I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

【Wanding testimonials】

On June 16, 2020, "I really didn't want to be a savior" was reached.

Today is the second day of Wanding. The thoughts I want to sort out have been basically sorted out.

I am embarrassed to write this speech too long. After all, my text has not been written today.

How to say it, as we all know, I have always been a writer who lives by testimonials and by moving people to beg for food.

There are too many thoughts in my heart, so my thoughts are short, probably not short.

From December 2005, I started to write a pen and wrote my first novel. It has been almost 15 years until now.

I did not expect that I could stick to a seemingly boring thing for so long.

For fifteen years, writing and writing stopped intermittently.

From 2005 to 2009, while reading, while telling stories.

From 2009 to 2015, I worked hard most of the time, and I wrote something casually in my spare time.

From 2015 to 2019, he wrote novels full-time and completed three books, "Carrying the Goddess with You", "Catch the Demon Dad", and "Ninth Career".

In 2019, three eternal eunuchs, "I Plant Myself", "I Can Control Heavenly Tribulation", and "Palm Immortal Palace". I didn't write three books a year, and I got zero income. I fell to the bottom.

In December 2019, "I really didn't want to be a savior" was opened in Numbness. Maybe it was a coincidence, maybe it was destiny, maybe it was deliberately planting flowers and not blooming, and deliberately planting willows into shade. The three words "savior" are not only the title of the book, but actually the savior of my personal life.

I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect this book to become my personal savior.

Frankly speaking, even if I don't write a book, I'm probably starving. Many readers know that I used to do research and do environmental protection, but many readers don’t know yet. In fact, I face different “temptations” every year. What is the so-called temptation? In the field of environmental protection in Sichuan Province, I still have some origins. Since 2015, I have always encountered all kinds of temptations. The chief engineer, project manager, director of the sewage treatment plant, and the head of the solid waste landfill... This kind of similar position is basically placed in front of me every year. Two or three times.

Every time, I told myself that it was time to give up writing novels and go back to environmental protection, not only fulfilling social responsibilities, but also earning a little more money to support the family.

But every time, I think that writing novels and stories actually have social responsibilities and can realize the value of life. I always believe that if the story can be used to convey something inspiring, the things I left to the times may be more than I can repair sewage plants, operate more sewage treatment facilities, and torture some heavily polluting industries. .

I asked myself, what is my favorite?

But in the end I chose to continue writing novels.

My family does not understand it, nor do leaders, bosses and university professors whom I refused.

In fact, sometimes I don't understand myself.

In the past, I resigned because of the pressure of life, and my income could not support my family's expenses.

It’s been a year since I’ve been on the street, and the first order is only three hundred, and a few hundred quick drafts a month. What else do I insist on?

Now it has been taking turns and going back to the environmental protection industry to become a technical leader. It takes more than 10,000 or 20,000 a month.

Now that time has passed, it's been half a year, but I still don't want to understand what I was insisting on.

Fortunately, persistence paid off.

I don’t know if it’s unprecedented to write everything from the first 300 to the last one.

I don't know if I can do better in the future.

It's just that whenever the night is quiet, watching the book reviews sent by the brothers and sisters, and seeing that everyone can be moved by me, I get unparalleled satisfaction and pride.

I would even imagine that if readers can face the difficulties in life and find back the momentary mood moved by Chen Feng, will they be able to meet the difficulties like Chen Feng.

I hope my book will make other people's lives better. This is my highest goal.

I often tell some friends who have known each other for many years that the author should have a sense of responsibility and mission when writing a book.

But I am also often laughed at.

Shuangwen is just Shuangwen. How can I get so cool?

If you don’t earn money, you’re full of sense of responsibility. You can’t even support your own home. Are you qualified to talk about responsibilities? Are you qualified to help others?

I want to refute, I always want to say that the power of literature should not only be cool, it should also have something else.

But it turns out that this market is very realistic, and the world of traffic is very real. It is really cool to make money. At the same time, this world is also smiling.

I am poor, I am humble, so I can't refute.

Now it's all right, raising my eyebrows and exhaling.

I have proved with facts that when I write online novels, I can always pursue coolness and talk about things that are not so cool.

We should believe in the times, believe in the readers, and create good, valuable things that will be noticed by others.

As a fast-food literature, Internet literature, if it can seize the flash point, can also give the era some more meaningful spiritual qualities under the cool appearance.

My words are a bit overwhelming and I am not ashamed anymore.

But now I am not afraid of being joked. Since I first wrote my pen in 2005, every novel I have written wants to work in this direction.

Maybe it wasn't done well enough before, or maybe it's because life experience didn't reach, so I deserved mediocrity.

At least for now, I finally did it with the support of my brothers and sisters, one after another.

Wanding.

I believe this will not be our end.

The savior's plot has just begun.

Our future must be a broader sea of ​​stars.

I also believe that good things can eventually make a circle.

"Savior" is still not the end of my writing career.

I firmly believe that one day, sooner or later, I will be able to stay with our brothers and sisters who have paid to subscribe, and leave our mark of firmness in this era.

In the information age of fast food, we must leave things that belong to us slower and sink.

This will surely become an important stroke on the development path of new literature.

We will tell the world that online literature authors can take into account both the characteristics of rapid creation and deep thinking.

This is something unprecedented and cannot and should not be ridiculed and slow.

This is my highest pursuit for writing books.

Here, I would also like to thank many people.

My editor is Lu Ming, a very enthusiastic and responsible guy.

Thanks also to the editor-in-chief of Sci-Fi Channel in May!

Thanks to my operations officer, **** readers Yefeng, Shenhai No. 2, Orange and so on.

Thanks to the brothers who discussed with me on my writing path.

"The Dao Ji" Pei Tugou

"The richest man starts from the game"

"I really don't want to be famous" Wu Ma Xing

"I really didn't want to be born again"

The mysterious big watermelon in the top of the canyon

"When the doctor opened the plug-in" holding an inch

It’s time to start with "Getting Birds"

"Long Live Brother" Cut Water 2

"I'm on my real trip" Why smile and forget

"Real Doomsday Game" Dream Catcher

"Former Male God" Holds Incense

"Host" Dark Sky Demon God

"Emperor Overlord" Bored of Xiao Sheng

"Starting to Withdraw 20 Billion" Heavenly Feather

The blind leek in "I'm Really Devil"

Finally, briefly summarize some recent updates~www.ltnovel.com~The word count has not decreased, but it has become less regular.

I have to admit that with the deepening of the plot, it is necessary to maintain the depth and avoid the dullness caused by repetition. The difficulty of writing is indeed getting greater.

I can't say that I can be perfect, I can only guarantee that I will do my best to work in a better direction.

I can also guarantee that every chapter I have written has no intention of irrigation.

If you are really hard-hearted and want water, it will probably not be so difficult to write.

In short, strive to be better, and I urge everyone to understand.

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