I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

"I heard that you crushed Zhou A's finger?"

Zhong Lei asked curiously in the room of the Hanzhou Villa.

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes. I crushed a piece. He had promised never to return to China, but I was arrested by me, so I should teach him a lesson."

"very good."

Zhong Lei smiled.

"Hey, why don't you say that I am too cruel?" Chen Feng asked slightly.

Zhong Lei shook her head, "I think it's okay, it's not cruel. I believe you must have your reasons for everything you do. People like Zhou A should definitely keep him from coming back forever. But I don't think you need it. Getting angry because of this is not worth it, and it does not fit your current identity."

Chen Feng shook his head, "Identity? What identity can I have? Isn't it still a person with a nose and two eyes? But I am not angry. You may not believe it, but I was thinking about the spirit of the contract. He breached the contract and should pay. The price is that simple."

Zhong Lei chuckled, "The spirit of contract? Your explanation is novel. But I just think your time is precious and shouldn't be spent on such small things."

Chen Feng smiled, "It only took less than three minutes to bring the communist party together. I still have to do everything that should be done. Besides, no matter who I am, then I have to eat and drink Lhasa. Think of you as a goddess, but as a goddess, you have to go to the bathroom in person, isn't it?"

Zhong Lei blushed first, then laughed wildly.

It took a long time before she poked Chen Feng's forehead and said, "Well, you guy, now it's really full of grotesque things. There is nothing right."

Chen Feng chuckled.

After a while, Zhong Lei said nothing.

"Are you worried about losing your feelings? So you deliberately want to get yourself out of major events and return to ordinary life?"

Chen Feng was taken aback, "You found out. That's it."

Today, Chen Feng's biological life span is 138 years, but his thinking has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.

His mental age is actually very old and very old.

His will is very firm, but his thinking has been transformed into another life and he has lived for so many years, and the long time will eventually leave more or less traces in his heart.

These traces are eroding his emotions a little bit.

This is when the personality becomes indifferent actively, which is completely different from the passive dissipation when being a quantum life.

In these days, Chen Feng has gradually discovered that he can only produce relatively strong mood swings when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei singing, but when facing other people and things, he can still use complex and changeable emotions. The tone of speech looks quite like a person, but in fact, he knows that this is an illusion of himself.

I am becoming as "cold" as Fanxing.

These are the sequelae that have to be faced after thinking quantization.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew that he had grasped the truth.

She leaned up gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.

"you are tired."

Chen Feng nodded: "It's a bit, but it's okay."

"You need a break."

"But I don't have time to really rest, I always feel like I can't be too busy every day."

Zhong Lei: "You are pushing yourself too hard."

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's okay, it's just that some things have become what they are today."

"Tell me exactly what happened. I can afford it."

...

Half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng distressedly, "Are you alone in a black hole for a thousand years?"

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes."

"It's very hard, right? Is it lonely?"

"Fortunately, there were two people with me at the beginning, and I could listen to your songs. Then I started to contact the resistance army outside and participate in the cause of the resistance army. For a while, I It was difficult, but then my mood slowly faded, and I don’t know what loneliness is."

He said things very plainly, but Zhong Lei unconsciously substituting herself into such a scene, his heart fluctuated and couldn't help herself.

"Then what do you think will happen this time? Do you want to repeat it again?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "It's very possible, if we want to win this war, mankind needs me. I have to keep watching to secure the victory to be safe."

Zhong Lei: "In the form of a living person or in the form of quantum life?"

"If I'm doing a trick, I can transform the form as soon as I pass. But..."

Zhong Lei: "But do you have new concerns?"

"Yes, when I understood Xiaofu's grand unified formula in the form of quantum life, my understanding of the universe reached a new stage. After coming back, I have been thinking about a problem, and then I discovered that I passed through The mystery of the energy of time and space."

"What mystery?"

Chen Feng: "At first I thought it was the will of the universe supporting me to reset time and possess infinite energy. But I found that this was not the case. What supported me is a force that conforms to the laws of science and is also the use of the laws of the universe. Our current research does not understand it. But this power is limited. Since it is a limited thing, it will be exhausted sooner or later."

Zhong Lei: "What happens when it runs out?"

Chen Feng thought for a while, "Let's lose the ability to tamper with the time of the universe."

"Huh? Then?"

Chen Feng smiled and said, "Then maybe this is the last attempt I can do. This time, after I die in the future, I should not come back again."

Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "This...you want to leave?"

Chen Feng blinked, "I can't say that I am leaving, will I still grow old with you? Now is the present, and the future is the future."

Zhong Lei: "Uh...so this time your life may be like this. First grow old with us in the 21st century, then resurrect in the 31st century, and then usher in true death?"

She didn't understand it before, but after Chen Feng explained it, she understood.

Chen Feng nodded, "So I didn’t plan to commit suicide. I often walk by the river. How can I not wet my shoes. I always gamble like this. If I lose my bet, I lose nothing. Although I have a lot of knowledge, But my greatest talent is to charge into the battle. I can perform as an army alone. Therefore, I will fight with all my strength, even if I get older in the war, it doesn’t matter. Then I will be an ordinary person. When life comes to an end, when you are about to age and die, you will transform yourself into a more stable quantum intelligence, and you can live as long as you can."

Zhong Lei: "Success in one battle?"

"Yes."

Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "Why didn't you worry about this before?"

Chen Feng raised his head and looked at the ceiling, "The tone became melancholy, probably because I am finally getting old this time. This incident exposed the limits of the mysterious energy's ability and proved some of the answers I wanted."

Zhong Lei asked solemnly: "Then what should I do now?"

Chen Feng spread his hands, "Don't do anything. Soldiers come to cover up the water and soil. In fact, I always treat each time as the last time. I always say'next time', but I have to encourage myself."

Chen Feng confessed a fact.

He himself is probably the biggest pessimist in the entire history.

I only think about failure every time, and firmly believe that every time may be the last time.

But his past thoughts, UU reading www.uukānshu.com are not as strong as they are now.

Chen Feng took another deep breath and patted Zhong Lei's shoulder, "So I have to adjust my state now, let myself become perfect, and make the best preparations for my personal and civilized final war. I will meet some tomorrow. Old man, let go of all my baggage bit by bit, and then pack lightly and move forward."

Zhong Lei's arms got closer and closer.

"I will write you a new song."

"What song is it?"

Zhong Lei: "The last millennium. I have thought about the first sentence of the lyrics."

"what?"

"Every time I open my eyes, I regard today as the last day."

"that's nice."

"I will also treat this as the last time I will work hard. I hope my song will resound through the universe. This will live up to my life."

"Hahaha. Good!"