Middle-aged Love Patch

Xu Youyuan just sat down among a group of friends and took off the access crystal from his temple. Before putting the bag away, he heard the person on the other side say:

"I haven't done it with her for two years."

As soon as this remark came out, everyone was shocked.

My friend said: "Two years? Really or fake? Haven't done it at all? How could it be possible? Do you remember how you two took apart my sofa?"

"That was all ten years ago." The self-spitting person is called Agan. When he was young, he was thinner, and now he is thinner. The two black spots under his eyes have never faded. You don't grow meat when you eat anything, and you eat less. I fainted, and the person is thinner than a hemp rod.

When she said this, she couldn't see any emotions on her face, as if she said casually about other people's things.

The people who listened could not sit still: "After ten years, you two are still you two. I mean, let’s put aside the kind of quality, nothing happened for two years? You and Chen Shu, cover the quilt. Pure chat, how is it possible! The best thing in our circle is you and her. Not to mention that you still expect to be as passionate as you were in your twenties. We have to calculate the feeling effect you want, as long as it is handled."

"No, not at all. I was very unhappy the last time I did it, and no one has mentioned it again after that." Agan shrugged.

"Haven't worked hard?"

"I don't want to work **** this kind of thing." Agan said, "When I was together in my early twenties, I hadn't graduated from college. The money was paid at home. I didn't need to go to work. I didn't have to worry about so much. Like a dog, I just want to rest when I go home from work, and I don’t want to do anything. But sometimes, don’t talk about taking a break, it’s good if you don’t continue spinning. When I came home that day, the house was full of shreds of paper bitten by Abu waiting for me. Pack up. Chen Shu arrived home immediately. The food hasn't been cooked yet. Just after sweeping the shreds, he found a stinky shit. Abu was there when he was packing up and he didn't know how excited he was. collapsed."

"Wait a minute, I was very unhappy the last time I did it? How to be unhappy?" Someone paid attention to the point.

Agan looked at these friends who had made friends since middle school and grew up wearing the same pair of pants. After thinking for a while, he was not afraid that everyone would laugh, and he bluntly said: "Chen Shu fell asleep halfway, and I was a little distracted. , Thinking about the leaking toilet at home, the water bill soared ridiculously last month, I had to find the property to fix it. I don’t know what’s wrong with the property in the old community, knowing that we are not the landlord but the tenant, so we don’t care every time, I I don’t like dealing with them either. I didn’t know how I thought about it at the time. If it wasn’t for Chen Shu’s snoring too loud and awakened him, the two of them stared at each other. What's wrong."

"puff."

Someone couldn't hold back a laugh, and immediately received condemned eye knives.

"I don't think the problem is here." A kind-hearted man intended to comfort Agan, "Let's replace this kind of thing with a couple with a good relationship, it will be easy to happen over time, not just you and Chen Shu. You have been in love for ten years. It’s been five or six years since I've been married, right? It’s time to think about how to add a little freshness to those who hold the left hand and the right hand."

There are also objections: "Can't two people stay together only by freshness. This is only ten years, and there will be several more years in the future. No matter how fresh it is, it will be exhausted."

"Yes, you can't just rely on freshness, but it's worse if there is no freshness. Listen to me. I think freshness is one thing, and more importantly..." My friend looked at Agan, "You and Chen Shu are both so busy. , We should try to avoid the trivial tasks that are consuming energy. It’s so tiring to go to work and go home to cook? Now who still cooks by themselves, it’s more convenient to order takeout."

A Gan said: "Chen Shu has sensitive stomach and diarrhea easily when he eats something outside. She has to deal with the boss Party A every day, and she is a **** one. If she feels uncomfortable and can't concentrate, she will let me out of breath. There is no place to sprinkle it."

"What fire do you have?"

"Old Zhang is on top of my head. I can't rise up unless she leaves. I'm thirty-two years old. I am thirty-three years old next year. This is still one year old. Now this position is not high or low, and it is completely useless to continue to consume it. Time. Halfway through thirty blinks, there is really no chance that I won't go up again."

"Then you move around?"

