I Refused to Be a Substitute, and Shot to Fame on a Variety Show With My Mother-In-Law

  Chapter 295 That was the most difficult year for Pei Jingzhou

  The atmosphere is quiet.

   Li Xiwu didn't know what to say for a while, she could tell that Pei Jingzhou wanted to know too much.

  Scenes that appeared in the dream appeared in front of her eyes, she thought for a few seconds, and asked as if looking for a topic: "Four years ago, did you expect us to have a child?"

  For Pei Jingzhou, this topic has drifted far away.

  But he will still answer her seriously: "Think about it."

  Li Xiwu pursed her lips, and said hesitantly: "Then four years ago..."

  Pei Jingzhou looked at her: "What do you want to say?"

What happened four years ago is not far away, but Li Xiwu has no memory, and all she has to do is to remind her frame by frame of the dream that what happened in the dream is true or false, and she doesn't know which is real Yes, which ones are hallucinated from the dream.

  For example, she once lost a child...

  It is sad in the dream, it is because I experienced it personally in the dream; after waking up, I feel empty and dazed, and the blank memory cannot be felt personally.

  She hesitated to speak for a long time, and finally asked that sentence: "Have we ever had children?"

  Her voice was soft, and she asked this sentence.

  Pei Jingzhou's jaw clenched: "Why do you ask that?"

  Li Xiwu said: "I want to know more and more about the past."

   "If you make up your mind, I will take you to that place once." Pei Jingzhou said.

  Where is that place, Li Xiwu thought.

   is a place where she can be hypnotized again to help her completely restore her memory.

  Before, it was because Li Xiwu hadn't made up her mind yet. Once she recovered her memory, it meant that she would have to bear the pain of the past, but if she really thought about it, Pei Jingzhou would not stop her from recovering her memory.

  Li Xiwu drooped his eyes: "I want to know, but I haven't fully figured it out yet, fourth brother, you haven't answered my question just now."

  —Have we ever had kids?

   Ever?

   She desperately wanted to know.

  Pei Jingzhou gave her a simple answer: "No."

  This answer is both expected and unexpected. It seems that the high bulging belly in the dream is an illusion, but she feels so real...

really weird.

Pei Jingzhou looked at her and said seriously: "In the future, if you want a child, we will adopt one. If you want it now, you can adopt it now. I will arrange it and visit the orphanage in a few days. "

   Li Xiwu asked: "Why do we have to adopt?"

  Pei Jingzhou: "It's okay not to adopt, but to do test tubes, if you can accept it."

  The fact that he said it so frankly shows that he has no intention of hiding the fact that he can't have a baby.

   And the phrase 'Pei Jingzhou can't give birth' was said by Li Xiwu jokingly in front of Qiao Qiao, because she had checked that she was fine at the time, and she was still pregnant.

  She has never been pregnant by accident, so it must be Pei Jingzhou's problem.

  Men's sterilization is very common, but if such a thing happened to Pei Jingzhou, Li Xiwu would never believe it, so he joked in front of Qiao Qiao that Pei Jingzhou couldn't give birth.

   Didn't expect Pei Jingzhou to hear it when he said it.

  But he didn’t explain anything at the time, only said that if you want a child, you can adopt it, or do a test tube.

  She hesitated for a few seconds. Although she didn't believe it, she still asked the doubt in her heart: "Fourth brother, have you had a ligation?"

  Pei Jingzhou guessed that Li Xiwu would ask this question, and he said, "No."

  The atmosphere became quiet again, and neither of them spoke for a while.

   After a long time, Li Xiwu spoke slowly: "Actually, I don't believe it either, but I'm still curious, so I asked this question."

  Pei Jingzhou stood up slowly, no longer sat opposite her, but sat beside her.

  He turned her over and felt at ease and at ease when he touched her: "This matter should have been told to you, but there has never been a suitable opportunity to mention it. Since you are asking now, I will tell you."

  Li Xiwu raised his eyebrows: "Huh?"

  Pei Jingzhou said: "I was seriously injured four years ago, and the medicine eroded my body during the treatment."

  Serious injury four years ago...

  Li Xiwu suddenly remembered that Han Qianye had told her that Pei Jingzhou had been in the ICU for 17 days, but at that time Han Qianye deliberately messed up the time, saying it was six or seven years ago.

  The time was revised later, saying it was four years ago.

   Li Xiwu was not sure if what Han Qianye said was true.

  Thinking of this, she asked, "Is it the time you stayed in the ICU for seventeen days?"

  Pei Jingzhou's knuckles holding Li Xiwu's arm were slightly bent, and his mood fluctuated: "You remember?"

   "No." Li Xiwu said truthfully: "I asked my aunt about it before, and she told me that you stayed in the ICU for seven days."

   After finishing speaking, she confirmed to him again: "Is that the time you said you were seriously injured four years ago?"

  Pei Jingzhou: "Yes."

   Li Xiwu choked for breath, and reacted dullly: "Four years ago, what did you go through?"

  Her expression showed her urgency.

  I really want to know what happened to Pei Jingzhou four years ago...

   Seeing her eagerness, Pei Jingzhou fastened her loose knuckles again, pulled her into his arms, and gently pressed his chin on the top of her head: "I have gone through... I will bring you back to China without fear of danger."

  Li Xiwu felt the truth of being tightly embraced by Pei Jingzhou: "So, the price you paid for bringing me back is that you stayed in the ICU for ten days..."

  Pei Jingzhou: "That's nothing."

Li Xiwu withdrew from his arms, and said stubbornly: "Seventeen days in the ICU, not seventeen days in the general ward, do you know what that means? It means that you wandered around the gate of the Temple of the King of Heaven for seventeen days. , will be arrested at any time!"

  Li Xiwu's emotions were a little out of control: "If you hadn't made it through then, I would... be without you."

  The last sentence touched Pei Jingzhou.

  He stretched out his hand and pulled her back into his arms: "In the seventeen days in the ICU, I was conscious for eleven days."

   Li Xiwu's throat choked up.

  Pei Jingzhou: "During the eleven days when I was conscious, I survived by thinking about you, constantly thinking about you."

  Li Xiwu's nose was sour, and his eyes were hot.

   That was the most difficult year for Pei Jingzhou.

He flew to country T for more than 200 days every year. In that year, he did not see Li Xiwu for the first time in more than six months. It was only because Ms. Mo Zhu was ill, and Li Xiwu had to accompany Ms. Mo Zhu to recuperate in isolation, so Pei Jingzhou compromised and did not go to country T to find her.

  The connection between him and Li Xiwu has never been broken during those six months.

  Also often connect to video.

  He was worried that she would take care of Ms. Mo Zhu's body instead of his own. He was worried that she would lose weight, that she would not be able to sleep well, and that she would be bored and no one would entertain her.

   Fortunately, she is in good condition every time in the video, and even her complexion is getting better and better. The originally small cheeks are more round and smooth.

  He felt relieved.

  At least she took good care of herself during the few months when she accompanied Ms. Mo Zhu to undergo chemotherapy in Country T.

   And when he went to T country later, he learned that there was going to be turmoil in T country, and he was going to pick her up.

  (end of this chapter)