Landing On My Heart

Extra Four

After returning from country n and returning to the World Aviation Building, after solving some miscellaneous remaining problems, the two returned home and it was bright.

Recently, the weather has always been good, the sun has shown up early, and even the autumn breeze has become warm as the pomegranate trees have just grown in the yard.

Fu Mingyu didn't intend to sleep all day, only drew a layer of gauze curtains, half leaning against the bedside to make up for sleep.

When Ruan Sixian came out of the shower, he was not sure if Fu Mingyu was asleep.

His sleep is always peaceful, even his breathing is very shallow.

Ruan Sixian sat by the bed and asked softly, "Are you asleep?"

The other party did not respond.

She moved up slowly, trying to lean against Fu Mingyu's chest, but she was afraid of waking him.

When she was half-bending and fighting with herself, Fu Mingyu bends the corner of her mouth suddenly and raised her arm to her chest.

He closed his eyes and spoke quietly.

"Still not sleeping?"

"I don't want to sleep." Ruan Sixian opened her eyes and stared at the mottled sunlight on the ground. Fu Mingyu's heartbeat sounded real in her ear, "I can't sleep during the day."

Fu Mingyu didn't speak any more, Ruan Sixian leaned quietly on his chest, listening to his breathing gradually becoming more stable.

Ruan Sixian raised her head and ran his fingers across his chin.

"are you asleep?"

This time Fu Mingyu no longer responded.

In the earthquake that happened yesterday afternoon, he, Boyang and others were taken to the embassy immediately, and they did not close their eyes until they boarded the plane early in the morning.

Back home in the morning, Aunt Zhang also prepared breakfast, but Fu Mingyu went back to the room directly after taking a shower.

Ruan Sixian knew he was tired, and didn't say anything again.

When the autumn sun gradually moved from the window to the bed, she too fell asleep.

With a false alarm, Ruan Sixian slept very deeply this morning.

Aunt Zhang came to wake them up for lunch at noon, and both of them were lazy.

Aunt Zhang cut the branches and leaves of Sunflower. Seeing that the two of them were silent for dinner, she muttered, "Fortunately, Mr. Fu, you are fine this time. You don't know you scared your wife to death."

Seeing Fu Mingyu raised his eyes and looked over, Ruan Sixian suddenly stopped drinking soup.

Under his gaze, Ruan Sixian raised his chin and said stiffly: "I don't have it..."

"Why not?" Aunt Zhang held a pink rose and pointed to her face. "When I saw the news, I cried and went out in a hurry without changing my clothes. Or I took my coat and drove to the door. She put it on."

The sound of the spoon stirring in the bowl suddenly became harsh.

Ruan Sixian twitched the corners of her mouth, and before Fu Mingyu could speak, she started looking for herself, "This news is too scary."

"Isn't it." Aunt Zhang added, "Your wife, I cried all the way and said what should I do if something happens to you there."

Ruan Sixian: "..."

Fu Mingyu stopped his hand movements and looked straight at Ruan Sixian, his eyes deep.

Ruan Sixian was afraid that he would open his mouth to say something embarrassing to her, so he preemptively changed the subject: "What will you do in the afternoon?"

Fu Mingyu lowered his eyes, but smiled at the corners of his mouth.

"Stay with my wife at home."

After lunch, Aunt Zhang left on time, leaving only Fu Mingyu and Ruan Sixian in the house.

This afternoon seemed to be the same as yesterday. The carpet was warm and drenched by the sun, and the newly inserted flowers overflowed with a scent, and even the TV programs were rebroadcasting yesterday's.

But these twenty-four hours seemed to be a dream to Ruan Sixian.

She didn't dare to think back to her state at that time, her mind was like a bombing|bombing|blasting, and she was scorching hot all over, but then quickly cooled, her mind was blank, and her whole body began to shiver again.

She didn't know how she got to the World Aviation Building, and it wasn't Aunt Zhang who mentioned it, she couldn't remember that she had cried.

Even this night that was supposed to be spent in a dream, she crossed the stretch of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau mountain range, crossed the snow-capped Mount Everest, and sailed on the endless clouds.

This night could not be described as thrilling, but it was more profoundly imprinted in her heart, and it clearly made Ruan Sixian aware of how important Fu Mingyu was to her.

Fortunately, waking up in the midday, everything went back to the original point.