"Moving is something that can be done with just one move. Everyone understands the employment situation. There are very few positions left for us. I have not submitted a resume. People who I think ignore me, and I don’t like it. Don't want to make a living."

"How dissatisfied?"

"The office is in the sinking area, what do you think?"

Everyone on the scene unanimously said: "Don't go to the sinking area. Didn't there have been indiscriminate homicides some time ago? News reports have not followed for a while."

"I have a friend who belongs to the police station. I heard that there was a lot of pressure from above, but the police in the sinking area have never had a clue, and no terrorist organization has claimed it. The chief of the police station has resigned, and no one has taken over. Now that The side is messier than before."

"Let's not talk about it now, Agan, continue talking about you and Chen Shu." Someone brought the topic back, "Is there no other choice but to work in the sinking area? If it doesn't work, I can ask Mr. Xu for your help. "

Everyone's eyes fell on Xu Youyu. Before Xu Youyu could speak, Shi Ye rushed to talk: "The industry is too different."

Agan also shook his head: "I'm doing traditional retail. I don't understand the games made by Kite. It's like a mountain. Traditional retail has been impacted for so many years, and the market has shrunk. Now there is nothing everywhere. People’s supermarkets and one hour delivery are fast, fast and cheap, and easy to return. We can’t compare. My industry has a large number of layoffs every year. It’s too difficult to find a job with a salary similar to the current salary."

"You also switch online."

"Without online sales experience, who cares for me?"

My friend complained: "You are not good for the whole thing."

"Don't say it, it's true." Agan admitted, "It's impossible to change careers. Don't even think about fertility at my age. Even if I learn from scratch, no one wants to teach. I can't move. Lao Zhang is me. The Five Finger Mountain above my head is impossible to move. I want to change paths, all of which are cliffs. There is only one small intestine path leading to a broken village.

"You asked me to lower my requirements and go to the sinking area to work for 20,000 yuan a month? Yes, I won’t starve to death, but the salary is half less than the current salary. It’s hard to change from extravagance to frugality, and it’s nothing right now. Luxury, not to mention lowering the standard down, I can grit my teeth, and Chen Shu cannot agree."

"That shouldn't have been done for two years..."

"Every day I am anxious. I can’t sleep at night. I can’t wake up during the day. I have a lot of hair loss. I still have any thoughts about that. When I went out with her, I waited for a long time to find out that there was someone beside me. No one said anything along the way, thinking about their own affairs. Sometimes I think about the other person and want to find a topic to talk about, but I feel tired of talking about everything, and I am prone to disputes, so I don’t say anything at all."

Sitting next to Xu Youyuan, Shiye took a sip of coffee and shook his head repeatedly: "A-Gan is now more skinny like a bar."

A rod smiled bitterly: "It's still a rod that breaks. Look at my nails."

She opened her fingers, and her friends leaned forward and saw that there was a clear depression on her somewhat yellow nails, almost on every nail.

"You have insufficient energy and blood, it's a bit serious." Shi Ye said, "You have to go for a good inspection, don't delay, in case there are other problems..."

"I want to go, I don't have time or mood, I can't do anything."

"Aren't you depressed."

"It's possible." Agan lowered his head and drank a whole cup of black coffee.

"I have my troubles, and Chen Shu also has his own difficulties. We all know that the other party has a difficult life, but there is no desire to communicate. We have said everything that should be said, and persuaded all that should be persuaded. There is no improvement. Knowing that it is all in vain. , As time passed, I was reluctant to speak. In fact, the root cause was that I was not motivated. She said that I had no other way, I just didn’t want to make progress and didn’t want to leave the comfort zone. I knew she was right, and I didn’t. Rebuttal. Instead of taking the risk of resigning and going to the sinking area, it is better to stay in the current company, at least everything is familiar, the salary is enough to maintain the current life, and I opened my eyes and thought that the rent of 15,000 a month could barely be paid. When I can breathe.

"Chen Shu was very disappointed with me and felt that I was not self-motivated. As for me, she felt that she was not at home at all, and she didn't care about me. Let alone doing that, she didn't say more than five sentences in a day. "

After Agan finished speaking, everyone present was thoughtful. Everyone drank the coffee and tea in front of them, and no one spoke for a while.

