"Taotao looks cute ..."

At the breakfast shop in the morning, Lingjing and Yahan sat down. They used to be close friends like sisters, but their mood at this time was really complicated. Ya Han knew that she should chase it out, but what should she say after chasing it out, she had thought about it for four years, but she had no clue. Later, Ling Jing opened her mouth first.

"I thought you were coming back recently." Ya Han smiled reluctantly, and she just ran away. The stockings on her feet had been broken. At this time, she put on her high heels, and stretched her hands to touch the calf. ... Jiaming him ... "

She said it several times in a row, and couldn't continue, she nodded quietly: "Is Jiaming's child?"

Ya Han was silent for a moment: "The year you and Sasa left ... I asked him to leave me a child. I didn't know what to do, and I couldn't do anything ..."

After the twenty-ninth birthday, she already has a child. In the past few years, Ya Han, who has maintained a strong woman's posture, remembers those things again, but her eyes still shed tears. A few years of calmness is because Taotao does not mean that the sadness in my heart can be forgotten. In the time of speaking, the waiter was brought up earlier, and Lingjing tried to make his voice normal: "What the **** is wrong ..."

"You should have seen his medical record ..."

"I don't believe ..." Ling Jing pursed her lips. "It's like a soap opera, how ... how can a brain tumor ..." "But it really is a brain tumor ..." Yahan said softly, "I He was taken to the hospital several times, and the diagnosis was the same every time. He was unwilling to be hospitalized, and in the last few months he had been in pain, to the extent that he couldn't stand it. I watched ... I watched I can't wait to die ... "

Lingjing sat there, opened her mouth several times, and couldn't make a sound: "Sister Yahan, you are ... you are watching him ..."

"No ... he left when he was dirty." Yahan reached out and supported his forehead. "Just after New Year's Eve. On the fourth of February, it was still snowing the next night. I don't know when he left, but There were probably signs a few days ago, he didn't want me to see ... he was so painful ... "

"I don't feel the knife in my hand. It just hurts. He always wanted to keep it from being seen ... not going to the hospital and no painkillers. You know his personality ... I even asked my friend to buy it. Heroin, but he doesn't ... always feel sorry for you and Shasha ... "

"I asked him to write at least a letter to you to tell you about these things, but he couldn't write it ... Sometimes he got up at night and saw him sitting by the window writing something. I threw a few words and later I I picked it up secretly and I said I'm sorry at the beginning, but I could n’t write a few words after explaining it to you. He probably felt that ... he didn't have an apology, probably he couldn't make up for it anymore. "

"But I hope you can forgive him ..."

"How to forgive him ..." Ling Jing lowered her head and held her head, "I don't know where he is, come to me and make it clear ..."

Outsiders came and went. There are not many people in this shop. However, the temperament and appearance of Lingjing and Yahan are too outstanding. If you look closely, you can still see a lot of intentional or unintentional glances. Yahan took hold of the quiet palm and hadn't had time to speak. A man in a suit who looked like a large company employee leaned over to this side: "Do you need any help ... I'm not malicious ..."

There were still tears in Yahan's eyes. Then he looked up at the man and said gently: "Thank you." After a few seconds of silence, the man lost in Yahan's eyes. He waved his hand: "I'm sorry ..." He quickly backed away.

"Sister Yahan ..."

"Actually, I have been sorry for you and Shasha. He likes you the most, and distresses you ..."

"But he gave birth to you."

"I begged him. He agreed ..." Yahan was silent for a moment. "His world view is very different from ordinary people. He treats me as a friend. I like him, and he agrees. He values ​​people who are good to him. Can't bear to hurt ... but he cares most about you ... "

"I also know, I don't know why he is like this, but I know, I have been in Vienna for four years, and I gradually want to understand ... but then what, I am just an ordinary woman ..." Lingjing cried, "I just want to be with him, I just want to be with him whenever I can. Even if I get terminally ill, I want to watch him at least, and I want to give him a child, not everything. He was thrown in the drum in Vienna and hated him for four years and waited for him to make up for it, but he could only look at his grave and cry ... I don't want to cry ... but I'm not that strong ... "

"He's afraid you see him helpless ..."

