I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved

"you……"

But for a moment, Jian Mu swallowed what she wanted to say and said, "Didn't we just stay together? What's wrong with you?"

Cen Luo moved, sat up from the hospital bed, and looked around the ward for a week.

"Shall we talk?"

Cen Luo's eyes made Jian Mu feel both familiar and unfamiliar.

From that move just now, Jian Mu knew that Cen Luo might have regained his memory.

Only the former Cen Luo would gently touch her tear mole.

Only the former Cen Luo would look at her with loving eyes.

The two left the hospital, speechless along the way.

It was clear that Cenluo had recovered his memory, but it made Jian Mu feel even more uneasy.

Familiar people feel strange to her.

This feeling made Jian Mu feel a strong fear from the bottom of her heart.

When Cen Luo said the words "let's talk", Jian Mu remembered the last time they met before Cen Luo lost his memory.

Zen Luo was also silent.

As soon as she arrived at the hospital gate, Jian Mu couldn't hold back and touched Cen Luo, who was standing on her right, and tentatively pulled her pinky finger: "Where are we going?"

Cen Luo lowered his eyes and glanced at the hand that was pulling her little finger. He had been thinking about what happened during this time, so he didn't speak a word along the way.

"Go to Nanyang Yulou, and get familiar with it."

He didn't push Jian Mu away, just answered her words softly.

"Then I'll stop the car?"

Seeing that she didn't push her away, Jian Mu's original anxiety dissipated a little, and she said something unnecessary.

"okay."

After getting into the car, Cen Luo kept his head tilted and looked out the car window.

She was digesting and trying to fuse her memories together.

And Jian Mu tilted her head to look at Cen Luo's profile.

"Are you having any trouble?"

"Fortunately, what happened during this time surprised me a bit."

Cen Luo chuckled softly and said softly.

After regaining his memory, Cen Luo was as gentle and patient as usual, but Jian Mu still had a faint unease in his heart.

During this time, she also understood how much her previous actions hurt Zen Luo.

At first, she hoped that Cen Luo could restore her memory and love her as before.

But gradually, she was afraid that Cen Luo would regain his memory.

Because she understands what those past actions mean to their relationship.

She hurt Zen Luo for ten years.

Perhaps at that time, Cen Luo had already made up his mind to leave her.

"Why did you suddenly faint just now? Are you still dizzy?"

"Because I remembered something from the past," Zen Luo paused, "Do you remember when you rescued a little girl at a crossroad in high school?"

Jian Mu thought for a while and remembered that there was indeed such a thing, and nodded.

"At that time, I was very grateful to you for saving her, otherwise I would have been blaming myself and even had some unrealistic dreams."

"For example, the person you saved was Xiaoxi."

"I quietly followed you to the hospital and to the beach, and saw a different Jian Mu."

"Later, I saw you standing under the sunset, and at that moment I felt that you needed me."

Jian Mu was stunned for a long time because of her words, and Cen Luo suddenly spoke out about this silent past, as if frankly and as if relieved.

Make her panic.

As if Cen Luo would say goodbye to her the next moment.

Jian Mu unconsciously grabbed Cen Luo's right hand that was hanging by his side, and called her, "Cen Luo."

Cen Luo stopped talking because of her actions, looked up at her, and saw the brokenness in her eyes.

She heard Jian Mu say:

"do not leave Me."

This sentence swallowed everything she wanted to say.

She is love Jane.

Love before amnesia, will fall in love with her again after amnesia.

But sometimes love doesn't have to be together.

It took her ten years to finally understand the truth.

Inappropriate is inappropriate, no matter how stubborn she is, she has to admit the fact.

Because of her stubbornness, Jian Mu's ten years may have been wasted.

What Qin Ran said was right.

Jian Mu's eyes dimmed while waiting for an answer.

Zen Luo hesitated.

Perhaps not hesitant, but unbearable.

Couldn't bear to say it.

Jian Mu, who realized this fact, suddenly felt a burst of sourness in her heart.

What should she do to keep her.

Is it the ten-year relationship full of coldness and neglect, or the subtle changes and stalking in the past few months.

Later, Cen Luo didn't speak again, and Jian Mu only lowered her eyes, but her hands were clenched tighter and tighter.

When they arrived at Nanyang Yulou, the two walked towards the villa.

Along the way, Jian Mu didn't let go of Cen Luo's hand, and kept holding her.

There was nothing in the park downstairs, and the two of them didn't meet anyone on the trail.

"What's for dinner?"

"Um?"

"Sweet and sour pork ribs? Braised crucian carp?"

"It will be all right."

Only then did Jian Mu realize that Cen Luo was going back to Nanyang Yulou to cook dinner.

There is a newly opened small supermarket next to the park, which has fresh fruits.

Cen Luo took a bag and prepared to pick dishes, but Jian Mu kept holding her right hand, leaving her with nowhere to use, so she reminded her in a low voice:

"Let go of me, I want to choose dishes."

Jian Mu hesitated for a while, but she still didn't let go. Instead, she asked her, "Which one to buy? I'll get it."

