Letting Loose After Marrying A Tycoon

Chapter 442: I can't let go of love

Although he knew in his heart that the matter had reached the point where he had to make a break with his mother, Li Li still had difficulty making a choice.

It's not for Li Li, you can't realize his difficulties.

Li Li couldn't help but want to complain to Han Zhan, "Mr. Han, you are not me. You have not experienced my life and cannot understand the pain in my heart. My mother has suffered too much for me, and it really makes me and her I can't help myself to draw the line. If breaking my hands and feet can change my family harmony, I would rather cut my hands and feet!"

Han Zhan is an outsider. From the perspective of right and wrong things, Li Li should really make a break with his mother. However, mother and child are the most inseparable intimacy in the world, and Li's mother is indeed irrational in treating Su Beibei. But when she treated Li Li, she was really willing to dig her heart out.

Seeing Li Li's pain, Han Zhan also embarrassed him.

Han Zhan patted Li Li's shoulder vigorously, feeling helpless, "Since you and Aunt Li are inseparable, and you can't draw a line with her, then let go to Beibei." Song Ci said That's right, Su Beibei and Li Li should divorce, or they will die of depression for the rest of their lives.

Li Li was furious, "Let it go? That's my woman, the mother of my child, for the woman I almost died on the operating table! How can I let it go! How can I let it go!"

Li Li roared, his eyes flushed.

He covered his red eyes with his wide palms, and said in a dumb voice, "I won't get a divorce!"

Han Zhan coldly said, "Then what can you do? Can you think of a way to achieve both? Aunt Li is your mother, and your mother and son's blood is thicker than water. You can't bear to let her down. There is no way, you can't bear to let her down. Aunt Li is in pain, so I can only make Beibei suffer. You and Beibei have only known each other for two or three years. Can you always let go?"

Li Li: "I..."

Without giving Li Li a chance to quibble, Han Zhan said again: "You can't! You can't let go of your affection and love. But do you think a woman like Beibei will swallow for you forever? You procrastinate like this. It will intensify the harm to Beibei. Anyway, it’s a couple, don’t make it to the end.

Li Li turned a deaf ear to Han Zhan's words. He was trapped in his own world and muttered repeatedly: "I don't agree to divorce, I love her so much, how can we divorce..."

Upon seeing this, Han Zhan shook his head, "Song Ci is really right. You really want to be a filial son and a good husband."

Li Li was bruised by sarcasm. He asked Han Zhan painfully, "As a son, I want to be a filial son. As a husband, I want to be a good husband. Is this wrong?"

Now it was Han Zhan's turn to answer. After a long while, Han Zhan sighed, "You're right."

Hearing Han Zhan's answer, Li Li's dim eyes lit up with two lights, like a piece of yellow sand in the Gobi, a green sapling suddenly appeared.

But this young sapling was uprooted by Han Zhan before it could grow up. Han Zhan pointed out sharply: "You want to be a filial son and a good husband. This is naturally correct. But Li Li, what's the situation in your family, you have a clear idea. Your mother is now stunned, she It’s going to be a dark one! If you want to be a filial son, you can’t be a good husband. To be a good husband, you’re destined to bear unfilial infamy."

"That's all, you can figure it out for yourself." Han Zhan's mouth was dry and he had to drink some water to moisturize his throat.

He went to the vending machine to buy two bottles of water, unscrewed the lid and drank half of the bottle before returning to the emergency room with another bottle of water.

Han Zhan handed the water to Li Li, "Come on, drink some water."

Li Li didn't look up, but reached out and took the mineral water.

Li Li unscrewed the bottle cap, and as soon as he raised his head and took a drink, he heard the door of the emergency room opened.

Li Li immediately put down and stood up.

The nurse changed shoes, stood outside the emergency room, and shouted: "Where are Su Beibei's family members? Su Beibei is out!"

"Here!" Li Li hurried to the nurse, looked behind the nurse and asked, "Nurse, where is my wife?"

