I am reborn and just want to concentrate on my studies

Looking out from the quiet lotus pond to the outside of the school, one can see the landmark building of Donghai City, a tall building standing alone in the night sky. There are flashing light effects on the upper floor. In the dark night, it flashes in circles and turns. Turn, turn, turn.

Jiang Lili looked at the lights of the building in trance.

In front is the lotus pond.

The lotus leaves in this season have naturally declined, and the lotus pond is not bright to begin with. Those dead branches and leaves are showing their teeth and claws, as if they want to scare someone, but they look a bit cute.

The breeze blows, as if it is blowing the tenderness of the pool into people's hearts.

After she said those words impulsively, Jiang Lili regretted a little and glanced at Yi Yang secretly. He looked calmly in front of him, as if the promise he had just made had been forgotten in the blink of an eye.

The topic always kept going. Jiang Lili said, "Yi Yang, do you want to meet my parents?"

Yi Yang turned around, smiled and asked, "Sister, do you want me to see you?"

Jiang Lili was silent for a moment and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about this topic for now. What should we do next?"

Jiang Lili came to him directly after getting off the plane. The two attended the dance together. The dance was not as long as expected, and the process was not rich. Of course, the experience was very satisfactory, but it spanned less than half of the time. It would be a bit too boring to meet at a distance from China and only have this little date content.

If you don't want to make a decision, then let the other party decide. Jiang Lili knows that Yi Yang is the kind of person who usually decides some trivial things by himself. He will not object, but only occasionally makes some suggestions on some details, but if he wants to let He is someone who can decide something independently and arrange it for you properly. He is someone who absolutely does not need you to worry about.

Yi Yang looked at the time. It was eight o'clock in the evening. It was early or not. He had already passed the hotel, and the places where he could go shopping and hang out were already closed. But if it was late, it would be an awkward time where it would be impossible to rest. .

Yi Yang thought for a while and said, "There is a pedestrian street at the south gate of the school and the night market is very good."

"Then go shopping there!"

In addition to snacks, the night market at the south gate of the school also has a section of bars and nightclubs. It was just getting dark at this time, and it was actually just getting popular there.

It was quite a long distance from the quiet lotus pond to the south gate, but neither of them were in a hurry and took a slow walk. There were street lights everywhere in the school at night, the light was soft, and there were small speakers from the school radio station in every corner. , soft music is playing at this time, and people who occasionally walk by will unconsciously slow down their steps in this atmosphere.

Not long after, he and Jiang Lili met up near the Nanmen Night Market. They walked along the snack stalls and tasted them along the way.

In autumn, the cool breeze blows at night, which makes it a little cool. However, the whole street feels like it is in full swing. People are coming and going, many of them are college students nearby. It is noisy and lively. Heat rises in front of many stalls. The two of them Mixed in the crowd, Jiang Lili bought a big marshmallow and held it in her hand. From time to time, she would pick it off and eat it, smiling as happily as a child.

"Yi Yang, what do you usually study in your major?"

"Now... I only study subjects such as advanced mathematics, linear algebra, English, and various economics."

"Sounds so complicated."

After walking around in a circle, Jiang Lili stopped at a stall again and bought a bowl of cold dumplings. She held it in her hand. The big marshmallow was really inconvenient to hold, so she gave it to Yi Yang. After saying that he was not allowed to eat secretly, he freed up his hand to scoop up a spoonful of small glutinous rice balls and took a bite. He squinted his eyes and tasted it carefully. He shook his head and suddenly said: "Well... Yi Yang, is it hard to be in a long-distance relationship?"

Jiang Lili's pretty face was a little serious, so Yi Yang thought about it seriously and said, "If you say it's not hard, it seems too disrespectful to this relationship, and it also seems too disrespectful to my sister's charm, but to be honest How hard it is..."

He grabbed a handful of cotton and put it in his mouth. It melted in his mouth and he didn't even have time to taste it. It was probably sweet. This kind of thing was really uninteresting and boring.

Jiang Lili's eyes widened and she frowned when she saw Yi Yang eating his marshmallow.

