Infinite Awakening Split

Yang Shuo doesn’t know how to comfort him at this time, so he can only sit quietly with him in the corner. Perhaps, silent company is better than saying something meaningless. Many, but Yang Shuo once did not look up at him, just immersed in his own world.

The current Yang Shuo keeps scanning his room, which is very similar to the layout of the trial space. It is a small room with a double bed.

This is what Yang Shuo likes. The big bed can give him a sense of security. The light blue sheets, pillows and quilt give people a cool feeling, but they can make Yang Shuo’s mind more peaceful.

There is a vertical bookcase on the diagonally opposite side of the bed, which is filled with various books. This is his collection. Although most of them have not read it yet, he prefers to buy it first. This way you don’t have to worry about wanting to see it and not finding it.

Because once, he wanted to read a book about real criminal investigation cases, but he couldn’t find it. The most important thing was that he couldn’t remember his name clearly. I have seen it in a bookstore, and after that I have formed the habit of buying the book I like.

A very simple room, apart from this only had a wardrobe and a computer. At that time, Yang Shuo moved the computer chair to the corner to sit, sitting all day, occasionally With a sigh, people don’t know whether it is sad, unwilling, or sad.

But now Yang Shuo knows that the self at the time, mixed feelings, had thought about everything, but he didn’t know what he was thinking. He just kept enlightening himself and always found reasons to convince himself Look away, but emotionally, it always does not raise.

Until the evening, Yang Shuo’s parents came back from work, and Yang Shuo has changed a lot now, but it is mistaken for Once a friend of Yang Shuo, he entertained him warmly.

And the former Yang Shuo did not respond, he was still immersed in his own world. Now Yang Shuo has no response to talking to him, even communication is difficult, Yang Shuo sits helplessly beside the bed Thinking of a way.

Yang Shuo remembers that afterwards, I don’t know how long, but he took the initiative to find a psychologist, because he suddenly realized that he had too many bad thoughts, such as suicide, such as revenge on society and so on.

As a former psychiatrist, he understands how bad he is at this time, so he hurried to find a psychiatrist, only to get better, just look at the one sitting in the corner , I don’t know when he will realize it.

The current Yang Shuo thought for a while, and finally thought of a way, that is to use the Divine Consciousness in Ghost Valley Taoism to invade into his own mind and help himself realize that there is a problem with his state as soon as possible.

Thinking of this, the current Yang Shuo immediately invaded Divine Consciousness into his former self. As soon as he entered Yang Shuo, he felt that this was really a crazy practice, invading his own consciousness world.

Everything is so familiar but so unfamiliar. All kinds of demons and ghosts around him pounced on him. That was what he feared most when he was a child, although he no longer believed in ghosts when he grew up. , But still afraid in the subconscious.

So as soon as he came in, he found countless evil spirits rushing towards him, but at this time Yang Shuo was no longer afraid, because what he was afraid of was the unknown, now he can see, It no longer makes people scared.

Yang Shuo waved his hand, and these evil spirits turned into flying ash, and there was no way to threaten Yang Shuo anymore. After the evil spirits disappeared, a long passage appeared, and along the way, he had failed. Of people, those who have hurt and those who have left.

Yang Shuo never stopped. Although he felt guilty in his heart, his steps remained firm. Finally, he left everyone behind and finally stood in front of the girl and hugged her tightly.

Just when she thought the girl would be moved and would follow him desperately, the girl gently pushed him away, shook the head said: “We are not suitable.”

Yang Shuo suddenly felt that the world was spinning, and the entire world was turned into countless pieces. Yang Shuo felt that he had lost too thoroughly. It was really silly to use everything to bet on an unknown future.

But he was willing. He has always believed that this is his belief, but this is not the belief of others, so he lost and lost so thoroughly that he didn’t leave any retreat for himself.

Yang Shuo sank again, squatting in the corner at the end of the passage, burying his head. He didn’t know what he was waiting for, or what he was expecting, but he knew it was impossible, but he didn’t. Willing to believe.

