Invade the World

  Chapter 234 "That Day" and "Now and Now"

  Xu Xiangyang in life has hardly spoken swear words.

He has always been a good student, the kind who has both good character and academic performance. Even during the period when his grades have not kept up after the transfer, he has always followed the rules of being a minor and a student, and he has never needed an adult to replace him. worry.

  In short, it is a good boy who feels embarrassed by accidentally saying "Fuck" when he is emotional in private-as time passes, it is even more impossible to speak in front of others.

  Maybe there is also the influence of the surrounding environment. Most of the people in the school who will speak swear words unscrupulously are bad embryos who give up studying, and such students have always stayed away.

  However, only this moment is different.

  When swearing, Xu Xiangyang not only didn't feel guilty, but had a hearty and refreshing feeling, just like venting the depression in his heart.

  He strode to Lin Xingjie's side and stared viciously at the mouse man lying there.

  "Don't listen to this guy's nonsense!"

  What does it mean to "become like me sooner or later", and what does it mean to "you will always have such a day"?

   sounds like a curse. Moreover, in Xu Xiangyang's eyes, this guy has become a **** who will persuade people to commit suicide. He knows that the other party and himself are definitely not the same type of person.

  Of course, compared to the hatred for this person, the real reason for Xu Xiangyang's indignation is that he felt the lack of trust between his two friends.

  "Sunny..."

   Lin Xingjie turned her face in surprise.

Those black jade-like eyes don’t know if it’s because of being in the dark night, or because they were in deep thought just now, the dark part of them seems to have become deeper, but now they are frightened by someone who suddenly appeared on the scene, and their pupils are slightly enlarged. .

"How did you come?"

   "I came here with you. I wanted to wait, but I couldn't help hearing this man's nonsense..."

  My girlfriend pursed her lips slightly, and was about to answer something, her shoulder was grabbed by Xu Xiangyang's hands, and she shook it twice.

   "And you, I heard everything you just talked about! Why didn't you tell me?"

"Well……"

  The girl can feel the strength from her slender shoulders, and she also feels dizzy from being shaken.

   "What did you promise me at that time in the hospital? If you encounter problems in this area in the future, you will tell me honestly that you will not act alone. Have you forgotten this?"

  His words seemed to be firing off a cannon, without stopping for a moment.

   "I, I didn't act arbitrarily, I know you two will definitely follow you."

   "That is to see how you plan to deal with him, not..."

   "Wait, I surrender first, don't shake it, don't shake it! It makes my head dizzy."

  The arm was swayed by her aggressive boyfriend. The long-haired girl said "surrender", but a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.

"Oh, why are you in such a hurry? I didn't mean to hide it from you. I was going to at least know from this guy what the so-called'out of control' was. After finishing the information, I could tell you about it. ."

   "That..." Xu Xiangyang frowned, unconsciously let go of his hand, "Then if you feel that your abilities are at risk of losing control and feel unbearable, shouldn't you tell me earlier?"

   "But I don't find it unbearable."

   Lin Xingjie sighed softly, seemingly helpless.

"Moreover, you have always known the problems that exist in me. Every time I summon Xiao An, it would be okay if I just maintained my existence, but once I wanted to interfere with reality on a large scale, I would feel the strength of my whole body after it was over. Faint, I need you to walk with me every time."

  "Isn't it because Xiaoan's destructive power is too strong? His size is still growing..."

   Lin Xingjie shook her head.

   "More than that. I always feel that I can't command the ‘creature’ that swims out of that cave like an arm. There is still a barrier between me and that world—"

  The girl’s long eyelashes droop slightly.

   "Or as you said, its power is too fierce, and sometimes it appears uncontrollable."

  Xu Xiangyang held his forehead, waited until his own mentality calmed down, then continued to ask.

   "Are there any more?"

   "There is... just a dream."

  She answered softly.

"About my dream of walking alone on the edge of a dark, dull coast. I also mentioned this to you. I had such a dream the night before I discovered my abilities, and then I dreamed more than once. I have seen the same scene, but since I moved into your house, I rarely have such dreams. Moreover, dreams are just dreams. Right?"

   "...Yes, dreams are just dreams."

  Xu Xiangyang muttered to himself, but his eyebrows didn't mean to stretch out.

  "It’s you, Xiangyang, you have been weird since just now. Why do you look nervous?"

   Lin Xingjie poked the boy's forehead with her finger.

   "Look at your anxiously roaring expression, as if you were afraid that I would run away. Wait, are you going to be angry with Qingyue?"

"I do not have--"

  Xu Xiangyang suddenly became a little uncertain, could he not help yelling like that just now to be angry? Seeing his excitement, will the squad leader have other ideas?

