Incurable Pain

*You have never seen what a real scum is.

Bai Xunyin remembers that she hadn't graduated from junior high school in the year of the accident in her family. In the most critical juncture of the few months approaching the senior high school entrance examination, the always warm home became an inexplicable'battlefield'. Ji Huiying and Bai Hongsheng were constantly spreading because of disagreements The quarrel caused.

Later, they moved from Jingyuan in the south of the city to the present one, which is not far from Linlan No. 3 Middle School, but the location is remote and old, and it is definitely not a ‘comfortable’ Ajun Hutong.

It's not as good as Jingyuan where it used to live, and it's far from the bustling business district in the city.

Except for the peak period of dawn and dusk, the rest of the time is nothing. Because it is cold and remote, save money.

After Yu Luoyin was with Bai Xunyin, he learned that Lin Lan still has such a quiet and quiet community, Xiao Hutong, and there is actually a separate bus station here.

Nobody got out of the car except for the two of them, and it was a perfect time to speak when it was windy and rainy.

No one disturbed, only the time for the two of them to speak ‘alone’.

What is the companionship of wind, rain and rustling snow?

After Yu Luoyin finished the reluctant apology, there was a full silence between the two for nearly a minute.

In the almost suffocating silence, Yu Luoyin's black eyes soaked in rain opened laboriously, staring at the pale girl in front of him without blinking.

Bai Xunyin looked at him blankly, allowing himself to stand in front of her and obstruct the narrow path.

After hearing Yu Luoyin's apology, there was still no emotion in her eyes, as if she was listening to a cold joke.

Yu Luoyin's heart was originally ‘full of confidence’ like an inflated balloon, but when he was poked by this cold glow, the hydrogen inside disappeared instantly, leaving only a soft skin.

In addition to gold and jade, it is defeated.

Bai Xunyin couldn't speak, but he seemed to understand the emotions expressed in his eyes—have you finished speaking?

Yu Luoyin was stunned for a moment, barely pulled a smile, skinless and faceless pretending that he couldn't understand, and reluctantly continued to say: "Will you answer me anyway?"

So Bai Xunyin sighed slightly unchecked.

She turned her head away, and ran to a place not far away under the eaves that could shelter a little from the rain. She didn't intend to continue to stare at Yu Luoyin like a fool when she was exposed to the wind, frost, snow and rain.

The girl's milky-white cashmere coat was soaked by the rain. Following her movements, the corners of her clothes swept over Yu Luoyin's fingertips heavily, and he followed up again.

Running one after another under the eaves, Yu Luoyin saw Bai Xunyin take out the phone, his red fingers wiped the cold rain on the screen, and then he typed stiffly.

Bai Xunyin: [I remember you told me before, Lin Lan this **** weather, you are used to keeping an umbrella in your desk. ]

When Yu Luoyin saw it, his eyes flickered slightly.

It was not long after they had just confirmed their relationship. After school, the sky began to drizzle. Most people in Linlan are used to rainy weather. Few people hold umbrellas in this drizzle.

However, Yu Luoyin played meticulously. He also dragged the indifferent Bai Xunyin under the umbrella, and put his long arms around her shoulders, and said critically: "This rainy day is annoying, wet and clingy, in Lin Lan. If you don’t always have an umbrella, it’s two hundred and five. I have one in my desk for three hundred and sixty-five days..."

The memories came to an abrupt end, in line with the current scene...

The artificiality makes people laugh.

Bai Xunyin's eyes drooped slightly, and the corners of his lips evoked a sarcastic arc, calmly continued typing——

[You are afraid that I will catch a cold, so why don't you take out the umbrella? ]

Yu Luoyin's fingers hanging by his side curled up in embarrassment, and he fixedly looked at Bai Xunyin.

He had never found out that the quiet little girl was actually so stupid that she thought she was just pure and smart, gentle and without sharpness.

It now appears that he was a complete mess.

Bai Xunyin is a typical sullen gourd with a clear understanding.

[You apologize, the prelude is to lie to someone, it's really interesting. ] Bai Xunyin pursed his lips and smiled, calmly typing a line of words on the phone, and finally showed it to Yu Luoyin——

[I can’t judge anymore, you told me that you didn’t tell the truth, including this apology. ]

[Yu Luoyin, don't force yourself to condescend. ]

[The college entrance examination is still in a few months, so please stop disturbing me. ]

After Bai Xunyin said the last sentence, his brown eyes lifted up as if washed by water, took a deep look at Yu Luoyin and then turned and left. Her slender back is straight and she walks fast.

This time Yu Luoyin stood in place and watched, unscrupulously continuing to catch up.

The rain has changed from abruptly to lighter, a lot smaller, and there is only a patter of light rain, and the sound of beating on the eaves above the head is rhythmic and crisp, but it sounds nice.

Yu Luoyin listened carelessly, squinting his eyes.

——The most beautiful thing is not a rainy day, but the eaves that have avoided the rain with you.

