Infinite Bloodcore

“Ah–!”

“Don’t come, don’t come!”

Zi Di ran away embarrassedly.

And Zhen Jin followed the girl closely.

“I’m so hungry, I’m so hungry!” Zhen Jin completely mutation became the silver Spear Scorpion. He has been crushed by hunger, and his mind is full of thoughts of eating.

Zi Di was finally forced to the bottom of the cave and tripped on the ground by a stone.

Zhen Jin fiercely pounced and pounced on her body. The huge chelated feet and sharp scorpion tail fiercely launched.

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Zi Di was dismembered in an instant, blood splashed, dyed the bottom of the hole red, and also dyed the entire vision of Zhen Jin.

next moment, Zhen Jin suddenly opened his eyes.

He saw the dark night sky.

He was panting, and the cold air instilled his chest and lungs, his pupils gradually expanded to normal size, and his mood gradually calmed down.

Nightmare.

He had a nightmare.

In this nightmare, he became Spear Scorpion, attacked Zi Di, and treated the girl as food to satisfy his hunger and life.

Zhen Jin sat up quietly.

He broke out in a cold sweat.

Looking at all around, Zi Di is sleeping peacefully beside him, Bai Ya and Lan Zao are lying not far away.

After hearing what Cang Xu said, Zhen Jin knocked Lan Zao unconscious and set him up.

As for Cang Xu, he is responsible for guarding the middle of the night.

The campfire is still burning quietly, the flame is half smaller than before, but it still provides warmth continuously.

The light of the fire shone on Zhen Jin’s face, and Young Knight’s expression looked shaky.

“Why do I have such a nightmare?”

“Is it because I have been worried and afraid of the magic crystal in my heart?”

This is a normal psychological reaction.

Imagine a normal person suddenly grows horns, or has a tail, or has tumors all over his skin. Can you not worry and be afraid?

No one has a magic core, but Zhen Jin has grown out of one.

And this magic core is very mysterious, weird and powerful. It can turn Zhen Jin into a monster and can absorb the bloodline of life.

“There is no way to use battle energy. When in danger, I can only use it.”

“Hey…I can’t use it in the future, so I should try not to use it.”

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“Who knows the serious consequences?”

Zhen Jin stroked his heart subconsciously.

He is afraid that if he abuses the magic core, one day he will become a wild beast monster and he will no longer be in human form.

Zhen Jin feels: This magic crystal has begun to seduce him, tempting him to slaughter the common people, sacrifice the innocent, to gain more powerful power and power.

“On the other hand, I am also afraid of becoming Lan Zao.” Zhen Jin glanced at Lan Zao in the distance.

From the bottom of my heart, he can understand Lan Zao.

And this understanding is very deep.

Because Zhen Jin once faced the same choice as Lan Zao.

Hunger can drive mad people. Hunger can turn Zhen Jin into Spear Scorpion to eat golden granite. It can make Zi Di feel that the cooling lava is like toasted chocolate bread and can be held by Cang Xu I want to eat a handful of sand. Let them not let go of anything that can be eaten, and feel that jumping rat meat and lizard meat are Supreme’s delicious.

In addition to understanding, Zhen Jin also has fear and fear in his heart.

“If I chose to use Bai Ya as food at the time, would Lan Zao’s current appearance be my end?”

“Although Bai Ya is not my relative younger Brother, but I will always be tortured and tortured by kindness, morality, and Knight’s glory in my heart.”

“I will be like Lan Zao, not as good as dead!”

Zhen Jin The mood is very heavy.

Because he naturally thought: “In the future, will I become such a person?”

When he returned to the volcanic cave and carried Bai Ya, Young Knight told himself-I have not fallen.

However, he is very clear: he has many ideas. The selfishness, evil, shameless, and meanness of those thoughts made Zhen Jin almost unable to face himself afterwards.

In addition to understanding, fear, and heaviness, Zhen Jin has another pity for Lan Zao.

“In order to survive, he became a wild beast.”

“He killed his younger brother.”

“Afterwards, he Came to this oasis again. Such an arrangement is simply a joke and mockery of fate.”

“Lan Zao regrets it. Maybe he discovered the oasis earlier, maybe hold on, Huang Zao will not die “

“Extreme remorse, made him unable to believe the death of Huang Zao, desperately vetoing the fact that he killed his younger brother.”

“Even if his vision is normal, He also firmly believes that Huang Zao is still alive and has the hope of being saved.”

“He lied to himself and tried his best to lie to himself. He fell into his own fantasy. Only in this way could he escape from his conscience. Condemnation and moral torture.”