  "It seems that I did it. You look ‘immature’ like this. A girl like Qingyue will definitely not like your behavior like a childish boy."

  Although her words are sharp, the smile on the girl's face is thicker.

   "This, this is a reason, because you two didn't tell me the truth..."

   "——The opposite, right? You obviously don't trust the two of us, so you subconsciously feel that this matter is serious, and the whole person becomes impulsive."

  The slender fingers of his girlfriend shook in front of him.

"Xu Xiangyang, let me ask you, in your eyes, are both me and her useless people who can't do without your care? I'm sorry, but the fact is the opposite. Since becoming a psychic, I have been thinking about it all the time; whether my ability is dangerous or not , I always know it in my heart... in short, "I can take care of myself in this respect," understand?"

  Xu Xiangyang was taken aback.

  Because just now, the squad leader said a passage with almost the same meaning:

  ——"Xiangyang, I have to make it clear to you in advance. No matter what kind of risk we face and what price we bear to become a psychic, neither of us regrets it, do you understand?"

  ...He understands.

  Because he understood, he suddenly felt a sense of embarrassment of "fever on his face".

  Xu Xiangyang realized that his girlfriend's accusation was completely correct. The person who was really restless and did not show trust in the two girls was himself.

   "This, this is not a brain teaser, there is something about ‘speaking against’ and not ‘speaking against’..."

  Xu Xiangyang refused to admit defeat, but he was embarrassed to find a place to drill down.

   Lin Xingjie seemed to be holding back a smile, and asked softly.

   "Then it is my turn to ask you this question. Xu Xiangyang, are you hiding something from us?"

   "...I'm really not hiding this, because it just happened."

  He gave a dry cough and replied a little uncomfortably.

   "Shortly after you activated your ability, the guy who looked like a guy from India was rescued in the temple."

  Lin Xingjie thought for a while, and finally remembered the appearance of South Asians.

   "Is the one being protected?"

   "Yes. The savior is very capable, and it happened suddenly, and even Qingyue couldn't stop it in time."

"Then what?"

   "Then, I discovered something. Since that guy came in, he has been watching you."

  The girl blinked, almost thinking that the other party was jealous, and then she realized something strange.

   "Wait, didn't he keep his eyes closed...?"

   "So, only I can feel it."

  Xu Xiangyang answered in a deep voice.

   "He didn't see it with the naked eye, but was spying on you in another way. My'psychic' was vaguely aware of it."

  Lin Xingjie’s ruddy lips opened slightly, and her expression finally moved.

"This means that--"

   "Yes." Xu Xiangyang's expression looked heavy, "I guess, this group of people is probably here for you."

  A group of well-trained psychics who are good at fighting, including foreigners, such a team, the target of a lot of trouble is a female high school student?

   "What about the reason?"

   "It's because I don't know the reason, that's why I feel upset."

  Xu Xiangyang scratched his hair, his tone filled with distress.

  The girl lowered her eyebrows and thought for a while, then slightly raised her toes, her moist lips close to his ears.

   Her actions are intimate, but her words are not at all ambiguous between men and women, but serious and scary.

   "——Could it be related to the ‘End of the World’?"

  Xu Xiangyang couldn't help but widen his eyes, his tone became rush, but he still tried to suppress the volume and whispered.

  "Do you really think this kind of thing will have contact with you?!"

  After asking this topic, his heart was beating.

  There is no evidence, just because of a little unwarranted sign, did you connect a vague and ridiculous rumor with the girl next door who gets along day and night?

  I am afraid that the most daydreaming person in the world will not have this kind of fantasy.

  But, a feeling—as long as it is born, no matter how tiny and inconspicuous it is, if it can’t get a reasonable explanation, it will stick there forever like a thorn.

"I have no idea."

   Lin Xingjie shook her head vigorously.

"So, I can only do things that I can. If I can understand what the so-called "out of control" is, then I can learn from it. In this way, even if things really happen, I believe in myself. Can handle it too."

   "...Be prepared for a rainy day."

  Xu Xiangyang sighed.

   "You are a bit longer than I thought."

"Hey-hey."

  A girl praised by her boyfriend will always behave innocently, and she smiles a little embarrassedly.

   "Still laughing."

  His hand moved from the top of his head down, grabbed her face, and crumpled it into various shapes.

  My girlfriend’s soft and smooth facial skin feels really good, Xu Xiangyang rubbed it hard, and while feeling satisfied, couldn’t help but say very willful words:

   "Even if it is a trivial matter in the future, you have to report it to me."

   "Woo..." Lin Xingjie's beautiful face was pinched into a funny look. She pouted and complained, "You are too domineering, and you are too strict."