The friends present were similar in age, all over 30 years old. When they reached the watershed of life, they complained every time they got together, and they couldn't do without those three things: health, work, and feelings.

A Gan seems to have understood it, it is not tangled. What she said to her friends has circulated in her mind hundreds of times, and she has talked to herself thousands of times. In the end, the main idea is only five words-broken jar broken broken.

Xu Youyuan leaned on the soft sofa cushion, Shiye asked her what she would like to drink, latte?

"Let's have a cup of black tea," she said, "I can't sleep at night with coffee at this o'clock."

"It's nothing like Agan," said Jiang Yun, who hadn't spoken, and had two large glasses of wine, with his cheeks flushing slightly, "It's better not to do it for two years than a piece of Hulunbuir prairie above his head. "

Once again, everyone turned their attention to her in disbelief. Seeing that her cheeks were flushed, she was slightly drunk, her eyes were looking straight at the desktop, her chest was rising and falling from time to time, as if there was a mouthful of bad pressure in her heart, and her eyes were full. Is hate.

"Isn't it..." Seeing Jiang Yun's appearance, all the best friends who have been incredible for Agan and Chen Shu for two years have already guessed from her words, "Could it be that Wu Zhuo cheated on her?"

Jiang Yun smiled and nodded: "Speaking of which is really a god, you can't even think of how I discovered it."

Everyone immediately raised their ears.

"At the end of each year, Wu Zhuo's company has an annual meeting. The annual meeting can take family members. I have to go. You all know it. Her colleagues basically recognize me.

"Last year I attended as usual at the end of the year, and then a little girl from their company looked at me involuntarily, and I asked Wu Zhuo who it was. Wu Zhuo said he was new here, and asked me why I asked her. I didn’t say anything, just just ask. At that time, I felt something was wrong, but I couldn’t tell it, and then I forgot.”

Everyone: "I have confirmed the eyes, is it the one who made you green?"

Jiang Yun rolled his eyes, and then said, "Isn't my dad sick some time ago? I took time off and went back to my hometown to accompany my dad. I usually ask me to take a taxi to the station by myself. This time, I was very diligent and drove me there. Station. After the car drove into the vacuum track, I wondered, the feeling of something wrong seemed familiar.

"Wu Zhuo would send me good night every night, thunder can't move, and the same few days when I go home. It is sent on time at 11 o'clock every night, and the fluctuation basically does not exceed 15 minutes." Jiang Yun took a sip of a friend's tea. Runrun's throat continued, "Our work and life are stable at this age, and the routine of work and rest is not easy to break. We all know well..."

Someone couldn't help but interject: "One night Wu Zhuo's goodnight was posted late?"

Jiang Yun shook his head.

"Nothing at all?"

"No." Jiang Yun said, "she sent it more than an hour earlier, saying that she was tired and went to bed first."

Everyone was silent, and it was clear in the silence.

Jiang Yun said: "I didn't sleep all night that night. In addition to thinking about who the **** Wu Zhuo was with, I was thinking more about my dad. The doctor said that my dad had to implant radiation therapy. The cutting-edge treatment method is the best among all the current programs. But it is expensive, really expensive, and I almost kneeled when I heard that number. The doctor said that if other programs are used, the survival rate within three years is 30%, and the implant radiation therapy is used to survive. The rate is 80%, which is very promising. Expenses, I sold the house, put in a deposit, and borrowed a little bit to barely be able to, which is equivalent to taking out all my savings since I went to work. Only five years later, there will still be disease. It’s dangerous, and the probability of death is equally high, the doctor said clearly. To put it bluntly, should I use all my property for my dad’s life span for a few years.

"I only make up my mind at home, so I dare not tell my dad, because the other side is still thinking about Wu Zhuo. I'm upset."

Friends said: "Why don't you tell us."

"Isn't this afraid that you are worried? I wanted to ask you to complain when I came back this time, but I didn't expect to be hit head-on as soon as I came back."