“This oasis is real, but he has fallen into his own mirage.”

“But everything is just fantasy after all.”

“Our appearance and attitude burst the bubble of fantasy, and the ruthless reality and truth are once again in front of Lan Zao.”

“And this time, he will never again There is no way to avoid it, there is no way to deceive yourself.”

“As Cang Xu said before, people who survive in the desert will collapse because of a mirage. Lan Zao is like this, and the situation is even worse.”

Frankly speaking, if Zhen Jin had not experienced life and death, he would also scorn, hate, and hate the present Lan Zao, and would probably take Zi Di’s advice.

However, after experiencing so much, Young Knight’s body and mind have undergone tremendous changes.

“He is our companion. I once said that we must try our best to save everyone, so I will help him.” This was the campfire before, and Zhen Jin faced Cang Xu and Zi Di. A decision made after a completely different suggestion.

After that, he got up and brought half a bowl of coconut water and roasted meat to Lan Zao.

Lan Zao didn’t react at all, still staring at Huang Zao’s body blankly.

In the end, Zhen Jin could only stun Lan Zao.

Why did you make such a decision to help Lan Zao?

Zhen Jin also felt strange at the time.

But now, he understands a little bit: “Perhaps because of a desire in my heart. I hope that if one day I fall into Lan Zao’s situation, I also hope that an outsider can help me.”

But Zhen Jin knows very well that he cannot really help Lan Zao.

Lan Zao’s problem is not with the outside, but with his heart.

Zhen Jin even wondered, and asked himself whether someone like Lan Zao should help.

Human society has ethics and morals, so Templar Knight’s ethics and morals must be above the public standards. Lan Zao’s behavior is undoubtedly anti-moral and anti-ethical.

“I rescue someone like Lan Zao, am I right?”

“I helped him, is it because I saw myself in him?”

“Am I making excuses for my possible degeneration?”

At this moment, looking at the swaying flames, Zhen Jin felt he was hesitating and shaking.

He initially controlled the magic crystal in his heart and became very powerful. He had enough food and water to get rid of this crisis.

But Young Knight felt weak.

He asked himself from the bottom of his heart.

“What kind of person am I?”

“I am very afraid of death. Can I continue to uphold the spirit of Knight, and can I take the responsibility of the family?”

“Am I a selfish person?”

“If I fall into the situation before Lan Zao, how should I choose?”

“If I choose not to eat, then I will lose my life and cannot go to the oasis. If I choose to eat, then I will die.”

“Which choice is right?”

Zhen Jin faced himself bravely. He didn’t use the heart core as an excuse to escape from his true self.

Zhen Jin could not answer his own question.

Every time he thinks, every time he faces these problems, every time his soul is tortured, he will lose part of the strong confidence he had previously, and then part of it.

Zhen Jin knew very well in his heart: When he rescued Bai Ya, he said to himself that he had not fallen. This is actually just a subconsciously negation. Who doesn’t want to be brave? Who doesn’t want light? Who doesn’t want to open and aboveboard without any moral debt?

“However, what Cang Xu said… is indeed not unreasonable.”

Zhen Jin is really thinking.

This kind of thinking forces oneself to face the ugliness and gloom in the deepest part of human nature, which is undoubtedly very painful.

Loss of confidence in himself, Zhen Jin also fell into deep self-doubt.

By the campfire late at night, the Knight youngster quietly got up, half kneeling on the ground.

He lowered his head, covered his heart with his hand, facing the direction of Holybright Continent, and began to repent.

“Oh, Emperor Holybright, my God and Lord, under your sight, the world brightened and the shadows fled in a flurry. Right now, your believer and knight has fallen into the entrapment of his mind so he is confessing to you. Please let your holy light shine upon me and wash away my corrupt, hideous, vile and filthy shadows. I beg you to forgive my sinful thoughts __

The long confession is over.

The gentle night breeze is blowing in Young Knight’s ears.

Everything was expected by Zhen Jinthe god did not respond.

The youngster sighed sadly.

Zi Di slept soundly.

Bai Ya lay flat in the grass, while Lan Zao curled up and lay on his side on the ground, like a shrimp.

Both of them browse tightly knit and the expression is painful-they are both struggling.

Time passed, the night was gradually fading, and the sun rose, casting a hot light.

Like countless days and nights before, nature is still operating in a constant law.

Any feelings of distress, sadness, pain, confusion, etc., seem to be hypocritical in this vast nature.

Heaven and Earth is big, living the biggest.

Before wealth, rights, beauty and honor, it must be food and water.

No matter how painful, lost, or sad, life will continue.