I’m Really Scared

What day is today?

Guan Shan thought about it for a long time on his way home, but he still couldn't remember it. The torment and confusion in his heart were even more difficult than fighting the boss.

He looked at the fast passing scenery outside the bus, remembered the life-and-death fight against monsters on the bus, and even wished that the simulator would open a copy of himself now, so that he could go in and roll around and forget his troubles.

But emulators have been outrageously quiet lately...

Ugh.

Guan Shan sighed.

He felt more and more that he was almost completely used to the thrill and excitement brought by the simulator, and the fear and excitement between life and death were far more lingering than the boring daily life.

Maybe...that's the love-hate nature of horror games.

Although I was afraid to play, the more I was afraid, the more I wanted to play.

Gradually moving away from ordinary people is also an inevitable trajectory, otherwise it will eventually cause accidental injury, intentionally or unintentionally.

Forget it, let's think about how to coax Comrade Xiao Shen.

Guan Shan got out of the car, looked at his house and Shen Dinghua's house not far away, and fell into contemplation: But... how to coax?

After so many years, because of his peculiar way of getting along with Comrade Xiao Shen, he basically never quarreled, so he has no experience in coaxing people.

However, when Guan Shan got closer and closer, he discovered something was wrong.

It was obvious that Shen Dinghua should have gone home from get off work early, but Shen Dinghua's house was dark and no one was there, instead, the lights on the first floor of his own house were all on!

The thief?

Guan Shan immediately denied this guess: The special security team should have staffed around here, there is no possibility of being thieves.

Then there may be only one left - Shen Dinghua is now in her own home.

Because he had given the key to Comrade Xiao Shen before.

That is to say, Shen Dinghua did not go home to be sulking after get off work, but returned to Guan Shan's house.

Guan Shan's depressed mood suddenly became brighter: Comrade Xiao Shen doesn't seem to be really angry... No, no, I can't get carried away now. Although she is not angry, I can't go home with a happy face. Otherwise, it would appear that I am too heartless.

Cough cough...

Guan Shan coughed twice, and changed his expression back to that confused and depressed look.

He took a deep breath, brewed for a while, and then opened the door.

The first time I walked in, I saw long strips of colored paper hangings on the walls in the living room, which was very festive.

Guan Shan scratched his head, it turned out that he was doing these things when he got off work early...

As the first New Year's Eve after dating, it seems to be worth taking seriously.

Guan Shan walked into the house, put down his things, heard the movement of cooking in the kitchen, and ran to the kitchen to see that Shen Dinghua was chopping vegetables in an apron in front of the counter.

Looking at the level of effort, he still seemed a little angry.

Guan Shan glanced at it and saw that it was cucumber...

When Shen Dinghua heard the movement, she turned around and frowned: Welcome back.

The girl tied up her long hair and turned it into a neat ponytail. With that apron, although she was petite, she was full of the temperament of a good wife and mother.

Guan Shan's heart was about to melt, so he hurriedly stepped forward to help, but was stopped by Shen Dinghua, and asked with a half-smile, Do you remember what day it is today?

Guan Shan choked, Shen Dinghua stern face again: Don't come to help if you don't think of it, go to the living room and wait for dinner.

Guan Shan opened his mouth, and was about to say that I didn't help because I didn't remember it, so I wanted to apologize?

How come it has become like someone who doesn't do anything and eats soft rice...

Shen Dinghua didn't care, pushed him out of the kitchen, pressed him on the sofa, and turned on the TV by the way, and tuned to the channel he watched most often.

On the coffee table are all Guan Shan's favorite snacks and happy water, which are obviously carefully prepared in advance.

... Guan Shan crossed his chin with his hands and fell into contemplation.

Looking at the picture on the TV, I was puzzled.

Is this reasonable?

He obviously forgot what day it was... This should have been a taboo in love, but Comrade Xiao Shen was not only really not angry, but he was even nicer to him.

Could it be that he wanted to use guilt to cause pain in his heart?

Guan Shan is indeed very guilty now. The better Comrade Xiaoshen's attitude is, the more uneasy he will be, and he will feel a bit like sitting on pins and needles.

I always feel that this abnormal dinner is like a broken head meal...

Guan Shan finally waited for Shen Dinghua to call him over for dinner in such a state of anxiety. He sat down and looked at the table of sumptuous dishes, and finally couldn't help but ask, Why...

Shen Dinghua set the tableware and chopsticks for him, blinked her eyes, and muttered, Why don't you think of it...

Guan Shan smiled sincerely and said: I really don't remember what day it is today, Comrade Xiao Shen, please tell me with mercy, otherwise I won't be able to sleep tonight.

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Shen Dinghua couldn't help but burst into laughter: Hahaha...

She buried her head and smiled to herself for a while, probably because she felt that she was so unremarkable, she stood up and covered her mouth and took a deep breath. After a while, she rolled her dark and bright eyes and asked narrowly, I really don't remember. what?

Guan Shan's head is full of question marks. Although Comrade Xiao Shen always likes to tease people, he really didn't find anything funny this time...

I can only answer honestly: I really don't think of it, so please forgive me.

Shen Dinghua sighed, with a tone of hatred for iron not becoming steel: Okay, okay... Wait a minute, I'll tell you.

Oh. Guan Shan nodded like a classmate in a kindergarten, and sat in the same place and waited cautiously.

Shen Dinghua saw that his wooden appearance was really cute, she blinked her eyes, her eyes were full of evil, she supported her face with one hand, and served him vegetables with the other.

The bowl is full of fragrant meals, but unfortunately now I can only watch and not eat.

However, this is not lethal to Guan Shan...because he is almost inedible.

Childish Comrade Xiao Shen!

Guan Shan was amused in his heart, but he didn't dare to laugh on his face, so he could only put on a bitter face to make Shen Dinghua laugh.

The girl's smiling face under the light is actually more beautiful than the food on the table...

Ding dong.

The doorbell rang suddenly from outside the door.

Guan Shan was stunned, but Shen Dinghua stood up and muttered, It's finally here.

She walked to the door, and Guan Shan saw a delivery boy outside the door, and handed in a rather large gift box...

Guan Shan felt like a flash of lightning flashed across his mind, and a certain day that he had always ignored in the dark finally seemed to be illuminated by the light of lightning.

Shen Dinghua walked back, put the bow-tie gift box in the center of the table, and said with a smile: Do you remember what day is today? Big-stupid-egg-Happy birthday!

She reached out and undid the bow, opened the box, and took away the lid and the perimeter of the box.

One of them is a beautifully shaped cream cake.

A... birthday cake.

Guan Shan was stunned. He imagined all the possibilities, all the possible anniversaries between the two, and all the festivals that everyone would celebrate.

I just forgot that today is my birthday.

Guan Shan looked at the girl who was bending over to light the candle, and there was an indescribable sadness in his heart. Since his parents died, he hadn't thought about celebrating for himself, because it no longer existed, and gradually Just forget.

But it doesn't matter... Comrade Xiao Shen remembers.