MEMORIZE

Chapter 113 Dark past =========================================================================

“No way, my sister….”

“No, it’s not.”

Jeong Ha-yeon dismissed my expectation with a single word. It’s still a ridiculous drama, but if the female user was Jung Ji-yeon, it would have gone too far. Fortunately, Jung Ha-yeon denied my answer with a firm answer.

“Of course, it’s hard to say that he’s a good boy, but he’s a precious brother to me. Anyway, the female user was a wizard user who came months earlier than us. I won’t give you a name. However, the female user was very talented enough to receive executive training at the time. At first, I thought I was embarrassed when I made eye contact, but I smiled when I saw myself frozen. And I opened my mouth to a man in the middle of it.”

Is it… Yubin? Sung Yu Vin. I tilted my head. She was following Park Hyun-woo around right now. However, there were a number of things that did not fit the situation for the man to be Park Hyun-woo. A lot of thoughts came to mind for a while, but I decided to focus more on the story for now.

“I still clearly remember the conversation they had at the time. I’ll let you hear it as it is. It started with a woman. Isn’t there a girl you’re following? Huh? Oh, her. Why all of a sudden? No…You looked a little special to me. What’s special. I don’t think so. I think she likes you a lot. Can you do this with me? Oh, it’s okay. Honestly, she’s pretty beautiful, but it’s not my cup of tea. I prefer a passionate woman like you.”

Indeed, Jung Ha-yeon was reciting the lines of the day. It must have been at least a year, but seeing that you remember it, you must have been shocked. She had a sad smile when she looked dumb after hearing the conversation. And, as it is, he continued.

“The woman laughed at the man’s words and said, ‘Are you happy?'” Really? But I feel sorry for him. It’s all right. It’s a bit of a waste.He was brought in for a bribe anyway. Bribery? Yeah, there’s a rumor that the Golden Lion Clan Scout is a new user killer. They say they like smart, pretty, young girls, too. I thought Hayeon would like it because she’s pretty good and has a good face. Then I think he’ll take a good look at me.But she messed up the job. Damn it. It hurts. Take it easy. I’m sorry. I was so angry thinking about her. Anyway, I’m going to dedicate myself to the Scout soon, so let’s not bother.Oh, my God.

Listening to the conversation, I felt goosebumps for a female user named Jung Ha-yeon. The depth of discipline I felt when I first saw her was not a lie. I don’t know her mind because I’m a man, but I didn’t dare to imagine how heartbreaking it would be for a woman. What’s even scarier is that she hasn’t shed a tear just reciting a conversation. Hearing her situation, I couldn’t stop a deep sigh.

“Yes, for him I was just a tool to get ahead. I fell into this hellish hallplane, but with him, I thought I could go anywhere. But the dream was an illusion of being alone. He tried to take advantage of me thinking about himself from beginning to end.”

“Then how do you….”

“That’s where I went to find a human resources officer. I forced him to wake up sleeping soundly. And he said he’d quit right away. What’s more surprising, he listened to me and allowed me without a half. What do you think? It’s funny, right?

I’m sure. I’m nervous to hold him, and there’s no justification to kick him out. There was no stopping the Clan from walking out on its own. She breathed heavily and buried her back behind the chair, perhaps finishing everything in time. I habitually took a year’s beginning out of my arms. At the beginning of the year, a weak fire rose on its own at the end.

For a while, me and Jung Ha-yeon didn’t say anything. There was an awkward silence between leaving the table. It’s long past the time to burn all one. Jeong Ha-yeon, who was staring at me cracking up at the beginning of the year, opened her mouth with a light voice.

“Thank you. You’ve been listening to boring and unpleasant stories for a long time.”

“Don’t mention it. I understand you.”

“I don’t want to talk about it. Which one do you understand?”

“The unfavorable confrontation between the greatest Clan and the individual at the moment, and women. A process that has been endured for a long time as an underdog. The disposition of Clan, which might have felt unfair from an individual’s point of view, was frustrated by the behavior of a man who endured and held it in, but thought it was his last hope. I understand, sympathize, and sympathize with your position.”

She smiled sadly at my point by point. Then he opened his mouth immediately.

“Yeah, so it’s finally time to get to the point.”

I shook my head as I saw her connecting the horses with her fingers folded in both hands. Her eyes turned round in my reaction.

“It’s too late at night. You said too much today. So stop listening….”

“The night is deep, there’s plenty of time.”

“The rest of the time….”

“No, I really want to tie a knot today.”

Jung Ha-yeon stared at me with blue eyes. Before I knew it, she held onto the table and held my hand tightly to get up. Her hands felt cold and cool on the back of her hand. After confirming her willingness to never let go, I opened my mouth with a calm face.

“What more do you want to say?”

“It’s a story you told me about paying off your debts at a cost.”