The nurse replied, "It's here."

Li Li heard the sound of the wheel and looked inward on tiptoes, and saw a nurse pushing the operating bed out of the corridor.

"Beibei is out!" Li Li said to Han Zhan, "Quickly, go and push the bed over."

The operating bed cannot be pushed out of the operating room. Li Li had taken the hospital bed from the inpatient department a long time ago and was waiting anytime.

Han Zhan went to get the bed, but Li Li eagerly hoped that Su Beibei would come out soon.

Finally, Su Beibei was pushed to the door of the emergency operating room.

Li Li hurriedly looked at Su Beibei.

After escaping from the dead, Su Beibei had only one breath left. She lay quietly on the bed, her face pale, and her breathing weak. She always gave Li Li the illusion that lying on the bed was not a living person, but a corpse.

Li Li couldn't even hold it back, secretly stretched out his hand to probe Su Beibei's nose. Feeling a faint breath, Li Li put his heart back into his stomach.

The nurse saw Li Li's movements, and she told Li Li: "It's okay. The anesthesia effect has not completely dissipated. The patient is now weak in consciousness and breathing naturally."

Li Li nodded and murmured repeatedly: "It's fine if it's all right, it's fine if it's all right..."

Han Zhan pushed the bed over, picked up Su Beibei with Li Li's strength, and gently put her on the bed.

The nurse sent Su Beibei to the ward together with them.

After returning to the ward, Li Li followed the nurse's instructions and kept calling her name, trying to awaken her consciousness.

After five or six minutes, Su Beibei woke up leisurely.

She opened her eyes and glanced at Li Li, then her lips moved slowly. She said something, the voice was vague and vague, Li Li couldn't even hear it.

Li Li lowered his head, put his ear to Su Beibei's mouth, and heard Su Beibei saying: "Neil, Neil don't cry..."

At this moment, Su Beibei was still thinking about the child, worried that the child would cry when she knew she was injured.

Pantothenic acid in the centrifuge.

He quickly held Su Beibei's cold hand and told her: "Bebei, you're all right, you will be well. Neil has gone to eat, no more crying, don't worry."

Su Beibei couldn't tell who was speaking in her ear, she was filled with Li Ao in her head. She was so afraid that she would die. When she died, what good life could Li Ao have with Li Li?

Li Li is still young, and sooner or later he will marry again. Having a stepmother is equivalent to having a stepdad. Besides, there is a grandma who hates him...

Su Beibei was suddenly very afraid of death, fearing that she would die, and Li Ao would not be hurt.

Tears slipped from the tail of Su Beibei's eyes and dripped into her neck.

Li Li quickly wiped away her tears with his fingers, and asked distressedly, "Beibei, isn't it painful?"

Su Beibei: "Neil..."

"Neil..."

Han Zhan was heartbroken when he heard Su Beibei's cry. "I'll call Song Ci and ask her to bring Neil up. Beibei may want to see Neil."

"it is good."

Song Ci was full soon. Seeing that Li Ao was absent-minded and didn't want to eat at all, she picked up Li Ao's rice bowl and fed Li Ao herself.

Li Ao didn't want to eat half a bowl of rice. "Aunt Song Song, I'm full."

This is not Li Ao's appetite, he eats too little.

Song Ci gave Li Aosheng a bowl of soup, and she said, "Then have some more soup."

"Ok."

Li Ao took a sip of soup with her own bowl, Song Ci's mobile phone rang, and she quickly picked it up. "Han Zhan, has Beibei come out?"

When Li Ao heard his mother's name, he moved his ears subconsciously.

Han Zhan told her: "I'm awake, and I keep calling Neil's name. After eating, you can bring Neil up to her to see, so she can rest assured."

"Ok!"

Song Ci was very pleased to hear this news. She waited for Li Ao to finish the soup before telling Li Ao: "Neil, your mother has come out!"