Cen Luo: "..."

Cen Luo had to put the plastic bag on the empty shelf, and then select the dishes with his left hand and put it in the bag.

After the selection is almost done, I get to the cashier to check out.

The cashier is an aunt. Seeing that Jian Mu has been holding Cen Luo's hand, she jokingly said:

"You two are so good."

Cen Luo smiled politely, but didn't answer.

Jian Mu turned her head to see the look on her face, and couldn't help thinking that someone said that they were in a good relationship a long time ago.

At that time, Cen Luo took her hand and answered the person who spoke with joy: "Of course."

The joy at that time contrasted with the indifference at the moment.

"Well, we've been together for a long time."

Cen Luo didn't answer, Jian Mu returned.

"Then aunt wishes you to grow old together forever."

The cashier's aunt looked like she knew how to do business. In order to retain customers, she tried to chat with customers.

"Yes, thank you." Jian Mu replied softly.

When she finished answering, she found that Cen Luozheng looked up at her quietly.

The eyes are very complicated, and there are emotions she doesn't want to understand.

As soon as she entered the house, Cen Luo looked at the restaurant at first sight. She still remembered that she tore up all those photos that day.

Shredded photo paper was scattered all over the place.

Heart jammed.

"I'm going to cook." Cen Luo hinted at her.

"I'll do it, I'll do it."

However, Cen Luo didn't buy it, only said: "I want to have a delicious meal."

After speaking, she ignored Jian Mu, struggled to pull out her hand, and walked to the kitchen.

Jian Mu was stunned when she saw the lost hand, and then followed her into the kitchen as if nothing had happened.

"I'll wash the dishes."

Cen Luo glanced at her and did not reject her.

"I have also learned a lot of dishes during this time. Next time, I will cook it for you, okay?"

The sound of washing vegetables and Jian Mu's inquiries were intertwined, and it seemed that the inquiries were especially cautious.

Cen Luo's hand that was about to fire paused, and murmured, "Next time."

Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo was answering her words, and nodded fiercely: "Well, I'll make it for you next time."

Seeing her misunderstanding, Cen Luo didn't explain it.

Just suddenly felt that Jian Mu seemed to have changed a lot now.

At least show your emotions.

Today's Cen Luo talks are pitiful, and the few topics are all found by Jian Mu.

In the end, Cen Luo kicked Jian Mu out of the kitchen on the grounds that he wanted to cook quietly by himself.

Jian Mu stood in the living room looking at the kitchen and had to admit the fact she didn't want to admit.

Now Cen Luo's attitude makes her more panic than when she just lost her memory.

Cen Luo made three dishes and one soup, two of which were meat and two vegetarian, and the seasonings were very light, which was Jian Mu's favorite taste.

Only after the dishes were served did Jian Mu feel that the house finally gained popularity.

During the time when Cen Luo was away, Jian Mu often thought of the figures she could see every time she got home.

Sometimes sitting on the sofa watching TV, sometimes curling up on the sofa watching TV.

As soon as Jian Mu returned home, Cen Luo would rush over with a smile on his face, hug her and welcome her home.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

Cen Luo put a piece of spareribs for Jian Mu.

Jian Mu lowered her head, looked at the sweet and sour pork ribs in the bowl, moved her chopsticks and took a bite.

"tasty."

"OK."

Then there was another silence.

Jian Mu raised her head many times and wanted to speak, but when she saw that she was eating, she couldn't bear to bother.

It's late in the evening, it's time to be hungry.

Jian Mu's non-disturbance gave Cen Luo more time to think.

After eating half full, Cen Luo put down his chopsticks and sat quietly looking at Jian Mu.

"Are you going to play in the park?" Jian Mu asked, putting down her chopsticks and wiping the corners of her mouth with a tissue.

Cen Luo shook his head and got up to clear the table.

The atmosphere between the two was very strange, both of them tacitly kept silent, as if they were waiting for something, or they were running away from something.

Cen Luo put the cleaned tableware into the dishwasher, then picked up the broom and prepared to clean the room briefly.

"Cen Luo."

"Um?"

Just as Cen Luo responded, his body suddenly froze.

Jian Mu, who was standing behind her, suddenly hugged her from behind.

Cen Luo felt the coolness between her necks, Jian Mu buried her head between her necks, and her warm lips pressed against her left neck.

At this moment, Cen Luo lost his mind for a moment.

"Promise me, don't leave me."

The determination that was finally made up just now was almost disintegrated at this moment.

If it wasn't for his reason, perhaps at this moment, Cen Luo would hug her as desperately as before.

However, this was not a good choice for her or Jian Mu.

"Promise me, okay?" Jian Mu whispered in her ear and repeated these words.

"OK."

Every time it was repeated, Jian Mu's heart became colder.

Cen Luo hesitated to answer, as if he had already made up his mind.

"Don't do this," Cen Luo struggled to get rid of Jian Mu's embrace, walked over to the sofa next to him, sat down, and patted the seat next to him, "Come, sit."

