Morbid Attachment

He said softly: "Enough, Ren Ran."

"This time... I am really sober."

Chapter 44

Even though he understands that Ren Ran's starting point is for his own good, but now Ji Wang can remember this failed relationship and his stupid past whenever he sees Ren Ran.

Just like self-protection after being injured, the subconscious wants to avoid all trigger points about those memories, whether it is objects or people.

Although this is unfair to Ren Ran, Ji Wang wants to be alone now. He knows that he is selfish, but he can't be completely objective.

After refusing Ren Ran to come to accompany him several times, Ren Ran seemed to understand what he meant, and never appeared again.

Compared with Ren Ran, Qi Boyan obviously does not have a higher awareness. He still comes here from time to time, talking to Ji Wang, sending flowers, fruits, and soup made by himself.

Without exception, Ji Wang threw them into the trash can, and Qi Boyan's face became uglier day by day. He didn't bother to deal with the injuries on his face, and Ji Wang, who had always loved him dearly, didn't even ask.

The wishful thinking to win sympathy didn't work out, Qi Boyan had no choice but to come over silently and guard in the ward, the two of them seemed to be playing a game where whoever speaks first loses.

It's a pity that Ji Wang didn't plan to play with Qi Boyan. When Qi Boyan comes next time, there is no one in the ward.

Ji Wang changed a hospital and a ward. In order to live a peaceful life, he asked Song Ge, who was studying far away in City B at that time, to ask someone to contact his relatives who were doctors at home, which was convenient.

He seldom asked others for such things, which scared Song Ge half to death.

The friend asked anxiously on the phone, thinking that he was seriously ill, and finally heaved a sigh of relief when he learned of Ji Wang's real illness. The next day, he helped Ji Wang deal with the transfer to the hospital, and left a message on WeChat: "You don't like to do things. Man, is someone bullying my brother?"

Ji Wang asked amusedly: "Why, you want to fly back to help me out?"

Song Ge: "I can help you hire 18 big men to deal with those who bully you. I can forget about it myself. I am a bata, and even your alpha can't beat me. Wouldn't it be courting death for me to go?"

With Song Ge's blessing, Ji Wang's mood improved a little bit, but the happiness was like mud, and was quickly covered up by negative emotions.

Song Ge said, Ji Wang, if you are really unhappy in City C, come to me, and we can live together for a while.

This proposal moved Ji Wang very much. Now that he is in his junior or senior year, he can go directly to practice, maybe he can leave here and continue to live in a new environment, where Song Ge is still there.

Once this idea fell into place, it grew like a root. Ji Wang even turned on his phone and began to look at the ticket.

A failure in love can't break him, but it can make him want to escape everything for a while.

Ji Wang stayed in the hospital for three days. On the fourth day, Qi Boyan found him, looking even more emaciated than before. He rushed to the hospital bed. Qi Boyan wanted to hug him but didn't dare. Annoyed, he said hoarsely, "I thought something happened to you."

"Why didn't you tell me you were transferred, I've been looking for you for a long time." Qi Boyan pulled a chair and sat down, keeping his eyes on Ji Wang: "You still don't want to talk to me?"

Ji Wang turned his face away and looked out the window. He felt the warmth covering his hand, it was still a familiar touch, but it had a different feeling, Ji Wang waved Qi Boyan's hand away, and hid his hand under the quilt as if to avoid it.

As soon as this behavior happened, Ji Wang himself became annoyed, and finally opened his mouth to Qi Boyan: "Do you still not understand, I am now..."

Qi Boyan seemed to realize what Ji Wang would say next, he stood up suddenly: "I'm ugly now, go back and wash up, and come to see you later."

As if fleeing after speaking, Qi Boyan left the ward, just as abruptly as when he came, and could only swallow the words of breaking up that Ji Wang had in his mouth.

He believes that things like breaking up should be discussed face-to-face, confirming the wishes of both parties, and looking into each other's eyes, just like the solemnity when confessing, and a sense of responsibility when breaking up.

Therefore, even though he didn't want to see Qi Boyan, he didn't say goodbye in the text message.

Just because you didn't say it doesn't mean you don't want to do it, Ji Wang planned to wait for his body to recover before he had a good talk with Qi Bo.

Now it seems that Qi Boyan doesn't understand at all that under such circumstances, normal people should acquiesce in breaking up, instead of entangled and thinking about going back to the past.

Trust will be overdrawn, and Qi Boyan's trust with Ji Wang has gone bankrupt.

Whether it's the absurd reason to humiliate him in order to protect him, or the fact that he still loves him and cares about his words, Ji Wang doesn't believe it anymore.

When Qi Boyan came back in the evening, he had already taken care of himself, the wounds on his face had been treated, and the swelling had subsided. It's just that he still looks like he hasn't had a good rest and is mentally and mentally haggard.

Qi Boyan knew that Ji Wang didn't want to drink the soup he made, so he packed the hospital's food and came over.

The ward he arranged for Ji Wang earlier was a VIP room, and the meals were delivered by special nurses. Although Ji Wang now lives in a single room, his treatment is not as good as before.

Qi Boyan unfolded the small table and put the things on the table. He was unskilled and clumsy in taking care of people. When the soup lid was opened, he spilled the soup everywhere.

Ji Wang didn't say anything, picked up the chopsticks, he should eat and drink, and he was no longer full of repulsion as before. This change made Qi Boyan's eyes light up, and a smile appeared on his mouth.