Perhaps the human nature is humble, the more Bai Xunyin hates him, the more he finds the faint firelight in those cold eyes particularly attractive.

The little girl has a firm mind, but unfortunately she is still immature, and she doesn't know what a real ‘scum’ is.

I don't know how persistent the boys who are aroused are'perverted'.

...

The rain stopped.

In class the next day, Yu Luoyin didn't know because of something unprecedented.

Yu Shen didn't receive the call for leave. He frowned when he walked into the classroom and saw that the place was empty. He didn't know who was asking and shouted: "Where is Yu Luoyin? Who saw him?"

The classroom was quiet, no one spoke.

——Actually, Yu Shen already realized this afterwards. He saw that he had to take a break at noon before he realized that the person was not there... but Yu Luoyin hadn't come to self-study since early.

It was almost a minute before Zhou Xin followed lazily: "Teacher, Yu Luoyin didn't bring an umbrella yesterday. It seems that I have caught a cold."

Yu Shen frowned and looked at him: "How did you know?"

Zhou Xin shrugged, "Because he gave me the umbrella."

...

Amidst the uncontrollable murmurs, the creaking sound of Yu Shen's teeth could be faintly heard.

With a dark face, he put down the sentence "Look at the paper first", and then walked outside the classroom to call Yu Luoyin.

He swallowed his voice two or three times, blindly sounding until the end, no one answered.

The anger in Yu Shen's head became more vigorous. He dialed Yu Luoyin's mother Gu Yuan's phone hard—no one answered it, no accident.

Yu took a deep breath, rubbed his tired temples, and felt a little bit depressed.

Nowadays, most of the parents who claim to be successful people are in the upswing period of their careers, and they are so busy that they can’t wait to have a shadow doppelganger. It is a routine operation to ignore the family, and Yu Shen is accustomed to such things.

Especially at the age of seventeen or eighteen, the third year of high school and entering high school should be the most concerned stage. However, some parents always use the look of "you are already an adult" and the instruction to force their children to be safe. This came to comfort my own negligence.

Many students will be affected due to family reasons during the third year of high school.

Yu Shen knows the situation in Yu Luoyin's family, and also knows that Gu Yuan is a popular person in the Academy of Sciences, but... the children are said to have caught a cold in the rain, so don't parents ask for a leave or answer the phone?

It is absurd. It seems that no matter how good parents themselves are these years, they are also worried about "taking jobs without a certificate" in educating their children.

Yu Shen's own children are also sixteen or seventeen years old. Thinking about comparing their hearts here, they can't help but feel a little bit angry.

When he returned to the classroom for class, he couldn’t help being a little angry, and frightened all the students in the room. They didn’t dare to breathe. Everyone said, “This is the last class in the morning and you can go to dinner.” 'I’m looking forward to finishing this lesson.

However, what angered this group of escaping cubs the most was still behind, and Yu Shen carried out a brutal and inhumane suppression of the hall.

"Waiting for a while before leaving... What are you all on? Let you stay two more minutes to lose a piece of meat? One by one--Zhou Xinsui, do you know where Yu Luoyin's house lives?"

The topic changed so quickly that all the students in the class were caught off guard.

Zhou Xin then pushed the phone he was looking at just now, and said ‘um’ without changing his face.

"Well, you take advantage of the noon break time to visit Yu Luoyin's house. He and his mother will not answer the phone. I am worried that no one will call an ambulance if you faint at home." Yu Shen had a rare humor. , Slammed his face again in the laughter of "hehe" under the podium——

"By the way, take the notes from this morning's physics lecture to Yu Luoyin. This is about to take the first mock test. I don't have to worry about it. My heart is really big! Other people still have a smile? You guys? Everyone is!"

"Teacher." Zhou Xin thought about the content of the WeChat message that Yu Luoyin had just sent to him. Feng's eyes turned slightly and slowly said, "I don't remember all the notes in the morning, and I'm not as good as looking for sound in physics... …Let her go? I will tell her the address."

The WeChat message that Yu Luoyin sent him read: [Find a way to get Bai Xunyin to come over and send me notes. ]

Feelings, this guy deliberately doesn't go to school, ask for leave, or answer the phone, just for this, Zhou Xin can't help but feel a little despised.

Bai Xunyin didn't expect that this matter would still have something to do with him, and his hand holding the penholder froze for a while.

And Yu Shen didn't care so much about the trivial matter of who went to ‘home visit’ to send a note to a sick classmate, Zhou Xinsui or Bai Xunyin were the same in his eyes.

When he heard the words, he only said, ‘Remember all the notes of the white sound search, let her go’, and then ‘Come off get out of class’ which made the surrounding students seem like wild horses that had taken off their reins, and all the screaming rushed out.

In the noisy room, Bai Xunyin didn't give Bai Xunyin a chance to refuse.

She couldn't help looking back at Zhou Xinsui with some irritation.

The latter shrugged, ignoring Bai Xunyin's eyes and Amoxu's nagging contempt, only wrote a note of address and threw it on Bai Xunyin's table before leaving.

