Eternal Burning

When I came out of the hospital, the time agreed with Shen Luoyu was approaching. I rushed to the 4s store, and sure enough, she was already waiting at the gate.

As soon as I opened the door, I heard her say: I just wanted to understand, didn't you buy this car for yourself?

of course not. Lock the car, and I enter the 4s store with her.

Cars for disabled people with paralyzed lower limbs need to be specially customized. Generally, 4S stores do not sell them.

Who did you buy it for? your parents? It's not always... She stood still and wondered, did you buy it for me?

I glanced at her and continued inside: No, I bought it for my partner.

There was silence behind him, and after a while, the sound of heels hitting the ground suddenly sounded.

You... are you in love again? Shen Luoyu hurried to catch up, what happened, why didn't you say anything?

Not 'again'.

I stopped to correct her, she looked at me suspiciously, and didn't respond for a long time.

It was the one from the beginning, and I got back with him.

compounded? I can see that she is shocked that I will get back together. She has always known my character, and she is probably wondering why I am so sloppy this time.

After digesting herself for a while, she calmed down: That's good, it's more stable to separate and combine. Seeing that you even sent the car, this time it should be completely settled, right?

Well, it's settled.

When I came to the front desk, Daoming wanted to come, and the lady at the front desk asked me to wait in the reception room, saying that the salesperson would be here soon.

There is a self-service coffee machine in the corner of the reception room. Shen Luoyu made a cup of coffee for himself and asked me back if I wanted it.

No, I don't drink coffee. I say.

She sat across from me with coffee and said, Since it's settled, I'll get the certificate early, get the wedding done, and let my mother distract her attention, don't keep staring at me getting married.

Are you not going to get married? She's four years older than me, and now she's seven in her thirties, the age when most girls get married and have children.

No knot, how good a person is. She drank coffee, it doesn't matter, it doesn't mean that two people are not good, it's just... the life state that is suitable for others may not be suitable for me. I have a clear self-awareness, one person is the best state, other than that Other than that, you will not be happy.”

I nodded: then don't get married, how are you happy.

There is not necessarily only one pattern in life, and the eyes of others are not that important.

My mother is always worried about what I will do when I grow old without children. If I don’t have children, I have to die. If I have children, I have to die. Can I live forever if I have children? When it comes to the topic of marriage and having children, Shen Luoyu has endless bitterness and endless complaints. In order to have someone to take care of me in the unhappy days before my death, I must sacrifice my own happiness now. Getting married and having children, how can there be such a ridiculous thing in the world?

After speaking, she felt inappropriate, and solemnly stated: Of course, I am still very supportive and happy for others to get married and have children. Everyone's purpose in this world is different. My purpose is just to enjoy the scenery alone.

I also had this idea before, but now because of Shang Muxiao, this idea has changed slightly - I want to enjoy the scenery of this world, and Shang Muxiao.

It's Beiyan's birthday on Saturday, are you going with your aunt? I asked.

With them around, the atmosphere can be eased somewhat, and my parents won't get angry in public.

Shen Luoyu thought for a while and said: It seems to have gone. What, called you? are you going?

Um.

Then take your partner back by the way, so that your parents won't get stuck with you forever.

not very convenient.

Are you working on Saturday? No, you said that the other party is much younger than you, so he's not still studying, right?

No more reading.

Oh, is that at work?

I was silent for a moment and said: He is a racing driver. He accidentally crashed his car during training two days ago and was injured a little. He will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

Since I was honest with Yu Xixi, and then publicly admitted to Lu Yue and the others that Shang Muxiao is my lover, and then to Yang Haiyang a few days ago, I have become more and more proficient at coming out of the closet.

Some things are the hardest at the beginning, but as long as you open an opening, everything will come naturally.

racer? Shen Luoyu held the coffee cup and was stunned for a few seconds, then said with a smile, it's cool for a girl to do this.

I calmly said: man, my object is a boy.

Shen Luoyu froze for a moment, the expression on his face was cracked inch by inch, his hands shook, and the coffee was spilled out, but fortunately most of it dripped on the tray, and the clothes were not stained.

I continued: You have seen the one you met at my house that day, Yang Haiyang's brother-in-law, Shang Muxiao.

She took a deep breath and put the coffee cup on the coffee table, as if her tongue had been scalded, and her mouth was shaking for a long time, unable to say a word.

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