Li Ao quickly jumped off the stool and said, "I'm going to see my mother!"

"it is good."

When Song Ci and Auntie took Li Ao to the ward, Su Beibei was still not fully awake, but Li Ao's name was no longer in his mouth.

As soon as Li Ao saw Su Beibei, he ran over and hugged Su Beibei's arm.

He was very short, just a little bit taller than the hospital bed, when Li Ao stood on tiptoe to see Su Beibei's face. Seeing that his mother's cheeks were particularly white and abnormally white, Li Ao suddenly cried.

He cried: "Mom! Mom!"

Su Beibei heard Li Ao's cry, she opened her eyes vainly, and stared at Li Ao for a while. As if recognizing the child, Su Beibei said intermittently: "Neil, Neil, don't cry, mother won't leave Neil..."

Li Ao cried even harder.

"Mom, mom, don't die, Neil wants mom!" The child said whatever he thought in his heart. What Li Ao feared most at the moment was that his mother would die.

Su Beibei shouted Li Ao's name, tears kept slipping.

Li Ao kept crying, his cry was a condemnation of Li Li, and Li Li didn't feel a sense of feeling when he listened.

Li Li couldn't stand it anymore, he quickly removed Li Ao's grasping Su Beibei's hand, and stuffed Li Ao into Song Ci's arms. "Madam, please help me take Li Ao home to rest."

Song Ci hugged Li Ao, she quietly said to Li Ao softly, "Neil, mother is already awake, mother really won't die. Can I take you home to sleep, OK? Wait until you wake up Ah, mom will be better. You will see mom tomorrow, okay?"

But when Li Ao heard that he wanted to go back to sleep, he was very scared. He didn't know how to describe the mood, it was a fear of worrying that when he fell asleep, he would wake up without his mother's fear.

Li Ao grabbed Song Ci's hand, he raised his head and asked Song Ci, "Aunt Song Song, can I go to your house to sleep?"

Han Zhan wanted to remind Li Ao that he should be Aunt Song Ci, but when he saw the tears on Li Ao's face, he held back.

Song Ci guessed that Li Ao was scared, she felt very distressed, and quickly rubbed Li Ao's head, and agreed, "Of course, you can go back with us now."

"it is good!"

Han Zhan said to Li Li, "Then let's take Li Ao home first."

"Ok."

Song Ci held Li Ao's hand and raised her head to tell Li Li: "When Beibei really wakes up, remember to call me."

"Okay, I will call."

The two spoke peacefully, as if they had forgotten their previous tit-for-tat. But whether I forgot, whether or not I can forget, is the only way to know each other.

When everyone was gone, Li Li pulled the stool to the bedside. He sat down, took Su Beibei's cold hand, placed her hand next to her cheek, and couldn't help whispering: "All you care about is Neil, haven't you thought about me?"

Li Li was not eating his son's jealousy, but was sad.

How deep was Beibei's injury, so that when he was the most painful and suffering, he would rather call his son's name instead of calling his name?

Li Li felt extremely frustrated.

"Beibei, I will treat you well for the rest of my life, and I will treat you well, you believe me." As he said, Li Li couldn't help but choke.

-

On the way back, Song Ci and Li Ao sat behind, while Han Zhan was in charge of driving.

Sitting in the car was a pregnant woman with a big belly and a two-year-old child, Han Zhan's speed was quite slow, only thirty or forty yards.

Li Ao hugged a pillow in the car, his head resting on Song Ci's leg.

Song Ci gently stroked Li Ao's cheek with his fingers. The child's face was smooth and tender, and it felt as if he was stroking a boiled egg, especially smooth.

Song Ci was touching all the way.

"Aunt Song Song." Li Ao called Song Ci in a low voice.

"Huh?" Song Ci looked at Li Li's delicate and lovely face, stopped stroking, and asked curiously: "Neil, what are you thinking? Can you talk to Aunt Song Song?"