I looked at her silently. I knew her situation. But this and that were separate things to dismiss. If it was appealing to emotion, she tried to say that she had found the wrong number, but her eyes did not contain such intentions.

I changed my posture again. From now on, it was the beginning of World War II after the Institute of Ruins. However, this time, the order was changed and I was in the public position this time.

“Then how are you going to pay the debt?”

I hit her back with a quiet voice. In my response, Jeong Ha-yeon shrugged her shoulders and shook her head gently.

“I’m sorry I used to push you to the wall. But after that day, I got into the habit of distrusting others, especially men. That’s why I really wanted to check.”

“I can understand that it was for no reason. However, that does not justify user Jung Ha-yeon’s behavior. Please distinguish between public and private.”

“I know, but I just don’t know. What does the user Kim Soo-hyun want from me?”

“It’s a problem that you have to worry about. It’s not up to me to decide.”

I didn’t back down a single word. I sympathize with her position, but I can’t let it go. Some people may curse at me for being too tight. But this is Hall Plain. I have the least justification to kill her, as long as I have given her information directly related to my life. And that was a fact she knew as well.

My firm voice opened her mouth in a tired voice.

“I had a lot of thoughts on my way back from the ruins lab in the ruins. But… the conclusion is that you can’t pay anything.”

“…Tell me the details.”

“Are you pretending you don’t know? Or you really don’t know? What the hell can I give you right now?”

“…….”

“User information? Gold coins? Capabilities? Free service? Should we write a slave contract? I don’t know what you want. No, actually there’s really nothing I can do for you.”

I let out a voice at her words. I tapped on the table habitually. And I thought…She said she liked it. I could finally see why I was so fond of her. She doesn’t cross the line. In other words, he is good at understanding the subject.

Of course, there was only one time in the lab that crossed that line. But the act was disprove that she crossed the line and still had a purpose to confirm. Then it was time to draw it out.

“Some of the things I just listed seem a little too much.”

“Ha. Too much? My user information is not as valuable as yours. I don’t even have gold coins. Ability. Yes. It’s hard to say it myself, but I’m good at it. But not as much as you. Free volunteering is the same. a slave contract There are too many restrictions in contracts between users. I’ll put it right. Even if I join your party like this, the action will never be a means to pay. Because I’m the one who’s here and the other who’s not.”

“Why are you so demeaning and cutting yourself down.”

“This is the reality, it’s the truth. And….”

Jeong Ha-yeon, who had been spitting out words for a while, stopped breathing for a while. I and her eyes are intertwined in the air. It was not long before she let out her breath with a wistful look and opened her mouth.

“…because I need you.”

I opened my mouth in a sad voice, finally seeing her reveal a little inside.

“That’s not necessarily the price. I wanted your true trust and faith.”

“You’re trying to make me a shameless woman to the end. I still can’t forget that time. When you said you’d protect the precious ones, and “The Correction of the Truth” proved your words true, I couldn’t help but be surprised. I want to go inside the people you value. Then I’ll change the question now. Kids have been with you since the beginning, so even so, is there any way I can give you trust now?”

“Trust or faith is not something that can be built in a moment. There’s a sense of urgency, and I don’t think you know it. What the hell do you really want to say?”

That’s what I said, but inside I had a rough idea why she was suddenly acting like this. In short, she has the trauma of that time. But my presence shook her trauma, and she was now at a loss. I’m afraid, but I want to catch it. That kind of mind was making her impatient now.

“For you, the user Jung Ha-yeon is worthless. Then there’s only one left.”

“User Jung Ha-yeon.”

She answered me in a low voice.

“Jeong Ha-yeon as a woman, not a user. This is the only value I can give you.”

After listening to her, I stared at her with cold eyes. She was passing my gaze with her undisturbed eyes. There was a moment of silence, and I immediately lifted myself from my seat.

“Of course I’m a man before a user, and I like women. There is also a basic sexual desire. But.”

I continued in a tone of disappointment after a pause.

“For no reason, I’m not a person who mixes with any woman.”

“That’s not what I meant..”

I knew I didn’t mean it that way. But she was still unable to give me the answer I wanted. I turned away before she finished talking. Then he added a word.

“I’m disappointed that it’s only this much. I’m going back now.”

And at that moment.

“I…!”

Her low cry caught me walking to the door.

“…Do you think you’re a woman who mixes with any man?”

I sighed and turned away at her tearful words.

“What you said was certainly misleading. I know you’re not that kind of woman, but honestly, it’s embarrassing to do this all of a sudden.”

She looked up at me with a conflicting look on my face. But the conflict was not long. After a short time, I could see her mouth slowly open.

