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"I am different from you. My pain is born with me and I have never been redeemed." Bai Yuanhong looked at the campfire in front of him, without any emotion in his eyes, just calming down. Talked.

Jiang Xue looked up at him in surprise.

"From the moment I was born, the pain has been entwined with me and never disappeared. When I was a child, I had difficulty walking, let alone cultivated, I could only lie in the room day and night. Looking at the sky outside, it’s so close, but things are so far away. For this reason, my father and mother searched all over the world for my illness since childhood, begging for help, but after all, no one can Treating my illness. For this reason, my mother worried and worked day and night, even in just ten years, she almost turned white."

Bai Yuanhong said quietly.

He is not seeking Jiang Xue's sympathy or pity.

He just simply wanted to say what was in his heart, because if he didn't say it, maybe there would be no chance again in the future.

And Jiang Xue is the only person in his heart who has not so much resistance so far. It is worth asking him to say these words from the bottom of his heart.

"Later, I met the current Master. He taught me cultivation and taught me the path of cultivation. I thought this would make my body better. In fact, after the cultivation, my body is indeed I have improved a lot, I can take care of my own life, go wherever I want, and no longer need to live in that small room. And I have shown extremely high innate talent from the very beginning in the aspect of cultivation, and the cultivation speed is almost equal. Tens of times or even a hundred times that of ordinary people."

There was a trace of memory in Bai Yuanhong's eyes, the memory of which belonged to him.

But this brilliance didn't make him ask for pain.

"But, although my physical condition has improved a lot after the cultivation, there is still no way to get better. The pain in my body has been eroding my body, threatening my life all the time, so Even if I have an excellent cultivation talent, I can only use my strength once within three days. Otherwise, using too much strength will aggravate my physical injury and cause irreversible damage."

He is not at all shy about telling Jiang Xue these words.

"What is your disease......" Jiang Xue asked cautiously.

"I don’t know, the world’s famous doctors didn’t see the reason. I only know that the disease in my body has been eroding my body. My bloodline and medicine-free stone can be cured." Bai Yuanhong said, his eyes showed A trace of sadness.

That is sadness for myself.

"I’m suffering from the burning pain in my body all the time, every bit, every second. At night, I often can’t sleep. Only by immersing myself in the cultivation can I temporarily Forget about the physical pain and have a moment of peace." He hugged his knees and looked at the campfire in front of him, his eyes lonely like a homeless child.

Because no one has ever known his pain.

"I never talked to my father and mother about this. They only knew that although my illness was very serious, it should be only occasional. But they didn’t know that I lived in this world. Every minute and every second of my life, I have to endure great pain."

His voice was a little trembling, because the more he talked about this, the more clearly he could feel his body How clear the pain is.

His body is like a stove, grilling his meridian and his internal organs all the time. Sometimes it seems that there are countless ants biting, and the pain is unbearable.

Listening to Bai Yuanhong's calm words, Jiang Xue felt a little cold all over, hugging her arms tightly and listening carefully.

She discovered that Bai Yuanhong was suffering far more than hers.

Her illness only knows what will be the result, but the process is not much painful.

But Bai Yuanhong's results were similar to hers, but the process was very different.

Similarly, he may end up in death, but Jiang Xue has not suffered much from this in his usual life, but occasionally thinks that he will die in the end, which may be a little sad.

But now, Jiang Family has got Rhodiola, and her patient information network can recover completely.

Where is Bai Yuanhong?

When will his illness come to an end?

"Sometimes I also feel that this is not the punishment given by Heavenly Dao to me, giving me such a high cultivation talent, and at the same time making me suffer such pain.

Sometimes I don’t know why I have to live so painfully. If I have never come to this world, if I die from the very beginning, if I can die, I don’t have to suffer such pain... But, My Du Qin, my mother, what will happen to them?

If I die, they should be very sad. Obviously, how much effort they took to make me grow up well, But I want to just abandon them and leave alone. I think if there is such a day, they will be very sad and sad, and I don’t want to see them sad because of me.

So, I have to work hard To live, even if not for myself, but also for my father and my mother. Even if I have to endure endless pain, I hope I can live without making them sad." Bai Yuanhong gradually had rays of light in his eyes.

He can not live for himself, but for his parents, he has to live hard.

He didn't want to make them sad.

He just wants his parents to stop worrying about him—they have been worrying about themselves for more than ten years before finally seeing a little improvement.

Bai Yuanhong didn't want to see them sad for themselves again.

So, he would rather bear the pain himself than let Bai Gan and Li Yue bear the pain-at least in the next several decades, he hopes that he can do what a son should do.

If he can live so long.

Sittingly listening to Bai Yuanhong's words in her heart, Jiang Xue felt a little sympathetic, some pity, some sadness, and some wanted to cry.

It turns out that Bai Yuanhong has been suffering so much in his heart.

It turns out that a person will experience such great pain.

He just wanted to live, he had tried his best, but he still didn't see hope.

"I remember that you also needed Rhodiola, so now... have you found Rhodiola?" She thought for a while and felt that asking this question might be a little inappropriate, but she Still asked.

"This is Rhodiola rosea, I won't grab you." Bai Yuanhong laughed and said.

Jiang Xue knew that Bai Yuanhong had misunderstood what he meant, and quickly explained,

"I didn't mean that! I just...want to help you." But in the end he didn't have anything to say. Speak out with confidence.

She wants to help Bai Yuanhong, but how can she help?

The rhodiola has been made into medicine for her to take, and there is no second rhodiola.