I Deliver Candy To Men

Haven't seen each other in two lifetimes?

Yes, Situ Jun thought in a trance, after his legs were disabled, he fell into the abyss, and was pulled back to the world by a pair of gentle hands, isn't it just two lifetimes apart?

"A Jun." Ning Xinhe called him with a complicated expression.

Looking at the boy in the wheelchair, Ning Xinhe's mood was very complicated. After that incident, she hadn't come to see him. He rushed to rescue her so worriedly, and was crippled by her, she should have come to visit him.

But the jealous man at home wouldn't allow it. Once she mentioned it, he would carry her and throw her on the bed, making her unable to get out of the bed. No way, she had to send someone to give a gift.

Today was because of a quarrel with that man. He was not in the house, so she was able to come out and see him.

"I should have come to visit you earlier." Ning Xinhe said guiltily, "You don't blame me, do you?"

Situ Jun looked at her without blinking and shook his head slowly.

He never blamed her.

Seeing him shaking his head, Ning Xinhe felt even more guilty, and she said earnestly, "I know there is a genius doctor who is superb in his first-hand medical skills. He once cured high-level paraplegic patients. Probably, people who can't move below the neck are treated by him. Alright. Ajun, wait for me, I will definitely find the genius doctor and ask him to treat your leg."

Situ Jun looked at her concerned and guilty expression, and his heart was in a trance. Hearing her talk about the miracle doctor, he didn't feel shocked or happy.

After a while, he finally recovered from this dazed feeling, and raised the corner of his mouth slightly: "It's okay. It's good to find it, but it doesn't matter if you can't find it."

He used to be very depressed about his disability, and passed in a daze for a long time. But now that he has come out, the abyss has been left far behind him, and he will never step into it again.

Although it is still sad, he has begun to accept that he will probably spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair.

"Everyone has their own fate. Probably, I have this fate in my life. If I can find the genius doctor, it will be good. If I can't find it, don't feel sorry for me." He said.

Ning Xinhe looked at his calm and open-minded appearance, and felt very guilty and moved: "Ajun, you are not depressed, I am so proud of you, you are really the strongest and bravest person I have ever met!"

The smile on Situ Jun's face narrowed slightly.

She thought that when today came, she would see him depressed?

Yes, she did not see him wrong, he had indeed been depressed once. So depressed, so stunned.

"I thought I would see a depressed and depressed you today." Seeing his calm expression, Ning Xinhe couldn't help but relax and dared to joke with him, "I thought a lot of encouraging words for you. It's best if you don't feel depressed, I saved a lot of words!"

The smile on Situ Jun's face faded.

Ning Xinhe's attitude made him a little uncomfortable. Maybe it was because everyone was careful about him once, and his mother, father, and servants in the house all treated him carefully. Therefore, seeing Ning Xinhe as well, he couldn't help being a little disappointed.

He once admired her and admired her so much, thinking that she was talented, broad-minded, and knowledgeable, and she was different from secular women.

It turns out that she is no different from others? Like everyone else, she treated him with care.

He couldn't help but think of Song Yingying. She is different from everyone. When everyone was careful, afraid of hurting him, she was daring, offended him without shaking her legs and without panic, and took the medicine again and again to pull him out of the abyss. .

"A Jun? A Jun?" A hand shook in front of him, calling Situ Jun back to his senses, only to see Ning Xinhe looking at him worriedly, "What's the matter with you? I said something wrong that made you unhappy. ?"

Situ Jun looked at the familiar face in front of him. He used to regard her as a fairy, and it would be disrespectful to blaspheme her a little in his heart, but at this time, she was just a beautiful ordinary woman.

"No." He reluctantly shook his head, suppressing the loss in his heart.

Ning Xinhe thought he was forcing a smile and pretended not to care because he couldn't bear her guilt, and felt even more guilty. After saying a few more words to Situ Jun, he said goodbye and left: "A Jun, I will definitely find that genius doctor, wait for me!"

After speaking, she left.

Situ Jun sat alone in the garden without moving for a long time.

I was a little bewildered.

As if something had left him, his heart suddenly became empty. Disappointed, lost, uncomfortable.

Qinglan looked at him from a distance, not daring to approach.

The last time she pushed him to the garden, he looked at her with that terrifying look, which made her shudder. After thinking about it, she called a little maid: "Go and call Liu Ying, and say that the little Marquis is in a bad mood."

After a while, Song Yingying came.

She was not surprised. With a disabled body, facing the person he once loved, it was no wonder that Situ Jun was in a good mood.

She came to Situ Jun and looked at him with a smile: "Are you stimulated?"

Situ Jun glanced at her lightly, but said nothing.

Song Yingying patted him on the shoulder: "Alright, alright, a pot has a lid, a radish has a pit, she is not your lid, and you are not her pit, you have no fate if you can't get together! Don't be discouraged. , there will be more lovely girls waiting for you in the future!"

Situ Jun listened to her nonsense, inexplicably felt that there were two points of truth.

But not having fate is a sad thing in itself, isn't it?

Besides, that wasn't what he was sad about.

Harder to tell.

He lowered his eyes and didn't speak, so Song Yingying could only guess: "Why are you unhappy? Tell me, I will solve you, but I am very good at persuading people!"

She patted her chest with a confident look on her face. Situ Jun's eyes paused for a moment on her chest and then moved away.

Still don't speak.

Seeing that although he was not particularly depressed, Song Yingying seemed to be unable to get better for a while, so she started making noises about him with various topics.

She is good-looking and has a sweet and soft voice. Even if she is noisy, she will not be particularly annoying, but has a special effect to drive away loneliness and loneliness.

This is why Song Yingying always likes to make noises about him.

