Marvel: I Have Severe Mental Disorder

The latest website: Hearing that Xiao Zizai agreed, Hannibal was immediately very happy, with a big smile on his face.

He stretched out his hand and patted Xiao Zizai on the shoulder, and said, Xiao, I wish our cooperation smooth, and I will definitely keep your mood happy this time!

After hearing this, Xiao Zizai put his palms together, recited the Buddha's name, and said with a smile, Namo Amitabha, thank you poor monk!

Hannibal smiled, twisted his neck, pointed at the cross behind him that had been covered in black light, and asked Xiao Zizai, Xiao, when do you think our brother will be born?

He was born the day the clown played The White Dove in Hell. Do you think there was anything different about that day?

A gleam flashed in Xiao Zizai's eyes, he pushed his glasses, and said in a low voice: Is there anything different that day? Hannibal, you know, that night Zhou Ran slept all the time, and no one went out to act. What happened that day in New York? We have no way of knowing!

But I have a hunch, soon, soon, this brother will be born soon, he just needs a little stimulation, for example, something like that night happened once again!

This brother, he is only missing one opportunity now.

Hannibal frowned, nodded thoughtfully, and smiled, I don't know what kind of existence this brother is? Judging from that cross, he should be a believer in God and Christ Jesus.

Xiao, what kind of sparks will be created when Buddhists and Christians collide? Tsk tsk tsk, this is really a fun thing.

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Zhou Ran is in great pain now, his eyes are scarlet, and his tears are like broken beads, crackling continuously.

The whole person looks very cowardly, not at all deep and calm in the past.

He looked extremely miserable.

At this moment, Zhou Ran didn't know how to face himself, he didn't know how to face the strange self in his memory.

It can be said that he did this thing, or it can be said that he did not do it, but the clown did it.

But no matter what, it cannot be separated from him.

The clown lives in his body, the clown is his personality, the clown has the same face as him.

So the Joker is a part of him, an inseparable part.

Facing this dark part, Zhou Ran has mixed feelings in his heart.

Self-blame, sadness, anger, despair... These emotions mixed together, making him very confused at the moment.

This is a very human question.

Zhou Ran frowned, trying hard to find a way.

Are you really going to kill the clown? But even if the clown is killed, it won't clean up what the clown has done with his body.

Do you just let the clown go? Letting the clown go means forgiving the things he has done.

kill yourself? Just kidding, this is simply impossible!

Even if he saw the clown using his body to kill people and do all kinds of bad things at will, Zhou Ran never had the idea of ​​suicide or self-destruction.

He is not the kind of purely righteous person, purely kind person.

Of course, he is not the kind of pure dark person, pure evil person.

In other words, as a time traveler, Zhou Ran's thinking is higher than this world.

In particular, Zhou Ran's sense of crisis is very high, and he has a feeling of persecution paranoia.

He has never had a deep bond with people in this world, only he has some feelings with Tony Stark.

Of course, these feelings are also cultivated by Zhou Ran for his own safety. His feelings for Tony Stark are definitely not as deep as Tony Stark for him.

His affection for Tony Stark was obtained through hard work, just like chasing a girl and playing with the girl's cat with little emotions every day.

After playing like this for ten years, feelings naturally arose.

This is also an unavoidable choice. If Zhou Ran didn't choose Tony Stark, would he have any better choices?

Going to Karma Taj?

Even if we know that Karma Taj is in the Himalayas, who knows where Karma Taj is in the Himalayas?

It is not known whether he has the talent of a mage.

Even if he really arrives at Karma Taj, he has the talent of a mage and becomes a mage, then he needs to protect the invasion from the mysterious side. Dimensional demons are not so easy to deal with, and they are likely to die.

Will the Ancient One protect all mages?

No one can be sure, the only thing that can be sure is that the ancient one will protect the future supreme mage!

Can Zhou Ran become the next supreme mage? Obviously unlikely, this probability is infinitely close to 0.

Therefore, in order to gain a foothold in Karma Taj, he still needs to manage the relationship with Gu Yi.

Compared with the relationship between the management and the ancient one and the relationship between the management and Tony Stark, which one is easier?

Without a doubt, Tony Stark of course!

This is Zhou Ran's best choice.

In addition to having feelings for Tony Stark, Zhou Ran also developed some feelings for Tony Stark's friends, such as Pepper Potts, bodyguard Happy, future war machine Lieutenant Colonel Rhodes...

The only ones who can be regarded as my friends, there are only four in Zhou Ran's place, Dr. Cornell, Lao Mo, Xiao Lu, and old Rick.

Now, add Peter Parker and his future girlfriend Gwen Stacy's family.

Zhou Ran's circle has always been so small, and the rest of the people have no feelings for him.

The rest of the people are just like passerby A, like NPCs like villagers in the game.

Have feelings for these ordinary npcs, is there any use for these ordinary npcs?

Zhou Ran was really saddened by the emotionless NPCs killed by the clown.

But his grief is not because these poor npcs were killed by clowns, his grief is that his hands are stained with the blood of innocent people.

This was something he couldn't accept, and it seriously impacted his worldview.

Although he is not full of bright goodness, he definitely does not want to become a pure evil.

Zhou Ran stretched out his hands, rubbed his temples, sighed, threw away the gun in his hand, smiled wryly, and said, Joker, I won't kill you, because killing you is meaningless. Those people are already dead Even if they kill you, they won't be able to survive.