Li Ao asked, "Aunt Song Song, what is divorce?"

The look of astonishment on Song Ci's face was very obvious.

Han Zhan couldn't help but looked back at Li Ao.

Hearing this from a two-year-old child, Han Zhan was extremely surprised. He stared at the front of the car and asked without looking back, "Where did Neil hear this?"

Han Zhan thought that Li Ao overheard the private conversation between Su Beibei and Li Li.

But Li Ao’s next answer surprised Han Zhan. Li Ao said: “Every time my father takes me to my grandma, my grandma tells me that my parents will divorce.”

Song Ci looked at Han Zhan subconsciously, and it happened that Han Zhan was also looking back at her. The two eyes intertwined in the air, and then frowned at the same frequency.

They only knew that Aunt Li and Su Beibei were not getting along, but they didn't know that Aunt Li had said this to Li Ao in private.

Li Ao put the pillow in his arms. He didn't know what divorce specifically meant, but he knew that divorce was definitely a very bad thing.

"Aunt Song Song, what exactly is divorce?" Li Ao must understand the meaning of the word today.

Song Ci couldn't bear to tell Li Ao the truth, but Han Zhan was cruel.

He bluntly said: "Divorce, it means that your parents will live separately in the future and can no longer live in the same house."

After speaking, Han Zhan looked back at Li Ao and saw that the brows on Li Ao's white and tender face were all frowning, and he asked, "Uncle said that, do you understand?"

Li Ao remained silent.

His little head turned quickly, and finally, he seemed to understand Han Zhan's meaning and nodded thoughtfully.

Li Ao said: "After the divorce, we can't live together. It's not a family anymore, right?"

Han Zhan hesitated a little, and finally nodded: "Yeah."

Li Ao could not accept this fact. He thought that Han Zhan was lying to him. He wanted to listen to Song Ci's answer, so he looked at Song Ci with eager eyes and asked, "Aunt Song Song, is what Uncle Song said true?"

Song Ci was heartbroken.

She nodded cruelly and told Li Ao: "Neil, what Uncle said is true."

Hearing this, Li Ao suddenly changed his expression and looked like he was about to cry. He grabbed Song Ci by the arm, and asked in a scared tone: "Then I don't have a home? Am I just a child no one wants?"

Thinking of something, Li Ao showed a look of horror on his face. He suddenly sat up, grabbed the pillow anxiously, and said with tears: "Then I will be sent to the orphanage?"

Song Ci hurriedly held Li Li into his arms.

Li Ao was afraid of hurting the baby in Song Ci's belly, so he stopped moving, even his crying became lighter.

Such a sensible child!

Song Ci was about to break his heart.

She patted Li Ao's head and told Li Ao: "No! You will not be sent to the orphanage. Neil, your parents love you very much, they will never want you, and you will absolutely, absolutely not Will be sent to an orphanage."

Li Ao raised his tearful cheeks, and cried innocently and pitifully: "But if I don't have a home, I am the kid no one wants! They all said that the kid no one wants is going to be sent to the orphanage. !"

"Aunt Song Song!" Li Ao gripped Song Ci's waist skirt tightly, and he cried sadly: "My parents, can I not get divorced? I don't want to have no family."

A child’s world is so simple, he thinks home is very important. No matter how exciting or fun it is outside, when it is dark and hungry, he will go home.

If the home is gone, where can he go back in the future?

No one can answer Li Ao's question.

Song Ci was so soft-hearted, she couldn't bear to see the child so sad, so she told a white lie. "Neil's parents love each other very much. They will not divorce. Neil will always have a family."

Li Ao seemed to have believed Song Ci's words, he stopped asking questions, and sat obediently next to Song Ci. But he kept holding the pillow in his arms, and the tears on his face never stopped.

...

Han Miao and the others knew that Li Ao was coming. They had to go to bed at ten o'clock, but they waited till ten forty.