  "You are getting less and less obedient. Didn’t you be good when you were studying at home?"

   "People always change. If you don't want me to change, it's because you have too much control. The kind of men on TV shows who abuse their wives are talking about people like you."

  This is plausible.

   But considering the strength gap between each other, Xu Xiangyang thought, if there is real domestic violence, how can I be a victim?

  ……

  When the two talked and played around, they almost completely left the other person present; after the atmosphere between the couple eased, Xu Xiangyang then brought the topic back to this person.

  He looked down at each other with a stern expression.

  "Leave aside our affairs. My view of this guy has not changed. Whether he says it sincerely or deliberately guiding, it will be harmful to you."

   "It's okay, I'm not listening." Lin Xingjie smiled and shook her head, "I was just thinking, what to do with this guy."

  She stared at the human head rat monster, like looking at the meat on the chopping board.

   "He can do such cruel things to his family. I didn't intend to keep it, so I would catch up with him alone. However, if it is really like what he said..."

   Xu Xiangyang was silent for a moment, and couldn't help but say.

  "Aren’t you still affected? If it’s the previous you, you will definitely not say anything about it, and you will never think about ‘is this the right thing to do’."

"you're right."

  My girlfriend rubbed the tips of her hair falling down her ears and sighed lightly.

"However, I can't stay the same. Some things can't be regarded as non-existent without thinking about it. Doing that is just to escape... You used to boast that I have a chivalrous demeanor? If I really want to in the future To be a dashing woman who punishes treacherously and punishes evil in an upright manner, you have to consider what's there or not."

  Lin Xingjie did not look at him directly. But from Xu Xiangyang's perspective, one can also find the seriousness in her eyes.

   "If someone like me does something wrong, it really may cause very bad consequences."

……Yes.

  His girlfriend is not an ordinary weak girl, she has devastating violence in her hands.

  Even if Lin Xingjie behaved cautiously and restrained and never abused her abilities, it was often the aftermath of her gestures that could cause a lot of damage.

  For nasty bad guys, young girls with high minds will not hesitate to turn the other person into a vegetative, Xu Xiangyang will only praise her for doing well.

  However, not everything in this world can be distinguished from black and white. In situations where good and evil are ambiguous, it is difficult to make a decision without being able to discern what the other person is thinking.

She can also choose to overthrow the enemy and hand it over to others to deal with, but not every battle can keep her hands...More importantly, when it comes to life-threatening issues, she should never ask anyone at will, if If you don't want to be used as a tool, you need to maintain independent thinking.

  ——Is this the question she is thinking about in her heart?

Xu Xiangyang clearly felt once again that this girl who lives under the same roof with him, her way of thinking, her personality and experience, are growing rapidly, gradually becoming mature and outstanding, until she can be far away. People of the same age, even adults, are left behind.

  If this continues, he even starts to worry whether the other party will one day go to places he can’t reach...

  While thinking like this, Xu Xiangyang couldn't help but stretched out his hand and grabbed her palm.

  Her softness is cold and soft, still a familiar and beautiful touch.

  He suddenly calmed down.

In fact, to say "unreachable", there is already an insurmountable gap between the two in terms of abilities. If the status of the psychic becomes important in the world in the near future-this is almost a foreseeable thing-this The gap will become clearer.

  However, no matter what the future will be, at least at this moment, in this passing minute and second, she is by his side. For Xu Xiangyang, nothing is more important than this.

  The "now" he has is so precious that even the most beautiful "future" in his imagination can't be compared with anything.

  "Some things will change, but some things will not."

  After a moment of silence, he said softly.

   "...for example?"

   "For example, if I promised to help you, I will definitely help to the end."

   Lin Xingjie couldn't help raising her head when she heard the words, looking back at the hot and sincere look in the young boy's eyes.

   "I said,'We should walk on the same road.' The road in life is very long, and the problems that need to be faced are not limited to schoolwork."

  The girl did not answer, only a pair of magnificent pupils shone in the night.

  She didn't need to speak, he had already understood her thoughts and thoughts with a sharp heart.

  The two young people coincidentally recalled a certain weekend: the first time they made an appointment, the first time to go shopping, the first time to eat, and after that, their relationship changed drastically.

  The rainy and rainy mountain forest environment is obviously very different from the feasting urban streets, but the various memories that come to mind, all belong to "that day"——

  On that day, people came and went on the noisy roads of the city, the neon advertisements and the lights of the street lights were intertwined, and it was very lively, but the young people only saw each other in the eyes.

  "Then please, Xu Xiangyang."

   "Well, trust me."

  (End of this chapter)