Ruan Sixian leaned on Fu Mingyu and stared at the TV in a daze.

But his mobile phone kept ringing.

Twenty-four hours after the incident, people continued to send messages asking him about his situation.

Now Fu Mingyu treats people with a more human touch than before. Although many of the news lists are not acquaintances, he still responds one by one.

After replying to the news, he leaned over and took the cigarette case on the table.

Ruan Sixian looked at his hand, his gaze shifted to his face with his movements.

The moment the lighter was lit, his outline became clearer in the flickering firelight.

The way he lights a cigarette is actually very attractive to Ruan Sixian. Although he doesn't smoke much, Ruan Sixian will always watch the whole process without a trace.

But today, Ruan Sixian stared at him intently until the white smoke blurred his vision, and then suddenly recovered and reached out to pull out the smoke in his mouth.

Fu Mingyu raised his eyebrows, "What's the matter?"

Ruan Sixian pressed the cigarette into the glass jar with coffee froth, and whispered: "Don't smoke."

Fu Mingyu gave a casual "um", thinking Ruan Sixian was just uncomfortable smelling the smoke in the afternoon.

"Don't smoke for the past two years." Ruan Sixian waved to fan the remaining smoke, lowered his head to pick his nails, and spoke quickly and vaguely, "Let's have a baby."

"Ok?"

Fu Mingyu really did not hear clearly. He leaned close to her, leaned his ears in front of her, but still stared at the TV, "What did you say?"

But Ruan Sixian thought he was pretending not to hear, and seeing him in this pose, he felt that he was suggesting something.

No, it should be express.

After doing psychological work for herself for a while, Ruan Sixian raised her hand and hugged Fu Mingyu's neck, leaned in and kissed his earlobe.

Fu Mingyu felt that she was still scared, so he just smiled, hugged her waist, and said, "Let’s go out for dinner tonight, go to that house—"

"I said," Ruan Sixian interrupted him, holding his face to make him look at himself, "Let's have a baby."

The autumn wind gradually warmed up in the afternoon, and the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus was also inexplicably become a bit ambiguous.

Ruan Sixian looked at Fu Mingyu nervously, but saw the changes in his eyes, and finally said nothing, picked her up and walked upstairs.

Ruan Sixian: "???"

Afternoon time passed quietly, the setting sun melted gold, and the autumn breeze started to blow off the fallen leaves. At the same time, the branches were overwhelmed and the pomegranates fell on the grass in the yard.

Lying on the bed, Ruan Sixian saw the scene where the pomegranate fell to the ground through a crevice of the curtain, and he could see the feeling of Daiyu's burial of flowers.

She felt that she was the pomegranate, and Fu Mingyu was the ruthless autumn wind.

Once he decided to have a child, without the constraints of external conditions, Ruan Sixian saw that Fu Mingyu was different from the past. Time and excitement reached another level.

She didn't know why a thirty-two year old man was so energetic after not closing his eyes for almost a whole day.

Even more often than that, she began to suspect that this person was really only interested in the process of making children.

Ruan Sixian was not convinced before she was pregnant.

One night after the incident, Ruan Sixian lost all energy and stared at the ceiling and said: "It is me who is going to have a baby in October, and you only need to get enough by yourself and get a baby. Why?!"

"Huh?" Fu Mingyu was very puzzled. "Are you upset?"

Ruan Sixian: "..."

She touched her face, and pulled the subject back again, "I may have to get a knife, or maybe I have to go to the ghost gate, so I really suffer."

Ruan Sixian said this in a less serious tone. She was only accusing Fu Mingyu's behavior in bed, but he thought about her words seriously.

"If you are worried about this, do we still have no birth?"

"Huh?" Ruan Sixian concluded, "I..."

Fu Mingyu looked at her seriously, "I can't bear it."

"Then, that's nothing I can't bear." Ruan Sixian turned over, propped her elbows on the bed, looked down at Fu Mingyu, and touched his chin with her fingertips. "I just said that, it's not that I really don't want to have children."

However, in the next few months, apart from the key process of creating a child, the couple also made a lot of efforts in other aspects.

At the stage of pregnancy preparation, their living habits have almost been improved to their best. The doctor also regularly checks Ruan Sixian, but the child is still delayed.

It's the Spring Festival again in a blink of an eye.

This year, the temperature in Jiangcheng reached its lowest level in ten years. However, Ruan Sixian did not wear skirts for beauty. Warmth is the first element in her clothes.

