I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

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Tong Ling is not good at speech.

With her current logical thinking, she couldn't organize gorgeous rhetoric to arouse the emotions of others.

All her decisions come from instinctive judgments at the bottom of her mind.

Although she doesn't know what to do, she knows what is right, what is wrong, and what kind of strategy can be used to achieve what purpose under what circumstances.

Tong Ling's way of thinking about problems is both profound and simple, like a perfect logical judgment aid that has not been produced so far. She can always see the essence through the phenomenon at the fastest speed, and make the best choice within the limits of her ability , Like the eminent monk after Buddhism's enlightenment, and like the Taoist real person who returns to the sect of Taoism naturally and all the laws.

Due to the change of personal thinking and the birth of freezing technology, Tong Ling found a second goal for her life outside of war, and met Chen Feng.

But seeing Chen Feng is still only her personal emotional needs. Her highest pursuit of historical responsibility is still to complete the expedition mission with the Unknown Fleet.

From the moment she set foot on the Unnamed Fleet, Tong Ling's highest aspiration has never changed from beginning to end. Like Qin Guang, it has not changed until now.

The next second, a woman's voice sounded in the projection.

"Who am I? Who are you?"

The voice sounded cold and emotionless, but the audience could vaguely hear the smell of a lost lamb.

The mind capture team quickly gave answers, and the information was synchronized to everyone's eyes. Whether it was the audience in the prison ship or other ordinary fleet personnel who had regained their freedom, they knew that the owner of the voice was Tang Yingyu.

Tong Ling’s behavior was not the prisoner, but the mind-capture group that had been studying Tang Yingyu’s psychological activities.

These people were dumbfounded on the spot.

"It's not right, why can instructor Tong read Tang Yingyu's thoughts? We have only listened to the rustling noise for so many years. Why is it so?"

Someone yelled so depressed.

No one can answer him, just as no one can question why Tong Ling didn't say it earlier.

The unintentional acts without and cannot explain it to anyone.

Tang Yingyu's words did not end there, but continued to unfold, and people's ears sounded one question after another.

"Am I the same as you?"

"What is considered alive?"

"Can you live if you can move?"

"Is it alive if I can communicate with others?"

"What is a person? Am I a person?"

"Why can't I be like you?"

"Is that wrong? I thought that training was serious. Am I wrong?"

"Do you have love? I listen to my two staff members discussing marriage. Is that love?"

"What are feelings? Can feelings make people make decisions that are not logical and rational?"

"Do I have a chance to reap love? Just like you, watching your baby grow up in the projection?"

"I don't know why. Whenever I see other staff watching the projection of a baby, my heart beats faster. Humans raise their offspring first in the projection, and then suddenly one day, the baby will become a reality from projection? "

"Are so many people working for my baby? I really want to say thank you."

"Will one day suddenly I be able to meet a friend and sit and chat quietly like other people? After the staff creates a person who loves me, then I will not be in this universe. Is this lonely? Sometimes I feel lucky, and sometimes I feel pitiful."

"I feel sorry, although I know that I am not the same kind of life as these people. But I am still sorry. I don’t want my children to die, so I must take their lives. Humans created me, and I like it. Everyone, I don’t want to take anyone’s life. But I have to let my child live. Otherwise, I really don’t know the meaning of my birth."

These are the fifteen sentences in Tang Yingyu's short life, running through her last words from the first time to dying.

The audience felt sad inexplicably after listening.

Immediately afterwards, Tong Ling announced a large scene that was accelerated many times.

People finally understood that Tong Ling announced Tang Yingyu's memory.

Most of the screen is Tang Yingyu's fantasy battle scene. For decades, since being deprived of the training qualifications to become a combatant, she has never stopped the fantasy deduction in her mind. She completed the self-training of combat literacy in the fantasy in her brain and became a top fighter.

It's a pity that she never got the chance to show her abilities on a larger stage until she died, and she never touched real combat armor. Her talent was only a flash in the confrontation with the rebels, and then the fire of life was quickly extinguished.

Perhaps after many years, Tang Yingku’s combat effectiveness will become a folklore. Various speculations and speculations have been made by the world, and the description has been added to the jealousy. It is believed that she should probably be on the same level as Tong Ling, but she has a long life. .

All this is destined to be only a fantasy.

