King’s Landing

From the communicator came many, many familiar voices.

Lou Lieqing, Jian Ran, Liu Yiying, Luo Yilan, Yang Yuming, Zhang Hao, Wang Hang, Cheng Zhen......

There were many more members she had met and knew their names and voices.

And now these people are all shouting Jun Yuyan's name frantically, the panic and urgency in their voices are so real, and they are not fake at all.

They are really scared.

I am afraid that Jun Yuyan will really die like this, and that she will never come back.

Afraid, in the future, the commander of the 7788 Mecha Division will no longer be her.

And Jun Yuyan was like this, in these anxious voices surrounded by turmoil, he slowly lost consciousness.

At the last moment when she closed her eyes completely, she said softly in her heart,

Sorry.

I'm sorry, in fact, she did this not entirely because she was cornered, she was selfish.

In fact, she didn't have to kill the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor now.

The situation in this life is much better than when Jun Yuyan reversed time.

Their shields are still there, so all the Zerg can't get in.

Although it is said that under the attack of the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor, the protective cover may not last for too long, but when Jun Yuyan drove the time journey to seriously injure the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor to that extent, even with the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor's recovery speed, it was only a short period of time. I am afraid that it will be difficult to return to its heyday in time, and it will not have too high attack power.

In other words, Jun Yuyan can completely retreat after using Sky Strike, and then continue to spend time with the Zerg.

In addition, a quarter of the Zerg in the worm tide also died under the sky strike, and the energy consumption of the shield will also drop sharply. There may be a safer way to eliminate all the Zerg here.

Not to mention, Luo Yilan continued to crack the signal shielding wall.

But Jun Yuyan still chose the most dangerous but also the most effective way.

If you have to ask why, she thought, it's probably because of her selfishness.

She is very selfish.

Because she is no longer willing to bear the kind of pain that was almost maddening.

The pain of losing all of your loved ones.

After losing Jun Zhengchu, Jun Yuyan once told herself that it doesn't matter, there are Lou Lieqing and the others beside her, and there are so many people in this world who love herself and herself, then she can survive.

It is precisely because of this that when all four of Lou Lieqing died at the hands of the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor, she would be in so much pain, as if her heart was being stabbed by Ling Chi, almost unable to extricate herself, and almost had to follow them. And gone.

Therefore, even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 possibility, Jun Yuyan will never let the scene of the previous life repeat itself.

Originally, she was very adventurous in her character, and even if there was only a 1% chance, she was willing to try and bet on that very small chance.

This is the gambler-like madness that flows into her character and is engraved in her blood.

If she followed her past behavior, she would definitely not have made such a reckless and hasty choice to die with the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor, which is a very stupid and unworthy way.

But now Jun Yuyan, she can't afford to gamble.

She can gamble everything, even her own life, without blinking an eye.

However, this 'all' does not include the lives of her closest relatives.

Because she didn't dare to gamble, let alone gamble.

After experiencing the pain of losing Jun Zhengchu, Jun Yuyan understands more about what occupies more and more weight in his heart.

So, this time, she would rather be selfish and let Lou Lieqing and the others suffer the pain of losing her temporarily, and she really doesn't want to experience the boundless loneliness of everyone leaving, leaving her alone in the world. and heartbroken.

In addition to this, there is another reason, which also stems from her selfishness——

She wanted to escape for a while.

She is tired.

She is really tired.

Since the news of Jun Zhengchu's death, even though she has stayed in the system space for a whole year, even if there is a mentor Leng who has been educating her and teaching her, she seems to be normal on the surface. Emotions are digested.

But in fact, no.

The scar of losing Jun Zhengchu was deeply imprinted in her heart, even if it was not revealed on the surface, but in fact her heart was always very tired and painful.

It's just hidden.

In addition to this pain, what made it even worse was the psychological pressure she had endured during this period of time.

Before the time was reversed, Jun Yuyan was already in charge of the command of all the mecha divisions of the entire garrisoned army, and the entire guerrilla warfare was carried out under her control and arrangement.

She can be trusted by others in such a short period of time because she is always awake and timely with accurate feedback and effective command.

However, in order to achieve this level, Jun Yuyan's energy consumption and pressure are definitely beyond what ordinary people can imagine. After all, this is equivalent to directly putting the lives of thousands of people in Xia Yixing on her. body.

If it weren't for Jun Yuyan's strong enough psychology, she would have collapsed long ago.

However, before the pressure could be relieved, Jun Yuyan experienced a series of events such as losing a close friend and witnessing the massacre of millions of people.

This made the negative emotions in her heart doubled several times.

Even if the time was reversed later, the psychological problem was still not resolved.

After reversing the time, she immediately began to arrange everything to prevent and resist the insect tide, and she had no time to think about anything else, let alone express it with her friends.

I can't express myself, but I have to keep doing things.

Then press it down.

Suppressed first, as always.

Jun Yuyan, who was thinking like this, almost naturally hid all the pressure and burden in her heart, so as to maintain the best state to arrange everything. As a result, by the time she found out, they had already grown and accumulated crazily. to an astonishing level.

And these negative emotions reached their peak at the moment when Jun Yuyan saw that the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor did not die after the Heavenly Strike.

How should I put it, she is also in the extreme suppression and control of her emotions, but she also loses in this.

Because there is a limit to the amount of negative emotions a person can bear, some people may be more and some people may be less, but the same is that once this limit is exceeded, she will explode in an all-round way.

It was precisely because Jun Yuyan knew this clearly that he decided to die with the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor.

After dying with it, the resurrection card will be used automatically.

And those who have experienced death will naturally release a lot of those burdens and pressures.

Therefore, she 'selfishly' chose to die with the Bloodscarred Insect Emperor.

It's just that Jun Yuyan didn't expect that when she woke up again, she would actually be in the trash area of ​​the Lost Domain, and she also lost her memory because of the sequelae of the low-level resurrection card.

Fortunately, after a series of events, she finally regained her memory now.

But no matter what happens, one thing will not change.

That is,

she,

The empire must be overthrown!