Madness of the Heart

"It's you?"

When Ming Shu arrived in Lanchuan County, he saw a familiar figure, a familiar face.

Xiao Yuan said on the phone that Shen Xun would send members of the special operations team to support him, but he didn't expect it to be quite obvious.

In the special operations team, the first person he knew well was Zhaofan. This guy is the most "special" existence in the special operations team. You can talk to anyone for a day. You talk to him, and he talks to you. They are talking about two completely different things. The chat is always going on. Go down, and a lot of misunderstandings.

The most "special" thing is that Zhaofan was born extremely handsome, but he was not a vase. If the special operations team is to choose the strongest sniper, it must be obvious.

"I can't do it?" Zhaofan smiled, "Hey, do you still dislike me?"

Ming Shu got into the car, "I just didn't expect it. Has the special operations team been very idle lately? Team Shen sent you out casually?"

Zhaofan started the car and said, "I happen to be working here, and I am going to go to the beach to take a vacation after finishing the work-my monkey came out of the mountain..."

Ming Shu: "..."

"Bah! I am a kid from the mountain." Zhao Fan continued: "It's rare to see the sea, isn't it? Shen Xun was called in as a result."

Ming Shu is aware of the discipline of the special operations team. You may not be able to take a vacation once a year. If there is a task, you must accept the task even during the vacation.

Ming Shu suddenly felt a bit sorry for Zhaofan.

"But when I heard that it was you, this is coming." Zhaofan smiled, "After finishing the case, let's go to the beach to eat seafood. I cook delicious food, but seafood has not been cooked yet. Come and help me, I Make it for you."

Ming Shu got a headache when he heard it.

Zhaofan can boast that his shooting skills are amazing, he can boast that he is the "face" of the special operations team, he can boast that he is popular, but he is absolutely not qualified to boast that his cooking is delicious.

When Ming Shu first arrived in the special operations team last year, he was unfamiliar with the place where he was born. Zhao Fan made food for him. Of course he appreciated it. After eating, I knew why everyone around him laughed when Zhaofan said he was going to invite him to dinner.

This person Zhaofan really has no talent for cooking.

Mingshu didn't want to go to the beach to eat seafood made by Zhaofan, and there was no time. Now everything will be fine if Qin Guosheng is captured, and he will have to go back to trial, and Huang Mouquan's body has not been found yet. In addition, the case Xu Yin mentioned is also time to be put on the agenda...

Thinking about it this way, there is almost no chance to breathe.

"Why don't you come back to Dongye City with me, we also have seafood there." Ming Shu said, "Brother Ming is delicious and delicious, and you will be fattened and sent back to Team Shen."

The two chatted for a while and began to talk about the case.

"Let’s go to Xinglu Township now." Zhao Fan said in a serious tone when he talked about business matters. "Someone in Lanchuan County has seen Hao Lu—that is, Qin Guo Province you are looking for, but he is not in Lanchuan now. Chuan County."

"Qin Guo Province's hometown is in Xinglu Township under Lanchuan County." Mingshu was also prepared, "Since he is back, he will definitely go to Xinglu Township."

Qin Guosheng sat on a rock in the country and rested, with two large packages of paper money, joss sticks, and fruit beside him.

On the opposite mountain is the tomb of his parents. After many years, he wants to give them incense sticks and burn some paper money.

Since returning to Xinglu Township, Qin Guosheng has always remembered the past, and his cognition of identity has changed back and forth between "Hao Lu" and "Qin Guosheng".

He didn't know where he suddenly made a mistake in his life. The mistakes are like those "hard-working and mediocre people". They are like pieces of dominoes, pushing one by one and falling down, going back, don’t know the first piece. When was it and who was overthrown.

Going back and forth, in the end, it can only be boiled down to-his birth was a mistake, the first card to fall.

He lit a stick of leaf cigarettes and looked at the lush hills as he smoked it.

He didn't get used to this stuff very much. Two days ago he studied with a fellow villager. He learned how to learn, but when he smoked, he always coughed and felt very choking.