I am the master of this body. Everything you do has this body involved, so this is equivalent to killing us together. Even if I kill you, I will not be able to wash away the sins on my body, nor will I be able to wash away my sins. The blood of innocents on my hands.

Zhou Ran stretched out his hand to push his glasses, his eyes were indifferent, and his tone was very cold: Besides, I don't have any feelings for those people. They are like weeds in my eyes.

I will express my sympathy for what happened to them, and I will also feel a little bit of self-blame, but I will definitely not self-destruct because of their choice.

In this world, nothing is more important than my own life!

There's nothing to talk about? Don't kill me! You'll regret it if you don't! The clown shrugged, gave a wry smile, and curled his lips helplessly.

Zhou Ran frowned, stared into the clown's eyes, and said: Joker, I can feel your loyalty to me, I can feel your desire to die, although your behavior is very dark, but to me It's a harmless personality.

But I also want to confirm a question, a very important question, I hope you can answer it!

Oh? What's the question? The clown blinked and asked suspiciously.

Zhou Ran took a deep breath and said, Will you take my body? Make me lose my consciousness?

After hearing this, the clown laughed loudly and said, Jake, of course not. You are my great god, how could I take your body? This matter will never be established. The only owner of this body is You alone, you will eventually become the greatest and only one in the world!

Zhou Ran nodded and said with a smile: Yes! A personality who has always been loyal to me, a personality who is willing to give his life to me, and a harmless personality.

Joker, although you have used my body to do many bad things and stained me with the blood of innocent people, but other than that, what reason do I have to abandon you?

Joker, compared to those ordinary npcs, you are more important to me! After all, you are a part of me, and they are nothing!

After listening to Zhou Ran's words.

The clown heaved a long sigh, with a crazy laugh on his face, and said, Hahaha, Jake, I'm so happy to hear you say that!

These are the words in your heart. Since you did not choose to kill me, then you have to prepare for the next road. From now on, your future will be an extremely chaotic and extremely difficult road.

In that future, which I can only feel, you will have huge regrets and regrets in your heart. I can clearly feel that this regret stems from your choice today!

Let me survive, that is the beginning of the evolution into that future!

Hearing this, Zhou Ran frowned and asked, Joker, what kind of future is that?

The clown shook his head and said, I don't know. How can we know what the future will look like?

However, I can vaguely feel that it is not a good future. Maybe this is a signal sent to me by the future me. Although I am a crazy person who is not very in tune, I have never made a mistake in guessing the future. !

In Gotham, I told that bat that his way can't save it. Gotham is Gotham. That's the law of Gotham's operation. Gotham's law must be obeyed in Gotham.

What Bat does has no effect on Gotham, he doesn't understand Gotham at all!

Well, it's not that the bat doesn't understand Gotham, it's just that he is too naive. He hopes to plant a flower of kindness in a place full of evil. But it is impossible for a flower of kindness to grow in the soil of evil. , Evil soil can only breed evil flowers!

Zhou Ran nodded and said, Maybe that's the case, but it is undeniable that because of the existence of bats, Gotham has already appeared a little bit different, and there will be an extra choice in the future, isn't it?

At least Gotham has an extra chance to change because of the bat. Although this chance is slim, it is undeniable that there is still a slight probability.

So, clown, maybe our future is not what you think? There are too many uncertain factors in the future, no one can guarantee that the future will be that future, no one can!

After listening to Zhou Ran's words.

Hohohoho! The clown grinned strangely, stared into Zhou Ran's eyes, and asked, Jake, you are right, our future is hard to say, and there are countless possibilities!

Jake, what do you think of the world? Do you like it here?

Zhou Ran frowned, nodded and shook his head, said: I don't know, sometimes I like it but sometimes I hate it, I can clearly feel that my sense of belonging to this world is not strong.

I haven't integrated into this world yet. This world is too cruel for ordinary people. All kinds of enemies emerge in endlessly, and various crises emerge in endlessly.

Even if I know most of the future development trajectory of this world and some major events in the future, he still makes me feel a little scared. Now this fear is even deeper, because there are two people who shouldn't exist here!

This means that I have lost my future direction, and I can't rely on anything. I haven't participated in those major events. The world has changed. I don't know why?

Is it the butterfly effect? ​​Now I'm really getting more and more difficult to understand.

The little scandal said, smiled, and said: Two people who shouldn't exist? Do you mean Kratos and Kesha?

Zhou Ran nodded, smiled wryly, and said, Yes, it's the two of them. Kratos doesn't belong here, and neither does Kesha. If there's a reasonable explanation for the existence of the two of them, it's because I came Here it is!

I have brought changes to this place, different changes, some unpredictable changes, these sudden non-existent people may be the place where we regret in the future!

And, clown, I don't know why I fell in love with Keisha? It's still a fierce love, the kind of real love, as if I knew her a long time ago, which is really strange!

After listening to Zhou Ran's words.

The clown smiled and said, It's not just the two of them who don't belong here, but also me, Clark, and...forget it, those few will see you when they want to see you.

Jake, I want to know, is the only thing you worry about most is your own safety? Is it your life?

Zhou Ran nodded and said, That's right, as long as my life can be protected, I don't think those are important!

The clown smiled and said: Then you can protect yourself now, you can use my power and Clark's power now!

Wake up tomorrow, you will have the Dionysus factor, and nothing can hurt you from now on!

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The end of past time, the beginning of future time.

The place where the demon king destroys everything.

This place is called Colorless Sky, and it is also the place where the Space-Time Management Bureau is stationed, and it is also the base camp of the Demon King Council.