Is the Evil God Me?

When a person suddenly breaks away from the intense rhythm of life, he will find that he has too much time and he doesn't know what to do, and he may even fall into an inexplicable anxiety.

Some people say that it is a cheap bone and can't rest in peace.

This is an irresponsible fallacy.

Humans are creatures with a lot of variables, which is commonly known as the upper limit and lower limit. It takes perseverance and perseverance to touch the upper limit at many times, which is very difficult. But people all have upward and beautiful expectations. This kind of desire to prove that they came to the world is not a meaningless desire to eat and drink. It is reflected in life that they do not want to stop, want to have something to do, and want to do something meaningful.

This era is not yet obvious.

But if it was the era before Lynn crossed over, when the global competition material began to satisfy, and gradually calmed down and strode forward, very few people would admit that they came to the world simply to eat, drink, and have fun, like a pig sty. Laughing, there must be something you want to do, and something you want to leave for future achievements (including but not limited to a house that shelters from the wind and rain).

After Lynn went home and threw himself on the sofa to cover his face, he lay there directly for half an hour.

During the half hour, Mr. Xiao tried to empty his memory palace.

He doesn't want to think about anything now, he doesn't want to do anything, he just wants to let himself go. However, after struggling for half an hour, Lynn found that all his efforts were in vain, and instead made himself a little anxious. He can't completely empty the memory palace at all, because apart from some memories, there will be new memories coming out.

The brain seems to be deliberately opposing consciousness, forcing him to think, never ending.

And when Lynn deliberately wanted to avoid thinking, the bad memories that he had deliberately ignored and suppressed on weekdays popped up again, rendering the negative emotions over and over again.

Lynn couldn't help but want to scold her mother.

You cannot degenerate. Once you choose to degenerate, the first thing you have to face is that you can suppress all kinds of ugliness in the past. Unless you can be indifferent to all the tragedies in the world, degeneration is a high probability event, and a madman with anti-social personality will be born.

Because Lynn has always chosen to face the ugliness with greatness and faith in her heart.

The sudden relaxation gave evil thoughts an opportunity.

In fact, this is a bit similar to the concept of inner demons, super memory and dying struggle, invisibly magnified Lynn's obsession. The so-called distinction between good and evil is very blurry between the thoughts that jump and flicker during survival. They are like a source of infection, which will infect other thoughts.

"Fuck, why don't I have a split personality?"

Suddenly bouncing off the sofa and sitting up, Lynn couldn't help muttering when the memory palace began to turn dark.

But soon, Lynn used his complex and huge knowledge to analyze himself.

"The long-term persistence and dedication, twisting the super memory into a rope can be fully invested. When my heart begins to shake and relax, the loose memory will be out of control, and I will think about the questions I instinctively want to answer. , and now I have no way to give the world an answer..."

I have to say that Lynn's self-control is strong.

After the initial loosening, he quickly found the source of the problem, which was the contradiction between himself and the world. Unless the times can be pushed back two hundred years in an instant, this contradiction is irreconcilable.

"Damn it, I should have thought that there is no free lunch in this world. Just like the people trapped in Silent Hill, there are so many evil thoughts. If I find out that this problem is even more serious if the sequence is higher."

If you choose the convenience brought by super memory, you must also accept its side effects.

Hypermemory is sentimental, cannot be forgotten, any emotion is stuck in that moment, including shame and fear. Exuberant energy is easily uncontrollable. When tossing Sophia, Lynn will leave bruises on her body. Physical coordination means that the body is very sensitive to the environment in which the body is located, and the injury will be more painful than ordinary people. This is the test that Lynn will face after becoming Sequence 9.

But the super memory is the most obvious.

As for the rest...

When Lynn was struggling to the death, he made up for the test he owed at one time. This is also a spiritual test, which is always more difficult than a physical test.

So you can make a bold assumption.

If Lynn flees, he should have no chance to degenerate to the point where he can't control it. The test of super memory will make him die prematurely. Of course, the possibilities of human beings are infinite. After all, it is difficult to see Lynn who may face the world with another face.

But that's not a pity, is it?

"Okay, okay, I'll find something meaningful to do." Complaining about his own life, Lynn scratched his head and got up from the sofa.

He didn't know when he was sitting at the dining table, his long snow-white legs swayed, and the black chalice that looked greedy and coveted quickly returned to his usual pity and pampering look after Lin En got up~www.wuxiamtl.com~.

Lynn ignored the daily haunted half-body.

He cleaned up his mood and decided to be a good man who took care of the family first, and cleaned up the hygiene of the corners of the house. The small garden in the back is also considered to be carefully taken care of. The calendula seeds that I bought before have not been sown yet, and I have been pulling Sophia to sow them every day.

In addition, since she is temporarily suspended, the model of the Black Holy Grail should also be used. Her delicate body without any flaws can seamlessly change clothes, which is exactly what the little gentleman needs.

He is responsible for himself.

As for the others, Lynn can only say sorry.

He did what he said, with strong action, Lin En changed his clothes, put on his apron and started running around, while sitting quietly at the dining table, shaking the Black Holy Grail with Bai Nen's delicate feet, holding his head, he was a little dumbfounded. Adorable and cute followed Lin En's figure, and her flawless face was full of the happiness of a little woman.

When Lynn devotes all his energy to the household chores of his happy nest, the effect is immediate.

The floor is bright, the wooden furniture is shiny and shiny, the quilts are folded into tofu blocks, and the glass windows have been cleaned without leaving any stains. Halfway through, Lynn also ran out to buy some pencils and paper, paid half a penny along the way, and folded a red rose from a family's garden.

When he learned that this sincere and handsome little gentleman wanted to dedicate this rose to his lover, the owner was not willing to accept his money, but he accepted it after Lynn's sincere persuasion.

This afternoon.

When Sophia, who was very tired from working in a restaurant transformed from a bar, returned home and opened the door, her mouth opened involuntarily, and her beautiful blue eyes were full of surprise.

"My true gods, is this our house?!"