Eternal Burning

There is no one in this world who can't live without anyone. I will never indulge in an inappropriate relationship, and I will never have nostalgia for the person who left me. It's really relaxing and fun to be with you, but it's not a big deal, I'll always forget you over time. I've always, told myself that.

I'm too self-righteous... He said it several times in a row, listening to this sentence is particularly unforgettable, I'm too self-righteous.

I was actually awake at this point, but I held back my voice, wanting to hear what he had to say next.

Arabidopsis, can you stop liking others? I'm younger than them, better-looking than them, and have no bad habits. If you like it, you should like me too. In the end, his tone was a bit resentful, and he didn't seem to understand why I wanted to like Representative Xiao.

I endured so hard that I almost didn't laugh out loud.

He sighed again, and when he spoke again, the tone became very soft.

Good night my gem.

The strength of holding the phone increased, and my heart seemed to be clenched by this force. It didn't hurt or itch, but it was just pulling on my chest, which made people panic.

Afraid that my heartbeat would be too loud and the other party would notice, I grabbed the clothes on my chest tightly, until he hung up the phone and realized that I forgot to breathe.

He took a big breath in, and then slowly exhaled it. After several times to calm his heartbeat, he felt hot again, and he wanted to flush his face with cold water.

In the mirror, the appearance of me at this moment was faithfully reflected - my cheeks and even the tip of my nose were stained with reddish color, my pupils were covered with a layer of water, with a frowning expression, it is not an exaggeration to say that I want to cry.

I can't tell if it's because of the old problem, the red eyes when I get excited, or because of suffocation, or some other reason.

I just felt the heat, and the sleepiness of the heat disappeared. I thought of walking around, I wanted to open the window, shouted to the outside, and I even wanted to take out every record in the house and wipe it.

This heat seems to have turned into some kind of magical power, which drives me to be so energetic that it is difficult to fall asleep, and I have to do something to exhaust it so that I can be calm.

So I got up and turned on the computer, and with this power”, I wrote my own “Eastern Philosophy of Mind: Tradition and Change” in one go, and submitted it to a core journal of CSSCI.

After the screen of the computer showed that the email was successfully sent, I moved my sore shoulders and neck, and then looked out the window, the sky was already white with fish belly.

It was okay in the morning, it wasn’t too sleepy, maybe I didn’t run out of energy, but it wouldn’t work until noon, and I felt tired. Fortunately, there was only one class in the afternoon. On the sofa in the office, he slept until six o'clock, but was woken up by the message from the representative of Xiao.

He ding ding dong dong, and the general meaning is no more than two points.

First, he is very grateful for my cooperation with his work; second, he is going to be transferred, and this number will be given to his colleague, a middle-aged man in his fifties.

I sat on the couch and laughed at his message for a good two minutes. After laughing and wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, he got up and went to the parking lot.

When my car drove out of the school gate and turned a corner, it almost collided with a familiar blue and white heavy aircraft.

The other party and I were a little surprised, and no one left for a while.

The other party pushed up the helmet goggles, revealing a pair of sullen eyes. I also lowered the car window and made eye contact with him.

Zhou Yanyi? I recognized him.

Sorry, Professor Bei, I drove a little faster just now. He took off his helmet and smiled embarrassedly at me.

I looked at the blue and white heavy machine under his seat and asked: How much did Shang Muxiao sell you for?

He was stunned for a moment, patted the head of the heavy machine, and said: The original price was 1 million, and it could have been sold for 700,000, but he said that he was in a hurry to use the money. If I could transfer money to him immediately, he would sell it to me for 500,000.

I thought it was strange before, given how much Shang Muxiao liked this car, even if I couldn't sit, he wouldn't sell it as a large ornament. Now listening to Zhou Yanyi say this, I am more certain of my thoughts.

He was in a hurry to use the money, so he had to sell his car. And during that time, he did buy a very expensive thing - my exoskeleton.

When it comes to selling cars, he can also be said to... give everything he has. Just like this, he would rather let Representative Xiao be transferred without telling me. What the hell, am I afraid that I will think that he is taking favor in return?

Are you all right? Zhou Yanyi saw that I had been silent, so he spoke carefully. He suddenly broke down with Yin Nuo this semester, and no one said why, but I guess...it should be related to you.

This is the gate of the school. Although it is night, it is inconvenient to say more. I used the most concise words to include the current situation of me and Shang Muxiao.

we broke up.

what……

But it should be back together today.

ah? Zhou Yanyi held the helmet and stared at me blankly, looking like he couldn't return to God.

I don't know much about him

Shi, said goodbye. He raised the car window and left.