(Xue is tired and wants to rest, but in fact, Ya Han didn't fall asleep all the way. She sat lazily watching Jia Ming driving and didn't know what she was thinking. Occasionally she turned back and talked to Xiao Taotao softly. , Mother and daughter whispered, only the little girl's laughter was particularly crisp in the compartment.

The rain is heavy and the sky outside is gloomy, but it also thoroughly flushes the world, making everything clear in this heavy rain, and some streets are lit with street lights, shining brightly, The car approaching turned on the lights, and the flower beds on the roadside were full of greenery. Soon, the familiar scenery came into view.

Sacred Heart College is at this time of summer vacation. Everything is deserted in the heavy rain. Roads and residential areas surround the whole school. Separate the two sides on the main gate square of Sacred Heart College. Lou, one side went to the villa where she lived in the Sacred Heart, and the two sides were not far away. At the time of Jiaming High School, four people walked around often. Later, Jiaming had a relationship with her, and then Lingjing and Shasha left. Two people lived in the villa, and Jiaming went back to clean the small building. She also helped in the past. Today's scenery looks like that year.

When you reach the Sacred Heart, there is not much left. When you arrive at the villa, the exterior of the house still looks the same, and the exterior wall is washed away by rain. When opening the door, Yahan's key was not aligned with the keyhole several times. After the door opened, everything covered with white cloth came into view.

"Mom said this is where Taotao was born." The little girl looked curiously at everything in the room, and then leaped to the front. She didn't come here very much. If it was earlier, I have forgotten about it. Although there is no one living, but the accumulated dust is not much, all the furnishings are still the same as they were a few years ago.

"Come here every six months ..."

Yahan took off the white drape covering the sofa and spoke softly, and Jia Ming also said these things again and again. Taotao occasionally used to help, occasionally sitting on the sofa, playing a few rolls, upstairs and downstairs, and asked questions like "Mom, in which room I was born."

"... I was pregnant with Taotao that year. I had a mess with my family. I asked an aunt to take care of me ... It was okay for me to be pregnant with Taotao for a few months. I didn't vomit badly ... Just kicked me old. ...... "Speaking of things during pregnancy, Ya Han's face showed a gentle smile," Nothing in October gave me anything to cause, but I was born half a month before the expected date of delivery. This child ... suddenly that afternoon I felt like I was going to have a baby. I called the doctor, and when the doctor came over, I just delivered the baby in a clean room prepared here, because it was fast, it took two hours. Taotao came out and cried so much ... "

As she cleaned up, Yahan said these words, Taotao opened her eyes and followed while listening. Such a thing is fast. In more than ten minutes, the upper and lower parts have been restored to their original appearance. Yahan took a lot of pillows. Go to the pillowcase on the living room sofa. Taotao sat in a pile of soft pillows and whispered to the big white bear. She naturally has no shortage of dolls, but if she wants to come to Yahan or other people, she will not give her a toy that is two or three times larger than her size. Time is quite new. Jiaming went to the outside store and bought a few packets for easy return. He boiled it in an electric kettle and drank it, and put two ham sausages in it.

"I didn't eat at noon, just make up."

Taotao looked at him with glittering eyes on the opposite side.

Instant noodles are not something precious. But under the care of Yahan. Taotao grows so big. Naturally there is no chance to eat this kind of junk food. Ya Han stared at her daughter with a smile. Subsequently, Tao Tao brewed a bowl. Steaming. Little girl holding big bowl. Suck the mouthful for the first time to eat ground strips.

I ate a small bowl of instant noodles. Taotao spoke with Bai Xiong on the sofa for a while. He slept heavily. She was bored this morning to accommodate her mother. At this point, though, I arrived in a new place. After all, there is no place to play. After eating. I will sleep with the white bear as a pastime. Ya Han was holding the sleeping little girl when she went inside the room. After Jia Ming finished eating, Tao Tao left the ground bar. Go to the kitchen and wash the dishes. The room was quiet. Ya Han coaxed her daughter to fall asleep to sing. Footsteps are slight. After a while. The familiar woman thought about his back. Hands around his chest. Hugged him. The atmosphere tended to be peaceful. Neither of them spoke. Jia Ming slowly returned the porcelain bowl to the cupboard. Yahan held his two hands backwards. Let him hug her.

"It's still wet ..."

"I don't care ..." Yahan said softly as if in a dream.

"Ah."

Jia Ming smiled. Dry the water spots on your hands with a new towel. Just turned around. Hands down her knees and hugged her. Although later went to the sofa. Let her lie on her own leg. That winter four years ago. Every night. This is often the case. Ya covered the blanket. Hold the pillow and talk to him. I don't want to go to bed early. Jia Ming looked at her. Have a moment. Just before he said, "Is it hard to live in these years ...?"

"It won't be bitter if there is a Taotao." Yahan cuddled a pillow in his arms, and curled his body gently beside his legs.

"Thinner than before ..."

"I often go to the gym." Yahan looked up at him. "Remember how heavy I am?"

"Remember you are strong here."

Put your fingers through the hem of the shirt, and gently press the skin of her upper abdomen. For the first time four years ago, the skin touched, and there was a fire between the fingers, and Yahan's body shivered, and her eyes closed. Then he opened it, and put one hand on the back of Jiaming's hand, "I have already given birth to a child. Where is there like before?"

"Taotao was taught very well by you."

