The two of them left for a long time, and he was still standing like a fool.

His birthday...he met her a week in advance, but when one of Qin Nan appeared, he was left behind.

That night, he drank too much, he couldn’t remember how he went back to the Song family, and how he went upstairs to the bedroom. He was so drunk that day, he saw her vaguely, and kissed indifferently...

When he was very young, he often saw surprise and surprise in the eyes of others.

At that time, he didn’t hate that kind of sight, even with a little bit of liking. Until later, he was sent to the mental hospital by the mother, and the old woman who took care of him sneaked into his room late at night. With such eyesight, disgust and ridicule will appear in the bottom of my heart, so that when junior high school enters adolescence, the surrounding boys begin to have physiological needs. Everyone will gather together to watch the film in the middle of the night, hiding in the bathroom and relying on it. Or some have made a girlfriend directly, but he has no interest in those things at all.

There are many girls chasing him in the school, no matter how beautiful or outstanding, he will never take a look. Some girls will be frightened by his coldness, but some are more frustrated and brave, and one of them is still naked in front of him. clothes……

However, in the scene opposite him, his heart felt like water, and his body did not react at all. Even when the girl approached, his stomach rolled up with a nausea.

He knew at that time that he probably had a problem in that respect...

So when he kissed her without psychological obstacles that night, he felt a little weird. He thought it was an illusion, that was a dream... But in the dream, she was resisting him for Qin Yinan.

He really hated and jealous, and then he controlled her thoughts with wine, and then he took her...

He is not having problems in that respect, he is having problems in that respect for everyone but the people he likes.

The day after that night, she was pale and said two words to him with flushed eyes.

"Su Zhinian, I don't need your responsibility."

"You better forget about this matter, and then rot in your stomach, don't let anyone know."

After that, she began to hide from him, not even the Song family.

She blacked out all the numbers added to him and refused all calls and messages about him.

He really wanted to apologize to her after finding her, and was responsible for her... but he didn't have time to find her, he bumped into an unknown secret... that secret made him from now on, then I'm not qualified to love her anymore...

Then he likes Song Qingchun's thing, just like his super powers, it has become a secret known only to him.

...

The room was extraordinarily quiet. Song Qingchun slept very sweetly. Su Zhinian, who was sitting by the bed, thought of her past and looked at her, her emotions were very strong.

He clearly remembered how crumbled he was when he knew the secret.

He was drunk in the bar for seven days and nights.

He wished he hadn't bumped into that secret, but his innate superpower just let him know that he began to hate himself, to the point of self-masochism...

Su Zhinian seemed to be reluctant to think about it. He didn't start slightly, staring at the deep night outside the window.