"To say how hard it really is...it doesn't count. Every day I can see my sister in the video, hear my sister talking, share my happiness with her, and also know my sister's happiness and the difficulties she encounters. After all, this era is much happier than my parents’ generation when they could only communicate through letters.”

"Compared with my experience, what I care more about is whether my sister will find it hard? If my sister finds it hard, I will feel sad..."

"I don't work hard, so why should I? If I want to see you, I'll fly to see you. Hey, my sister is very rich!"

There are many handsome men and beautiful women wandering around this area.

"There are many young, beautiful and outstanding girls in your school."

"yes……"

"Are you excited?"

"Sister doesn't quite understand the word heartbeat."

"How to say?"

Yi Yang took the spoon in Jiang Lili's hand and put it back into the bowl. Then he grabbed her hand, put it on his chest and said, "What did sister feel?"

"Heartbeat."

"Heartbeat is a physiological reaction. As long as a person is alive, he will have a heartbeat."

"Um?"

"And heartbeat is not that simple."

Yi Yang took a bite of the glutinous rice balls in Jiang Lili's bowl as a matter of course. The taste was not bad. Jiang Lili watched silently as he put the spoon back into the bowl.

"What sister actually wants to ask is, you boy, you are full of energy. There are so many good girls in this school, girls with long legs, girls with fair skin..."

"I didn't mean to ask that."

"I said I would never take a look at them, and I didn't think they were good. That would be too hypocritical. I must admit that when I see that kind of girl on the street, I will be left with a temporary impression. But, the distance between the heartbeat and the heartbeat is longer than the road Monk Tang took to obtain Buddhist scriptures."

"I don't get excited easily. I understand that the feeling of being excited can really make my heart beat faster, my face turn red, and I can have wild thoughts..."

"Fantasy?" Jiang Lili's eyes were a little strange. After thinking for a while, she suddenly stood up on tiptoes and kissed Yi Yang.

Yi Yang blinked and didn't even have time to react. Jiang Lili smelled of very high-end perfume, and her red lips were so delicate. She bit her lips lightly at this moment, her hand still pressed against his chest, and then she suddenly smiled. Get up: "Yeah, my heartbeat is really speeding up..."

Yi Yang recalled the fleeting touch on his face just now. Although he had kissed his sister, his heart was still throbbing because of such a small kiss.

Jiang Lili lowered her head and glanced at the glutinous rice balls in the bowl. They were a bit sweet and greasy. Eating this kind of thing regularly would not do much good for the body, so she gave it to Yi Yang: "Yi Yang, eat all these glutinous rice balls. You are welcome." I haven’t eaten anything and I feel bad.”

Yi Yang was so moved that he took the glutinous rice balls. He exercised a lot every day, and he was not prone to gaining weight. It didn't matter if he had more of this kind of sweet. He held the glutinous rice balls in one hand and the marshmallows in the other. I ate the glutinous rice balls directly from the paper bowl.

The sweetness is a bit cloying, but when I think that this is my sister’s favorite glutinous rice dumpling, I can still eat it no matter how cloying it is.

Jiang Lili walked in front, her hands behind her back, her black skirt swaying, adding a touch of charm.

There was a couple in front of them, and the girl said shyly: "I hate you, I won't pay attention to you."

The boy smiled mischievously on the side: "We are an old married couple, why should we be ashamed..."

"Disgusting! Who is an old married couple with you!"

"Hey...do you have your ID card?"

"Hate, hate, hate!" The girl turned away, angrily threw out a series of modal words, and then whispered: "Well..."

Jiang Lili secretly glanced back at Yi Yang and found that he had not noticed this scene and was looking around. At this time, he noticed Jiang Lili's gaze and turned his head strangely and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Yi Yang..."

"Um?"

Jiang Lili turned her head and her eyes were attracted by a stall selling trinkets in front of her. She went over to play with the earrings and other things on the stall and said casually: "Did you bring your ID card?"

Yi Yang blinked and said, "Bring it."

"Oh..." Jiang Lili lowered her head, making it difficult for people to see her expression clearly, and said, "You always carry your ID card with you..."

"Huh? That...isn't..."

"Since you brought it, it's just right... let's rest outside tonight." Jiang Lili interrupted Yi Yang casually.

