I Really Didn’t Want to Become a Scumbag

Zhou Yuwen’s seriousness made Zhang Nannan a little touched, but I am more embarrassed. In fact, most girls hope that boys can make a promise to themselves, but everything like Zhou Yuwen is arranged, and Zhang Nannan is also a little bit more embarrassed. Unprepared, she lowered her head, put her **** together and kept stirring, and muttered with a blushing face: "I haven't said that I want to marry you yet."

Zhou Yuwen chuckled lightly, went over to hold Zhang Nannan, put Zhang Nannan in his arms and asked: "Then do you want to marry me?"

Zhang Nannan was blushing with Zhou Yuwen's few words, and shyly covered her face not to show Zhou Yuwen, while Zhou Yuwen smiled over there and ate a few sixties. It's fine, I won't make you anymore.

Zhang Nannan heard Zhou Yuwen say this, and thought for a while to ask: "Will you marry me then?"

In a blink of an eye, Zhou Yuwen had been talking with Zhang Nannan for four months, and everything that should have happened happened. Zhang Nannan and Zhou Yuwen shared everything about themselves, but for Zhang Nannan, Zhou Yuwen was still a cloud of fog.

When Zhou Yuwen was born again, he felt familiar with the world, but at the same time he was very strange, so he warned everyone and was unwilling to pay attention to everyone.

But for this innocent little cutie, Zhou Yuwen can be regarded as letting go of his guard.

He let go of Zhang Nannan, and the smile on his face disappeared. He was sitting on a small bench with his elbows on his knees and arched like this. He said: "Nannan, we have been together for four months, in fact, and To be honest, I am actually very insecure about marriage."

"?" Seeing Zhou Yuwen suddenly became serious, Zhang Nannan didn't understand for a while, the smile on his face disappeared, and the blush faded away.

The merchant brought the baked goods, and Zhou Yuwen asked Zhang Nannan to eat squid.

Zhang Nannan took the squid and looked at Zhou Yuwen with a strange expression.

Zhou Yuwen said: "Actually I am a child who grew up in a single-parent family."

Zhang Nannan was taken aback. To be honest, Zhang Nannan was a little surprised at this information, because Zhou Yuwen's performance was so good, many people felt that Zhou Yuwen's family relationship must be very strong.

In Zhang Nannan’s dormitory, I also talked about Zhou Yuwen’s family background. Li Xiaojuan said that a father like Zhou Yuwen is either an official or a big businessman. I really envy Zhang Nannan for catching a golden tortoise son-in-law. From then on, he can be a rich wife.

Zhang Nannan was non-committal about this, she smiled and said, "In fact, as long as the uncle is nice to me, it does not matter to me."

This is what Zhang Nannan said. She has already given herself to Zhou Yuwen. What about Zhou Yuwen's family? She doesn't care. Like Zhou Yuwen, she suddenly began to show her heart to herself. All Zhang Nannan can do is listen.

When Zhou Yuwen talked about this kind of thing, there was a trace of elusive feeling on his face. It was not sad, but not happy. It was the kind of ancient wave that was not surprised, like talking about other people's things, like a calm. The teller.

Zhou Yuwen told Zhang Nannan that his father was gone when he was very young, and even Zhou Yuwen had no impression of his father's appearance.

I asked my mother before, where did my father go. My mother only said that the two divorced when Zhou Yuwen was very young. As for other things, the mother kept silent.

After the sixtieth birthday was almost eaten, Zhou Yuwen stood up with Zhang Nannan and asked Zhang Nannan if he wanted to walk around?

"Yeah!" Zhang Nannan held Zhou Yuwen's arm, and she felt that when Zhou Yuwen was talking about these things, there was something... how to say, she needed someone by her side, so she took the initiative to get close to Zhou Yuwen.

Zhou Yuwen pressed the money for the meal under the bowl, and then left with Zhang Nannan.

The food street in the shanty town is full of smoke and fire. In this winter night, the smoke of fried rice spreads across the sky, flanked by dilapidated buildings from the 1980s.

Zhang Nannan was wearing a windbreaker and nestled next to Zhou Yuwen. The two of them walked slowly in this street.

Zhou Yuwen told Zhang Nannan that she was brought up by her mother alone. When she was very young, children from neighbors often united to bully herself. They said that she was a child without a father.

At that time, Zhou Yuwen had also cried alone and asked his mother where his father had gone, and his mother was also very sad about such problems.

Someone said that when they were older, Zhou Yuwen fought with them. At the beginning, he couldn't fight them, but when the fights became too many, they became more severe without realizing it.

Zhang Nannan chuckles after hearing this.

Memories are really weird. When you don't think about it, you can't recall them at all, but when you fall into the memory, the memories of childhood are just like flaring, all revealed in front of you.

I don't know if it was six or eight. At that time, Zhou Yuwen was already the king of children, and basically no one could beat him. That was when Su Qianqian's family moved over.

Su Qianqian was a little kid. At that time, Zhou Yuwen didn't like this girl very much, and followed herself every day like a kid.

The kind of crying at every turn.