Tong Ling shared Tang Yingku's life, while at the same time, an old lady nearly 260 years old, the leader of the mind-capture group, produced an analysis report three hours later.

The old lady quickly integrated and analyzed the scenes of Tong Ling sitting with Tang Yingku for decades, and came to a conclusion.

In fact, the two of them have been communicating, only in a way of communication by unintentional people that others cannot understand.

The two are the only special individuals who can maintain the state of the unintentional while awake.

The communication between the two is not through words or physical actions, but collisions and information exchanges that occur at the level of the quantum storm of thinking.

The language of the two can be named spiritual language.

The white noise heard by the thinking capture group is in Tong Ling's brain, but it is a clear picture and language.

Over the years, it was Tong Ling who taught Tang Yingyu the human language and way of thinking.

Tang Yingyu's brain combat training is not a completely empty fantasy, and Tong Ling's guidance and correction are also provided.

Every time Tang Yingyu communicated with Tong Ling, she would correct some of the problems in her brain training, and then she gave birth to some new ideas that belonged to her.

These thoughts are right and wrong, but in the next exchange, Tong Ling will in turn absorb part of Tang Yingyu's correct cognition, and then point her to the wrong part.

In addition to the fantasy of fighting, from time to time, there are also pictures of Tang Yingyu's daily life.

She seems to have learned a lot of new knowledge from Tong Ling.

She imagined that she was grazing under the green mountains and green waters, she had also imagined that she was squeezing the elevator with a folder in her arms in an office building, and she had also imagined that she was wearing a white coat in the laboratory, staring at data and so on. The other half of the blur was walking hand in hand in the sunset.

But then, the other half of her fantasy disappeared, leaving her alone, squatting in space, curled up and tucked around.

She looked up at the sky full of stars, and countless human feet walked past her on the surfboard.

She tried to wave to these passers-by, but no one responded.

At this time she already knew the truth, she just looked the same as a human, but not the same race.

She felt the endless loneliness, and there was only one obsession with life in her heart, and she lived. If you are destined to die, don't let your own existence completely disappear, you have to leave something in this universe.

The final picture is no longer a fantasy, almost everyone has seen it.

She heard another voice in her body first, knowing she was pregnant, and then the door was broken.

She turned around, and it was Bill Creston's angry and distorted face.

...

After watching Tong Ling take out the embryo from her body, her unwilling consciousness finally sank into the darkness with a relief sigh.

The information in just one day contained Tang Yingku's short life very concisely.

This is a boring life with almost no hope.

As a lonely individual in the universe, a single race, she has longed for many beautiful things and longed to live like a human, but as time goes by, she gradually recognizes reality and builds from herself I disengaged from the cognition of fairy tales, gave up more and more unfulfilled dreams, and left only the simplest pursuit-let my lonely race continue to exist.

Since then, Tang Yingyu's life curve has only the backbone, no branches and leaves.

This is the stage of thinking that any normal single-person adult intelligent life enters into adulthood and masters the correct cognition of the universe.

Just like the colonists who were still wandering around in the galaxy, trying every means to continue to live.

Among the colonists, there are individuals who reintegrate into human civilization, such as the white elephant, and the ancestors of the long-armed people, who wish to change the human form and leave their own traces, as well as those who endure constant weakness for the sake of Individuals who continue their lives and divide themselves again and again, and even some reformers, after a lot of experiments, have determined that high temperature is more suitable for them to extend their life. They turned to humans, and finally got into the lava planet and only wanted to live an extra day.

But no matter how the reformers choose, there is only one ultimate goal, either to live longer by themselves, or to pin their hopes of living longer on others.

After reading Tang Yingyu's life memory, whether it was the first-generation fleet member who had survived the catastrophe, or the second and third generation who learned that they would not be judged and had a chance to survive, they fell into a long silence.

People feel that compared to other people's colorful lives, Tang Yingyu seems to be the most desolate one.

Even the people who were forced to participate in the Nuwa project lived far better than her.

"Everyone." A low male alto broke the silence, it was Zhou Donglai who was supposed to be sleeping.

Due to his special self-positioning, after Solent Cage's mental disorder and the death of Oferos Cage, Zhou Donglai has now become the highest spiritual leader of the Free Will League.