When I was a child, my father always smoked this kind of cigarette. He took a shot every day after his work, and then said to him: "Guo Sheng, you work hard, your father doesn’t understand anything else, and he understands the truth—as long as he is willing Work hard, and you will definitely gain."

He took this sentence as his motto, and has been the hardest one among his peers around him since he was a child. Fate did not live up to his efforts. When he was admitted for graduate school, he was admitted from a little-known medical school to Dongye Medical University, which is among the best in the country.

When he arrived at Dongye Medical University, he worked even harder, but when he was complacent and ready to go to the next level, bad news came from his hometown-his father suffered a cerebral hemorrhage while working, and he was temporarily rescued after being sent to the hospital. , But never wake up.

At that time, he was studying a project with his mentor. If he left suddenly, it would be impossible to work with the mentor in the future.

His mother cried and begged him to go home. He had difficulty choosing between family affection and future.

The instructor told him that filial piety comes first, and you should go back.

He heard the threat in the words of the mentor.

That mentor was a well-known "pragmatic person" in the college. All the senior and senior sisters who asked for leave for personal reasons failed to get any benefits from the mentor in the end.

For the unlimited future, he gave up his father, never looked back, leaving his mother alone to take care of his father in his hometown.

Two months later, his overwhelmed mother strangled his father on the hospital bed, then committed suicide by taking pesticides, leaving a suicide note that read: We will not drag you down, you must take care of yourself alone.

His parents died and the homicide was involved, so he had to rush home immediately to deal with his parents' funeral affairs, and after cooperating with the police investigation, he hurried back to the Medical University.

This incident became a turning point in his life.

Before that, working **** him was effective, but after that, working hard became a vicious circle that you couldn't get out of no matter how hard you struggled.

Lanchuan County is far away from Dongye City. He made up a lie on the road that his parents died of disease.

But a lie can be concealed from students and colleagues, but not from the leaders of the college.

The truth behind the lie is that he refused to go home when his father was seriously ill and urgently needed someone to take care of him. This caused his mother to fall into despair amid the unfilial piety of his son and the misfortune of his husband, eventually killing her husband and committing suicide.

If this matter is investigated according to the rules of the School of Pharmacy, he is no longer eligible to stay in the school, but his tutor has worked hard to make him stay in the school smoothly.

He originally thought that everything was solved and that he would develop in a good direction in the future.

But over the next ten years, he became a joke in the School of Pharmacy.

No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't achieve any results. There is no resource or project that he can obtain, and the leaders don’t want to see him. He was a lecturer more than ten years ago, but he is still a lecturer. It was full, and he, only him, lived a life that was lost.

Retributed.

It was his father who taught him that he would gain from hard work, but he not only failed to give back to his father, but he also pushed his parents to death together.

So the father wants to take back the blessings placed on him.

When did the psychology begin to be distorted?

He didn't know it himself.

The more you are left out, the more you want to succeed. He wanted to do a blockbuster experiment, so that those colleagues who looked down on his leadership, promoted faster than him, and students who gave him negative grades in his class would look at him with admiration!

Let them obey their own words!

He shut himself in the laboratory and specializes in psychotropic drugs. As long as the research is successful, he will no longer be an obscure lecturer!

However, the drug developed must have testers. The experiment has always been carried out in secret. Where can he find someone willing to try the drug?

Applying medicine to himself-it's not that he has never had such an idea.

But what he learns is medicine, what he teaches is medicine, and what he studies is medicine, and he knows the scaryness of medicine most.

He is not willing to risk himself.

But if it’s someone else...

He thought of Hao Lu, a peer he had met not long ago.

Hao Lu was a few months younger than him. He came from a rural village. He came to Dongye City only half a year ago and worked as a cleaner in a teahouse.

He had no friends at school, and his relatives had long since passed away. When he was free, his only hobby was to go to teahouses to listen to operas. The first time he saw Hao Lu, he was quite surprised.

Hao Lu's appearance is similar to him by six points, and if you look at his back alone, it looks even more like nine points.

