I Refused to Be a Substitute, and Shot to Fame on a Variety Show With My Mother-In-Law

  Chapter 440 Unforgettable

  This coffee shop is backed by the CBD. Most of the people who come here to drink coffee are white-collar workers. There is no loud noise, and it is very clean.

   Li Xiwu was already mentally prepared on the way.

   Facing Jiang Ce's words, she took a sip of coffee, put it down and nodded calmly: "Yes."

  Jiang Ce: "Then I asked?"

  Li Xiwu: "Okay."

  Jiang Ce knew which sentence was the most appropriate to start with, and would not be too direct, so as not to make Li Xiwu feel repelled and disgusted.

   What follows is more than 20 minutes of question and answer—

   "The first time Mrs. Pei experienced memory fluctuations, do you remember when?"

   "I went to Liangshan to record a show, and got injured accidentally."

   "Injured in the head?"

   "Yes, the head."

   "What did you think of at that time?"

"remembered…"

  It was very quiet during this period. After about two minutes, Li Xiwu slowly replied: "I remembered the last time I met my father in country T, and he disappeared before my eyes."

  Jiang Ce understood that these memories were too sad, which caused Li Xiwu not to answer directly directly.

   After a while, Jiang Ce continued to ask: "Do you recall the past in the form of dreams every time?"

  Li Xiwu nodded: "Yes."

   "Do those fragments that appear in every dream make you sad?"

"…Yes."

   "Every time?"

   "Every time."

  Jiang Ce said: "Because those are unforgettable for you."

  Li Xiwu choked, and the smile on the corner of his mouth turned into bitterness: "...Shouldn't the unforgettable thing be sorrow and joy, why do I only think of...sorrow?"

  Jiang Ce remained silent and did not immediately give her a complete answer.

  He was worried about Li Xiwu's emotional disturbance, so he temporarily changed the topic: "Do you need a snack?"

  Li Xiwu shook his head: "No need, thank you."

  She looked directly at Jiang Ce: "Go on, don't worry about my emotions, I have remembered most of them, nothing can affect me."

  Jiang Ce clasped his hands on the table, and said in a serious tone: "You have remembered most of them. In fact, it refers to most of your experiences in country T. There has never been a fragment of your life in the capital, right?"

  Jiang Ce's words mentioned the key point.

   It is also a point that Li Xiwu has always ignored.

  Not long ago, she had a dream. She dreamed that her mother passed away. She had just given birth to a child...

  Everything that happened in the dream was very sad, as if she was born to be very bitter, and experienced all kinds of bitter fruits. Now that she has lost her memory, she can live a peaceful life.

Seeing that Li Xiwu had realized it, Jiang Ce smiled slightly: "After talking here, let's put this topic on the question you asked me just now. You said that dreams are full of sadness, but I said it was something you experienced. Unforgettable, you asked me again, shouldn’t there be a mixture of sorrow and joy? Yes, it is a mixture of sorrow and joy, it is joy, anger, sorrow and joy, it is ups and downs, it is your complete life.”

   Li Xiwu frowned, she seemed to gradually understand the meaning of Jiang Ce's words.

Jiang Ce continued: "Your grief all happened in country T, and it also ended in country T. That was the cause and the end of everything, so everything you saw in your dream was destined to be sadness. From the first time you In the dream, when you met your father for the last time in country T, all you cared about was what happened to you in country T, which also caused your later dreams to be full of sadness."

   These are the points that Li Xiwu has always ignored.

She suddenly became enlightened, and the bitter smile on her lips turned into relief: "From the time I think about the past intermittently, I always feel that the first twenty years of my life were sad, but in fact, only that year was a hurdle that I couldn't get over. , Since then, it has become a gap that I can't cross, I never thought about my life before that year..."

  Jiang Ce was relieved: "Yes, your understanding is correct."

  Li Xiwu looked up at Jiang Ce: "Does Doctor Jiang have anything else to ask?"

   "I have roughly understood it." Jiang Ce said, raised his hand and looked at his watch: "It's exactly twelve o'clock. I'll make a restaurant reservation first."

   Li Xiwu responded: "Okay."

   Coming out of the coffee shop, Li Xiwu learned that Jiang Ce came by taxi, so he invited Jiang Ce to take her car.

  Jiang Ce did not refuse, and got into the car with Li Xiwu.

  Jiang Ce was fastening his seat belt. Li Xiwu adjusted his route and was ready to drive, with his hands on the steering wheel. At this moment, she noticed a familiar vehicle in the exterior rearview mirror.

  She was sure she read it right, and turned to Jiang Ce and said, "You drive my car."

  Jiang Ce was a little surprised.

  But soon understood the reason, because Li Xiwu said: "I'll take the car behind."

  Jiang Ce couldn't see the car behind him through the interior rearview mirror on his right, but he guessed who it would be. He unbuckled his seat belt: "Okay, let me drive."

   Li Xiwu pushed open the door and got out of the car.

  Jiang Ce went around the front of the car to her side, got into the cab, closed the door, and said to Li Xiwu, "Mrs. Pei, I'll wait for you and Mr. Pei in the restaurant."

  Li Xiwu nodded: "Okay."

  The car drove away, Li Xiwu turned around and went to the car behind.

   Chen Xin got out of the car as soon as he saw this, and opened the door for Li Xiwu: "Madam."

   Li Xiwu said thank you, then bent down and got in the car.

  Pei Jingzhou looked sideways at her, and said in a low voice, "You can pretend I didn't see me."

  Li Xiwu curled the corners of his lips: "If it's so obvious, if you don't see it, will you be nagged by Mr. Pei for two or three days when you go back?"

  Her tone was brisk, her brows and eyes were bright, and she could see that she was in a good mood.

  Pei Jingzhou asked softly: "I seem to be a nagging person?"

   Li Xiwu took the initiative to hold his arm: "That's hard to say."

  Pei Jingzhou's palm covered the hand she took, and gently held it: "Where are you going?"

   "Oh, yes." Li Xiwu almost forgot to report the address to Chen Xin, otherwise Jiang Ce would wait too long.

  She took out her mobile phone and looked at the address Jiang Ce sent her, and then reported it to Chen Xin.

  After Chen Xin received it, he adjusted the navigation and set off.

   Along the way, Li Xiwu had a lot to say to Pei Jingzhou, what she had talked with Jiang Ce in the coffee shop, and some of her own thoughts.

  Pei Jingzhou could clearly feel some changes after the conversation between Li Xiwu and Jiang Ce.

  This is probably an enlightenment in a certain sense.

  After being enlightened by Jiang Ce, Li Xiwu opened up all the knots in her heart. Those meaningful conversations made her understand many things that she had neglected before.

  The car arrived at the restaurant Jiang Ce ordered.

  Chen Xin parked on the side of the road and had no plans to park in the parking lot.

   Li Xiwu saw it and turned to look at Pei Jingzhou: "Aren't you going to eat with me?"

  Pei Jingzhou shook his head.

  Li Xiwu pursed the corners of his lips: "You asked Dr. Jiang to contact me, and I talked to him alone after the meeting. You just listened to me and didn't ask me anything along the way."

  Pei Jingzhou pulled her closer: "So what do you want to express?"

  (end of this chapter)