I Love You Every Time You Play

Yan Anzhen never talked to Songze with Jiang Youshu, but she even knew her house number. Although Yan Anzhen's past is not described in the original work, in a chat between A Zhen and Chen Xiaoshi, she mentioned her home address. As a loyal fan of A Zhen, Jiang Youshu would naturally not miss this detail.

In fact, less than an hour before Yan Anzhen left, Jiang Youshu decided to drive to Songze alone.

She told herself that the contradiction that could have caused A Zhen's psychological shadow for many years must not be a trivial matter. Although A Zhen wanted to solve it by herself, she didn't make it clear that she was not allowed to follow. She promised not to disturb A Zhen, and rented a hotel near the community for two nights. If A Zhen needed her, she would immediately show up in front of her and hug her.

Now is when A Zhen needs her.

The phone is turned off and there is no audio. The more I think about it, the more things go wrong.

Jiang Youshu frowned tightly, slapped the steering wheel out of control for a while, and his smiley face was often covered with clouds.

She should have realized it sooner!

Jiang Youshu drove to the neighborhood mentioned in the original book. While praying that the address was correct, he rushed downstairs and found that there was no elevator card. He immediately turned to the stairway next to him and ran up three steps in two steps.

When she came to the 15th floor, she was already panting and sweating profusely.

Jiang Youshu calmly breathed in front of the door with his knees on his knees, thinking about the various scenes that might happen next, and preparing in advance. If he doesn't work, he will call the police, and he can't let A Zhen get into danger.

After clarifying his thoughts, Jiang Youshu took a deep breath, rang the doorbell, and adjusted his expression to make himself as polite as possible.

No one came to open the door until the doorbell rang.

Is no one at home?

Jiang Youshu was suspicious, continued to ring the doorbell, and at the same time sent a message to Yan Anzhen asking her whereabouts.

If there is no one at home, where did Ah Zhen go?

After nearly two minutes, the sound of slippers stepping on the stone brick floor came from the door, and the door was opened, revealing a gloomy face.

Jiang Youshu was shocked by the somber temperament that almost turned into a dense substance. He never thought that someone who hadn't mentioned anything in the novel was like this-impressive.

This person was very tall, looking at her condescendingly with his eyes down, without the intention to speak first.

Jiang Youshu smiled slightly, pinched his nails on his palms, and said calmly: "Hello, I am Yan Anzhen's friend. I am looking for her in a hurry. Is she in there?"

"Not here."

The man answered her quickly, looked at her from top to bottom, and turned around without any politeness to close the door.

Jiang Youshu couldn’t take much care of him. He grabbed the door quickly with his eyesight and hands, and pushed it open as he exhausted. Before the man spoke, she asked earnestly: "She told me that there was something wrong with you. Did she come to you? Do you know she is going? Where is it? I need to find her in a bit of a hurry."

The man held the door frame with one hand, stepped forward to block her outside, his face was gloomy, and his tone of voice began to become unkind, like a snake with a core: "Say again, she is not here, I have not seen her, nor Know where she went."

No, he is lying.

A Zhen Mingming said that it was safe to get home. Even if there was an accident later, he should have seen her, but he strongly denied it because he didn't want people to know that he had met with A Zhen. If only a normal father and daughter had a heart-to-heart talk, yes. What can't be said for outsiders?

Jiang Youshu saw that the hostility between his eyebrows was getting heavier and heavier, knowing that he might have to say something more and the other party might have to do it-seeing his appearance, there was no such idea of ​​"not hitting women", so she took a step back. , Distanced him from him, smiled and said: "Since you don't know, then I will look for it myself. If she comes to you later, please let her tell me so that I don't worry about it."

The ending sound of the word "heart" was still floating in the air, and the door in front of him was closed.

Jiang Youshu touched her nose, always feeling that the dust that was squeezed out was all on her nose.

She can now understand why A Zhen avoided talking to her father.

With such a father, any kind of psychological shadow may exist.

Jiang Youshu stared at the door for a while, then made a decision in his heart.

She didn't go downstairs, but walked into the stairway, went up a few stairs, chose an angle that would not be seen by people on the 15th floor, sat down, leaned her back against the wall, and began to close her eyes and rest.

Such an environment is destined to sleep well.

Jiang Youshu sat all night, staggering, constantly adjusting his posture to prevent his limbs from being numb and stiff due to prolonged inactivity. However, in the second half of the night, his brain protested, his eyelids drooped, and every nerve in his body was soaked. In sleepiness, the winter cold forced her to shrink herself into a ball to resist the cold. Under this double torture, she had several intermittent dreams.

This is the second time she dreamed of the original lord Jiang Jiang.

Using Jiang Jiang's body, she was accustomed to this charming face. At first she saw an identical face in her dream. At first she was a little surprised, but she soon realized that it was Jiang Jiang.

There is a pure white all around, just like the kind of peculiar white space that appears in many movies.

Jiang Jiang stood face to face with her, folded his hands, leaned over, and looked at her with a smile, with a kind of joke in his eyes, and asked, "How do you feel?"

It's not the first time Jiang Youshu saw her in a dream. Knowing what she was referring to, he rubbed his temples and said, "It hurts more and more."

She came to this world, from the initial occupation of the original owner's body, and then her body gradually weakened, she was exhausted from climbing all the mountains, and now she has headaches from time to time. She has vaguely understood the reasons for this situation, especially after going there a few times. After the hospital was told that there was nothing wrong, she knew that this abnormality was related to her book-wearing experience.

After all, such a fantasy thing as wearing a book has happened, and this kind of undetectable headache has also become pediatrics.