Hao Lu was also very surprised, and took the initiative to ask his hometown.

Lanchuan County and Hulu Town are far apart, and they cannot be related by blood.

But it is precisely because they are not related by blood, but they look similar, which makes them even more rare. Hao Lu cherished this fate, and told him a lot of his family's affairs when chatting.

He learned that Hao Lu's parents both died of cancer this year, and Hao Lu himself was diagnosed with cancer in his hometown.

"I didn't live long anyway, I thought of coming to see the world in big cities." Hao Lu could figure it out. After arriving in Dongye City, he didn't go to the big hospital for a new diagnosis, so he just found a job and felt the city as he wished. Life, while killing the few days left.

He roughly guessed that if Hao Lu didn't go to the hospital, first he witnessed his parents being tortured by cancer, knowing that the disease could not be cured, and secondly because he had no money.

Originally, he felt sorry for this destined person, but at the critical moment when he could not find the medicine man, a vicious plan gradually appeared in his heart.

Hao Lu, who suffers from lung cancer, is not the most suitable medicine person!

Hao Lu didn't know what medicine it was. A person who has little time and no money to treat a disease will not care what medicine he is taking-as long as the medicine can save his life.

He told Hao Lu that his team is developing a new drug for the treatment of lung cancer. This drug has not yet been on the market, and he can produce a batch of it.

Hao Lu said helplessly: "But I don't have that much money."

"No money is needed." He said: "As long as you cooperate with our research and development, all medicines will be provided to you for free!"

The pain that his parents experienced in the late stage of cancer left a deep shadow on Hao Lu, so that Hao Lu didn't have a strong idea of ​​living, and he planned to stop by himself when he couldn't bear the pain.

He repeatedly persuaded, Hao Lu suddenly smiled and said, "Brother Tan, are you missing someone to help you test the medicine?"

He was shocked immediately and realized that Hao Lu used to take care of his parents in the hospital for a long time, and he probably knew everything about testing drugs and drug people.

"After my father died, I had no other relatives. I wanted to die." Hao Lu said, "I didn't expect to meet you when I came to Dongye City. We look like this, so I will treat you as me. My brother is fine. Anyway, I won’t live long anyway. If you have any medicine, just use it on me. I will treat it as... as a relative to help yourself."

Moved by these words, he immediately decided to take Hao Lu to the affiliated hospital of the Medical University for a comprehensive examination.

But it was only a moment when his conscience discovered it, and after this moment, his heart was again surrounded by resentment and viciousness.

He did take Hao Lu for an examination, but he went to a wild clinic instead of a regular hospital.

The examination report issued by the doctor showed that Hao Lu did not suffer from lung cancer. Hu Luzhen’s diagnosis was probably a misdiagnosis.

He should have told Hao Lu the good news, but in front of Hao Road, he sighed sadly.

Hao Lu recently contracted a cold, coughing very badly, and a dull pain in his lungs.

He pretended to be anxious, and after sending Hao Lu home, he solemnly placed the medicine in front of Hao Lu.

After taking the medicine for many times, Hao Lu developed a severe reaction, with abscesses on his face and limbs, and often accompanied by mental problems. A person who was originally mild and introverted suddenly became crazy and moody, like the distortion of a drug researcher, all through the medicine. , Passed to Hao Lu.

He felt panicked, but at the same time excited.

The medicine he is proud of is killing a person.

If the experiment continues, Hao Lu will undoubtedly die.

But if the experiment is stopped, if things are revealed, he will face jail.

At this time, Hao Lu actually proposed a solution to all this.

"Brother Tan, I envy you very much." Hao Lu said: "We look so alike, just like brothers, but you are a teacher in the university, but I have been a farmer all my life, and finally got cancer. unfair."

He looked at the weak Hao Lu, speechless for a while.

"I also want to know what it feels like to be a teacher in a university." Hao Lu smiled, the abscesses on his face were particularly horrible, "Well, I'm going to die anyway, you let me go as you How about death?"

He didn't react, "What, what do you mean?"

