Morbid Attachment

He stepped back a little, and kissed Qi Boyan's lips again. At that moment, a little moisture fell on Qi Boyan's cheeks and slid into his temples.

Qi Boyan knew that Ji Wang was crying. But he couldn't even raise his hand to wipe Ji Wang's tears.

Ji Wang lightly pressed Qi Boyan on the bed, and buried his face in the other's neck, it was a silent hug.

Hugging Qi Boyan, Ji Wang said in a low voice: "I can't stay here with you all the time. I won't call you when I'm not around. Remember, I'm not the one who called you."

Qi Boyan seemed to realize something, his body was tense, and he wanted to hug Ji Wang, but he couldn't move at all due to the force of the medicine. He frowned angrily, but Ji Wang couldn't see it.

When Ji Wang got up, he felt that Qi Boyan's fingers were still hooking him weakly.

Qi Boyan continued intermittently, and finally got the words out of his mouth: "Don't, let's go."

Ji Wang grabbed his fingertips, his eyes were red and he didn't speak.

The door of the ward was knocked and pushed open. Doctor Fang and the nurses were standing outside the door. Doctor Fang said politely to Ji Wang: "Mr. Ji, you go back first. I will inform you of the next visit time."

Ji Wang didn't move, but the next moment, he bit Qi Boyan's neck in front of the doctors and nurses.

The information poured in, blood gushed out, Doctor Fang stopped loudly, and the nurse came over to pull him with a face full of shock.

Ji Wang licked the blood from his lips, and said to Qi Bo on the bed: "Before the mark disappears, come back to me."

Chapter 75

Ji Wang came out of the ward, all the calmness that he had pretended faded away.

He told Qi Boyan to return to him before the mark disappears.

In fact, even he himself is not sure whether Qi Boyan can find some strength from this sentence.

Dr. Fang told him yesterday that for schizophrenic patients, it is best not to meet close people until their condition is stabilized, which is not conducive to the stability of their condition.

Now Dr. Fang added: "Just like what was marked just now, Mr. Ji had better not do it again in the future. The pheromone may affect the function of the drug."

Although Doctor Fang spoke politely, Ji Wang knew that he was warning him.

Ji Wang can understand Dr. Fang's attitude very well. As the attending doctor, he has to give priority to the patient's condition, not emotion.

If the family members do not trust the doctor, who can come to treat the sick?

Through the glass window, he looked at Qi Boyan inside, who was lying on the bed, because he was restrained, he didn't even have the strength to look at him.

Qi Boyan's blood remained in his mouth, and the strong smell of pheromones.

He has never wanted to keep this taste so much.

But now he must be strong, Qi Boyan said that he is his patron saint. Ji Wang doesn't think he is, but now he wants to be the one who protects Qi Boyan.

If possible, he might irresponsibly turn down all his work, just to be by Qi Boyan's side, as long as Qi Boyan needs him.

From yesterday to now, guilt has filled Ji Wang's heart.

He knew that this kind of emotion was wrong, but he couldn't control it. No one could calm down when he saw his lover become like this, especially if he knew that the reason for his lover's attack was himself.

Li Feng probably understood his current mood, and he specifically asked Ji Wang to do something.

For example, go to Qi Boyan's house and pack his clothes, because Qi Boyan may have to stay in the hospital for a long time.

Li Feng said, if possible, it is best to take some photos. Because after mect is done, part of the memory will be damaged.

Years ago, Qi Boyan had just finished electrotherapy, and he forgot a lot of things. He wanted to retrieve his memory, so he could only rely on photos, but found that there were so few photos of him and Ji Wang.

Li Feng: "So after the reunion..."

Even if Li Feng didn't need to say what happened next, Ji Wang understood.

That is, after the reunion, the set of program photos that Qi Boyan and him took together is Qi Boyan's selfishness.

The feeling of losing memory is not good, and the treatment is also difficult. The only sweetness in life was lost by Qi Boyan himself.

He asked Li Feng, if his brother knew what he was like now, would he come back to him?

Later Qi Boyan said again, it's better not to let my brother know.

Just like his father was madly infatuated with his mother in the early years, but in the end, when she fell ill, his father looked at her as if he was looking at a monster.

It's not their fault that they're sick, it's just that they can't control how others feel about them.

What should you do if your lover doesn't love you anymore? Are you crazy to keep him, or stay in his memory with the best appearance?

Qi Boyan said that he didn't know what he would choose before, but now that he is sick, he knows, that is, absolutely don't let Ji Wang know, he doesn't want Ji Wang to sympathize with him.

Li Feng withdrew from his memories, smiled wryly and said, "Look, I've said so much without realizing it, I will send you the address of Master Qi's home via WeChat, and the gate password is 94814."

This password is Ji Wang's birthday. This string of numbers is not only the password of the house, but also the password of everything Qi Boyan.

Qi Boyan once joked with Li Feng that if one day he goes crazy like his mother and loses his life, then maybe he can leave everything to Ji Wang.