"I used to think that I was alive for her in this life ..." She was silent for a moment. "Like the song you sang to me before, I hope I can always grow up with her, watch her finally get married, and live happily, think To live longer, give her the best things, maybe ... and see your appearance on her. Before the illness is better, I will take care of it more regularly than before, and I ca n’t help myself. You ca n’t cry in front of Taotao, sometimes you go to your grave for an afternoon ... ”

Her eyes were tightly closed, and Jiaming's hand was pressed against her belly. It took a long time before he said softly: "The night you left ... I know ... crying on the balcony and watching you go ..."

"I know……"

"I've been so tired these four years, Jiaming ..."

"I understand ... it's okay ..."

Softly whispered and gently comforted, Yahan recalled all these things, and spoke in her bright arms at home, as if to tell all the things about the past four years.

"... After you left. I didn't dare to tell anyone about pregnancy. I resigned from Sacred Heart College, I can only live here, and I dare not go back home ..."

"... After my father knew about the pregnancy, he forced me to destroy Taotao, but I still thought about being strong, and I almost died to show him ..."

"... Taotao was upset, and after seeing her, Dad didn't say anything. Later he asked me to go back and force me to say your identity ..."

"Taotao Qizhi early ..."

"Later I went to work in the company ..."

"Taotao always blocks my arrow ..."

"Get up every morning and sing to her. Taotao learns to speak then ..."

"A lot of messy things, but every time I see Taotao, I think everything is worth it ..."

It was close to five o'clock, and in a faint murmur, Ya Han finally fell asleep, and Jia Ming looked at the sky outside, holding on to Ya Han for a long time, finally holding her to the room next to the master bedroom and let her Lie down on the bed. Cover with a thin blanket. He sat by the bed watching the woman's sleeping position, then got up and left.

When he came to the master bedroom, Taotao also slept soundly with a white bear in his hand. The little girl's sleeping position was quiet, just like her mother. This is his daughter, Yahan and the daughter he gave birth to, and thinking of this, he has a quite strange emotion in his heart, and feels a bit unrealistic.

anyway. He never thought about what happened after he became a father. The reunion with Ya Han was his expected scene. Only this daughter-even though she knew she existed before-felt when she met. A little helpless.

Very small people, children are a little trouble. Not a caring person. I used to worry about the child's home and thought about it, and pulled the quilt for my daughter. This is a brand new person, like a blank piece of paper, you are responsible for her future, there is no rule to follow. No chance to come back. All previous experiences are useless in front of you, and you. But she has to ensure that she can get happiness. He does n’t like this feeling. It is foreseeable that the future will become extremely troublesome. He is not a teacher's material. The last student who held him in charge is probably only It can be said that it is a semi-finished product, which is very different from the prospect he once expected.

"No way, this kind of thing ..." he thought, and finally sighed, muttering to himself, "If there is any difficulty, please come, no difficulty ... If you have any difficulties, you have to come ..." This is the result of the planting ... ...

I didn't want to disturb Taotao and continue to sleep, and I didn't want to worry about it anymore. Jia Ming stepped out of the room and began to organize some daily things. Although sofas, beds, cabinets, appliances and other things can be used by opening the white cloth, but many After all, things are still unusable at this time. The toilet, bathroom, garage ... walked around in various places, about half an hour later, he took a few things and went to the storage room on the second floor, only to suddenly realize that Yahan was resting at this time There seemed to be some slight movements in the room.

Pushing the door gently, I saw that on the big bed, Ya Han's body was moving uneasily, her eyebrows were tight, and she didn't know what nightmare was. The neat hair had been made on the pillow at this time. It's messy. He glanced twice, ready to put the contents of his hand back into the storage room and then look down. Things were just put away, and suddenly I heard Yahan cry out, "Jiaming!"

Quickly walked to the entrance of the stairs. What she saw was that Ya Han rushed out of the room suddenly. The sound of opening the door was very loud. She looked anxious, and her face was covered with sweat. Above the stairs, she didn't seem to see Jiaming standing there. She stood breathing for a few seconds. She opened the doors of the rooms downstairs, glanced out of the window, then ran to the villa. door.

When Jia Ming was there, he could almost clearly hear the murmurs and yells in Ya Han's mouth, all of which were his own name. She stood in front of her, but she couldn't see herself, just crying like that, While searching in the room, she opened the door and ran a few steps. She was about to enter the rain curtain before stopping. She was crying and searching for the figure she wanted to see in the rain ~ www.novelmtl.com ~ After a while, she ran back to the stairs She ran, probably to go upstairs. It wasn't until she reached the two steps that she suddenly stood there, looking at him above the stairs.

Jia Ming suddenly realized that when she left on a snowy night four years ago, when she left with a headache and turbulence, what happened in the room was probably everything in front of her. Then she went to the balcony and watched When he left in the heavy snow, he could only cry but couldn't catch up. From her meeting today to her later statement, she was trying to calm down and suppress her mood. By this time, her dream finally broke out.

After four years, she stood at the entrance of the stairs, her eyes finally separated from the past. She saw the figure above, with tears on her face and the beads of sweat from the nightmare. She put her hands around her chest, For a moment, the smile on the face full of tears “ha” struck a smile, and the relieved smile finally collapsed in deepening grievances and palpitations. She knelt down on the stairs and the cry of "Ha ..." cried out, but this time, she could no longer restrain it.

Slowly, Jia Ming hugged her.

"It's okay, I'm back, it's okay, okay ..."

"Don't leave me anymore ..."

The wailing cry went straight into the soul.