"We look so alike, with so many abscesses on my face, no one wants to stare at my face." Hao Lu said, "From today, I am your Tan Guosheng, and you are my Hao Road, I will go to where you work to feel the joy of being a teacher, and then you let me die easily in your laboratory."

He shouted: "What are you talking about?"

Hao Lu said, "Cancer is too painful. My parents died of pain in the end. Don’t you know medicine? You can always get poison? I killed myself in your laboratory wearing your clothes and taking poison. Thought I was you."

"You're crazy!" He was afraid of Hao Lu for the first time, "We just look alike, are you blind when everyone else is?"

"Didn't I say that, I will play you from today. I often go to your school to walk around and let your students and colleagues know my face." Hao Lu said, "Although I have no culture, I have checked it. Now, taking the wrong medicine may cause a change in appearance."

He interrupted: "You want to..."

Hao Lu suddenly shouted sharply: "Whose fault is this? Tan Guosheng, you want to do your drug experiment on me. Are you unwilling to pay at all?"

"I……"

"You have no choice!"

After a brief confrontation, Hao Lu said: "You can also don't do what I said, but I will tell everyone what you did!"

He was shaking all over.

"Isn't this bad? I die in your name, without being tortured by cancer in the future, and you live in my name without going to jail, and you don't have to bear other consequences." Hao Lu said, "You can still Think of a better way?"

He really couldn't think of a better way.

He didn't even expect that his own medicine had turned Hao Lu into a madman who was more distorted than himself.

"But..." He calmed down slightly, "but it's useless for us to look alike. As long as the DNA is checked, the police will know who you are."

"DNA?" Hao Lu hadn't heard the word at all. "What is that?"

He was silent for a long time and shook his head, "Forget it, I'll go find a way."

When the plan began, he disguised an abscess on his face similar to Hao Lu, and appeared alternately on campus with Hao Lu. It was Qin Guosheng who was in class, but Hao Lu appeared in the cafeteria and library.

Some rumors began to appear around, saying that Lecturer Tan was secretly conducting an illegal experiment, and the drug was used on his body, which caused his face to change and he also developed abscesses.

For this reason, he was called by the deputy dean to talk once.

Hao Lu's situation is getting worse and worse. After experiencing enough of the life of a university teacher, he desperately wants to die.

Those illnesses were actually caused by drugs, but Hao Lu mistakenly thought that cancer was onset.

"Give me medicine!" Hao Lu roared like a monster, "Let me die!"

He found sodium cyanide and cleaned his house. He put down a few of Hao Lu’s hair on the bed, balcony, and bathroom, put Hao Lu’s toothbrush in the tooth cup, and threw Hao Lu’s toothbrush into the trash can. Toilet paper for body fluids...

After making all preparations, he handed the sodium cyanide to Hao Lu.

On the same day, Hao Lu was found dead in the laboratory, and he took Hao Lu's ID card and became Hao Lu.

Although Xinglu Township belongs to Lanchuan County, it is the township farthest from the county seat. The road was not repaired and the whole journey was bumpy. Before going to the special operations team, Zhaofan was an anti-narcotics police on the southwest border. He drove very sturdily. Ming Shu said several times, "I'll open it, you have a rest", Zhaofan immediately refused, "I'll come and I will come, you rest and you have a rest!"

Ming Shu was vomiting so much that his stomach was so overwhelmed, how could he rest.

The permanent resident population in Xinglu Township is very small. There are no hotels or guest houses. The former house of the Tan family was demolished more than ten years ago. When Tan Guosheng came back at this time, accommodation was the biggest problem.

Few people from outside the village came to the village. The villagers knew each other well, and upon asking for permission, they learned that a outsider had recently lived in the Wang's family in the west of the village.

Uncle Wang didn't hide it. He pointed to a house in the yard and said, "He rented my house and lived there. But he is not there now, and I don't know where to go shopping."

Dongye City.

The crime team is trying to find Huang Mouquan's body.

Xiao Yuan came to Kanzi Nine Alley in person again and knocked on the doors of Building 4 4-5.