He was immersed in his world again. Just as his eyelids were getting heavier, Yang Shuo closed his eyes, opened his eyes again and returned to the corner of the room, just like this muddleheaded After a lifetime.

When I was about to die of old age, it felt like something was wrong, but I didn’t know what was going on. I always felt that my life shouldn’t be this way, but his life was about to end, and he didn’t have the strength to say more. What do you think.

Yang Shuo opened his eyes again and returned to the corner of the room. He didn’t know how many endless loops had passed, until one day he suddenly noticed a ring on his hand.

Why do I wear a ring? I never wear a ring. I suddenly realized something. Yes, I came to save myself in the past. How could I almost put my present self in?

Yang Shuo stood up and shouted into this passage loudly: “Yang Shuo, I know you can hear it. This is your inner voice. Remember, although you can’t make yourself better Get up, but sometimes people can move forward with injuries. Go, let someone help you bandage the wound, so that you can’t see it, you can move forward with the injury. You don’t need to get better, as long as you can live a normal life. Just fine, maybe one day, someone will completely make you better.”

After Yang Shuo shouted, the entire world has changed again. He returned to his room, himself in the corner. lifts the head, stood up, but didn’t move any more steps.

Yang Shuo stepped forward and hugged himself. He knew that at that time he needed a hug very much, a hug that could comfort him and give him strength, like a flame that could make the whole The grasslands are burning, so that he has vitality again.

Yang Shuo saw that he once dressed neatly and slowly walked out of the house, he knew that things had started to develop in a good direction, and he smiled with relief.

At this time, the world changed again, and it was still the same room, but in the corner of this room was a small child, who was my childhood self, covering his eyes tightly, as if he was afraid of something.

Yang Shuo froze for a moment, as if he could see what the situation was. No one knew better than him what he was afraid of when he was a child. He was afraid of ghosts and the unknown.

Yang Shuo realized only after seeing himself when he was a child. Although he is already very strong at this time, he still has fear of the unknown when he is deep in one’s heart. This may be from ancient times. Gene, or the shadow from childhood.

In my memory, he was chased by a madman, and he was frightened by an adult if he was taken away by a madman. This shadow was left behind. Perhaps, facing him again, it would make Yang Shuo not Fear again

Yang Shuo gently touched the little boy’s head. When he saw the little boy’s mood eased, he pulled him out of the door, and the little boy retracted vigorously, as if Fear of something outside the door.

Yang Shuo comforted softly: “Be good, don’t be afraid, there is nothing.” The little boy dubiously followed Yang Shuo, and when he came out, he found that there was nothing, and he was a little bolder. .

Yang Shuo walked out, he followed behind, Yang Shuo took him all the time, and led him to the alley where he met the madman. The little boy trembled with fear, and caught him tightly. Wearing Yang Shuo’s clothes, for fear that Yang Shuo will leave him and throw him here.

Just when Yang Shuo was about to comfort the little boy, suddenly a woman with dishevelled hair rushed out of the corner. Hehehe smirked and rushed over, scaring the little boy to run away.

However, as soon as he ran a step, he was dragged back by Yang Shuo. The little boy closed his eyes tightly and refused to open it alive or dead. The little boy cried out, “Let go of me. She is dead, she has long been lost, and now her ghost must have returned.”

Yang Shuo said calmly: “So what, what can she do to you.” Speaking of Yang Shuo, he used Ghost Valley Taoism to transform a brown chain, which was wrapped around the lunatic’s feet and fixed the lunatic in place.

“eyes opened, look at her.” Yang Shuo broke the little boy’s hand a little bit, but the little boy still closed his eyes tightly, not daring to open half of them.

Yang Shuo reluctantly said: “You can defeat it, believe in yourself, it really exists, if not, then it is impossible to harm you.”

Speaking of opening the little boy’s eyelids, the little boy at first did not dare to face the madman, turned his head to one side, and slowly found that the madman was not at all rushing over and hitting himself, and then boldly looked towards. it.