Yi Yang's heart skipped a few beats and he said, "Okay..."

Suddenly, Jiang Lili raised her head. Under the soft street light, two rosy clouds could still be seen on her cheeks, and she said shyly, "What are you thinking about?"

"I...I was thinking that it would be very comfortable to be able to rest next to my sister."

"Do you just want to rest next to your sister?"

"I……"

"One room."

"..."

"In no mood?"

"think!"

“No standard room…”

"oh……"

"King bed room……"

"oh……"

Jiang Lili tilted her head and looked at him provocatively, but her face was obviously redder than the other person's.

Yi Yang's heart was beating fast, but he still maintained a sense of clarity. Thinking of the regret last time, he looked left and right and noticed a small convenience store. He hesitated and said, "I... I'm going to buy something..."

At this moment, he was suddenly pulled.

Then, Jiang Lili brought her head up and whispered in his ear: "No need..."

"No need...what?"

"If you don't use it, you don't need it."

Yi Yang's eyes suddenly opened wide, as if something exploded in his head. He was throbbing. At the same time, he was a little worried. Could he have made a mistake? Looking at Jiang Lili, I saw her cheeks were blushing... I didn't dare to think about the next scene.

…

In the elevator going to the room, Jiang Lili held her bag tightly and looked down at her toes without saying a word.

Yi Yang wanted to find something to talk about and said: "The decoration of this hotel is not bad..."

The elevator door opened, and the two of them walked out of the elevator door together. Jiang Lili suddenly interrupted Yi Yang, who was about to continue provoking the topic: "Let's talk about the topic..."

"..."

"Don't be nervous... I know you are curious about what a girl's body is like... I..." Jiang Lili bit her lip and whispered: "I'll tell you bit by bit later. How to do it."

Yi Yang's mind went blank.

He entered the room in a daze and closed the door.

Jiang Lili asked Yi Yang to take a bath first. When he came out, she went in. The sound of gurgling water came from the bathroom. After waiting for nearly forty or fifty minutes, Jiang Lili wrapped a bath towel around her body and came out.

Then, Jiang Lili walked over slowly and sat down next to Yi Yang.

Yi Yang smelled the scent of rose-flavored shower gel emanating from her sister's body.

…

A glimmer of light filtered through the bottom of the curtains. The room was dark, but the outlines of some things could still be seen clearly.

The somewhat messy bed moved a few times, and then a girl's body slowly sat up. She looked at the sleeping boy next to her and sat silently for a while.

Then, she gently lifted the quilt, her movements were careful and did not cause too much noise. There were only shallow breathing sounds and a little sound of turning the quilt in the room.

In the darkness, her perfect body curves trembled slightly. Thinking of last night's scene, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

Take a few deep breaths.

After stabilizing her emotions a little, she stood on the carpet in the room with bare feet and explored around. She picked up a black object in a corner. Judging from the shape and outline, it was clearly a girl's underwear bra. She gave it to herself After putting it on, I felt a little uncomfortable. After some hesitation, I took it off again. Then I continued to search in the dark, and then found a triangular thing in a further corner...

Many of those close-fitting clothes were thrown far away. Only one pair of black stockings for bottoming was found, and another one was thrown away in an unknown corner. She simply stopped looking for the stockings she found. I didn't wear any more, just put on my shirt and skirt, and then stared at the sleeping figure in the dark in a daze.

Recalling the scene last night, she bit her lip gently. Under her guidance, both parties completed the most important step in their lives... Overall, the process was successful.

However, there was an inexplicable sadness in her mood. She suddenly felt that she had lost a lot of things, but she was very happy. She stared at the figure for a while, thought about it, then slowly moved to the bed, pulled back the quilt, and lay down again. Go in.

She couldn't help but blush as she thought about her self-inflicted invasion experience last night and that conversation.

"elder sister……"

"Call me Li Li..."

"Li Li..."

She sighed slightly, cursing herself secretly, it was so...so wrong...

Then, she glanced at the sleeping silhouette again, sorted out the messy emotions, slowly closed her eyes beside him, and moved closer to the direction of his breathing.