“Yoojung said I don’t know you well, but I know you relatively well. I’ve always listened to your stories while helping them train. You’re so much like him. Being a leader in the rite of passage and leading people. To be trusted by the kids. Winning first place at the user academy. And getting an offer from the Golden Lion Clan. But he and you have changed paths since they refused their offer and started being with the kids.”

“So you think I’m a substitute for him.”

When I pointed out the part just in case, Jung Ha-yeon shook her head urgently.

“No! It’s just…I’m tired of being fooled and deceiving hallplanes. Also, I couldn’t fool others. I could do it if I tried, but I didn’t want to do what I despised the most. That’s when I made up my mind. I won’t be deceived and I won’t be deceived either.”

That’s why her tendencies were like that. Solving one question, I turned around and stood next to her again. Then she put her forehead lightly on my chest and continued.

“But…user Kim Soo-hyun is different. There’s something different about Hallplane users. Maybe I’m at my limit now. That’s what I thought after “The Correction of the Truth”. You have to hold Suhyun and stay next to her. This user is my last chance from Hall Plain. You said you wanted my trust and faith.”

“…That’s right.”

Hayeon, who was putting her forehead on my chest, raised her head slightly and looked up at me. I also responded to her gaze and lowered it further down. Then she lifted her right hand and gently swept her hair down. She closed her eyes as if savoring my touch. However, the mouth did not stop.

“Honestly, there are still questions left. I wouldn’t have let Jiyeon die if she had such a powerful power. No, I couldn’t have. But I won’t ask you. I’ll just leave it in my heart.”

“I can give you a full answer on that part.”

“There’s something I’ve heard from the kids before, and there’s something I can guess. And there’s something I checked with my eyes. I can’t just hear from you, but I decided to. I’m tired of being fooled, and I’m afraid of being hurt by it. But I’m a woman, too. I felt myself shaking after I lost my brother, whom we trusted and relied on.”

“So you can straighten yourself out by leaning on me.”

She nodded quietly at my question. Upon checking the reaction, I forced her face back into my arms and she gently buried it in my chest. And at that moment I had a deep smile around my mouth.

I’m sorry, but she had another illusion. To be honest, I couldn’t expect Jung Ha-yeon to come out like this. It was the first time I’d heard her. However, it is not bad. There is no need for a vague possibility of faith or trust in me today. If I hug Jung Ha-yeon now, my relationship with her will definitely improve.

I don’t feel guilty about anything. Witnessing their deaths, choosing to come back, I threw them all away. And for them I could do anything without reservation. Feeling something itching in my chest, I took a deep breath and opened my mouth quietly.

“It’s like a sorcerer’s way of thinking.”

“…I see. I can give you faith, and at the same time I can find my own stability. I need a place to rest and lean on. Everything I said today is the utmost trust I can show you today. So….”

She lifted her hips from the chair and climbed gently up my body. Jung Ha-yeon’s arms gently wrapped around my neck, and she hugged me and opened her mouth.

“Tonight. I want you to respond to my trust.””

============================ Review of the work ============================

Hello, I’m Ro Yu Jin.

Originally.

“I opened the door as it was and walked into the hallway. I heard Jung Ha-yeon crying behind me, but I didn’t care.”

I was going to go to But I think I’ll get beaten up…(sighs)

Anyway, I hope you can understand why Hayeon acted like that in the 111st and 112th episodes. And this time…I confess that even a little is mixed. Just a little bit. 🙂

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1. Lolololab: Congratulations on winning first place. The nickname reminded me of Lollipop. Hah, hah, hah.

2. Let’s defeat the monster.

Episode 41: Yes. That’s right. However, even though the basic mana is much higher than Ahn Hyun and the secret class is obtained, the rate of increase is not that high.

Episode 48: As you can see from the rankings, it’s a higher ability that you can’t even compare. The eyes of temptation can’t even follow the tip of the feet of the third eye. 🙂

Episode 83: Beyond basic magic, it’s literally deep application magic. For example, reverse, overlap, etc.

84th: That’s because I skipped a lot. You’ll understand if you watch episode 85.

3. Ghdtjdrud: A rather poor child. He’s strong on the outside, but can’t overcome the pain inside. ㅜ.ㅠ

4. GradeRown: That’s about right. Hahaha. That’s why power is so scary. It makes people change.

5. Idrian: Yes. You can take out the first letter. Hahaha. Please. Please take it out. ㅜ.ㅠ

6. Blami: Hehe. That’s a good way, too. Please look forward to what they’ll do in the future.

7. Echoing Soul: I don’t really like NTR either. At least in the novel, there will be no such thing as the women around the main character.

8. Human life: Haha. Thank you. Who’s Unhyun?

9. Dreaming Garden: Hehe. Thank you. >3

10. Purple: Aha. I see. First of all, the basic city settings are all planned. Hahaha. I’ll make sure to upload it within 200 episodes. Maybe cities will go up sooner or later.

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