Jiang Jiang looked clear, blew off his shiny nails, and said: "Treasure it, your time here is running out. Although I have a good time in your world, but after all I am so Lovers are here, and Ninghao, my elder sister, parents, it doesn’t seem good for me to leave them here and live a happy life alone."

Jiang Youshu didn't speak.

Jiang Jiang said: "At this last moment, you remember to take care of all the troubles. I don't want to find that you left me a mess when I come back. Of course, I will take care of it for you, and I didn't provoke you. What kind of peach blossom debt is that there may be a small problem at work, but I will try my best to help you minimize the impact."

Jiang Youshu's current mind is not on her work. Compared with this, she is more worried that she will go back like this, what should A Zhen do.

"Why don't you stay away." Jiang Jiang grinned, with a clear look, "Can't bear to be here? Or-can't bear to somebody?"

Worthy of being a woman who wanders around in major nightclubs, with a vicious eye.

Jiang Youshu didn't want to talk about it with her, so he changed the subject and said, "By the way, I accidentally left a cabinet here. Your father already knows. He also found out that your sister is also gay. Your family relationship should be relatively tense now."

Who knows that Jiang Jiang doesn’t care very much, and said, “Sooner or later, I have to thank you for helping me get through this period of time. You come out of the closet with the person you are reluctant to bear, then what should we do? After that, your little girlfriend should not be able to accept me who changed the core."

Jiang Youshu bit his lip, but there is no answer.

There seemed to be a cold wind coming in, pressing against her skin, walking around her body, and then immersed in her chest, turning into cold air around her heart.

"Click".

Jiang Youshu woke up from a dream, and he subconsciously hugged his arms and trembled. He slowly got up and moved his hands and feet. He heard someone go out on the 15th floor and was waiting at the elevator entrance.

Is it Ah Zhen's father?

She moved down little by little, trying not to make any noise, slowly showing her head from the corner, and looking towards the elevator entrance.

It's him.

Jiang Youshu glanced at the time on the phone again, at 7:50.

When the man entered the elevator, she walked out of the stairway and watched the number on the display jump from 15 to 1, and then waited silently for more than ten minutes. After confirming that he would not return halfway, she immediately took out her mobile phone to call The person who picked the lock took a very distressed look and told the other party that he was anxious to go out, so he left the key at home.

The other party said to come in about forty minutes.

Jiang Youshu thanked him and started calling Yan Anzhen again.

The night passed, but the phone was turned off.

Either the phone broke, or he was not around.

Jiang Youshu hopes that it is the first type. In any case, A Zhenan is safe, but the man said that he had never seen her before. If she is too jealous, she will go and apologize to Ah Zhen’s father. It doesn’t matter if the other lion speaks loudly. She will confess the punishment, if not...

She shuddered suddenly.

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Yan Anzhen still remembered that the darkest and longest night in her life passed. She curled up in a corner, her stomach had nothing to vomit. In the end, all she vomited out was a puddle of yellow water, with an unpleasant smell coming out of her body. She was unable to pick up herself, her brain played the video uncontrollably, and the nausea never disappeared for a moment.

Xiao Yan Anzhen never dared to think about A Shu anymore.

As long as she thinks of A Shu, the screen will immediately switch to what she saw in the video, and she feels sullied and desecrated A Shu.

When she was young, she didn't even know what it was, but I'm afraid it will be hard to let go of in this life.

Staying in the dark for a long time will lose the feeling of time. Yan Yujing said that she should reflect on this evening, but she feels that a century has passed.

Finally, there was a sound other than crying, vomiting and screaming in the deathly silence.

The door was opened.

Light began to appear in the darkness.

Only a black figure stood in the middle of the light, and the figure slowly walked towards her, turning on the flashlight of the mobile phone as usual, and shining straight on her eyes. She instinctively squinted her eyes, trying to avoid the dazzling light. But the man pinched her chin, fixed her posture, and forced her to ask: "Did you figure it out?"

She said dumbly: "Thinking about it..."

She was still so young, how could she understand why she was playing with Ashu, her father was furious, and she didn't understand what her father meant by "homosexuality". She only knew that if her father wanted her to do it, she could not do it wrong, and her father said it was wrong. Yes, that's not right.

Then, for a long time, she fell into deep self-condemnation and doubt.

Xiao Yan Anzhen became sensitive, fearful, and irritable. When anyone touched her, whether it was a joke among friends or unintentionally by a stranger, she was like a cub with only thorns exploded, biting every one approaching her. people. The classmates gradually alienated her, and the teacher kept talking to her, but the people who caused all this told her at home that she must be a good child and grow up healthy and normal.

If, if someone showed up at that time, calling her name gently, approaching her slowly, calming her frightened and fragile state, and staying with her, maybe...she would grow up well instead of Become a Yan Anzhen who has a sense of distance from everyone and is full of holes in her heart.

It would be great if someone could call her name, maybe she would stop walking towards the mire.

"A Zhen!"

"A Zhen! Are you at home?"

"A Zhen!"

Someone is calling her.

Yan Anzhen woke up from the dream, and found that she was still in the darkness, and she couldn't tell whether she was still in the dream for a while.

But the voice called her name over and over again, and the panic and apprehension in it were so obvious that she couldn't help crying.

She heard it, not a dream, but her Yuanyuan came to her.

The author has something to say: Regarding Jiang Jiang’s dream, I have actually mentioned it before. Guide the way Chapter 41 [Dream], you can remember what you said when you meet in the dream, but you will forget it after you wake up. It must be clean.

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