She talked for a long time, her mouth was dry, and when he saw that he still didn't say a word, she beat him: "Are you okay? Are you feeling better? My mouth is dry! Why don't we go back to the yard? , you asked me to drink water, and I'll talk to you again after a while?"

Situ Jun, who had not gotten any better after listening to her chattering for a long time, was inexplicably cured by her complaints.

He raised his head, stared at her with dark eyes, and suddenly said, "I regret it."

Seeing that he finally spoke, Song Yingying suddenly looked shocked, and hurriedly asked, "What do you regret?"

He didn't speak again.

He stared at her at first, but after a while, he looked away. Looking at the flowers not far away, I was dazed.

Song Yingying said "Hi", broke his face, and told him to look at her: "What do you say! It's a pleasure to say it!"

Situ Jun felt melancholy for less than three counts, and she broke his face, and his chest suddenly choked: "Do you know that you are a maid? Do you remember that I am Xiaohou?"

I dared to push his head before, but now I dare to break his face! Who gave her the guts?

"Then what do you say!" Song Yingying said, "hesitating and chirping, it makes people anxious to death!"

She blinked a pair of innocent and pure eyes and looked at him like this, Situ Jun was stunned, and then suddenly understood why she repeatedly violated the rules and did not know the superiority and inferiority, but he never really annoyed her-sheng With such pure eyes, who can really hate it?

"Have you heard how my leg is broken?" he asked.

Song Yingying nodded: "I heard it!"

"Oh? What did you hear?" Situ Jun asked.

Song Yingying: "..." She knows everything well! If he wants to say it, he will say it, and if he asks and asks like this, he will die!

It's just that she can't complain. He is vulnerable now, and she has to take care of him. So, I said something about what I knew, described him as a kind and righteous young man, and secretly touted him.

Situ Jun didn't know whether he was aware of her intentions, or not, but in short, although he sneered, his breath was a little brighter.

"I regret it, you know?" He clenched his fists, and his mood suddenly fell into a slump again, and it was very, very low, he said painfully: "I didn't tell anyone. She asked me just now, and I said no. Blame her."

"But I blame her! I blame her for not liking me! I blame myself for being like this for her, but she doesn't come to see me! I blame her, but I dare not say it!"

It's him who wants to like her, and it's him who has to give everything for her. It's all his own choice. She never asked him to do this. How could he blame it?

But in his heart, he really blamed her!

Blame yourself even more!

Blame yourself for your recklessness! impulse! Young and frivolous!

Blame your own fate even more! It's a teenager, but his leg is broken, and he will be trapped in a wheelchair for the rest of his life!

He regrets it! Regret every night! Regret can't sleep! But he never said it to anyone, because he couldn't say it! It seems that without saying it, there is still a layer of affection and righteousness covering the head! Once he said it, he didn't even have this pretense! He's a stupid unlucky bastard!

These words, he did not say to anyone. These emotions, he has not exposed to anyone. No one has ever seen this side of him, except Song Yingying.

After he vented, the whole person was like a plant that had been squeezed out of juice, drooping slack, and there was no trace of vitality.

Song Yingying stared at him blankly. She didn't expect that when he thought like this ~www.wuxiamtl.com~, the book didn't describe his psychology too much, she didn't know that he had such emotions hidden in his heart.

But when you think about it, it makes sense.

"It's okay, it's okay." She patted the back of his hand lightly and reassured him: "You're not wrong, you didn't do anything wrong from beginning to end."

Situ Jun said coldly: "That's right? It's not wrong to be young and frivolous? It's not wrong to be reckless and impulsive? It's not wrong to be reckless? It's not wrong to regret something, shouldn't it be despised?"

His eyes were like knives, as if to cut Song Yingying's eyes open and look straight into her heart. As long as she has a trace of concealment and a word that is untrue, this knife will go straight into her heart!

This look is uncomfortable. But Song Yingying didn't dodge either, she knew what her mission was.

She came for him, and since he took the initiative to expose the wound to her, all she had to do was to heal it, not to anger him and let him hide the wound deeper.

"You're not wrong." She met his gaze, word by word, and said very seriously: "You like her, it's not wrong, she is a very lovable girl, it's human nature for you to like her, you don't wrong."

"She didn't choose you, and it's not your fault. Just like monks don't eat meat, it doesn't mean that meat is wrong. Most people still love meat. You are just not suitable and have no fate."

"It's not your fault that you lost your legs in order to save her. It's the bad guys who are at fault, the ones with malicious intentions to harm others, not the righteous people like you who sacrificed their lives for your friends."

"As for being reckless, impulsive, and reckless, these are only the case when you are young, have little experience, and are inexperienced. It's not your fault. After this incident, you must know it. You can't be so impulsive, can you?"

"As for your regret later... Of course you should regret it! Who doesn't want to have a pair of healthy legs? You lost your legs for your friend, you didn't repay the favor, you didn't entangle yourself, but you shrank away by yourself and didn't want to cause trouble to the other party. , isn't that kind enough? You've done so much, shouldn't you regret it?"

Situ Jun's heart shook violently!

No one has ever understood him so well! Not only understand him, but support him!

She didn't teach him lessons or admonish him, just correct it if she knew what was wrong. Nor did he say that what he did was right, that it was admirable, and that there was no need for remorse. She didn't say anything like that, she said he was right, she said he could regret it.

He can regret it! He was allowed to remorse!

He looked at her fixedly, and she didn't say these words because he was a little marquis and was deliberately flattering. She really thought so, thought he wasn't wrong, he was right. And, made such a defense for him!

How rare!

How precious!

He stared straight at her, barely able to look away. At this moment, she was like a ray of light, attracting him, making him unable to help but walk in her direction. It seems that if you follow her, you will never go the wrong way again, and you will never lose your way again.