She likes to wear the little foreign dress that Wen Qing bought for her. With a pony tail, she wanders around with Zhou Yuwen in the community every day. At that time, there were too many children following Zhou Yuwen, and Zhou Yuwen didn't remember her.

Then she seemed to be bullied by a certain kid at school, and Zhou Yuwen's thinking at the time was that it was her own little brother, isn't it just slapping her in the face to bully Su Qianqian?

Then she helped Su Qianqian in a fight for the first time, and Su Qianqian relied on herself even more, and would sweetly call Yuwen's brother when she saw herself.

After junior high school, Su Qianqian slowly grew up with a girl next door, so I am embarrassed to call her brother Yuwen again, and she is called Xiao Zhou after learning her mother's appearance.

"Uncle..." Zhang Nannan was aggrieved and pouted.

Zhou Yuwen asked: "What's wrong?"

"You digress..." Zhang Nannan's voice was a bit jealous. He clearly said that he recalled his sad childhood, but finally he said how to talk about Su Qianqian?

"Oh, I'm sorry, it was all right for a while," Zhou Yuwen smiled and hugged Zhang Nannan, and kissed her pitifully pouting little mouth.

The reason why Su Qianqian is said is because when he was a child, only Su Qianqian really played with herself. Other children were afraid of themselves, but didn't like to play with themselves. Su Qianqian was different.

Su Qianqian is the only one willing to take herself to his house to play and show herself her beloved doll.

At that time, the two of them watched a TV series. Zhou Yuwen still remembers it was "A Bright Spring Pig Ba Jie". There was a scene in which the little dragon girl kissed Zhu Ba Jie actively in order to deliver oxygen to Zhu Ba Jie in the water.

That was the first time Zhou Yuwen watched kissing. Zhou Yuwen asked Su Qianqian what it was like to kiss?

Su Qianqian blushed, and she said, "Mom said that kissing will give birth to a child."

Zhou Yuwen let out a cry.

It was a quiet afternoon, two children who didn't know anything.

During that time, Su Qianqian asked Zhou Yuwen anxiously every day, Brother Yuwen, what should I do if I become pregnant?

Because of this experience, the two will unknowingly distance themselves from each other in junior high school.

Of course, Zhou Yuwen will not talk to Zhang Nannan.

Zhou Yuwen only told Zhang Nannan that she lacked paternal love since she was a child, and her mother was busy with work sometimes and was at home alone. At that time, the stove was used in winter at home, which was the kind of charcoal burning.

When his mother was not coming back, Zhou Yuwen simply cooked some noodles on that stove. How old was Zhou Yuwen at that time? Nine years old, ten years old at most, not very high, the noodle pot is very heavy, but Zhou Yuwen can lift it up by himself.

In the past, other children were picked up to and from school, but Zhou Yuwen didn’t. Zhou Yuwen walked home. Sometimes it rained. Parents would hold small umbrellas and pick them up one by one, but Zhou Yuwen did. She was standing on the edge of the school gate, waiting for her mother who was working overtime to pick her up.

When Zhou Yuwen said this, Zhang Nannan felt distressed for a while, she took the initiative to hug Zhou Yuwen, and she vowed that she would never make Zhou Yuwen sad again.

Just on the side of the road, Zhang Nannan hugged Zhou Yuwen, with his small head lying in Zhou Yuwen's arms.

It was early in the morning unknowingly, and it was very cold in December. Zhou Yuwen took Zhang Nannan to the hotel and opened a big bed room. On the way, Zhou Yuwen continued to talk about his own affairs.

After returning to the hotel, the two took a bath.

Zhou Yuwen helped Zhang Nannan wash her hair. Zhang Nannan said that the shampoo got into her eyes.

"Close your eyes, don't worry, I will wipe it for you,"

"Ah, uncle, don't move your hands!"

Zhou Yuwen smiled, Zhang Nannan with his eyes closed like this is very cute.

Using a towel, he wiped off the shampoo in Zhang Nannan's eyes little by little.

In the bathroom, the two took a bath together. Zhang Nannan relied on Zhou Yuwen like a child~www.wuxiamtl.com~ with open arms to hug.

Zhou Yuwen is still propping up with his unkempt head over there, so since Zhang Nannan is holding himself, it is enough to charge Zhang Nannan together.

Zhang Nannan's head rested on Zhou Yuwen's shoulders, Zhou Yuwen picked up her hair and helped her rinse her hair.

"What's the matter? You like to hold me so much?"

"I feel uncle is very lonely, I want to give him a little warmth." Zhang Nannan pillowed on Zhou Yuwen's shoulders, letting Zhou Yuwen rinse her hair, and said with a smile.

Zhou Yuwen also smiled. He turned off his unkempt head and let Zhang Nannan put his arms around him. He also stretched out his hand to caress Zhang Nannan's smooth back, and the two of them hugged in the bathroom.

Zhou Yuwen continued: "To be honest, I don't know much about marriage. I'm too scared. I'm afraid I don't have the ability to protect you. I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to protect our children."

"If you don't have the ability to give your children a healthy childhood, don't think about having children, Nan Nan, I'm a timid person. I don't know if I am a person, would you like to marry me?"