"What does he mean, it's a **** raccoon!" Amo watched Zhou Xin disappear with the tall and thin back, and vented his nostrils angrily: "Don't go Yinyin, let Yu Luoyin die."

Bai Xunyin thought so too, so she put down the note in her hand and planned to go to the cafeteria for dinner with Amo.

It’s just who knows that Yu Shen still kills a ‘Returning Carbine’ without worry—

"Bai Xunyin, you take this to Yu Luoyin by the way." Yu Shen turned back to the classroom and saw that Bai Xunyin hadn't left yet. He was very surprised to put a dilapidated exercise book in her hand, wheezing: "There is a question on page 37. The science teachers of the group researched for a while and couldn't find a standard answer. You ask Yu Luoyin to show it to his mother."

Yu Luoyin's mother? Bai Xunyin frowned slightly. After Yu Shen left, he opened the workbook and looked at it. There was a chemistry question circled in red on page 37.

At a glance, you know that it is the most difficult problem to solve.

It's just... isn't Yu Luoyin's mother a physics teacher?

Bai Xunyin thought of the exercise book he had bound to himself before, and lowered his eyes sadly.

After a long while, she typed Amo and told her to go eat first.

Yu Shen repeatedly emphasized to let himself go, and now he has to go to catch the ducks on the shelves.

The address written on the note that Zhou Xin gave was ‘Lanjiang Community’, which was the school district room of No. 3 Middle School. It was very close to the school and within one stop of the bus.

Unexpectedly, Yu Luoyin actually lived in the school district room.

Bai Xunyin put on his coat, took the exercise book and notes that Yu Shen handed him, and found Yu Luoyin's place to live.

Facing the door of the '2103' household, she knocked on the door for a long time and no one answered, and she couldn't help but frowned. Now she could really suspect that Yu Luoyin had fainted.

Bai Xunyin struggled for a minute whether to go in and check out or just call 120. After a while, he entered the password written by Zhou Xin on the note into the password lock.

There was a crack in the door with a ‘click’.

Zhou Xin didn't know if it was thoughtful or "predicted", and never forgot to write the password to her.

Bai Xunyin looked into the large room where the silence was so quiet that the needle could be heard. He hesitated and walked in with his shoes on.

The room is large and clean, but for some reason, there is a weird uninhabited atmosphere. Even the sofa, TV and other furniture in the living room are covered with a layer of dust...

It looked like a temporarily rented house, lifeless.

She couldn't speak, she could only bend her fingers and tap on the wooden furniture next to it to make a sound, which was particularly ear-piercing in a quiet space.

But after knocking for a long time, there was still no movement from the bedroom.

Bai Xunyin deliberately made a noise and walked out of the bedroom door, reaching out and pushing open the concealed door——

In the dim bedroom, the curtains were half drawn, and a faint trace of restless sunlight came in so that the room could be seen clearly, and Yu Luoyin was lying half-dead on the huge bed.

His slender body was covered by a sheet thin like a cicada's wings, and he was curled up randomly, like a wrinkled pickle skin.

The sleeves of the gray pajamas he was wearing went up, revealing a white and thin forearm, which was lying weakly on his forehead, pressing down on the fine bangs.

The clear face under the slender fingers was an abnormal blush.

Although the indoor light is dim, Bai Xunyin's good sight can vaguely see clearly-Yu Luoyin seems to be feverish.

It seems that the icy sleet yesterday taught him some lessons.

Bai Xunyin watched with some complicated eyes. After a long while, he gently put the book he was holding aside, and was about to turn around and leave.

When Bai Xunyin had just turned around without moving his feet, he heard a lazy long ‘um’ coming from behind him.

Hum, he looked very uncomfortable.

And Yu Luoyin's face covered with clouds was like burning carbon.

Bai Xunyin couldn't help but hesitate for a while.

Maybe because it was just a seventeen-year-old girl, Bai Xunyin didn't get down completely, and left the dim bedroom deafly.

Even if she didn't want to see Yu Luoyin more at a glance now, she shouldn't let him lie here alone, burning in a muddle.

Bai Xunyin pursed his lips, folded and walked to the bedside of the bedroom.

She leaned over slightly, and gently touched Yu Luoyin's forehead that was covered by broken black hair with her fingers—hot, Bai Xunyin was taken aback.

I don’t know if it’s because of her leaning motion that the two tassels on the collar of the coat fell down and touched Yu Luoyin’s face. The latter frowned slightly and opened his eyes in an extremely slow state. Opened it.

Bai Xunyin saw Yu Luoyin's dark eyes as if there was a mist.

It's wet, like an ignorant and ignorant little animal.

Bai Xunyin's cold fingers on his forehead curled up unconsciously, and he was about to slowly retract it.

When it was reduced to half, Yu Luoyin's fiery big hand grabbed his wrist. His voice is lower and clearer than usual, but now he is as weak as a muttering: "Don't go..."