possible?"

The shepherd also reacted for a long time before he laughed and said, "Compared to the pain he endured, I don't think this is anything."

"Perhaps, only such a person can really find his fourth element..."

"... Get higher authority from the mother body?"

"..."

"..."

"Where are you now?"

When Yang Jia called, Xiao Xiao was walking aimlessly on the street, letting the horns around him rang chaotically.

"I?"

He could hear the tension in Yang Jia's voice, but he couldn't care where the tension came from.

Some mechanically replied: "I just met with my father."

"Your father?"

Yang Jia was obviously taken aback, subconsciously said: "What did you say?"

"It was just a quarrel."

Xiao Xiao said in a naive manner: "Just like many quarrels between father and son, no one can convince the other."

Yang Jia listened to his calm tone incomprehensibly: "And then?"

Xiao Xiao remained silent for a while, and slowly replied, "He's dead."

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