But in the minds of the crew supporting the expedition plan, because Zhou Donglai did not participate in the parliamentary coup and armed turmoil, and was still a student of Qin Guang, his reputation was not seriously damaged.

Tong Ling is not good at controlling people's hearts with words, and now Zhou Donglai's words have become the most important.

Zhou Dong said.

"Instructor Tong wants to tell us. There are two kinds of so-called freedom, small freedom and big freedom. Small freedom is personal freedom. Big freedom is civilized freedom and race freedom. Free races can multiply freely in the universe. , No oppression, no threat, no need to hide, no need to worry about being destroyed anytime and anywhere."

"Small freedom is the self-righteous freedom of our free will alliance. We want to do whatever we want. We refuse to accept the constraints imposed on us by the collective. We demand unlimited individual freedom of choice. But we are in the individual freedom and civilized freedom. When conflicts arose, selfishly chose to indulge."

"We doubt history, do not recognize history, use self-deception and self-paralysis, and forget the strength of the enemy. We tell ourselves that the universe is so big that there will be a place to hide when we escape. In fact, we are wrong. Such a powerful child instructor is still always ready. Prepare to sacrifice, what qualifications do we have to say that we must be alive?"

"Even if we can really survive in other galaxies, it can only be because our fellow races in the galaxy have not given up resistance. Humans in the galaxy are pursuing real great freedom! All personal freedom must be based on race Above great freedom. To use an old Chinese saying, if there is no skin, Mao will be attached!"

"We are wrong. We have caused serious damage to the fleet. Even the death penalty is understandable. But there is also an old Chinese saying that knowing mistakes can be corrected, and good is great. We should thank instructor Tong Ling for giving us the opportunity to reform."

"There are still more than seventy years to arrive at the destination. As long as in the next journey, everyone can give up prejudice, no longer think about it, come up with higher work efficiency, and no longer care about the so-called talents and hobbies. Keep telling myself that what I am doing is what I love the most, and that I can use my full potential, so we still have a chance to remedy it."

"In addition, I also announced one thing as acting commander in chief. All the former Nuwa project staff can freely change the industry as long as they can get an S-level potential evaluation in other fields. At the same time, some of them can achieve Those with the upper limit of their personal potential can also participate in the Nuwa Project from scratch at any time. Everyone in our nameless fleet has the opportunity to be both a scholar and a fighter."

"When we started, we selected the elite of the entire empire. Today, we will still be the elite of the elite!"

Zhou Donglai's words perfectly complemented Tang Yingyu's memory shared by Tong Ling, and the prisoners in the prison ship planted seeds again.

After the end of the doomsday suppression process, the prisoners were not released immediately. Instead, as Zhou Donglai said, everyone was retested for their talents, and at the same time, some people who wished to freely choose their careers were provided with more comprehensive basic knowledge teaching.

But the amazing thing is that the number of practitioners in the Nuwa Project has not decreased, but more people are trying to contact from scratch.

...

"Teacher, the matter is over. This is the fleet damage report, please take a look."

In Qin Guang's room, Zhou Donglai put a paper top-secret report in front of Qin Guang, who had just woke up.

After a long time, Qin Guang sighed, "Oh, too many people have died, and our technology has stagnated for many years."

The development of the matter was inseparable from his original arrangement. He knew it would end like this in the end, but he thought that there would be fewer casualties and underestimated the degree of loss of control.

The elderly Qin Guang rubbed his swollen temple~www.ltnovel.com~ it was my fault. "

"Teacher, you are not to blame."

"No, it's the plan I made. I am the highest person in charge. Of course, I should take the responsibility. I am indeed not as good as Marshal Tang Tianxin, let alone compare with the sages. I didn't count that someone would assassinate Tang Yingyu, if It’s not for the instructor Tong Ling to arrive in time, and it’s all over. And, if it’s not for the children’s educators to read Tang Yingyu’s memory, and then use Tang Yingyu’s memory to increase your persuasiveness, our productivity will be more traumatized. Also, from the results Look, these things could have been avoided, but I have been paralyzed and ignored the importance of ideological construction."

The master and apprentice were chatting, and a notification sounded in their communicators at the same time.

General Solent Cage, who had just recovered his sanity, chose to commit suicide by drinking a bomb.

The master and apprentice were stunned.

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