During the period, Han Jun was really sleepy and couldn't hold it anymore, and finally climbed onto the bed to fall asleep.

However, Han Miao thought that he would be able to see Brother Li Ao soon, and that was an excitement.

Han Miao has been losing weight recently, and he has seen initial results. His thighs seem to have lost a lot of weight, and he is less obese in a skirt.

Han Miao can't wait to show off her weight loss results to Li Ao.

She couldn't sleep, so she took Yan Qingxiu to play dominoes in the living room. Han Miao put out a circle in the living room, and she did not allow Yan Qingxiu to knock down the dominoes.

Yan Qingxiu deliberately acted curiously and asked her: "Then who are you making such a big circle for?"

Han Miao pouted and corrected Yan Qingxiu: "This is not a circle, this is a heart!" Han Miao pressed his chest and said, "It is the shape of my heart."

Yan Qingxiu stood up and looked at the irregularly shaped "heart". He asked Han Miao, "Why do you pile a heart shape?"

Han Miao sat down on the carpet. She stared at the dominoes, feeling a little sad. "Mom said, Neil's mother had a car accident. Neil is very sad."

She raised her head again, smiled sweetly at Chao Yan Qingxiu, and said, "I piled up my heart and played for Neil. I hope he can be happy!"

Yan Qingxiu wanted to laugh a little, and was pleased with Han Miao's sincerity. He teased Han Miao deliberately and said, "Miaomiao, do you like Brother Neil?"

Han Miao blushed immediately, and said hesitantly, "Hey, what did you say."

Yan Qingxiu: "Does Miaomiao like Neil?"

Han Miao put his hand on his ear and asked loudly, "What are you talking about? I can't hear you!"

Banquet Qingxiu: "..."

Yan Qingxiu said, "I said Neil looks really ugly!"

Han Miao immediately retorted: "No! Neil is so handsome! Aunt Dong, your eyes are not good." She retorted with a milky voice, not to mention her cuteness.

Yan Qingxiu looked at her amusedly and raised her ear, "Can you hear her ears now?"

"Huh!" Han Miao kicked his calf on the ground, his buttocks moved, and he turned to Yan Qingxiu with his buttocks and back. He looked angry at that.

Yan Qingxiu stared at Han Miao's "honest and honest" back, feeling funny.

The children’s world is so interesting.

Yan Qingxiu heard the sound of the car and reminded Han Miao: "Miaomiao, your brother Neil seems to be here!"

Han Miao stood up abruptly and rushed to the garage like a small cannonball. There was still some distance from their bedroom to the garage. Han Miao ran for three to four minutes before reaching the garage.

When she arrived, Han Zhan had just parked the car.

Song Ci pushed the car door and led Li Ao out of the car. As soon as Li Ao stood firm, he was hugged by Han Miao who rushed over.

"Neil!"

The difference between the two was only more than two months, but because Han Miao had a much better appetite, he looked a little taller than Li Ao.

Being hugged tightly by the little fat man Han Miao, Li Ao only found it difficult to breathe. "So tight..." Li Ao reminded Han Miao to let go.

Han Miao let go of Li Ao, lowered her head and held Li Ao's hand. She smiled and told Li Ao: "Neil, don't be sad, Aunt Beibei will get better."

For the first time, Li Ao felt that Han Miao's voice was so good.

If you can speak, please talk more!

Li Ao nodded. "Ok."

Seeing that Li Ao was still unhappy, Han Miao happily said, "Neil, I have piled up dominoes for you to play, and you come with me, okay?"

Li Ao was not in high spirits, but he obediently followed Han Miao to the bedroom.

Song Ci stared at Han Miao's trembling pigtail. She said to Han Zhan, "Miao Miao is a pistachio. With her, Li Ao will soon forget the matter she asked before."

Han Zhan nodded and said to Song Ci: "You go take a bath first, and rest early, I'll go see them."

"it is good."