"Yeah, he's a coward ..." Lingjing shed tears, her voice soft and inaudible. "Sister Yahan, can you ... tell me what happened during your last time with him ...?" "

"Um." Ya Han nodded, a little smile appeared on his face, "It's actually not much. He came to me on the night of November 4th, and it was just three months on February 5th, 2011 ... … In the villa for three months, I went out seven times in the villa. Three times, I was dragged to the hospital. Just like before, he watched movies every day, read comics, and occasionally used the computer to surf the Internet, mainly to watch Your message. When you left, he arranged for someone to take care of you, and then he could find some information. Some of your first things in Vienna were photographed ... "

Lingjing clenched her fist, and Yahan patted her hand: "Remember the day when you first celebrated New Year in Vienna? You do n’t go home, and some boys came to ask you and you did n’t go, he asked someone to give it away A bunch of roses for you, you confiscated and put it at the door ... he couldn't help it. When he ordered the flowers, his head was already sore. He said that he wanted to cook vegetables that night, probably when using a knife. It hurt, and he slashed his finger with his knife, but he didn't even notice it ... "

She opened her mouth and let out a long sigh of relief: "His man ... was a very weak look since he was a child, but he never frowned when he was really painful ~ www.novelmtl.com ~ , Or when the body suddenly trembles, I can probably find a little. It often hurts in November, and it is more frequent in December. I dare not say, I had to desperately pull him to the hospital, but the results of the hospital examination were the same. He was very angry when he saw those things. Although he still smiled on his face, I could see that ... he refused to be hospitalized, and I couldn't force him ... I didn't know how to force him, the doctor said that there was no hope ... "

"Sometimes he woke up at night and couldn't sleep, just look at the previous photos ... I found it several times, all pretending to sleep, I don't know if he noticed it ... I probably got pregnant in early January, check Duanqin, I knew it in mid-January. He was still holding it at that time. It snowed during the New Year. I did n’t go home to celebrate the New Year. Oh, I quarreled with my dad for this. Very good, who knows that he left after a few days ... he really can't stand it and doesn't want others to see ... "

"I didn't go to him, there was no way ... I still had to take care of the baby in my belly. The doctor said that this was the first child. I was sick again, my body was poor, and I had a miscarriage. I would exercise and exercise, even cry I dare not cry because it will affect the child's prenatal education ... "Until then, tears finally dripped from Yahan's cheek." So until 2002, Dongfang Road came over and said home Ming died, and built a tomb for him, just outside the city ... Have you seen it? "

"I don't believe it ..."

"I don't believe he can find Jiaming ..." Yahan said, "You know him. If he really wants to leave, no one can find it, but as long as he can come back, he will definitely find it. ... "

Ya Han shook her hand, she knew it was a disguise of comfort.

"Wait for him, will you?"

Lingjing nodded: "Sister Yahan ... I'm sorry ..."

"I've always been sorry for you and Shasha ... I should have thought of you as sisters, but this thing ..." She shook her head, "How could this be the case, sorry ..."

The two were originally good friends of the sisters. They had had troubles together when they were young, and they have experienced many things together. Www.novelmtl.com There have also been sadness and sorrow, but by this time, these things have gradually been diluted. During those three months, she watched Jiaming suffer the pain, step by step until he could not bear it, but he could not do anything, until he left, he could only keep these things silently in his heart, and he could not even cry, she The pain in my heart may not be lighter than myself.

In a sense, Jia Ming is gone, everything is not so important, the knot is temporarily unlocked, the two turned the topic to another direction, Ling Jing ’s life in Vienna in recent years, the hard work of four years Ah, and recently joined companies and the like. Some things may not be easy to say in front of her parents, and only in front of Ya Han, she was able to say something trivially, probably talking about Ya Han's side, Tao Tao, she already works in the family company The two barely had breakfast and were ready to go out.

"Can I go to Taotao when I have time?"

"As long as you send her pop board candy ..."

Ling Jing smiled and suddenly embraced Ya Han: "Sister Ya Han, thank you for staying with him during those three months ..."

"I didn't take care of him for whom ..." Ya Han's tears fell again