I will not die!

Chapter 150

Pei Qian saw his father beating his mother to death when he was very young. However, he did not hate his father or anyone else in the family because of this. He believed that the reason why his mother died was , just because she is too weak, so he wants to find a strong woman to be her mother, a woman who is strong enough not to be killed by his father.

But with Sen's current green-level strength, it would be impossible not to be killed by a yellow-level person.

Therefore, in order to enhance Sen's strength, Pei Qian imprisoned her and let her slowly become stronger under his cultivation. Until she stood out among his many alternative mothers and became his real mother, Sen could only Can stay here.

The reason why she said she was going to die soon was because Sen no longer planned to play this ridiculous game of choosing a mother with him, and she was going to commit suicide in the next trial. Thinking of this, Sen's heart ached a little. I haven't contacted my mother for such a long time. I guess she has noticed something is wrong now and is asking around for her whereabouts. I once mentioned Pei Qian's matter in a conversation with my mother. With my mother's thoughts, I noticed something wrong. It was only a matter of time before something strange happened, and if the mother really found out about the Pei family, the only thing waiting for her would be unprovoked death.

In the previous trials, some people had died unfortunately, and Pei Qian disguised them all as accidents and handed them over to the guild to deal with. With his status, it stands to reason that he should not have to do so troublesome, and the reason why he would do this is, Sen guessed that there were two possibilities. One was that he was afraid that the people he arrested might be important members of the God-Slaying Society or other families. After all, there were some people who looked very powerful among the people he arrested. The other was that he wanted to Leave the last bit of decency to these spare mothers.

In short, no matter what kind, it is enough as long as his death can be known to the outside world. Although she was very sorry for her mother, she would rather die than let her mother know what happened to her.

After making up her mind, Sen felt a little relieved, but the mountain of emotions still weighed her down.

Or Guangyuan...

For her mother, Sen felt more guilty, but for Guangyuan, she felt more reluctant to let go.

How she wished she could see him again and apologize to him properly. Why did I leave without saying a word, why did I think of him every time day and night alternated, and why was he still the only thing on my mind when I decided to die?

In this empty and dark space, Sen felt as if she was the only one in the world. She wanted to cry loudly and vent her violence and anger at will, but she didn't and couldn't do it.

Even if I am the only one who exists in this world, it does not belong to me. I am just a passerby in this world. Who have the right to resent this place that tolerates me.

Guangyuan, you who are so similar to me, do you also have this idea? In your eyes that are always full of anger and unwillingness, what does the world look like? In your fragile and soft heart, does it also look like this? I am the same, with a yearning for beauty.

Sen felt two lines of warm liquid sliding down her cheeks, but she didn't wipe it away. She hoped that the two lines of liquid could stay on her cheeks for a longer time, which would make her feel that she was still a human being. Live, not be someone's pawn.

Time passed by, and based on past experience, Pei Qian should have come to her by now, but she neither waited for Pei Qian's arrival nor for her tears to dry up. This building was set up with many restrictions and curses. It was difficult for Sen to know the situation outside. Just when she thought that the other party was temporarily delayed, accompanied by the sound of metal being cut, a beam of strong light came in. This small dark room where Sen is located.

This is not Pei Qian's way of opening the door, nor is it a way of opening the door that directly destroys the door. People who use this method to open the door have only one purpose. intruder.

Sen finally adapted to the state after the light re-entered her sight, and what she saw after she regained her vision was Guang Yuan with a calm face.

"Guangyuan?"

"it's me"

"Why are you here?"

"I met your mother by chance. She said that you hadn't contacted her for a long time and she was a little worried about you. Then I guessed from your recent conversation with her that your disappearance might be related to the Pei family. Then I found here comes"

"Aren't there a lot of people outside? Who are you? How did you get here?"Sen asked in disbelief.

"I killed everyone on the road and then found this place."

After listening to Guangyuan's understatement, Sen couldn't help laughing, and then asked:"There should be a few people who were imprisoned like me. How are they doing?"

"I didn't care, he should have left by now"

"Well, have you ever seen an annoying-looking bastard before you came here?"

"I've seen a lot of people like this and killed them all. I don't know if any of those bastards have the one you mentioned."

"Don't know, forget it, who cares."

Sen walked up to Guangyuan, looked at him carefully, and observed every little move he made, but Guangyuan just focused his eyes on her face, her slightly messy hair, and the faint traces of tears. On the rosy cheeks, on the low tip of the nose

"Guangyuan, are you still the same Guangyuan you were before?"Sen asked coldly.

"yes."Guangyuan replied without hesitation.

"fraud."

Sen took a step back and said with a hint of resentment in his eyes:"You were obviously not like this before."

"What is that like?"

Sen suddenly hugged Guangyuan. Naturally, with Guangyuan's reaction, he could completely avoid this. But the moment Sen pounced on him, his brain suddenly shut down and he couldn't think of anything. No, he could think, but he thought too much and couldn't think of anything.

Sen put his head on Guangyuan's chest,"If it were you before, you should be panicked and at a loss now."

Sen raised his head and looked at Guangyuan's face, hesitated for a moment and then smiled,"It seems that it has indeed not changed."

Heartbeat, so noisy...

Guangyuan looked into Sen's eyes and saw his own reflection in her eyes, a self that was completely unlike himself.

"I……"

What do I want to say?

"Can I fall in love with you?"

What am I talking about?

Without thinking at all, my mouth and throat said the words that I thought I would never be able to say in my life.

No, don't agree...

Sen's eyes were shining with crystal light, so dazzling that it made the light shine. Yuan couldn't look directly.

Don't agree...