Li Ao was taken by Han Miao to the living room of the bedroom and bedroom. Han Miao pointed to the heart-shaped domino on the ground. She told Neil, "I made a heart for you. If you play with my heart, don't be sad, okay? "

Hearing Han Miao's milky voice, Li Ao reluctantly nodded his head, who was originally lacking in interest. He knelt in front of the dominoes and asked Han Miao, "I can really play?"

Han Miao nodded.

Yan Qingxiu stood aside and said sourly: "Boy, you are very happy. I have worked so hard to help her pile the cards, and she will not allow me to touch it."

Li Ao said thank you to Han Miao, before reaching out to push the pile of dominoes.

With a light push, the dominoes fall down, one after another, one after another, and so on, until the last one falls.

Li Ao watched all the cards fall. He stared at the first card that fell, and said something that didn't fit his age: "If the first card doesn't fall, it will be fine."

When Han Zhan came in, he happened to hear these words, and he asked Li Ao: "Why?"

Li Ao picked up the card, he looked at the dominoes in his hand, and said seriously: "If it doesn't fall, they won't fall."

But some people, some things, take a wrong step, and all steps are wrong.

When Han Zhan wanted to comfort Li Ao, Han Miao took Li Ao to play other games.

Han Miao took Li Ao to her and Han Jun's playroom. Han Miao told Li Ao: "Neil, my sister is asleep, and all her toys are for you to play with. Don't be unhappy, okay?"

Li Ao issued a soul torture: "Why don't you give me yours?"

Han Miao didn't even think about it, and answered honestly: "I played for you, what am I playing?"

Li Ao took an inch and tricked Han Miao: "If you give me yours, I will be happy."

Han Miao hesitated again and again, and finally gave her limited edition Barbie doll to Li Ao.

At this time, Li Ao was very good at abducting Han Miao. After he grew up, he took a step-by-step approach and successfully turned Han Miao, the silly Baitian, onto his account book.

Played until the twelve o'clock doze, Li Aocai fell asleep in Han Miao's bed. Han Miao was carried by Han Zhan to Han Jun's bed.

When Han Zhan was about to return to the room, he received a call from Li Li.

"Mr. Han, Beibei is already sober."

Han Zhan gave a hum, exhorted Li Li, and went back to the room.

Song Ci was preoccupied with things in his heart and didn't sleep well.

Han Zhan pushed the door into the house and awakened Song Ci. Song Ci turned on the wall lamp and saw Han Zhan standing under the door. She said, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

Han Zhan: "The light is dazzling." The implication is that the dazzling light will wake up Song Ci who is sleeping. Han Zhan is as careful as a hair, and he pays attention to Song Ci.

Song Ci turned on all the lights directly. She sat by the bed and told Han Zhan: "I can't sleep a bit, and I think about Beibei repeatedly."

Han Zhan undressed and told her, "Gang Lili called and said that Beibei was awake, so you can rest assured."

"That's good."

Han Zhan came out of the shower and saw that Song Ci was still asleep. He asked: "You are not going to sleep tonight, are you?"

Song Ci said: "I'm going to the competition next week, I can't bear you." Song Ci was affected by Li Ao, thinking about a lot of chaos, she stared at Han Zhan and said worriedly: "Han Zhan, don't I went to a competition, and you made me a junior..."

Han Zhan looked at Shang Song Ci's cold and faint eyes, angry and funny, "Take out the arrogance of your first lady, who can be in my eyes with you?"

Song Ci made a cut and muttered: "It is hoped that there will be the first lady in Dongcheng, and naturally there will be the first lady in Kyoto and the first lady in Binjiang..."

"I heard that the first lady in Kyoto is graceful and charming, and she is a stunner in the world. I know I am beautiful, but after eating the same dessert for a long time, I will get tired of it. If I get used to the same face, I will get tired. This is not because you want to change Taste?"

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I don’t have a plot, but I don’t know why, I just can’t finish it????

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