Jian Mu didn't want to go there, so she pursed her lips: "I'm sorry, I was wrong in the past, I'll be on standby 24 hours a day to reply messages on time, accompany you to wherever you want to go, and tell you everything you want to know right away. "

"Don't leave me, okay?"

The voice was helpless, almost pleading.

She couldn't imagine what she would do if Zen Luo really made up her mind.

At this time, Jian Mu stubbornly wanted to get a positive answer from Cen Luo, and was as serious as a child.

"Why do you want to apologize? It's about your love and I want it. You just don't love me, and you didn't do anything wrong."

In the end, Cen Luo bypassed the answer that Jian Mu wanted to hear most, and only said something else warmly.

"No, I didn't love you." Jian Mu was eager to deny it.

However, Cen Luo didn't seem to care about her answer and only spoke warmly.

"Looking back, I found that everything I did in the past was self-moving. In fact, it is also a burden for you to passively accept my self-important love."

"I thought about it for a while. If I was surrounded by someone who I always rejected, I should be very distressed."

"It's okay to like it, but it's really impolite to keep disturbing others after being rejected."

After speaking, Cen Luo lowered his head and chuckled, as if mocking himself.

Jian Mu felt more heartbroken when she heard Cen Luo say this than when she was rejected.

Jian Mu hurriedly walked up to her and squatted down, looking up at her:

"I don't feel burdened. I'm very grateful that you are always by my side. I'm just afraid that you know those things will stay away from me. I don't know that you already knew it, so you have always tolerated me."

"Forget it, I've been pestering you for ten years, and during this period you haven't had the opportunity to seriously contact other people..."

Cen Luo spoke to himself as if he couldn't hear Jian Mu's words.

"Cen Luo," Jian Mu suddenly hugged her, "I love you, don't leave me, okay?"

Cen Luo was lost for a while, but finally pushed her away and said softly to her, "So, you should get in touch with others. It's better to meet the right person than to torture each other with you and me."

Qin Ran is right, it's better to spend some time apart to meet new people than to torture each other.

I haven't been excited for ten years, how come I like it all of a sudden.

It's just a habit.

Maybe, getting to know a suitable person will make Jian Mu a lot happier.

In fact, she was wrong from the beginning. She originally just wanted Jian Mu to be happy and warm, but later she wanted more and more.

Even imprisoned Jian Mu.

"I never felt like you tortured me."

Jian Mu didn't know what to say now that Cen Luo would believe her.

"Even if I say I love you now, you won't believe it, will you?"

After a long time, a "hmm" sounded like a mosquito in the living room.

"When you filled out the college entrance examination, you told me that you filled in Yuncheng University, and I also filled in Yuncheng University with you. We were in close contact in the days when we first got the notice, didn't we?"

"When we graduated from college, we had a good relationship for the first few days together, didn't we?"

"You are just used to it. You are used to me being by your side. It's like now we're back together for a few sweet days, and then it will be forgotten like before."

"It's habit, not love."

"Jian Mu, you don't love me."

"It's better that we let each other go."

Jian Mu wanted to refute, but every word she said was a fact that happened before.

It's all her fault.

What to refute?

With her ethereal "I love you"?

Jian Mu was in pain, and Cen Luo was also in pain.

Overturning ten years of persistence is not a good feeling.

However, they should all start a new life.

What she can't do, maybe others can bring to Jian Mu.

"That was before, Cen Luo, I really changed it. Can you trust me again? It's not a habit, it's really not a habit."

Jian Mu hugged Cen Luo again, much harder than before, repeating it over and over again is not a habit.

This time, Cen Luo was more determined than ever before, if she let go, would she really love others.

Just thinking about it, Jian Mu felt that her heart was about to break.

She didn't want to lose Zen Luo.

"I'll change what you said, don't you want me."

Cen Luo felt the dampness on his neck, his body trembled slightly, and after a while he said softly:

"I will resign and go back to Cotton City in a few days."

"Actually, this decision was made before I lost my memory. It was a return to Miancheng, and so was a breakup."

The words Jian Mu was afraid of finally came out of Cen Luo's mouth.

"I disagree."

Cen Luo didn't answer, she didn't seem to have listened to Jian Mu's words seriously since just now.

Jian Mu didn't want to see her indifferent expression, so she closed her eyes and kissed her suddenly.

Cen Luo didn't push her away, and even made her stunned because of the long-lost intimacy.

After a long while, Jian Mu let go of her and said firmly, "You still love me."

However, Cen Luo suddenly got up from the sofa, tidied up his clothes, and said warmly, "I'm leaving, remember to eat on time in the future."

However, the next moment, the world suddenly turned, she was pushed back on the sofa by Jian Mu, and she lay down on the sofa with the strength.

Before she could speak, Jian Mu suddenly lowered her head and kissed her lips.

Compared to the previous kiss, this time it was much more gentle.

The author has something to say: kiss, it should be sweet.

This chapter is coded on a loop of "I Loved You". It was emo late at night. It looped for a few hours, and I felt that the love of my life was lost.

Promise me, if you don't feel the mood, go listen to the song and feel my feelings, okay? Q_Q

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