Fighter of the Destiny

Among all the people in the National Education Academy, Zhexiu's level is not the highest, but his fighting ability is definitely the strongest. If there is a life and death fight, even Chen Changsheng is not his opponent, because he has extremely rich combat experience and is trained in life and death. The terrifying will, but he has no experience in this kind of thing, let alone any understanding.

Doesn't she hate you very much? He asked directly the doubt in his heart.

Chen Changsheng smiled, not knowing how to answer this question, but this smile made him feel the faint rust-like taste in his throat. That's the smell of blood. His expression changed slightly, his consciousness moved slightly, he sat looking at himself, then fell into silence for a long time, and his face was very pale.

It turns out...that's what happened. Could it be that my twenty-year-old deadline has come early?

He could clearly feel that all the meridians in his body had been broken once, but for some reason, the thousands of bloody openings on the meridians had now been burned and coagulated, and they no longer continued to bleed. Then, he He understood why, because he felt her blood flowing in his body.

The clear and slightly cold lake water slowly flowed around the wooden pillars of the small building. Footsteps sounded as Xu Yourong and Tang Sanshiliu walked into the building. Tang Sanliu signaled Zhexiu to follow him and leave, so only Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong were left in the building. The lake water was still flowing slowly downstairs. The little black fish was no longer as excited as before, but I don’t know where the candied date core went.

Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong looked at each other quietly. For a long time, neither of them spoke. The place was very quiet, even a little deserted. He thought to himself that he was a man after all, and he should say some things by himself. He pursed his dry lips, looked at her and said seriously: I'm sorry.

There are many meanings in this simple apology. For example, he concealed his illness, for example, his life was not good, which affected you, and for example, he could not continue to walk with you.

Xu Yourong looked into his eyes quietly and said, That night, you said you had a secret you wanted to tell me, and this is it?

Yes, I have been in poor health since I was a child. After I was ten years old, my soul overflowed from my broken meridians. Master concluded that I would not live to be twenty, but...

Chen Changsheng was silent for a while and continued: I thought I could live to be twenty. I still have more than three years. I thought it was really possible for me to change my destiny. I wanted to give it a try, but it didn't. Thinking of it, my twenties have arrived early.”

Xu Yourong said, Then?

Chen Changsheng looked at her snow-white face and could think of how much effort she had put into saving him before, really hard work, and said softly: I'm sorry.

Xu Yourong walked to the window with her hands behind her back and looked at the stars in the night sky. After being quiet for a while, she said, You were going to tell me then, but I didn't want to hear it, so there's no need to apologize.

Chen Changsheng was silent for a long time and said, Fortunately, the engagement has been terminated.

Otherwise I will become a widow? Xu Yourong did not look back and his voice became cold.

Chen Changsheng could feel her emotions at this time. He was a little moved, a little comforted, but mostly uneasy. He looked at her back and said, I will die.

Xu Yourong's voice was colder, even a little indifferent: Then?

Chen Changsheng said: It is possible to cure Zhexiu's disease, but my disease really cannot be cured.

Xu Yourong said the same two words: Then?

Chen Changsheng continued: Senior Su Li is so chic and open-minded, and he doesn't agree to let his daughter marry Zhexiu. How could your parents agree to you marrying me?

Xu Yourong said: I don't need my parents' orders. My teacher is gone. My marriage is my own business.

Chen Changsheng said: What about the empress? She loves you so much and takes care of you so much. Don't you need to listen to her opinions?

Xu Yourong's voice was very calm: I never listen to other people's opinions on my matters, and if you are really the Prince Zhaoming, then whether you are sick or not, about to die or live forever, the empress will not agree to it. I’m married to you, so your question means nothing.”

The starlight fell on the lake, was reflected, and fell on the small building. It was silver, and her figure was outlined with a silver edge. It looked very beautiful, as if it could fly away in the wind at any time.

Looking at her figure, Chen Changsheng felt that she was getting further and further away, and whispered: What about me?

Xu Yourong turned to look at him, her skirts billowing in the wind, and her voice was as cold as the wind: What about you?

Chen Changsheng looked into her eyes with no intention of giving in: I won't let you marry a dying person. I don't want you to tell the world about our relationship. Our engagement has been terminated. As long as we don't admit it, Then after I die, it will be much more convenient for you no matter who you marry, such as... Mr. Qiu Shan.

After waking up and confirming that his meridians were all severed, his vitality was gone, and his days were numbered, he began to consider some issues. This is his true thought, this is his own decision. He thought he would accept it all calmly. However, when he said that she should marry Mr. Qiu Shan in the future, for some reason, he still felt something in his heart. A touch of sadness.

Xu Yourong looked at him quietly and didn't speak for a long time. Just when Chen Changsheng thought she would walk away, she suddenly said: As you said, our engagement has been terminated, then we There is no relationship between them. In that case, what qualifications do you have to discuss how to arrange for me after my death in the tone of my fiancé?

Chen Changsheng didn't know how to answer the question, because everything she said was right.

But I will really die, and I will die soon.

Everyone will die, including Emperor Taizong and Zhou Dufu. This is a common thing.

I'm just worried about you.

Don't worry, I can die for you while you are alive, just like you can die for me.

These are the most passionate love words and the most sincere confession, but Xu Yourong said it very calmly and indifferently, as if he was telling the simplest and simplest truth: water flows downward, the sun will rise again after it sets, and everyone will die. We are a couple who share the same goals, so we can naturally devote our lives to each other.

If it were anyone else, they would definitely not be able to adapt to this contrast between love words and mood, and would be stunned and speechless. But Chen Changsheng also has a very special temperament. I don't think there is anything wrong with her. On the contrary, I feel that this is the woman I like. Because he is also a similar person. No matter whether he is facing life or death or death, he will put his emotions at the deepest level and face and deal with them with a calm attitude.

...But I will not live for you. When you are alive, I will live my own life. If you die, I will also live well.

Xu Yourong looked into his eyes and said, But first you have to fight to survive. I also want to fight for you to survive. I don't want you to die.

This conversation about love before life and death has come to an end.

She won the debate calmly.

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(There is another chapter tonight. The original title is a conversation about love before life and death. I also wanted to call it: Then. But when I posted it, I found that the word love was not displayed. I was angry, so I have to use this title, but I don’t understand. Why is this word so sensitive? I’m really angry.)