As the expectations of her child fell into the air, her emotions became a little sensitive.

As the month of New Year’s Eve approaches, she counts the time every day, and when the day comes when her period comes, she is always paying attention to her situation.

As soon as the early morning passed, and the period had not come, she immediately got up from the bed and took the pregnancy test stick into the bathroom.

But the results are still the same as in previous months.

She sighed and walked slowly back to the room, lying on the bed and putting her head under the quilt.

"What's the matter?" Fu Mingyu was awakened by her actions, raised his hand and turned on the floor lamp by the window, half propped up his upper body and leaned against her ear, "Have you had a nightmare?"

"No." Ruan Sixian clenched his fingers on the quilt and turned his back to Fu Mingyu, not wanting him to see his scared expression, "You said...Is it because I have been affected by high-altitude radiation in recent years?"

The working environment of pilots is inherently hypoxic, dry, and noisy. At the same time, they are exposed to high-altitude radiation and electromagnetic fields for a long time.

Although the company has established a personal average annual exposure record for the crew members, Ruan Sixian also checked it on time. Her average annual exposure did not exceed 1 millisievert, and she also deliberately avoided short-term gradient climb or lateral during the flight. Change the route to optimize the flight method to reduce the exposure.

I didn't care about this problem before, but when she was too late to have a baby, this matter was magnified infinitely by her.

"You also know that because of these influences, most male colleagues in the company give birth to daughters. Who knows if it is not possible to have children on women."

Ruan Sixian carried the light, Fu Mingyu couldn't see her expression clearly, and could only detect her emotions from her voice.

"Don't worry." Fu Mingyu held her hand on her lower abdomen. "It's only a few months now. Don't worry. Some of my friends are ready to get pregnant for a year or two. They are all healthy."

Ruan Sixian closed her eyes and forced the restless thoughts in her heart down, "Will it come?"

"Yeah." Fu Mingyu lay down again with his chin resting on the top of her head and closed his eyes and said softly, "It will definitely come, I even thought out the names of our children."

"You don't even know the man and woman, so do you think about the name?"

"Well, both men and women can use it."

"What? Let me see if it sounds good."

"Fu Guangzhi."

There was a three-second silence in the dark night, and then Ruan Sixian violently hit him with a pillow.

"Fu Mingyu, you are sick!!!"

After that night, Ruan Sixian's expectation broke ground again.

But she no longer allowed herself to be in a cautious state all the time, doing what she should do, even going to the beach for a few days of bathing during her vacation.

In the spring of the following year, everything will recover. The cherry trees in the yard will bloom. As the wind blows, the light pink patterns float and fall, spreading out a colorful place.

Later, the flowers died and fruit came, Fu Mingyu's child still did not come, but had to face the departure of another life.

Doudou was taken home by Fu Mingyu when he was twenty-four, when he was already an adult dog.

After so many years, it has come to the end of life.

When Ruan Sixian went to the Huguang Mansion, he didn’t need to lock it up again, because it didn’t have the strength to pounce on Ruan Sixian again.

Fu Mingyu naturally couldn't delay his work because of Doudou's situation, but he and Ruan Sixian frequently returned to Huguang Mansion for the night during this period.

"Hey..." Looking at Doudou who was sleeping in the nest, Ruan Sixian squatted in front of it, and for the first time reached out and touched its head, "If it weren't for me, it could have lived with you."

"What's going on with you recently." Fu Mingyu touched her chin, "Is Lin Daiyu possessed? So sentimental."

Ruan Sixian felt a little sorry for Fu Mingyu. She leaned her head on Fu Mingyu's shoulder and whispered, "I know you are sad."

It was a sunny day when Doudou left. Fu Mingyu personally watched the veterinarian give it an injection of Anle.

Ruan Sixian received a call from Fu Mingyu in the hospital. By the time she arrived at the Huguang Mansion, Doudou's breathing was too shallow.

Fu Mingyu squeezed its paws, then touched its chest, feeling its last heartbeat.

Until Fu Mingyu withdrew her hand, Ruan Sixian heard him sigh.

She had never seen Fu Mingyu had such a time, the sadness in her eyebrows was too strong, but she had to accept this helpless fact.

Ruan Sixian felt sour suddenly and hugged him from behind.

"Husband, don't be sad, our baby is here to accompany you."